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    Mental self-image and genders

    eh, true. but that's good to hear, being on the forums. I've not really linked my accounts (different names, but someone somewhere has figured it out by now).. still, interesting, thanks for the answer. i might think about it some more. to think, fully working gender parts of both (reproductive)...
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    Question about one's ancestors

    if you were a jew/kike you wouldn't be dedicated to doing the RTR's, nor would you have meant your dedication to Father Satan. it's really that simple. they're so foreign to our gods, they cannot dedicate, OR if they try, they're screwed. so, did you mean the dedication? if you did, then...
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    Taylor Swift(owitz) is a JEW

    I'm not sure I trust Medium or anyone on it.
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    was it sign from Satan?

    People who speak to, or even just hear from, Father Satan generally "know" by feeling. His presence is amazing, but..what you can do is  focus on the sigil again, and humbly ask that Father Satan tell you the plan, the task, whatever it may be, and politely ask him to either filter out or remove...
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    Mental self-image and genders

    I've been using Lydia's Saturn Obliteration thing for some time now, which has done wonders for me. As I continue, nearly finished with the final stretch, I realize..I've got a lot of misinformation to get rid of and old thoughts to go through, so..I'm asking for some help in the sense of...
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    72 Stinking Names

    you should be able to blot them out with your mind and it be sufficient, like the current RTR can be done.
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    RAUM Meditation

    R = Rrr = baseA = aww = sacralU = ooh = solar plexusM = mmm = heart R = Rrr = heartA = aww = throatU = ooh = 6th chakraM = mm = crown that's one action. 40 are done then..(it's Io, like the moon of Jupiter) EE = focus on left sideOH = focus on right side 40 of those. then..(it's Ea, one of...
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    What can I do if the worst thing happened?

    If you want Father Satan to be close, he will. If you want him gone, he will be. But he doesn't necessarily want you gone. You can do so much with your life, and quite a few start where you are. The choice is ultimately yours, but failure is giving up, rather than not succeeding. Death puts...
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    What can I do if the worst thing happened?

    Father Satan doesn't abandon you. However we are here to learn from the gods, so we can protect and take care of ourselves eventually. If the absolute worst thing has happened, maybe you should ask your guardian for help.
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    Realizing Your Inner Power and Divinity

    Been trying to work on this for a while. It's a completely different feeling, "knowing" something rather than just thinking or wanting. I don't have words for the freedom it brings, that feeling..is amazing. but not easy :/
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    Old member returning

    good news, we're down to a single RTR now. join us in that, it'll help end homelessness. yes, one RTR we do daily that destroys the enemy's power. that's how far we've come
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    Natural Law: what is it, what is it determined by, etc..(help me fil

    except that the negative consequences are avoidable. but maybe I am trying to act too much like a well oiled machine..I've just broken so many rules and was punished by my mother a lot growing up, I have no excuse to break more rules as an adult..
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    Natural Law: what is it, what is it determined by, etc..(help me fil

    I was hoping such wasn't the case, that it's something we understand as we develop. it doesn't feel right, knowing that I'm not going 100% within the rules. but maybe that's because i'm a bit strict on some rules..oh well. thanks for the responses.
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    Natural Law: what is it, what is it determined by, etc..(help me fil

    yeah that's why i'm looking for info on it. as i advance i realize i've made choices that go against it, or go against what natural law is for humans. i'd like to do what i can to stop that, and to plan around it, for my future self. future-proof my current workings, etc. though if anyone says...
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    Natural Law: what is it, what is it determined by, etc..(help me fil

    I got a lot of info jumbled up in my head, and could use some help clearing it out, organizing it, etc..regarding some things, mostly Natural Law so what is it? is it the "meaning of life," self-improvement? is it rigid with consequences for breaking it or what? how does free will fit in to all...
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    you mention it like that, so i'll ask: should these be taken at once or split half and half, 12 hours apart?
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    is there an upper limit to how many i should take? i've been increasing it, and 20 is..having no side effects. I feel good with it on. also completed the first Sun spiritual square to help heal (per the other poster's advice)
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    Shaving, hair and skin care.

    So, during the summer time it gets pretty warm, and as a result, I've enjoyed full body shaving during such time..it's pretty cold now though so I'm not. I am a hairy guy, but it makes a difference enough to notice..so..there's the question: I'm looking for advice on full body shaving. I've...
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    RUNES THOUGHTFORMS,POSSIBLE?

    Yes. Focus on the thoughtform and vibrate the rune. That directs the vibration into them.
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    Material and spiritual squares together?

    I think I can make it work Sunday. Thank you. Work schedule is sloppy that day..but yes, a Sun square or two should get me into a better job
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    Material and spiritual squares together?

    Got an opportunity to start a working, to get into my career choice in quite a nice way coming up. Moon will be in Aries during a waxing moon, in/around December 15th...not a bad time to do a Sun material square. However, I have a spiritual one for healing going on now. Don't want to jinx/ruin...
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    Question

    here's a good place. the forums are the other good place: https://www.ancient-forums.com/ getting in touch with the higher ups..they're super  super busy all the time, and comment when they can. otherwise, you got the rest of us to ask questions to. since you read the site, you know there's no...
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    Furry's

    there's probably more to it. but i don't get all of natural law yet, so idk. i'm missing something the other people understand, so i'm not sure what to think. in the grand scheme of things, i am immature though, spiritually speaking, so idk. not yet able to get my head wrapped around it yet...
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    Furry's

    true. but we basically should distance ourselves from almost everything, in order to escape the "unnatural." almost solitude nowadays. now, once the enemy is gone, oh yes. these furries won't be furries anymore. it won't be a concept. that will be good. we'll have destroyed everything that...
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    Furry's

    Unfortunately, as someone who sees the degenerate and benign signs of the furry community..I understand where people are coming from. But all groups have degenerates or zealots or people with mental disorders who think things are okay, when they're not. Then there are people who see it as a fun...
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    Where are the Sanskrit runes and mantras listed?

