andrasxflame
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Hello to all my Zevist brothers and sisters.
I know this might not be the right place, but I’m going to try writing here anyway (if it’s inappropriate, I apologize, and you can choose not to approve the post).
I feel alone in this world...
Let me explain: I’m making great progress in my spiritual evolution; I’m working hard, meditating every day (I’m currently doing the 40-day program with commitment and dedication despite the difficulties), and I’ve overcome major obstacles and bad habits in my life... but this has come at a price: loneliness. (Also because some bad habits depended by some toxic people around me... this before I found my spirituality...I used to be an atheist before 2022).
I’ve always struggled to find friends and partners who are a good fit for me...
At school, I was always the weird kid...
And now, at this time of my life, I’d also love to have a life partner with whom I can share my spirituality (though I realize that’s difficult)...
I know it might seem like I might be too selective, but that hasn’t always been the case...
Many people I considered lifelong friends have suddenly turned their backs on me, even for trivial reasons or issues that could easily have been resolved.
Since I entered this spiritual world, and specifically here in Zevism, I admit that my outlook on life has changed, and now, yes... now I know I wouldn’t be satisfied with just anyone’s company...
Has anyone else ever been in this situation while discovering their true spirituality/nature? How do you find or have you found the strength to cope with this sense of loneliness?
Sorry for getting so emotional, but today in particular is a very sad time for me, and I felt the need to write this here, where I can find my spiritual brothers and sisters.
I hope that I’ve explained my situation well (english is not my 1st language).
Thank you for reading and much love from Italy
I know this might not be the right place, but I’m going to try writing here anyway (if it’s inappropriate, I apologize, and you can choose not to approve the post).
I feel alone in this world...
Let me explain: I’m making great progress in my spiritual evolution; I’m working hard, meditating every day (I’m currently doing the 40-day program with commitment and dedication despite the difficulties), and I’ve overcome major obstacles and bad habits in my life... but this has come at a price: loneliness. (Also because some bad habits depended by some toxic people around me... this before I found my spirituality...I used to be an atheist before 2022).
I’ve always struggled to find friends and partners who are a good fit for me...
At school, I was always the weird kid...
And now, at this time of my life, I’d also love to have a life partner with whom I can share my spirituality (though I realize that’s difficult)...
I know it might seem like I might be too selective, but that hasn’t always been the case...
Many people I considered lifelong friends have suddenly turned their backs on me, even for trivial reasons or issues that could easily have been resolved.
Since I entered this spiritual world, and specifically here in Zevism, I admit that my outlook on life has changed, and now, yes... now I know I wouldn’t be satisfied with just anyone’s company...
Has anyone else ever been in this situation while discovering their true spirituality/nature? How do you find or have you found the strength to cope with this sense of loneliness?
Sorry for getting so emotional, but today in particular is a very sad time for me, and I felt the need to write this here, where I can find my spiritual brothers and sisters.
I hope that I’ve explained my situation well (english is not my 1st language).
Thank you for reading and much love from Italy




My situation is similar to yours. I have removed people from my life and kept distance from people who I felt I did not want to get close to. At school I was very quiet and shy. If you cannot find a partner who is attracted to true spirituality as you desire. A loving, protective partner, who will be always by your side no matter what and willing to listen to you, patient, truly attentive to your feelings without immediate judgment is enough in my opinion. Finding a partner can take time, so every time you feel lonely, call a family member. Engaging in activities you enjoy and keeping yourself occupied is an effective way to manage loneliness.