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Homosexuals are weak and vile. They cannot sustain the existence of their blood. They are everything we loath.
FancyMancy said:......
Could you clarify what you meant by this ?FancyMancy said:"and this thing are all in the Physical World. "
I don't see the need for you to specify this part. Let others think whatever they want.FancyMancy said:"Fancy's apologising in the hopes that he'll be selected as a JoS Guardian soon!"
I neither smiled nor laughed when reading your comments. Well, perhaps I did, I don't remember. Regardless, I think that almost always I felt cheered up.FancyMancy said:hopefully I make people smile if not laugh.
FancyMancy said:I'm not apologising for lip-service or empty words/text, iN tHe HoPeS of being selected. Some might still doubt my words, that I am apologising solely for that reason. That's understandable; I'd do the same.
Meteor said:I thought you of all people might be able to relate to what I was saying: that it's senseless to ask people for alleged approval of one's sexual preferences by higher beings, and likewise, that it's nonsensical to involve higher beings in such arguments at all.
Seems like to this day I still can't make up my mind if I'm supposed to be a proper wife for my fiancé, or a man among men; I just know that a compromise is unacceptable for me, because I could never accept being a failure of a man. I have to run away one way or the other, for the sake of protecting what little is left of my self-respect.
It's not as if therapy or meditation can fix this degree of emotional strain. I may be mentally ill, but I want to live, so I will. I will cope as hard as I can, no matter to what extent I have to deceive myself. If it lets me feel like I'm allowed to exist, that alone is enough for me.
I just keep moving forward, not because I'm headed anywhere in particular, but because I'm deathly terrified of what's behind me.
Jack said:
Stormblood said:I have to disagree. Gay and effeminate are not the same thing. There are gays who are more masculine, gays who are more feminine, gays who tend more toward the middle.
Effeminate would be most LGBT freaks who are conditioned into behaving that, as their expression is so forced in nature that it wouldn't happen naturally if they were allowed from the very beginning to just be themselves instead of being conditioned.
luis said:There us nothing wrong with being feminine. If by feminine you mean the negative way wich is just being weak then okay. Like anything in life even these forces require balance but there will always be someone that has a more "passive" personality or a more "masculine" one and there is nothing wrong with it, ancient civilization accepted all of this and of course all the sexualities we know as long you were not "weak" for lack of a better word. Of course even if you were weak you could always become better.
Nowdays the enemy has removed spirituality and cursed them, no wonder people are so weak. There is no point for them to have strong enemies.
I am not upset because I realize how people in General are.Blitzkreig [JG said:" post_id=324166 time=1644675633 user_id=21286]
Jack said:
It is clear that Fancy Mancy was overzealous in regards to their argumentative. Looking at his more post, though, shows there is something else going beyond the surface here. In fact, it recently occurred to me how much of our life is guided or heavily influenced by our total karma, transits/curses, and so on.
Actually, it made me laugh when I realized that this is the second, maybe third time, that Jack had to put up with some serious attacks, some more meaningful than others. I hope you are doing ok in this regard because you seemed a little upset by the end of this.
However, Jack, it seems that you played a role in unearthing the problems FancyMancy may be dealing with. In that way, your presence was useful. Like a hard transit, it caused some stress, but some successes were hard.
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It seems the main issue some people take with you is your hardline stance on things. Excuse me if I am wrong, but you must have some strong earth influence within you.
As you may know, energy like Capricorn can cause someone to have self-discipline, endurance, but sometimes callousness or cruelty. It can give someone the strength to persist despite limitations, but also may cause one to be too limiting of other things.
What I realized, is that Capricorn is all about "working with" limitations and structure. Like any energy type, though, we have to advance past the negatives, while exalting the positives. This goes for everyone, not just you.
You were very much right about people needing more Capricorn in their lives, and I remember HPHC saying that past, ancient SS would focus first on developing earth skills before the others.
Like always, we are here to advance ourselves beyond our obstacles, which are unique to us. These disagreements between world views should be expected, but they should never get to this point where they are totally off the wall, with screaming and crying, or with verbal deathmatches.
Aquarius said:There is absolutely no need for a gay rapresentative, and the reason for that is that a gay is no more important than a heterosexual, it's literally just a sexuality, and it doesn't make you any special.Baroness Blossom said:HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:The day we decided with HPS Maxine that that was unbearable was the day that he literally said that the God Set did meet with him in BDSM attire or something, holding a whip.
This is on a whole other level of sexually repressed or even morbid lying, and that is not good. These cannot be factored in as Spiritual Experiences but are reflections of a stubborn or even diseased mind. He said just about anything to connect it forcibly with "homosexuality" or sexual vocations or whatever.
That is not a thing a real HP or any person who loves the Gods would do. It was not done on bad intention and he wasn't disloyal but that is totally sick.
Past a point it was that bad that it really enraged HPS Maxine and I couldn't help it but be enraged after excusing the situation too many times because I thought he would eventually understand this and stop. There was also not a single post that didn't mention or enforce homosexuality.
On another topic he had said that Satan would abandon anyone who didn't like homosexuals or something. Satan allows you to have your OWN opinion and to who you will like or not like, and you will be accepted as you are, and not abandonned if you hate "homosexuals" or whatever. Comments like this were the last straw for this.
After a rather indecent argument with HPS Maxine when he was called on this [I always defended him as I considered him a brother, but constantly emphasized what needed to happen to fix these things - this failed], he was booted out privately.
Alcoholism and other aspects which were left unrectified for years and years, and could easily be rectified as the Gods had indeed given clear instructions on what to do that we passed, all failed. After a point the comments was like reading things wrote by a madman and not a fitting High Priest.
Then I had to follow with the public procedures and clear up.