    I did some searching for it and realized, they'll help me some, but there's a lot I should be working on instead of just looking for them. Also I found a few mentions, like the "-AUM"'s for the chakras to remove bindings are Sanskrit or..come from it, and AUM itself basically is..but I didn't...
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    Kundalani Doesn't Shut Up

    is the kundalini incapable of communication, then?
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    Coming Back to the Truth

    Give this all a good read: http://josgreece.angelfire.com/Exposing_Xianity.htm from there, honest question for yourself to answer: did you fully open and awaken your chakras? if not, start with that. BUT CLEAN YOURSELF, your chakras and aura! get rid of that filth. for forgiveness, ask Father...
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    Magic...

    Magic is in everyone's hands, everyone can do it. Those who are Spiritual Satanists make themselves stronger, and make their magic stronger, in a good way. To think is to do magic..that's a very simple way of saying it. Bad people do magic for bad reasons. Spiritual Satanists do magic to make...
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    Seven is the amount I'm on now, might increase to 8..thing is, with both 6 and 7, it doesn't really calm like it did at the start. It doesn't make me MORE irritable, just doesn't calm. That's odd. I'll keep at 7 and consider increasing it incrementally. Thanks for replying; progress is being made..
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    JoS updates

    they're updated every so often. the major updates are posted on the main page.
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    Affirmation for Jupiter Square?

    I'm curious if this is the reason the last square did me no good, I used a physical/material square and mantra for physical/material healing..I read that page but it doesn't say anything like, "lack of health is because of the spirit being bound" or anything like that. It just says, spiritual...
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    Affirmation for Jupiter Square?

    yeah, DKA..been there done that. never again. thank you for the warm wishes. I believe in you as well. we just need to do it really. doctors have told me modern refillable/replaceable pen insulin is stored in the refrigerator, but normal temperatures are fine for it when carrying it. OLD insulin...
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    Affirmation for Jupiter Square?

    ah, i see. you mean the causes of the issues. treat the cause so it has the ability to heal. got it. my mistake. i'll do however many is needed. i'll see how things go after the first. but yes, sun square is 10/10 for healing. but it might take more for me. idk. i'll use as many as i can and as...
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    Affirmation for Jupiter Square?

    I've done an overall health Sun square before. Not 100% certain what it's accomplished, other than wounds healing faster. I have a second overall/general Sun square finishing up in a few weeks, and 108 THAUR going for both my kidneys and pancreas. I wish I was cured. I wish it was gone. But it's...
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    Affirmation for Jupiter Square?

    I did. You're saying two sun squares removes all health problems then suggesting tackling an individual task. what and which health problems are removed that still leave problems such as..you know, the whole illness? if two sun squares remove all diseases, then I wish I had known about this...
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    Affirmation for Jupiter Square?

    what precisely would 2 sun squares remove? if it fixed us up and got rid of all illnesses, i don't see why everyone isn't doing it.
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    3 pills is better. no music playing in my head all the time. just the tinnitus, but i got a working going to heal my ears..as well as eyes, pancreas, kidneys, and some other bits and bobs. i'm not going for 4 at this time. if the effects of 3 pills start to lessen enough, i'll consider it. but 3...
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    so two pills doesn't have any negative effects. won't be able to try 3 until monday afternoon/evening, but i will. to see what it does.
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    Affirmation for Jupiter Square?

    Jupiter is good, see if you can tag-team it with a Sun healing square too. "I am fully and eternally free of diabetes and all of its symptoms and causes, in a safe, healthy, positive, natural way." breathe as needed. someone else could give input too.
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    Forgot something new in the last post. So, over the past year, my endocrinologist has been concerned with lower-than-normal testosterone levels. It's a possibility it's just been a thing from having this for so long, but since it started around the time the pills' effects felt "normal" and...
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    It's a major improvement to my mood. Without it I'm a hothead who fires off and insults and hates people, everyone who walks in front of me..with it? calm. Beyond the emotions/feelings, not sure. I took one today (Friday), let me see what the second one does. I'm still drinking a lot of water...
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    It is indeed. I've sent 2 brand new messages and like 3 replies over time, but i think most/all were on VoC moon times. Bad timing on my part. Still on one pill a day, no more.
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    SATAN AND WOMEN

    Vah, that almost sounds like..there's a time for vaginal sex where the woman /cannot/ get pregnant, though..I might be inferring wrong.
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    Japanese swords

    Considering it took so many years to learn to craft a sword like those, and so long and so much work to actually make one, it might be related to the modern "blood, sweat, tears" idea of hard labor. Or there's a spiritual aspect to the crafting of the sword, where mind body and soul all work...
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    SATAN AND WOMEN

    Far as I've learned..a woman's cycle is to shed old eggs that cannot be used anymore. Human females have this kind of "period" because the egg cells die. Animals have estrus cycles where they produce eggs, but humans make eggs all the time..(except apparently either alpacas or llamas, who...
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    Been trying to get in touch, Central

    I apologize for using the group like this, but I've been trying to email you for a few months now, Central. Your old email still working? The @hotmail one? That medicine you suggested, almost out. Wanting to know if I should just re-order. Please email me. It's fine if you've been away the past...
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    DMT and Satanism

    Spiritual Satanism doesn't mix with drugs very well. It does more harm than good. The positive effects of the drugs can be done safely and healthier, through meditation, without the downsides..like having holes in your aura and dying spiritually. No experience with the stuff. No intent.
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    On Veganism...

    if you don't eat properly, you don't get the nutrients needed. less nutrients, less power to fix the problem. get the best you can. but maybe a rune working to improve that financial situation..
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    (kundalini yoga)alternative to sitting on heels?

    tried the mattress, helps some. the main pain seems to be the feet now, i think ive stretched my calves and thigh sections enough, doing both kinds of yoga. but the achilles' tendon area is now the worst. i'll work on it. thanks
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    (kundalini yoga)alternative to sitting on heels?

