solosince1995
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- Dec 18, 2025
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Hi everyone I hope you’ve all been well. I have an issue I’m a little kind of sad about idk I’m not worried but, I’ve been havings difficulty’s removing curses for the last few years but I really been trying to take it serious and try and do recovery working and uh. I see my sacral chakra is sick, bleeding and giving out very fast. I looked in it and I saw all types of barb wires and like Jax and things that stab them you know, and after doing mantras to light it up it goes black and sinks and deflates rapidly but that’s not what makes me sad, I’ve just found so many people close to me that I loved were the ones that gave the people my info and stuff to be able to do this type of stuff to me.. and then I finally saw what’s been going on with my family, my brother made a deal with a djinn and went kind of crazy but.. idk I know I don’t have anymore raw power to try and take that one but I’ll try you know. I didn’t know that my brothers would do that to me, and then I found out mostly all of my family members joined that crap or took money for exchange on things. And then I started hearing things and accusations that I’ve never been accused of and when I heard it, I confronted the people and I asked the when was this and you know I called them out, my sister sold me out to them for a fucking tummy tuck.. and , I say I got married but I just realized something very recently.. a judge dint marry me in county and that cannot happen.. there’s a life insurance out on me and a death certificate me and my uncle had the same names and he passed away while I was in there. I know I’ve done a lot of petty shit growing up but I know I truly have turned into a person with a loving heart. I took on problems I knew I wasn’t strong enough to fix for my little brother but I didn’t want him to be afraid. I just find myself crying throughout the day and idk. I don’t know if it’s normal the truth is I don’t even know the core reason of why this group of people want me so bad and I have no idea how willingly all of friend family’s and piers don’t question my character or anything a couple of bucks was all it took. But anyways about the chakra I think it might have started off as some kind of contagion. Are there ways I can begin to try and heal this and take any kind of control or repairing in it? Also my aura goes inward like.. the things I’m going through , I know I don’t embody good things that I used to be able to and, whether people care or not, I miss that person. I’m not exhausted yet but I don’t have any faith in anyone anymore and, idk it hurts me. Every move every gesture, even from my mom, it was saying, yeah they might wanna harm you or, you know things, well what’s in it for me? It truly suck