Hello HP ^^
Because of Jack, won't there be a priest or something to represent gays in the future? it's sad, so it's not like lgbt which is Jewish corruption, but won't it be someone who will represent gays in a more satanic way ?
so I came up with such an idea. I thought that there might be someone in the future who can represent it better than jack and please don't be misunderstood I'm just asking my purpose is not to make lgbt propaganda or anything and I'm sorry if I caused it to be understood like that
(I apologize if there are any mistakes in translation and spelling.)
Have a nice evening ^^
Aquarius said:There is absolutely no need for a gay rapresentative, and the reason for that is that a gay is no more important than a heterosexual, it's literally just a sexuality, and it doesn't make you any special.Baroness Blossom said:HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:The day we decided with HPS Maxine that that was unbearable was the day that he literally said that the God Set did meet with him in BDSM attire or something, holding a whip.
This is on a whole other level of sexually repressed or even morbid lying, and that is not good. These cannot be factored in as Spiritual Experiences but are reflections of a stubborn or even diseased mind. He said just about anything to connect it forcibly with "homosexuality" or sexual vocations or whatever.
That is not a thing a real HP or any person who loves the Gods would do. It was not done on bad intention and he wasn't disloyal but that is totally sick.
Past a point it was that bad that it really enraged HPS Maxine and I couldn't help it but be enraged after excusing the situation too many times because I thought he would eventually understand this and stop. There was also not a single post that didn't mention or enforce homosexuality.
On another topic he had said that Satan would abandon anyone who didn't like homosexuals or something. Satan allows you to have your OWN opinion and to who you will like or not like, and you will be accepted as you are, and not abandonned if you hate "homosexuals" or whatever. Comments like this were the last straw for this.
After a rather indecent argument with HPS Maxine when he was called on this [I always defended him as I considered him a brother, but constantly emphasized what needed to happen to fix these things - this failed], he was booted out privately.
Alcoholism and other aspects which were left unrectified for years and years, and could easily be rectified as the Gods had indeed given clear instructions on what to do that we passed, all failed. After a point the comments was like reading things wrote by a madman and not a fitting High Priest.
Then I had to follow with the public procedures and clear up.
Hello HP ^^
Because of Jack, won't there be a priest or something to represent gays in the future? it's sad, so it's not like lgbt which is Jewish corruption, but won't it be someone who will represent gays in a more satanic way ?
so I came up with such an idea. I thought that there might be someone in the future who can represent it better than jack and please don't be misunderstood I'm just asking my purpose is not to make lgbt propaganda or anything and I'm sorry if I caused it to be understood like that
(I apologize if there are any mistakes in translation and spelling.)
Have a nice evening ^^
Meteor said:There are people who want to save me and make me feel complete if I simply try to be a girl, or a woman. No one will save me if I try to be a boy or a man. People giving me advice on the internet isn't what I mean by saving; I need something more close and intimate, and I think that's precisely why the dream I had was so cathartic. Because in that dream, someone I admire, someone strong enough to protect me even, wanted me as a man. I guess stuff like that only happens in dreams though. Haha...
Meteor said:…
I need something more close and intimate, and I think that's precisely why the dream I had was so cathartic. Because in that dream, someone I admire, someone strong enough to protect me even, wanted me as a man. I guess stuff like that only happens in dreams though. Haha...
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Baroness Blossom said:Aquarius said:There is absolutely no need for a gay rapresentative, and the reason for that is that a gay is no more important than a heterosexual, it's literally just a sexuality, and it doesn't make you any special.Baroness Blossom said:Hello HP ^^
Because of Jack, won't there be a priest or something to represent gays in the future? it's sad, so it's not like lgbt which is Jewish corruption, but won't it be someone who will represent gays in a more satanic way ?
so I came up with such an idea. I thought that there might be someone in the future who can represent it better than jack and please don't be misunderstood I'm just asking my purpose is not to make lgbt propaganda or anything and I'm sorry if I caused it to be understood like that
(I apologize if there are any mistakes in translation and spelling.)
Have a nice evening ^^
I never thought of it that way, you are right, we are not special, we are no different from heterosexuals.
Thank you for answering my question ^^
Have a nice evening
Stormblood said:Baroness Blossom said:Aquarius said:There is absolutely no need for a gay rapresentative, and the reason for that is that a gay is no more important than a heterosexual, it's literally just a sexuality, and it doesn't make you any special.
I never thought of it that way, you are right, we are not special, we are no different from heterosexuals.
Thank you for answering my question ^^
Have a nice evening
I also agree with them, and I don't think that a clergy member's sexuality should be forcefully made public domain. If they want it know, it's fine; if they don't, it's their prerogative.
Meteor said:If I was supposed to save myself as a man, then I guess I'm too weak to be a Satanist. I can only do so much on my own.jrvan said:Meteor said:There are people who want to save me and make me feel complete if I simply try to be a girl, or a woman. No one will save me if I try to be a boy or a man. People giving me advice on the internet isn't what I mean by saving; I need something more close and intimate, and I think that's precisely why the dream I had was so cathartic. Because in that dream, someone I admire, someone strong enough to protect me even, wanted me as a man. I guess stuff like that only happens in dreams though. Haha...
As Satanists, we save ourselves. We don't wait around or look for someone else to save us.
However, changing myself so that others will give me what I need... Is that not also a way of saving myself? I can do that. I have.
I've already found the key that fits perfectly into my trauma: an irresistible solution. Now I just need to finish manifesting it physically.
It's true that some parts of my psyche may never heal. But when something stops healing, that just means it's changed.
If that lets me accept myself, then so be it. Destroying the circumstances that caused this would be like waking up from a nightmare.
For the reasons I've explained, that's all I can do. Whether that means my dedication was a contradiction is not for you to decide.
Thanks, Oly. It seems like it was a very temporary and minor... glitch, shall we say. Turning it off and turning it back on again (i.e. sleeping) seems to have done the trick!Ol argedco luciftias said:FancyMancy said:......