    Sitting on my heels is..uncomfortable. like, painfully uncomfortable. best i've been doing so far is trying to sit for a few actions, then easing up off of my heels. the fault is my thick thighs and tendons in the top sides of my feet. i'll lose that weight eventually, and hopefully those...
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    Fixing a toenail, now

    Maybe I'm typing wrong. been tired the past few days.. the current focus is a new ingrown toenail. I could sterilize an exact knife or similar, cut away at part of the nail and remove the ingrown section..too netvous. the recurring/regrowing nail is the old one. right toenail. it grows...
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    Fixing a toenail, now

    I whinced reading that..self-surgery was a thought for myself, but it's a definite NO. I don't need immediate relief from pain, it's more, "handle it now so it's not a problem later." i don't mind long term plans so long as it's getting done. but changes in nails naturally take that long...
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    The scar

    Most scar tissue heals over time. I can understand not wanting to have a scar, some of mine are healing too. White-gold colored energy.Simple affirmation, something like "My body is healed of any and all wounds and scars". You do not "own" the scar, you own the skin.Thurisaz rune if you want...
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    Fixing a toenail, now

    it's ingrown on one side of the toe, and it's dug in and caused bleeding twice now, since I first noticed it. I'm trying to reduce that, safely, so it's not ingrown. the problem being it grew too far in the wrong direction.
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    Fixing a toenail, now

    Posted in the main group a few days ago, no response. That's fine, I will try here now. Working on fixing an ingrown toenail. Not going to be an easy fix, nor a short one..that's fine. Better than having it cut on like the other big toe..didn't get done right. didn't heal right, looks awful...
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    is Satan the creator of the universe?

    Satan is known throughout the universe. The universe was not made. It has always existed, infinite amount of time before now, continuing forever more..it's still not something I understand, how infinity before a point on a line can exist, but, that's energy. Eternal. Infinite. Without...
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    Healing affirmation behaved a bit..odd.

    About a month ago, I noticed I have an ingrown toenail on my big left toe..been through this before, had it on my right big toe, had it cut on, DID NOT get operated on correctly, still there, just grows outward. Not doing that again! Started a working, now 108 THAUR daily and a sun square half...
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    Re: Serious Question concerning Death, Grief, and Afterlife (PLEASE

    Anubis guides the souls of the deceased. Consider a ritual asking him about your brother. The information for such a ritual, and talking to demons/gods in general, is on the joy of satan website. under "Demons" on the main page..."Demons The Original Gods" or something like that.
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    First time summoning a Demon? help...

    Sadly, it can take days for a message to go through Groups. Each one is moderated. So quick responses aren't a thing. You don't need a black mirror. An astral temple will help instead. But the demons are busy. They might not come immediately. They always hear us; we don't need to summon them to...
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    Good ideas during VoC moon drive me bonkers.

    Having an issue with a clear mind, with many wondrous ideas, during void of course moons..so many things I think of that'd help, or I want to do..but void of course.. void of course moon prevents things started, from completing..so is there a way to start things later? if something is thought...
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    Shapshifting

    Shapeshifting has also been said, to be a spiritual term. To shift the shape of energy, or one's soul. Lycanthropy..well, biokinesis might enable it, but it'll be a lot of work. We're humans, that ability ain't exactly natural in our current state.
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    If I want more, just do more?

    I suppose I meant chakra empowering. Stronger chakras make for stronger auras, which is what I want: stronger affirmations/programmings/results. A shame I'm 100% result oriented, or I'd be more patient at this. I've not been using runes to empower my chakras, only breathing so far. And I've not...
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    If I want more, just do more?

    I've gotten into a good routine of cleaning and empowering my chakras, daily. I still got my daily affirmations with runes I'm doing, but I took the easy route of only 9 rune vibrations per day..as expected and as some may remember, I've got a few going that are..very long term. But if I want to...
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    Fixing one's mouth?

    true. it looked like all the teeth had shifted their pointing direction..i know magick can do amazing things, i never expected that overnight! i did kinda reaffirm and am doing 9 breaths of it every day. here's..willing it to go right.
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    Fixing one's mouth?

    no clue why it got worse, but now it's getting better. its even better than it was before. but that still bugs me, why it got worse :/ least my TMJ is clearing up.
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    Shit Memory - What's the point of reading?!

    Have you considered fish oil? I've had some help with my memory from fish oil capsules. There not the "perfect" solution, though. I hate fish :/ smells awful, tastes worse. well, your name is familiar alright. I've seen you around. Have you gotten good at void meditation? That can be used to...
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    Fixing one's mouth?

    It was a good time recently, to do a healing working..so I began on a working, just an affirmation with no runes, to fix up my mouth. Mouth being cheeks, jaw bones, teeth, gums, tongue..the whole thing. It's only been a few days, but either my teeth or jaw is already doing something..worse...
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    Decent materials for making rosaries?

    ok thanks. sadly jewhoo is screwing up my ability to see and reply to messages. there doesn't seem to be an image on my end..but i'll take your word for it. still need to go shopping, not had the right kind of "free time" yet..but one is required soon.
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    Clown World Christianity Fake Satanism

    many famous authors are, or their works wouldn't catch on, or even be published. I'm under the impression the entire horror genre is filled with them, at least.
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    Decent materials for making rosaries?

    It's time I made rosaries. Been employed a year (thank you Father, Vine as well) but.. easiest place to get things? Jewazon. hate how easy it is to find things i want on there, however..ive not had much luck getting the necklace/rosary parts I require. most kits have ugly or super tiny beads...
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    The guilt is getting to me!

    The purpose of life is to make yourself, and the universe, better. THAT is why we live, to make ourselves better, BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE CAN MAKE US BETTER.
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    Can runes/breaths be added/changed at later points in workings?

    Alright, thanks. I kinda feel like it's a part of us to be able to expand like that, but still not sure. I can feel some things but not be 100% right on it.. Not yet..still, thanks, I'll gradually increase my breaths as I go, on all my things. Chakras, auras, servitors..may add runes at a later...
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    Can runes/breaths be added/changed at later points in workings?

    In general for workings or creations. I know we can up our breaths for empowering ourselves, but for working, servitors, etc..can runes be added later, so long as they are maintained? can the breath count used in empowering them be increased? this might perhaps not be an "Advanced" thing...
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    What, exactly, are faith and belief?

    thank you for the answer! that..seems..to be it. it's still tricky for me to try to express my spiritual thoughts into words, but, what you're saying..makes sense. all of my energy working seems to be in either the belief or faith category now, not just thought..i'm not thinking I'm moving...
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    What, exactly, are faith and belief?

