Should I just trust where things are taking me..?

[exarkuun1991]

I kinda hate asking here because it always seem simple in retrospect, and sounds like I'm whining, but..my life doesn't have a manual on how to do everything. No one's does, I know.

For..a while now, maybe 8 months or so, I jave been working on a servitor for 3 things: financial stability (far more stable now than without), meaningful employment (dad was already employed there before, but he is being trusted with massive overtime, so thats..kinda really good), and stable income..yep. got it in spades.

my mom has bounced a few employment options, had one job but it was too much for her, and i am still looking. so dad is employed, neither me nor mom are now..that blows. im bored, i want to do something with my talents, but idk what..

a more recent working beginning has led me straight back to something i had thought years ago. completely legal and all, but wont be high paying, but will be fun
i am being vague for reasons..

but every time i work on job workings and attracting one..im directed to this. SOMEHOW....

is that an indication i should pursue it? aint easy but idk.

 

[Sims336]

What do you think? Only you can answer that question.


Hail Satan!
Sims


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On Mon, 10/3/16, exarkuun1991@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Should I just trust where things are taking me..?
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, October 3, 2016, 11:07 PM


 









I kinda hate asking here because it always seem
simple in retrospect, and sounds like I'm whining,
but..my life doesn't have a manual on how to do
everything. No one's does, I know.



For..a while now, maybe 8 months or so, I jave been working
on a servitor for 3 things: financial stability (far more
stable now than without), meaningful employment (dad was
already employed there before, but he is being trusted with
massive overtime, so thats..kinda really good), and stable
income..yep. got it in spades.



my mom has bounced a few employment options, had one job but
it was too much for her, and i am still looking. so dad is
employed, neither me nor mom are now..that blows. im bored,
i want to do something with my talents, but idk what..



a more recent working beginning has led me straight back to
something i had thought years ago. completely legal and all,
but wont be high paying, but will be fun

i am being vague for reasons..



but every time i work on job workings and attracting one..im
directed to this. SOMEHOW....



is that an indication i should pursue it? aint easy but
idk.









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[exarkuun1991]

that makes it even more difficult..oh well.
no, i'm not yet clear enough to make heads or tails of my potential, or my future. i suppose no one can give me a solid answer but things seem to lead off in any direction, anymore.
future is uncertain

 

[satanicninja]

"... Those who are disobedient and do not conform are always labeled as "bad" "a problem" "evil" and so forth. People are indoctrinated not to think for themselves. People who cannot think for themselves are often sent to their deaths or worse in obedience...."

Thinking for Yourself
http://web.archive.org/web/201507032201 ... urself.htm


"Everyone knows free thought is the ability to think for one's self, but how many people actually apply this? Only when you can completely free your mind, will you be able to come into your own and know yourself. How to think, what to think, what to believe, what our likes, our dislikes, our concepts of right, wrong, good and evil are, are constantly being programmed by the media, peer pressure and those in power..... "

FREE THOUGHT
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... OUGHT.html  

 

[Allison Passino]

I think you need to relax, son. Chill! If your repeated workings still
lead you back to whatever thing you want to do, then you should do it.
But only do so if you know that you will be happy and fulfilled in
this job. You said it yourself, life does not come with an instruction
manual. Something that my dad sometimes says, you need to be the
captain of your own ship, so to speak. At the end of the day, man,
it's your life. Why don't you ask your Guardian, or Father? I'm sure
they could give you better, clearer advice if you really need it. I
wish I could give you more concrete answers, but as I say, it's your
life, and no one can advise you very well on this, except the Gods of
course. But, ultimately, the decision rests with you. Just relax.
Don't overthink, just let the answers that you seek come. But the
repeated coming up of that option seems to be an affirmative sign.
Remember, in Spiritual Satanism, there are no coincidences.

On 10/7/16, mancunianninja@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

"... Those who are disobedient and do not conform are always labeled as
"bad" "a problem" "evil" and so forth. People are indoctrinated not to think
for themselves. People who cannot think for themselves are often sent to
their deaths or worse in obedience...."

Thinking for Yourself
http://web.archive.org/web/201507032201 ... urself.htm


"Everyone knows free thought is the ability to think for one's self, but how
many people actually apply this? Only when you can completely free your
mind, will you be able to come into your own and know yourself. How to
think, what to think, what to believe, what our likes, our dislikes, our
concepts of right, wrong, good and evil are, are constantly being programmed
by the media, peer pressure and those in power..... "

FREE THOUGHT
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... OUGHT.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... OUGHT.html

 

[exarkuun1991]

I'm capable of some "free thought" at least. but whenever i think it's a good thing, it goes pear shaped. that's called "life experience".
also free thought doesn't apply to "natural law," if i understand it correctly. we may not think against such a thing