Good luck brother. I hope that you will feel better soon.
That makes it worthwhile.Username said:
I remember your comment on the thread posted by blackwizard. Reading it had a vague but lasting positive impression on me. I do not think that I am the only one who felt that way. Your comments always had a cheerful upbeat tone which when read, cheers someones up. I think members like you are also needed on the forums. Like everyone has some sort of role to play.
I meant people in the Physical World, those who I interact with, as opposed to online virtually. If you're wondering why I capitalise some initials in some words - it's because I deliberately don't capitalise things such as "god" and "jesus" (christians do it against Satan and Daemons/Daemonesses, so why not?!) and "jewish"; Humans and Earth, etc., are important; (((the others))) are not. Likewise, the jew and its "holy" (or holey) scriptures and media capitalise the J in "jew" but do not capitalise the P in "Pagan" nor the G in "Gentile/s". Similarly, whomever told the subtitler to subtitle in sci-fi decided that they should capitalise the initials in the names of various species of alien, but for some reason not to capitalise the H in "Human/s"... I even capitalise the E in "Energy", for example; Energy is... well... everywhere, everything - and important, so it is sort of rubbing it in the face of the jew, christians, muslims, etc. Also, I capitalise W in "Woman/Women" and M in "Man/Men" and C in "Child/Children" and B in "Baby/Babies"; I say "it" when referring to the jew, and I state "the jew" (singular), but I state "[the] reptillians" (plural); the jew appreciates my disrespect for it, and feigned 'respect' for its overlords!Could you clarify what you meant by this ?FancyMancy said:"and this thing are all in the Physical World. "
Yeah, usually I don't. People think what they want. In either a bitter tone or humourous fake-arrogant tone, which might sound rather arrogant, sometimes I say or think that they think I am a celebrity, because they are very bothered about me. Maybe I should charge them for my autograph!I don't see the need for you to specify this part. Let others think whatever they want.FancyMancy said:"Fancy's apologising in the hopes that he'll be selected as a JoS Guardian soon!"
Thinking about what others think will only waste your time if it hinders your advancement.
However, thinking about what others think and learning things to further your advancement is a different matter.
Humour is arbitrary. (Saying that, mine, of course, is the best!)I neither smiled nor laughed when reading your comments. Well, perhaps I did, I don't remember. Regardless, I think that almost always I felt cheered up.FancyMancy said:hopefully I make people smile if not laugh.
I think it was you who mentioned that before. I haven't seen you on much. I remembered those in my thread because the latest one was recent; the earlier one was by a member who I thought I got on quite well with. As I said, I haven't seen you on very much.There might be lots of fans of Jack (I am not pointing out to anyone specifically) and I don't think there's any thing wrong with that. However it is also true that there might be also lots of fans of you here. I am definitely one of them. Without your guidance which I asked for when I was new here, perhaps I might not be here typing this. The comment was made for the sole purpose of sending support and positive energies. Lol, normies typing 'sending support and positive energies' is what comes into my mind. However, I mean it.
I wasn't seeking this, but it's nice that someone (you, in this case) said it. Whether "I don't care what others think" or not, it's still nice, and important, to be recognised and praised sometimes. Thanks, mon.In any case, hopefully I will have cheered you up. Though I do not know if writing the above was a good thing to you or not. I can perhaps afford to not cheer you up once but I can never afford to hinder your advancement in any sort of way. Hopefully, things will work out and you will have learned a lot after this.
Cheers !!!
Well, that's one way of thinking about it. Maybe I got the wrong end of the stick (while having other things on my mind).jrvan said:FancyMancy said:I have 2 replies. I can't decide which to post, so I'll post both.Ol argedco luciftias said:Can you please tell me why you continue ignoring this message from Jack, and you keep pretending like he never said this. This is about as clear as it gets. This is Jack's message, which he clarified by directly writing this. I want you to please read this statement from Jack, think about if you agree with it. And if you want to address anything that Jack has said, address this one statement. Which is his statement of clarifying his opinion to remove past misunderstanding.
Mancy, I have always liked you. I think you're a good guy. But you are seriously looking insane in some of your comments just ranting forever. Just look at your comments again and see what it looks like. I think you must have some influence in your life right now that is making you react like this because you usually are acting completely different. You usually are much nicer and more patient.Maybe some astrological influence. I am trying to help you by showing you that this was just a misunderstanding and you have nothing to fight about. I am quoting Jack's message here so you can see what he is saying, and you just absolutely refuse to see it and continue yelling about the past misunderstanding as if it was truth.
And don't start whining about people taking Jack's side because it isn't even about Jack. None of this is personal. And if you do want to complain vaguely about "people defending Jack" you should be honest enough to confront me directly and ask me why it looks like I'm on his side, since I am the person who is doing it.
My answer is that when I see a clear misunderstanding, I usually try to correct it and restore order, regardless of who is involved. Most people know that Stormblood and I did not used to get along well, and did not like each other very much, but about a week ago I was "defending" Stormblood from Jrvan by trying to fix a misunderstanding between them. Even all the arguments and dislike between me and Stormblood were based on these exact same kind of stupid misunderstandings. All I am trying to do is remove and prevent worthless arguments by showing when it was just a misunderstanding and was really based on nothing.
1) I am not ignoring that. I said that... again... that "Totally wrong" is not exactly clear and explanatory, and Jack's fans are cool with that. Also that "Totally Wrong x 2" is a shit-posting, piss-taking, troll reply to fuck around on here, and the fans threw their knickers at him on stage. After I pressed it, Jack only then made a fuller reply, and supposedly "clarified" it - in what you are emphasising here. He could have made full sense, maturely and respectfully straight away; instead, he replied stupidly and you (I didn't want to point fingers) keep/kept defending him.