    The enemy has used "blind faith" to manipulate us for a long time..recently, not sure what I did to trigger it, but..I kinda started "believing" in my aura. It's there, it's doing work, and while I can improve it and clean it, it doesn't feel..like it's "just there"... It's kinda shocking. But...
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    how to know that it was a Demon??

    If they swore, they swore. That's about it. The enemy doesn't swear by that, it pisses off the real Demons..and then bad things happen to the enemy.
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    Natural law and thoughtforms..

    so far i am beginning, but only beginning, to understand the depth of natural law, regarding mankind..so that brings up a question: how does natural law apply to our thoughtforms and servitors? energy is neutral and exists to be used..but do we determine their natural law when we program for...
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    how to focus on the energy around me?

    like everything else in Spiritual Satanism, it is a skill that you develop personally. think about light..energy is light, astrally. think about and focus on the light where you want to focus on the energy.
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    URGENT QUESTION PLEASE READ!

    Father Satan didn't..temp anyone that I know of. Where'd you read this? If it's not from the Joy of Satan website, it's probably not real. Though if you read it in the groups, that's something I've not seen. Jesus..or Jewsus as we call him..is only a cloud of death and destruction, not a...
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    I want to pass in my exam wih the help of Father Satan.

    dedicating won't make you pass the exam. study, practice, learn, understand, remember, recall the information on the exam.
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    I would like to fully understand why we hate Jews?

    first, we are not Neo-Nazi. Neo-Nazi are jewish. We hate jews because they hate us, and they started the fight. they're trying to kill us entirely, exterminate all of those created by the gods. that's why we're fighting.
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    Time - By HP Hooded Cobra 666

    and now i am focusing on having a better job..another good write up. i mean i should be trying to sleep but, meh.
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    Does marijuana intensify your bio electricity?

    "put holes in your aura". it makes you weak by weakening the barrier between YOUR soul and the world. your aura also is what you program to make things happen to you and and prevent things from happening to you. it's like laying down a sword and shield, and the hammer that made them both...
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    advancing the solar plexus chakra?

    back about a year ago i had a friend do some actualy hypnosis on me..i remember it helping a lot for some hang ups..google "ennui" for the idea. i will try towards self hypnosis. i want to avoid using binaural audio this time. that does weird stuff to you..
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    advancing the solar plexus chakra?

    mine is opened, and since i was told about working on it helps with self-esteem and all that good stuff (that i have been raised to not have), i have been on it and working on it.. ive gotten somewhere better than before, and i am still deprogramming the enemy's self hate, but im nowhere near...
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    Our world will not end in a long time? What does our father say abou

    civilization will end if we do not win the spiritual war (the reverse torah rituals are how we can win) the physical planet itself will last a long, long time. i think it was billions of years until our sun goes supernova, destroying it. sadly if the enemy wins, they will destroy it.
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    Does marijuana intensify your bio electricity?

    drugs, marijuana included, do not stimulate in a safe and healthy manner. you may have felt a change in one place, but they do damage.. we as a group do not encourage it. in fact yoy will hear from others saying not to do it..so i will say this: just because it had an effect, doesnt mean...
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    Sexuality and the Metaphysical

    yep, head hurts. lots of information provided though. thanks for that. this answered one or two questions i've had recently but not much can answer the others.
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    Hail Haures! Hail Malphas! Hail Satan!

    with this, i hope that individual can improve himself. sometimes it takes a kick in the rear, even spiritually, to correct oneself. sometimes it's the small things that make a big impact. i'm glad you were there, despite your heart breaking a little
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    Hail Haures! Hail Malphas! Hail Satan!

    astounding. so unfortunate these events still occur, such yelling..
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    does yoga help with waking up, or going to sleep?

    all of this was helpful, thank you all. i think ive only down hatha yoga so far though
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    does yoga help with waking up, or going to sleep?

    or both? finally getting myself back into order..yoga is next on the list, to resume.
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    Starting a new square, same day as finishing one?

    oh well. i stopped the second square. i'll wait for another leo/aries sunday.
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    Starting a new square, same day as finishing one?

    how did i screw up both like that? that's weird. yes, both were sun squares. i don't see how i screwed up the first; i did the last day's amount of vibration, it should be done then. plus i've already been feeling some good effects from it. ones i have not felt before.
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    Starting a new square, same day as finishing one?

    so i finished my first square today..its effects sre taking hold in a good way, very subtle too. but, i also decided today was a good day (sunday in aries, good for sun squares) to do another.. so i started one. is it valid, or did i start the new one too soon? was like two hours apart, from...
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    Is Mercury retro completely done?

    I had seen that on the Lunarium website, but was curious about the supposed "its effects can last for a time after it goes direct," that i have heard about a lot. thanks. i can begin the workings..multiple
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    Is Mercury retro completely done?

    Is it and its fallout over with? Need to work on a knowledge working soon-ish.
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    This is working for me but doesn't seem like enough..

    I am currently in the working of almost finishing up a magickal square for the Sun, for better employment, and have been going strong on a 108 Fe (Fehu) rune working for being able to live off self-employment..with plenty of cash to spare in a safe and healthy way. what can i say? i don't need...
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    Figuring out the magickal squares and workings and such

    that's believable. I am starting to sense the planets, and yeah the retrograde feels like it'll be here a while still..
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    Grimoires and servitors

    Voice, how well did that work, combining black and gold in the same thoughtform? any drawbacks?
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    Figuring out the magickal squares and workings and such

    I check it almost daily :) but it is good for others to know about it. I need to double check but I thought it was mentioned Mercury retrograde ran until May 9th..Lunarium said May 3rd, which has come and gone..but it still FEELS like the retrograde is going on..how odd.
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    How does invoking fire/water make you more resistant to heat/cold?

