Asking for life advice

[andrasxflame]

Hello to all my Zevist brothers and sisters.

I know this might not be the right place, but I’m going to try writing here anyway (if it’s inappropriate, I apologize, and you can choose not to approve the post).

I feel alone in this world...
Let me explain: I’m making great progress in my spiritual evolution; I’m working hard, meditating every day (I’m currently doing the 40-day program with commitment and dedication despite the difficulties), and I’ve overcome major obstacles and bad habits in my life... but this has come at a price: loneliness. (Also because some bad habits depended by some toxic people around me... this before I found my spirituality...I used to be an atheist before 2022).
I’ve always struggled to find friends and partners who are a good fit for me...
At school, I was always the weird kid...
And now, at this time of my life, I’d also love to have a life partner with whom I can share my spirituality (though I realize that’s difficult)...
I know it might seem like I might be too selective, but that hasn’t always been the case...
Many people I considered lifelong friends have suddenly turned their backs on me, even for trivial reasons or issues that could easily have been resolved.
Since I entered this spiritual world, and specifically here in Zevism, I admit that my outlook on life has changed, and now, yes... now I know I wouldn’t be satisfied with just anyone’s company...

Has anyone else ever been in this situation while discovering their true spirituality/nature? How do you find or have you found the strength to cope with this sense of loneliness?
Sorry for getting so emotional, but today in particular is a very sad time for me, and I felt the need to write this here, where I can find my spiritual brothers and sisters.
I hope that I’ve explained my situation well (english is not my 1st language).

Thank you for reading and much love from Italy

 

[Black Magic]

Salve dal Kazakistan! chiedi aiuto al Rex Paimonia, questo Dio puo dare gli altri genti nella tua vita, amici e connessioni con gli altri. Ogni volta che avevo bisogno di ricostituire il mio circolo sociale, mi rivolgevo a lui. Puoi anche rivolgerti ad Astarta, Astarta puo dare carisma e attrattiva, specialmente per le ragazze (provato)

 

[Apprentice]

Greetings, dear friend. I'm glad you got this off your chest.
You are far from being alone in this. I guess I can say, that the majority of us Zevists were weird in school, haven't had much friends etc. It's just that our Souls are different.
For me personally, the feeling of loneliness isn't much of an issue. At work I have some people to keep me basic company, but I also work alone a lot. At home I have my wife who is not a Zevist yet but I do share her some information about personal evolution. The best part though is my Family in Zeus, on VT chat.

Imagine being a baby eagle, and growing up on a chicken farm. There will come a day when an eagle will do what is natural for them to do: spread the wings and ascend. I have used that vision to motivate myself to continue. For me, there is no other way but Zevism.

I would advise you to become active here, read, learn, meditate, and live your life to the fullest really. It might also be a good idea to start a working to attract a suitable partner.
I wish you all the best on your Path, talk to you soon. Ciao.