2) I am not ignoring that. We'll all just ignore the stupid posts, which were unhelpful and just troll shit-posts - or more so, the second one in reply to me, that Jack posted initially, then...
Something has been happening... I don't quite know what. It seemed to come on subtly, hardly able to detect it. I lost my cool with others who I interact quite amicably, even 'sillily', silly-ly, with frequently. Separately from that I was out shopping minding my own business and someone, a complete stranger, decided to be a big and hard dickhead to me for no reason; I hadn't said or done anything to them or regarding them whatsoever. Usually I do not go to that shop and I was looking to buy something which I wouldn't buy usually. I actually went away from that shop and then want back to it, which is also highly unusual for me; if I decided to not try to buy that item (which I couldn't find anyway), or just not go to that shop at all, or if I went there earlier or later... this wouldn't have happened. So cOiNcIdEnCe or whatever, it just happened to happen... Another thing is that I have to go through something slowly, this is related to another bunch of stuff... but for a part of it it is regarding someone else's choices and well-being, etc., and I have to wait. I have been impatient while trying to be encouraging and supportive (not very successfully, unfortunately) and it's fucking frustrating... (a positive, though, is that regarding this person's choices and understandings, they seem to be coming on-board with SS; they are into Paganism already and know jew shit is shit, and seem to agree with NS; they've tried meditating a bit, as well, so that's all cool; I can't push any or all of these things, and this is part of the frustration (but not the only thing))... but losing my cool with those others, and the shop incident, and this thing are all in the Physical World.
As for online... I don't know. Maybe I needed to vent... along with what I meant, which is as noticeable as can be seen in forum posts, a particular member seems to hate non-heterosexuality (and also adding in other examples I added) that it seemed, along with the retarded shit posts, trolling and immaturity, as if he was taking the piss in the hopes a new user would accept the non-heterosexuality hatred. Maybe I let my guard down and I got stuck in a web of tangled drama... which usually I avoid. Regardless of my personal thoughts, feelings, opinions, understandings and misunderstandings, etc., sorry to Jack, to Oly, HPS Maxine, HPHC, others reading/visiting, Satan. I suppose, perhaps, most-importantly, I should apologise to myself for not seeing the banana peel on the floor... Some who are sceptical or cynical might think, "Fancy's apologising in the hopes that he'll be selected as a JoS Guardian soon!". I say this because (it might be an illusion on my part, but...) I seem to have noticed that some members changed their behaviour after the first Guardians were announced. (Sorry for my own cynicism). As for me "maybe being a Guardian" - no. Far from it. I think I mentioned before, or if I didn't then I mean to, that I wouldn't mind being a non-HP mod, since I have experience with that from elsewhere, but I'm not holding my breath. If this forum and these sites were not as serious and important as they are, I might be much more interested in being a... whatever role member/staff, but I can't allow myself to be so on such a serious and important movement as this; I (don't mind saying that... usually, I) am more silly and playful about things, rather than being good for higher role or higher tier things, or at least I consider myself to be like that. Other things, in a more calmer way, should be fine, though. I like to try and be silly (not all appreciate my humour, unfortunately!) and hopefully I make people smile if not laugh. I am not all-silly, though. The things I share, such as j/news, my long pic/vid thread, other long pic threads, my collection of same-topic things threads... I take very seriously (the pic/vid thread includes some jibing against christianity, etc., of course!) I'm not apologising for lip-service or empty words/text, iN tHe HoPeS of being selected. Some might still doubt my words, that I am apologising solely for that reason. That's understandable; I'd do the same. I think I might have let too much cynicism grab ahold of me and it came out on here, based on (admittedly only bits of) information/posts I have seen and can remember, and I pieced them together in whatever ways.
To doubt yourself is to yield. Everyone you were defending are the ones who will be let down. Even if others shame you for engaging in drama, it was important to you, right? If it's important to you then you aren't mistaken for your course of action.
I am not a member of any (((LGBT))) or non-heterosexual club, group, site... It might be a good idea to join some, though. (Oh, I did on Discord, but meh to that.)If you want to stand tall for others then the cruelest thing you can do to them is to doubt yourself and give in to others. They will fall off your back.
Well, yeah. That is actually one thing. I don't want to seem like a saviour in this sense, but I have seen that others tend not to be as direct or forthcoming sometimes. It seems like some either fear or worry that they'll be bullied by other members for speaking out or banned (like the religiousness of here in a cliquéy manner); I'm a long-time member so maybe I "have permission" or "have gained [respect? or] reputation" so that it's OK, maybe (even if any or many dislike me). I shouldn't do it all the time, though, for reasons of not shitting all over everything.There's nothing wrong with calling out assholes and holding them accountable for what they say, especially when it's something that matters to a lot of people. For all you know there could be a lot of people in the background who were glad you spoke up.
Yeah. Quite often I am reminded of something along the lines of "Users should be allowed to post" or voice (text) their thoughts and feelings, etc. (I also said quite recently about, by now, we should be able to bitch and slag-off each other if/when necessary, as we - hopefully - have gained some sort of good bond with each other, that this boxing match is necessary sometimes, and acceptable, even if horrible or shit). Similarly, if all threads, posts and pages are to be archived or kept and saved, perhaps printed out one day, transferred to whichever medium... then others in the future can read through things and see a sort-of chronology of things, maturity, understanding, behaviours, etc., including the things about HPS Maxine's beginnings of this Ministry from 2002 or so, and prior. It can all - as you say - paint a big picture. One might say it is like the Tapestry Chronology/Chronicle of JoSM, how it was weaved, etc.If you can look back and see that something changed as a result of the drama, or something positive came from it like people gaining better understanding - then it was worth it. Not all drama is pointless drama, and sometimes even if drama seems pointless we just can't see the point of it yet. A big picture perspective reveals a lot.