    Well..Wednesday, I invoked and held onto a good bit of fire..today during the heat and work, I sweat a lot less..but still felt my body getting as warm as usual, but, able to cool off easier.. I'd like to imagine there's a way to handle heat without sweating, but that sounds like a dream at...
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    replacement of old currency notes? why?

    they are working towards controlling the world currency, yes. also, sometimes currency does get worn out, or in some cases, is laundered..would be easy to launder it this way
  105. E

    Figuring out the magickal squares and workings and such

    oh, good, thank you. then i will find a good time to start 108 Fehu..i will take another look at the runes before i start
  106. E

    Figuring out the magickal squares and workings and such

    more of a question without a question mark..having trouble wording it but going to try anyways. first, if i want to use a rune with a working..but i did not begin the rune daily when i started the magickal square, am I out of luck? i haven't even kept doing the rune. i decided "Fe" for Fehu...
  107. E

    Dates for Magickal Workings - May

    thank you for posting this. would the Leo signs be good for acting and performance? it mentions charisma, and I could use some..personality work done. that is, expression needs to be worked on. (i mumble a lot, even if you factor in we are in mercury retrograde right now, and i am usually...
  108. E

    Healthy sleep cycle and tips?

    I don't like this work schedule, but I cannot predict the work schedule of future jobs/positions.. and it's retail; they literally throw dice at a wall to see what time you get..sort of. anyways, ok. I'll keep that in mind. I never though of "safe and healthy way" manifesting beyond what it...
  109. E

    Healthy sleep cycle and tips?

    I'm just wanting a sleep schedule that works. I think about it a bit more and it seems like, no, it doesn't need to be permanent or set or a specific duration..but I do need sleep. Melatonin is that bad? I didn't know. I also made the mistake of thinking another gland produced...
  110. E

    Healthy sleep cycle and tips?

    So right now, I am trying to "fix" my sleep cycle. It got screwed up bad where I basically slept all day Sunday (Ostara) and most of Monday during the daylight. I'm working on a sleeping time of 10pm/2200 to midnight, until 9am/0900. it's..tricky. i have been cutting out caffiene, working on...
  111. E

    When does something "end"?

    This is a question mostly in regards to the Mercury Retrograde. A week or two ago, I began an intent study on..a thing. I hit a hiccup soon as the retrograde hit, and have not handled or progressed in a few days now. But I have neither finished nor given up on it.. is it still ongoing or...
  112. E

    does the enemy use golden energy also?

    alright then. I've seen a lot of red over the times I've been advancing, and reading that enemy uses red..well they were already scary. as for this gold..hmm..i've not done anything specific on it. just general, basic stuff. must finally be paying off. alright, thanks.
  113. E

    does the enemy use golden energy also?

    was thinking something and saw, with my eyes closed (trying to sleep), a small but strong glow of gold. true gold, not yellow.. scared the crap out of me because the enemy does that. theyve been dogging me to make me afraid of sleep. it sucks. i build my AoP but i guess not enough. not...
  114. E

    Neck pain, sounds like fluid draining

    I know who caused this but I ain't sure what it is yet.. I just experienced, something I have felt a number of times before, what felt like fluid draining up my neck into my head..and now a headache. I confess I need to get back onto a yoga exercise routine..but after this last bout I feel...
  115. E

    Treatment for bruises?

    Sorry that I never got a photo up; soon as I remembered to do it, it has mostly been going away. Been applying Arnicare gel to it daily, bottle says 3 times daily but I've only gotten to around once daily. The bruising has mostly gone away, but no, I am not quick to bruising. I was before...
  116. E

    Treatment for bruises?

    Well, Wednesday morning, I had to have labwork done. Blood drawn..done it a lot in my life, nothing major..but.. The lady decided not to go for the joint, instead, go to the arm. It's the arm at the elbow joint, but it formed a bruise..unusual. It's definitely nasty looking, but my clothing...
  117. E

    Is it always worth waiting for a proper sign?

    Ok so, thanks for the heads-up HP Maxine..that saves me time. So now tha day, March 13th..will most likely be a Saturn working for me. I need to bind someone..a co-worker, who is just straight-out, straight-up, naive and unaware..married a Jew. She can be helped, if she can get away from him...
  118. E

    Venus Retrograde

    oh gosh darn it. thanks for the heads up.
  119. E

    Is it always worth waiting for a proper sign?

    I ask because..I fucked up. I missed a day, I got side tracked, only had five days left on my working..and I missed one. That was days ago. Now, I've been planning to resume for some time now, so I ask..the next time I can start, based on signs, is Libra on March 13th, a Venus for...
  120. E

    That was accidental..how do I do it intentionally..?

    I hope and am pretty certain it's a good sign. It's weird; when I first opened and started, years ago, I was able to see the colors at rare times..now it's returned on its own, after a lot of work..hmm I can normally see a "blur" around myself, rarely others..I had considered it a mere light...
  121. E

    WSJ shits again - Time to comment and rate

    I had always thought PDP/Felix was a jew, based on his YT success..I never got into his video types though :/ still, this means the RTR's are hitting influential people, enemy or not. wow.
  122. E

    Frequent communication with servitors..

    I will take that into consideration. I should work on the kundalini. What I've done so far, I've felt nothing from it, but the rising will help with other issues as well. As for names, it's becoming more of a "Name the Thing"..like how it says to use a form relevant to the task? Yeah. I'll...
  123. E

    Reports of bad stuff happening online.

    Some here have already heard, in fact an HP may post on this before my message gets through, about "CloudBleed." this is a bug that the jews at CloudFlare..should have failed intro to programming over. some sites were affected that probably leaked personal info. theres a so far complete list...
  124. E

    That was accidental..how do I do it intentionally..?

    I am not sure how, entirely.. but not even an hour before typing this, i was really tired..and apparently, you know that after-image you see of objects moving? yeah..i saw it of my light body instead of the material finger.. i was also able to see my aura, and the colors were kinda weird...
  125. E

    Father Satan cynical?

    yeah cynicism is looking down on others, thinking they're disingenuous to the cynic. it's like skepticism only..worse. i use to be that way but it has worn off recently. Allison, don't be so hard on yourself. it gets you nothing. :) Father keeps putting up with ME, so i am certain he has...
  126. E

    Frequent communication with servitors..

    I should further clarify that: the task I want them to be able to do, I simply do not have the power yet. It's a bit beyond me, to just create and have them perform it immediately. I know saying that makes it more of a reality, but let's face it, her task was...kinda outlandish for my level...
  127. E

    No need to spam me with that link..

    I'm getting some bots emailing me that "loveenki" website link.. stop that. that's annoying. and to tell me Ea is not Satan but Satan is the enemy god..piss off.. and insulting our site..fools. but they're throwaway accounts, hence bots drilling and spidering for email addresses here...
  128. E

    Frequent communication with servitors..

    ok maybe I should understand a bit more about what's going on. I'm not strong enough, yet, to make a servitor..and have them immediately able to do their tasks. mind you I'm thinking long term, start now and empower as I go.. what do I do or do not do, to prevent them from screwing up? she...
  129. E

    Frequent communication with servitors..

    She's not sent away if she's attached though.
  130. E

    Masters Among Slaves

    how did we "protect the internet"? by stopping that SOPA/PIPA thing? and I'm still trying to figure out the whole "you become what you want" thing. it's tricky. I keep positive but it's not yet natural. yeah I need to make another back-up of the site, thanks for reminding me; my last one is...
  131. E

    Frequent communication with servitors..

    I'm not worries about her, but she does need more energy to commit her tasks. So I empower here daily, and empower her protection aura daily..fatal mistake, lost my last one to a jew because i wasn't keen on the protection aura (thought mine was enough!)... worry, no..thinking about it? I'm...
  132. E

    Frequent communication with servitors..

    I suppose my question has deepened, since I asked this years ago, but as I have gotten stronger..a few things slip through the cracks..so I ask again. I made a servitor that is basically on stand-by, until I give her an immediate command. She knows what the command's task generally relates...
  133. E

    Third sex... is it male, female... or something else?

    You got me confused, High Priest Jake..would you please clarify the "transgender" part you wrote about? Is it different than what the jews push as "transgender"?
  134. E

    VERY IMPORTANT SPECIAL RITUAL

    Crud. I know my servitor has been attacked recently, her growth was stunted, but I didn't know it was THAT bad. I thought I was just slacking a bit was all.. also, the PDF/website link shows the image of the cat, but the Groups post does NOT. Just click the link, folks..in fact, right click...
  135. E

    Workings with multiple possible start times?

    Perfect. Stunningly perfect. Had some guidance from a God, but had it set up. Sun, physical chart, has been begun, alongside 108 of the FAYU (I read up pronunciation, hoping I read it correctly), for a job fitting my natal chart, BUT, also able to find temp or long-term employment through...
  136. E

    is Donald Trump dangerous?

    he's dangerous in the sense he supports our enemy, and is a major distraction for any potential SS we can awaken.. direct threat? unlikely; president is a distraction. congress and senate hold more power.
  137. E

    Workings with multiple possible start times?

    Thank you. Friday is the only day I can reasonably time this..this coming Friday, the 27th. After 3:30pm, the Moon will be waxing Aquarius. at 8:12 pm per Chronos in my area, the hour, day, and moon will ALL be Aquarius. It should still be waxing around that time. I don't think I could ask for a...
  138. E

    Workings with multiple possible start times?

    are there other good signs? ive seen Leo and one other to be Sun phases, and while money is the result of a job..money isnt necessarily the goal. a better, enjoyable job, is. i will affirm that it pays damn good tho! i didnt get around to last week's Leo. soon as i had finished preparing...
  139. E

    Workings with multiple possible start times?

    thanks johnson. i need to hammer it out tonight, as it ends early morning for me tomorrow. man this current job hates me planning things..
  140. E

    Workings with multiple possible start times?

    Now is Aquarius. Aquariud is a time for computers and tech.. a working for employment and pay is on my list, ajd i thought to begin it during a paying phase of the moon..but it also involves technology ajnd success with it. is Aquarius an okay time to begin it? its a simple 108...
  141. E

    Should Satanist say christmas?

    If given the chance, Yule is appropriate, not Xmas. For social gatherings, to maintain safety and security, it is okay to say Xmas. Do what is needed to be safe.
  142. E

    Teleportation

    it may be possible to go through the astral, entirely, from point a to point b. as for portal teleportation, another story.
  143. E

    Simply put, this war cannot happen fast enough

    i will be able to quit soon. i'm going to be done with that place. i'm doing working, hopefully the sign i did it in worked out, to do what i want and get money..because what I want works with my chart, seems fun, but i need my working to start bringing in the cash, even small amounts...
  144. E

    Simply put, this war cannot happen fast enough

    my previous messages didn't go through yet but i'm replying to lydia now. my second house is trash, literally. 10th is understandable, a previous job working led me along a similar path, BUT, did not bear fruit (as in would not pay instantly..may never pay). my sixth is empty. but my second...
  145. E

    Simply put, this war cannot happen fast enough

    Yeah. I don't think I'm incapable of holding down a job, but this one has removed my ability to sleep, sense time, has completely drained me of energy, and i've been contemplating suicide. this is one i must quit, soon. i've asked for some assistance in finding a replacement job. but either way...
  146. E

    Simply put, this war cannot happen fast enough

    starting my own or being self-employed in some manner, is an option, once i get out of this one.(also i'm replying as soon as i see others' replies, so my messages may get bunched up)
  147. E

    Simply put, this war cannot happen fast enough

    i finally got employed..and hate it. i hate the hours, mostly. i hate how they just don't care, so they force the employees to care for the customer in their stead, but the company still doesn't care about the employee. this war cannot happen fast enough.  i know i sound like i am whining, but i...
  148. E

    Clay based deodorants, and all-natural antiperspirants?

    i see. minimal stuff in it. mine's a stick of deodorant in a plastic box, easy to apply. as for clay, ive not done research on it. but for sprays...i prefer stick
  149. E

    Satan & Greys?

    from my understanding of it, if we destroy the enemy core, all their creations will die. it's basically their life support..
  150. E

    Clay based deodorants, and all-natural antiperspirants?