...and still has defenders...Jack has proven that he doesn't give a shit about any of us, and he doesn't think of us as family. He said that one should be sensitive with their family but not others, and he mocks people here for being sensitive. That means we're not considered family by him. He's just here to troll and get a rise out of people for his own amusement like you said. That's his great purpose on Father's forums... trolling. What a legend.
What is your problem with me and why are you trying to create an infighting situation on this forum.jrvan said:
Good luck with that dude reading one of your posts is like walking through an asylum you are seriously unhinged.FancyMancy said:"Fancy's apologising in the hopes that he'll be selected as a JoS Guardian soon!"
FancyMancy said:I am not a member of any (((LGBT))) or non-heterosexual club, group, site... It might be a good idea to join some, though. (Oh, I did on Discord, but meh to that.)jrvan said:If you want to stand tall for others then the cruelest thing you can do to them is to doubt yourself and give in to others. They will fall off your back.
That was just one encounter once when I was out shopping. From what I experienced, he's more a dickhead than a dude.The Outlaw Torn said:Good luck with that dudeFancyMancy said:"Fancy's apologising in the hopes that he'll be selected as a JoS Guardian soon!"
Which post?reading one of your posts is like walking through an asylum
Do you have oil? It squeaks a bit.you are seriously unhinged.
I don't know about the leadership part... but what you said makes sense, yeah. At least someone defended something which at least some others would agree with and hopefully appreciate, but leadership? I don't think so.jrvan said:FancyMancy said:I am not a member of any (((LGBT))) or non-heterosexual club, group, site... It might be a good idea to join some, though. (Oh, I did on Discord, but meh to that.)jrvan said:If you want to stand tall for others then the cruelest thing you can do to them is to doubt yourself and give in to others. They will fall off your back.
I don't think of it as championing the LGBT cause or anything like that. To me it's just leadership. If you're the first one to say a particular thing, and there are others who think and feel the same but don't say it because you already said it best... well, in a way they stand behind you with the stance you have taken and the things you have said. I think a lot of people might feel let down if they see someone who represents their position in a sense give in and invalidate themselves publicly. They might feel like the space for their perfectly valid thoughts, opinions, perspective, etc... has been taken away and banished from the forums in a way. It might seem like (even if it's not the case) that the air of the forums is rejecting something.
I think it matters. If the non-heterosexual-haters kept speaking out, and the non-heterosexuals didn't, then it would seem like this forum, these sites, this Ministry and Satan and the Gods and Goddesses are all just for heterosexuals and non-heterosexual-hating/bashing.I could of course be wrong about this. Maybe it doesn't matter as much as I think it does.
I'm just poking my head in just to say that I have not said whether I love or hate 'trannies'. (I might be taking what you typed too literally, though.)Meteor said:Everyone here hates trannies.
Jack said:What is your problem with me and why are you trying to create an infighting situation on this forum.jrvan said:
FancyMancy said:I don't know about the leadership part... but what you said makes sense, yeah. At least someone defended something which at least some others would agree with and hopefully appreciate, but leadership? I don't think so.
FancyMancy said:I think it matters. If the non-heterosexual-haters kept speaking out, and the non-heterosexuals didn't, then it would seem like this forum, these sites, this Ministry and Satan and the Gods and Goddesses are all just for heterosexuals and non-heterosexual-hating/bashing.
That’s me. Though I’m more vers leaning.My I've heard of gay bottoms who are fine with their body, and love their dick, and love to get jacked off while they're getting fucked so they can cum in multiple ways at the same time. They tend to say stuff like "women are gross, why would I want to be one?",
where I'm not sure if they're lying to themselves to cope, or if that's how they honestly feel.
Another meteor-ism. I think we need to start making lists of the absolutely mind numbing things like this that you say and release it under a book called..(Also, even if they were female, they could just give their clitoris some attention for similar results; personally, I fail to see how having a dick makes any meaningful difference there. And yet they take such pride in their maleness despite their lack of masculinity in every other aspect of their life? It puzzles me.)
The Outlaw Torn said:My I've heard of gay bottoms who are fine with their body, and love their dick, and love to get jacked off while they're getting fucked so they can cum in multiple ways at the same time.
Your problem is the same problem every other member has with me and all of it comes down to astrological incompatibility. A lot of people correctly understand what I'm saying and it has made their lives far better as a result.jrvan said:Jack said:What is your problem with me and why are you trying to create an infighting situation on this forum.jrvan said:
Now you care? I could create a whole long list. Why don't you do some self reflection and review your own post history and behavior throughout your time here on the forums. I'm not going to spell it out for you again and again like so many others have done. A lot of people here don't like you, and you act like you have no idea why. Figure it out for yourself. Even this reply to me is an act of manipulation. Everything about you is just an act... there's nothing real. There are many reasons why I personally don't like you, and the biggest are that you're a toxic bully and you're a lying manipulator. I no longer have any faith that you will ever change and act like an actual human being.
Fuck it. One more attempt. You preach this grand philosophy that people need to shut up about their emotions (control as you falsely put it) and focus on action and moving forward in the awful world we live in, and this on its own would be well and fine - and maybe even helpful advice to some people. However, we need to examine the contexts in which you are repeatedly saying this to people. Every single time it was when you got challenged by someone after you went trolling and deliberately pissed people off. So you're not giving this potentially good advice for the purpose of helping anyone... no, you're shoving it down peoples' throats just to silence and distract them so you can get them off your back because you don't want to deal with them confronting you and owning up to what you said. You also can't conceive of what will come after we win the spiritual war, and people have more support and understanding from people in their lives for their emotions and what they are going through. Incidentally this is offered now in this haven for people away from the crazy world we live in, and you want to just shit all over it and force people to shut up about their emotions so you don't have to deal with people being mad at you. You create the problem, and then you act like other people are the problem for reacting to you. Do you want people to take you seriously, or do you want them to disregard everything you say because you don't want them reacting to you? Make up your mind.