    So I had to go shopping today..turns out my deodorant lasts a long time but is nowhere CLOSE to an anti-perspirant. any amount of sweat gets rid of it (Tom's brand deodorant, all natural ,smells good, useless for work). so I went to the local Chamberlain's, jew owned, unavoidable..and picked up...
  151. E

    How does one restart something entirely, magick related?

    Crap. Accidentally got a little too emotional and began some black magick..on a Gemini. That's apparently not a good time to begin or do black magick. Well this is something I must do. The next sign is Cancer, which tends to make things last (and that'd be good), so I'm not doing any more on...
  152. E

    Important Truths About Nutrition [Part 4]

    Yeah my doc got me off statins. I use to be on 40 mg daily (WAY above what i should have ever been on, at the age in the early 20's)..qnd got me on zetia. stopped taking it, as even before it my bad cholesterol wasnt that bad..it was stress. so no cholesterol meds, stress went down, healing has...
  153. E

    Succubus Girlfriend

    The request is usually instant, but you won't feel anything unless youre open and empowered. heck, i requested one twice..but father knew better for me and i didnt get them. if youre open and truly desire it, theyll introduce themselves.
  154. E

    Is Satan real?

    re read it. "for the rest of you"...hes not talking about you allison.
  155. E

    What the fuck is wrong with you fake fucks?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    That facebook group is fake.  They all are.
  156. E

    Israel is on fire. No, Literally.

    I'd never have expected this.. odd we're not seeing it on the news. You'd think they WANT to let people know, "we're being attacked, send money".. very strange.
  157. E

    Is Satan real?

    "Cold hard proof" is felt, not explained, with Spiritual Satanism. Not all truth requires what could be defined as "cold hard proof", in terms of quantifiable observable "stuff" or "proof." You can only prove it to yourself. That's it. Aside from reading the site, which you mention you have done
  158. E

    full magnum opus working?

    Part of the Magnum Opus is too personal to post a "one size fits all" guide, and what's on the site is most of what's public and applicable to all
  159. E

    Some acquaintances praised Tesla, insulted Edison

    it is the small victories, y'know? had a chat group where we got talking..someone posted a GIF of alternating current..got talking about Tesla a good bit one isnt too keen on the demon part (demon pigeons? that was a new one to me)...but they all praised his AC idea.. and said Edison was...
  160. E

    Can't get demons to appear.

    The Demons are VERY busy right now. More or less you're leaving them a message that you'd like to talk to them. They'll get to you when they can. Also, consider a pendulum instead. I've had zero issues communicating via pendulum, it takes much less out of them to respond.
  161. E

    Why do the Satanic symbols and Satan appear to be scary?

    Truth can be terrifying. But it passes, the more you understand. Being afraid isn't bad in this case, but try to see the truth in it, not the fear. 
  162. E

    If anyone could help...

    Goodness.. Spiritual actions are SKILLS. They require an open mind to learn and dedication to advance and develop. Giving up is the worst thing you can do. Doubting yourself, second worst
  163. E

    Another good-feeling ritual..

    This is probably the most improtant one we've done to date, for survival and triumph.. and it felt good.. i was interrupted once, my mom regarding dinner, but i was able to hold onto it and finished afterwards.  this is a good feeling..this is what i want, to protect my race.
  164. E

    Ritual Heads up!

    these will probably be very powerful and game changing. now to await them to be posted.
  165. E

    Moon Perigee/ Super Moon

    Is this a good time to redouble on an existing working? I got a servitor for finances I really need to kick into high gear, more or less. I'm already empowering him now. as well, Taurus is related to Venus per the website..that would also mean some healing, right?
  166. E

    aryan race

    "Aryan" means "White," as in European descent. This includes most of Europe, includes Russia, and what we consider the original "white" people who settled the United States..I think Canada too.  Black, asian, middle eastern, natives to antarctica and australia, are NOT Aryan..they're Gentile...
  167. E

    Let's hope our workings are enough for now..

    oh, yes, people are waking up. i wrote this post before that one was posted though. i see people aware of israel being a scheme and trick, how the banks are flawed, and how people actually want them dead..
  168. E

    Another ritual we should ALL do every day. How we ruined the jewish

    finally doing some physical damage, huh? about time.
  169. E

    Let's hope our workings are enough for now..

    I honestly see Trump as maybe a day or too longer to do a mass war, then clinton..but only a day or so. i hope our workings have been enough to buy us that much needed time. yes, it will come to the physical that we go to war..so be it. any extra time for preparation is a good thing.
  170. E

    I am not going anywhere!

    Maybe he's in a bad spot in his astral chart right now, and might return later... that's the thing, we're smarter now. we can see issues and understand why others have problems.  he could also just be burned out. it happens. we all have our limits.
  171. E

    I see what you did there Nomura! Best hidden allegory ever!

    eh, i can see that. yeah they're ruining ff7 by redoing it as episodic, something NO ONE likes. something that'll prevent me from buying the game again. i'd rather find a copy of the original ff7, or the original ff7 on pc on steam.  episodic=half assed, for the most part. no episodic games have...
  172. E

    I see what you did there Nomura! Best hidden allegory ever!

    ...the heartless are mindless, drone-like entities..they seek to destroy and consume. they're a madman's pet in the first game, at least..
  173. E

    Nutrients for wound healing?

    actually, my blood sugar has been a lot better recently. no insane highs or lows. the supposed target number is 120 mg/L, and i usually don't go above 180..and it's easy to correct it. the wound seems to be healing well, as it is, both of them.
  174. E

    Binding someone on behalf of another?