Jack said:Your problem is the same problem every other member has with me and all of it comes down to astrological incompatibility. A lot of people correctly understand what I'm saying and it has made their lives far better as a result.
You are interpreting the message wrong and your perception of me is clouding your judgement on my message.
Your hyperemotional nature is an impediment to you even understanding another person. How could it benefit you then in real life when your emotions are clouding your judgement of someone's message and forcing you to misinterpret it.
You don't have to like me and I don't have to like anyone to take profitable lessons from someone's message. I cannot change how I come off across to anyone who is not receptive to hearing what I have to say and if they disagree then that is their prerogative.
I absolutely do not care about how you are in your real life and I'm not going to care. Just from reading your messages I can already tell that you will never actualize your potential because of your inability to discern profit and loss from someone regardless of their tone.
You're issues with me comes down to your perception of how I am as a person. I don't care how anyone is as a person. I care about how they act and what the end results are. I will take advice from an arrogant self centered narcissist who is successful before taking advice from a humble emotional person who has been unsuccesful his entire life. And that is the difference between you and me.
You don't have a strong sense of self which is why you're very concerned by how other people act and you're bothered by how they act towards you. You don't have thick skin because you have self doubt. And because you have self doubt your perception is clouding your judgement.
I don't have self doubt. I know what I'm capable of achieving as an individual and I know what I can't achieve as an individual. I'm not bothered by anyones words because I can see in my life that's not true. I only focus on the words and sentences that benefit me to improve as an individual. And that's called having thick skin.
Every Satanist wants to become better in life and to be better in life is to learn how to not be bothered by what people say ,having a strong sense of self and being able to discern profit and loss from a message.
Even now when you're telling me that I'm a toxic bully and am a manipulator I'm searching for statements that could benefit my presentation and trying to understand better what people with your nature suffer in understanding from my message.
I'm not bothered by anyone except three people in my life. And that's it. I'm not bothered by anyone on this forum or in my life whom I interact with. Because it's pointless and doesn't affect my life in any meaningful way. But if I discern what they're saying it could help my life improve in some meaningful ways.
You need to stop overthinking everything and think that people think the way you do. The average person gay or not isn’t sitting around being held captive to their mind like you are. I get fucked and enjoy it because that’s what I like. There’s literally nothing else to it. There’s no deep philosophical struggle within about if it’s masculine or not. I DONT CAREEEEE. I don’t wonder if I’m actually a women because I enjoy this. It’s no one else’s fault that you can’t imagine being a gay bottom because of your own insecurities about being a male that enjoys male sex.Meteor said:It seems you misunderstood. I'm aware that people like me are extremely rare, and it's not that I assume others must be lying for having a different experience or opinion than mine. I just genuinely don't understand how you're able to feel that way; and since I don't understand it, it's hard for me to tell whether these people are in some way fundamentally different from me, or if they're using some kind of mental gymnastics (i.e., "lying to themselves to cope") that I could utilise as well to improve my well-being in some way. I'm not criticising them, but rather, I'm curious, and interested in learning more about them, perhaps even to apply it myself.
I don’t ever recall saying this and if I did I don’t believe that and you probably misinterpreted it. Another Meteorism. A statement like this perfectly demonstrates how you are rotten to the core.You agreed to thinking women are gross.
Your thoughts on Sex and gender identity is absolutely grotesque and insulting towards gay/femme males as well as women. You say the thought of 2 masculine males engaging in intercourse is arousing then later on contradict yourself to say whichever one is the bottom is “unmasculine in every other way”. One can be a power/dominant bttm which is very masculine but since you are so twisted you say that that is incomprehensible in the above paragraph.Speculation is not giving me any real insights here. I've tried emphasising this multiple times, but it seems you still missed it, so I will state it again. I cannot wrap my head around the idea of being a gay bottom. For some reason, it's extremely difficult for me to understand how anyone can be like that. And yet people are. And that is just so fascinating to me... If anything, I admire and envy you for being so proud of the sexual preferences I felt ashamed of. I was merely trying to explain a few of the reasons why it's difficult for me to understand, and in no way did I intend to criticise you. I'm glad for you that you're happy just the way you are.
Have you ever seen what a cat looks like when you paint it with orange and black stripes? I happened to stumble upon it on animal planet. It looks just like a tiny tiger without the fangs. Apparently it can even purr and bathe itself like a real tiger! Isn’t that just so intriguing?Have you ever seen what a woman's clitoris looks like after years of exposure to high testosterone? I happened to stumble upon on it on 4chan. It looks just like a small little penis, but without a peehole. Apparently it can even get erect! Isn't that just so intriguing?
Who cares. Freaks of nature are not the rule.And then there's what I mentioned a while ago about some women having rather developed prostate glands around their urethra, in some cases enough for them to ejaculate prostate fluid. It's a bit surprising how much overlap there actually is. But you're right, a full-fledged penis is still quite a lot more than that. I would definitely be rather disappointed if my partner just had a clit instead of a dick!
It is perfectly accurate and you continue to demonstrate that.I'll admit I have a bad case of morbid curiosity, as should be obvious from that paragraph. But to say I'm "rotten to the core", while I have felt insecure about that at times since I feel somewhat tainted by what I've seen and experienced, I think that's a bit harsh.
Don’t you think it’s a bit rude to attempt to blur the lines between gender and imply that a penis and clitoris are the same thing and to say that I’m unmasculine for being a gay male?I'm projecting deliberately, in order to make clear why I don't understand people like you, because I really want someone to help me understand. Don't you think it's a bit rude of you to insult me like that? I mean, for that matter, you sound rather triggered. I guess it can be a sensitive topic after all. Sorry for being so blunt about it all. I just felt like it was necessary in order to communicate clearly.
Sure there isn’t, if you’re an actual woman with an actual pussy.Oh, that reminds me! When I was thinking about it a while ago, and I was trying to come to terms with some of my conflicting feelings, I thought of this sentence: "There's nothing unmasculine about wanting to be fucked in the pussy by someone I love and trust."
This is why trannyism is a fetish. You admit the whole reason you really want to transition is so that sex is more convenient and because you will have female organs.I would repeat it to myself over and over; for some reason it just felt so soothing. I even mentioned it twice on the forums, but nobody reacted to it. Nonetheless, I even started to joke to myself, "Oh man, I look forward to having some sweet gay vaginal sex with my husband when I've had surgery and recovered from it!" While it was nonsensical, I definitely had a more positive outlook.
My “deep complex mental construct” is that you should seriously consider what you post and how it affects others because I have been in contact privately with someone that wanted to curse you. I told them not to because.You better not disappoint me with something shallow. Only a deep, complex mental construct would satisfy me. It's the least you can do for misunderstanding and being so awfully rude to everyone on the forums; although perhaps the latter is just your personality.
I guess this explains the squirrel avatar, you secretly love the taste of nuts!jrvan said:That actually seems really hot with the visual that came to mind.
You said "hate", so I was just using that word and the opposite. I have not said whether I like or dislike 'trannies'. My attitude is if someone feels (or muh feelz) they should chop their bits off and replace them with other bits, then... there might be something wrong with them, but saying that I don't know all of the Spiritual aspects and inclinations of it. If I knew a 'tranny' in-person (online is different; on the Internet, no-one knows you're a dog) but I didn't know they were [pre]MtF or [pre]FtM and we got on, or we didn't get on, then we did or didn't; if I knew one and they told me they were [pre]MtF or [pre]FtM and we got on, or we didn't get on, then we did or didn't. While I would disagree with them - and yes, this is my attitude - chopping their bits off to replace them with other bits, if they were a dick or a dude, then that's that.Meteor said:Love or hate? So your feelings are one way or the other, and nothing in-between? (I might be taking what you typed too literally.)FancyMancy said:I'm just poking my head in just to say that I have not said whether I love or hate 'trannies'. (I might be taking what you typed too literally, though.)Meteor said:Everyone here hates trannies.
(In my experience, from what I have seen and from what I know) it appears to be mostly in the White Race that people "have to" "change sex". As a White person, realising that the White Race is being attacked and - as the jew fantasises about - is attempted to be destroyed, fully and completely... that makes me uncomfortable and disapprove of such acts, regardless of whether "it's my body" or not.Yeah, I admit I was exaggerating to make a point. I know there's people here who don't really have a strong opinion about it, as well as at least a few who even think somewhat positively of it (for example in a sense of self-actualisation / being true to oneself), but mostly keep that to themselves to avoid pointless conflict, as well as at least one person who expressed he loves people like that, in the sense of having a fetish for such people. There's also people who were at odds with their gender themselves in the past, and while they might disagree with taking things so far, they at least sympathise since they know what it feels like to an extent. And then there's several people undergoing hormone therapy themselves and/or trying to change how they express their gender, some of whom occasionally come crawling out of the woodwork to express their insecurities, only to get insulted and go back into hiding.
Of course, as I said, I am rather ignorant of it. As far as I know, there hasn't been anything to say one can't and shouldn't do any 'tranny' things, from an official or authouritative standpoint; only that from members and their opinions. Regardless of anything - it's one's body, one's life, and if we want to go all religious - Satan says, "I allow everyone to follow the dictates of his own nature, but he that opposes me will regret it sorely". I don't think Nature would put someone's Soul into the wrong-sex Body... but then again, these are chippy-choppy times we're living in, and things are all asunder. I forgot - didn't you say that in all of your lives you've always been in the wrong Body? Maybe you haven't. Surely others would have said "Maybe you haven't" or similar things to you before, and you would have debated it, so I am not really making that point very much.I'm fairly certain there's even someone who has been transgender and a Satanist for a very long time, but never mentioned it explicitly, and stopped talking about the topic at all a few years ago as she got tired of people's lack of understanding, and didn't want to ruin her reputation over it, unlike me. (While it was never stated explicitly, I read numerous posts when using the search function, and there's absolutely no way someone who isn't transgender would make comments like that; it was logic that only someone who is seriously planning on combining the Magnum Opus with a gender transformation would understand, and that stood out to me. I don't have that kind of patience personally, like damn, yo.) I bet she's secretly reading my posts and thinking to herself something along the lines of: "People here might not agree with me either if they knew my intentions, but at least I'm not that desperate and unhinged."
Your Guardian said that one shouldn't have "sex changes"? Maybe those opposing it were on the right lines afterall...I might be the only one on the forums at this time who seriously intends to undergo surgery relating to this, and at the very least I'm the only one who talks about it so openly (for better or worse), so maybe she's right that I really am the most unhinged "transgender" person here (I still dislike that word, since gender remains too vague of a concept to me for me to really consider myself as such). If there's anyone else reading this who is seriously considering it, my Guardian said to mention that you shouldn't do it. If it would really make you happier, then you'd know that in spite of anything anyone says to you. If you're hesitating, then be glad that you're not as desperate as I am, and cherish the peace you're able to find even without it; cherish that you're even able to hesitate.
I apologise in advance for what I'm going to say - non-conforming... in a very conformist way....Anyway, now that I'm done talking to the shadows, I'll clarify the point I wanted to make. She used "trannies being accepted in society" as an argument that it should be fine to be openly gender non-conforming.