    Woah, hang on, hear me out. I'm not doing it because they ask me, I'm doing it because they're harming them directly, and have their whole life. My grandmother has bothered my mother intensely, being downright abusive, since she was a child. My mother's health..has visibly declined, to the point...
  175. E

    Nutrients for wound healing?

    on wednesday, i went to the skin doctor and had to have two biopsies done. never fun, but these were..more than usual. they had to cut out sections and stitch me up in two spots.. i take my vitamins regularly, just so i have enough stuff in me. i know vitamins are not preferred over actually...
  176. E

    Japan does it again! They portray the king of the angels as an evil

    WHAT?!  in all my nostalgia, how did Tales of Symphonia escape my keen eye..that game was amazing, im so glad i had it on the gamecube.. i beat it, but looking back..never thought it pro-satanic. course its made by the same people who makes other...not so SS friendly games.
  177. E

    The Aryan Warrior Ethos

    yeah.. thinking about one's own death, brings it..ironic as we're looking to become immortal. thinking about the enemy's death, brings that. that is good..
  178. E

    Ehwaz or Eihwaz?

    thanks for the mp3. I ask because, under EHWAZ (number 19), is this typo: When used with other runes, Eihwaz unites the energies harmoniously.  i am NOT blind, there IS an extra I in there..or it was pasted under the wrong rune for addendum. ok so then..I'm using EHWAZ, which is the correct...
  179. E

    Ehwaz or Eihwaz?

    actually thank you all again. i read the pronunciation guide, but i WAS mispronouncing Ehwaz!  HP Dietrich says it as "eyy-(barely)hh-vvv-aahh-zz".. the "ey" is where I screwed up. I thought it was a short e, as "eh".. see, this is why i need to be asking the gods for a bit of guidance here and...
  180. E

    I apmost want to see these files..

    ok it was updated. Assange is not dead, but Ecuador, after being pressured by the States, shut off his internet connection. they're still uploading files to wikileaks though. it's revealed a lot about clinton, and that should sink her in the public eye..
  181. E

    JoS Websites Again Shot Down - Enemy Proving Fear and Guilt

    hailodin, you just need to work on your aura of protection more. it doesnt just protect you astrally, it protects you entirely..makes you a bit..craftier at hiding what you do, from others
  182. E

    Gargoyles in Egypt

    Why WOULDN'T the JoS answer..that's what this group exists for. It also depends if you mean gargoyles, or sphinx statues...there's a difference.
  183. E

    JoS Websites Again Shot Down - Enemy Proving Fear and Guilt

    They fear the Germans rising to power..as they should. The site itself seems to have been alright for me. Has it been restored yet, entirely? and i have been doing what of the rituals I can. it seems to be helping. but id rather not perish in this soon-to-be war. got too much to do
  184. E

    Ehwaz or Eihwaz?

    Received a bit of a "wake up" regrading pronouncing the rune..I posted on it a few days ago, but I'm worried I don't know if I'm doing it right. The Runes page lists number 19 as Ehwaz. Inside the text, it adds an "i," making it Eihwaz. Which would it be? First would be similar to: ehh-(throat)...
  185. E

    I apmost want to see these files..

    WikiLeaks has had its ups and down..but some people i know are reporting: Julian Assange's "dead man switch" has been triggered. this is a system where, if he doesnt do something daily to check in, a switch goes off..because he is dead and unable to prevent it. a whole bunch of files were just...
  186. E

    Reverse Torah Rituals for 2016-2017

    Yes, this is a lot..but now I can't say I'm bored. no guarantees I can get all done daily, but I'll do as many separate ones as I can
  187. E

    Another question for workings and rune counts.

    Ok, back again with a rune question. I've begun a working for a servitor, where I only do the EHWAZ rune in one cycle, for a single "working." For reference, EHWAZ is 19. For my workings, to do one, it must be 19. I read that under the "Using the runes" section. Ok cool. But I'm allowed to...
  188. E

    This may lr may not be useful..probably not

    Found this while browsing. http://m.dw.com/en/countdown-for-coup-c ... a-36001324 so an attempted coup happened, probably by jews, and now people are being arrested en masse..this sounds like a north korean action, honestly. not pleasant.
  189. E

    Should I just trust where things are taking me..?

    I'm capable of some "free thought" at least. but whenever i think it's a good thing, it goes pear shaped. that's called "life experience". also free thought doesn't apply to "natural law," if i understand it correctly. we may not think against such a thing
  190. E

    The Secret Name Of The Jewish God And How To Defeat Them

    uh-oh. unless you removed them, the hard stops on some AHTH did NOT transfer to your post. also how will we use this new knowledge?
  191. E

    Meeting in Person

    if you can TRULY vet that they are of like mind, that's one thing, of course. i inferred, incorrectly, they meant meeting someone from the groups in person. as that's the "usual" I've seen.
  192. E

    Should I just trust where things are taking me..?

    that makes it even more difficult..oh well. no, i'm not yet clear enough to make heads or tails of my potential, or my future. i suppose no one can give me a solid answer but things seem to lead off in any direction, anymore. future is uncertain
  193. E

    Meeting in Person

    It is recommended not to do so. You make yourself a target when you do this
  194. E

    Re: "Something gained - everything lost"!

    Our RTR's haven't stopped them yet, which is a problem. At any moment it could be over.
  195. E

    What happened to JoS & blacksun websites?

    I recommend using a proxy of some kind. DNS issues can be from a server blocking locations from certain parts of the world. As for me, JoS works fine.  It was mentioned before, a browser known as "TOR (the onion router) browser". It's a firefox-esque browser that has built-in proxy abilities...
  196. E

    Met a funny fellow in a game..

    He said more things that led me to believe it was mostly delusional fantasy, mixed in with some real world stuff. Saying the greys were slaves of the reptilians though, kinda got me. no mentions of winged angels or any shit like that, so i imagine he's partially delusional..but maybe he did...
  197. E

    Should I just trust where things are taking me..?

    I kinda hate asking here because it always seem simple in retrospect, and sounds like I'm whining, but..my life doesn't have a manual on how to do everything. No one's does, I know. For..a while now, maybe 8 months or so, I jave been working on a servitor for 3 things: financial stability...
  198. E

    Met a funny fellow in a game..

    Ok, I'll keep this story short. It partially has me cracking up inside, while part of me is questioning how sharp his telepathic abilities are.. So..the only other person in a guild in this one game..starts talking about "omniverse" stuff..past, future, different timelines, just not the present...
  199. E

    In regards to the RTR "Restoring Communications"

    I will update my offline copy. Why is it past tense, though? Tenses in affirmations are odd to me still
  200. E

    Preparing for important RTRs

    I'm looking forward to completely stripping the enemy of their strength. It'll be good to see them in such disarray.

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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