Speaking about christians - arguing even using the very logical, and not logical but just obvious and known argument... and not even argument but mere point (argument...) or point... that - "god" creates Universe, "god" stuffs Universe to the brim with Carbon, "god" stuffs Carbon to the brim with 666 (protons, neutrons, electrons), "god" says 666 is evil; ergo, "god" both creates evil and also "god" hates Nature, Humans, Animals, etc. - and they continue to ignore logic, argument, reason, obviousness... If one's Guardian Daemon/Daemoness said "One should not do 'sex-changes'" but one continues to do sex changes, for their muh feelz, then...While I agree with the latter, the argument she used is dubious, as there are many people in society who don't accept "trannies". Furthermore, many people actually get "trannies" and gender non-conforming people mixed up, or don't care about the difference, since to them people who don't fit into stereotypes "might as well be trannies", and both groups often end up being the target of hate crimes (I think "hate crime" is like, a buzzword? I don't mean it in a buzzword way. I just mean crimes, such as assault, motivated by hatred, such as the feelings of disgust some people (perhaps some xians, maybe some Satanists too?) experience when they see a particularly effeminate man or a butch woman).
As such, what she wrote seemed more like one of her ideals, something she wants to be true, than something that is actually true.
It may seem like I hate 'trannies' because of what I said, but as I add things like "well, it's up to you" that might make it seem like the opposite, or that I haven't decided. Regardless, it's their life, their Body, their Soul, their existence... I should not be bogged-down by others' decisions whether those decisions are right or wrong - or whether I think, feel, believe those decisions are right or wrong. If you go through with it, then meh, to be honest (but my opinions still stand, and they are my own). I'd still interact with you as and when - if, for example, you turn into a dick, or a cunt (so as to be diverse :roll: ), then I probably won't interact with you as much or at all - but that's just obvious. My point is - having such a drastic, permanent, huge change is not merely 'chopping one's bits off and trying to replace them'. The hormones, the Mentality, the Psychology, the Soul aspects, behaviours... I just hope that you don't regret it and (no offence but) spend the next 60 years (I don't know how old you are) crying on here and elsewhere.Anyway, I'm glad to hear you love or hate 'trannies'. It'd be rather boring if you didn't have a strong opinion on it!
Oh, come on, Meteor. "Should I just be a fake Woman" bcoz muh feelz. Stop fart-arseing around. You said your Guardian said you shouldn't, but you still want to. The vibration level where you are has put you into this dilemma and confusion. Increase your vibration and then Spirituality and your Guardian will help you to be your actual true self. no more confusion, no more pathetic vegan jew shit. Just you and pride and strength.Meteor said:I mean... it seems really hot to me too, and I used to have dreams about that sometimes when I was younger. It's just a dilemma though, like, would I rather have that or just be a fake woman?jrvan said:That actually seems really hot with the visual that came to mind.
x2! BOOM!jrvan said:Jack said:Your problem is the same problem every other member has with me and all of it comes down to astrological incompatibility. A lot of people correctly understand what I'm saying and it has made their lives far better as a result.
You are interpreting the message wrong and your perception of me is clouding your judgement on my message.
Your hyperemotional nature is an impediment to you even understanding another person. How could it benefit you then in real life when your emotions are clouding your judgement of someone's message and forcing you to misinterpret it.
You don't have to like me and I don't have to like anyone to take profitable lessons from someone's message. I cannot change how I come off across to anyone who is not receptive to hearing what I have to say and if they disagree then that is their prerogative.
I absolutely do not care about how you are in your real life and I'm not going to care. Just from reading your messages I can already tell that you will never actualize your potential because of your inability to discern profit and loss from someone regardless of their tone.
You're issues with me comes down to your perception of how I am as a person. I don't care how anyone is as a person. I care about how they act and what the end results are. I will take advice from an arrogant self centered narcissist who is successful before taking advice from a humble emotional person who has been unsuccesful his entire life. And that is the difference between you and me.
You don't have a strong sense of self which is why you're very concerned by how other people act and you're bothered by how they act towards you. You don't have thick skin because you have self doubt. And because you have self doubt your perception is clouding your judgement.
I don't have self doubt. I know what I'm capable of achieving as an individual and I know what I can't achieve as an individual. I'm not bothered by anyones words because I can see in my life that's not true. I only focus on the words and sentences that benefit me to improve as an individual. And that's called having thick skin.
Every Satanist wants to become better in life and to be better in life is to learn how to not be bothered by what people say ,having a strong sense of self and being able to discern profit and loss from a message.
Even now when you're telling me that I'm a toxic bully and am a manipulator I'm searching for statements that could benefit my presentation and trying to understand better what people with your nature suffer in understanding from my message.
I'm not bothered by anyone except three people in my life. And that's it. I'm not bothered by anyone on this forum or in my life whom I interact with. Because it's pointless and doesn't affect my life in any meaningful way. But if I discern what they're saying it could help my life improve in some meaningful ways.
Totally false
FancyMancy said:Oh, come on, Meteor. "Should I just be a fake Woman" bcoz muh feelz. Stop fart-arseing around. You said your Guardian said you shouldn't, but you still want to. The vibration level where you are has put you into this dilemma and confusion. Increase your vibration and then Spirituality and your Guardian will help you to be your actual true self. no more confusion, no more pathetic vegan jew shit. Just you and pride and strength.Meteor said:I mean... it seems really hot to me too, and I used to have dreams about that sometimes when I was younger. It's just a dilemma though, like, would I rather have that or just be a fake woman?jrvan said:That actually seems really hot with the visual that came to mind.
FancyMancy said:I think it was you who mentioned that before. I haven't seen you on much. I remembered those in my thread because the latest one was recent; the earlier one was by a member who I thought I got on quite well with. As I said, I haven't seen you on very much.
The Outlaw Torn said:I guess this explains the squirrel avatar, you secretly love the taste of nuts!jrvan said:That actually seems really hot with the visual that came to mind.
Jack said:
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan