Another dedicated satanist or zevist passed. This was a friend, who decided to dedicate after knowing that it was a better path. Their family held an extremely religious ceremony for them. I am just finding out about it 2 years after the fact, her family discriminated against me not just because of religion but also because of culture (she didn’t) and I do think that’s a part of why I wasn’t told sooner. We lost touch because of life but she contacted me a couple of years ago, just before she passed.
She told me that she thought we were telepathically communicating. Her death is definitely not very great news, she’s also a mother. I know the background we had and we also talked about songs we’d play at our funerals. I practiced speaking their language, went to events that she was forced to go to (religious ones) and at her service there were pictures that I took, where she was wearing my clothes.
Still no pictures of she and I, and I’m not holding onto resent about it and I’m trying not to. I just know she would’ve wanted me there. She did need me and it would’ve been nice if we had been able to meet up again.
I have to think though that because of the circumstances and the tendency their parents, family, ect. had to blame ME when I was around for dangerous activities even though there were literal yehubors around, they were always really wary and over protective. So being “american or close to american” wasn’t always okay, I showed respect by learning the language and answering to their rules - it still doesn’t matter.
“Not being allowed to hang out” not being allowed to see each other was a regular issue, and we weren’t “influencing each other badly,”
RIP to one of my best friends. She was only 28. I called her my sister, we agreed we were sisters and that’s all there really is to it, on top of also being members.
I hear from her brother after 15 years maybe, and he says first thing “just to let you know I don’t ever answer the phone to anyone EVER for any reason, please tell me some qoutes she would say,”
SO, I HAD THE SONG. THE SECRET SONG WE KEPT FOR EACH OTHER. Since I wasn’t able to participate in the funeral and I know what she wanted I have a request for anyone reading this….
IF YOU CLICK ON THIS LINK,
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS….
DANCE!
She would sing this song in my face and this was her song, she changed the lyrics to be more spiritual and fit Satanism.
If you don’t dance, that’s also fine but just know she was beautiful, loved dancing, and had the most love to give.
She told me that she thought we were telepathically communicating. Her death is definitely not very great news, she’s also a mother. I know the background we had and we also talked about songs we’d play at our funerals. I practiced speaking their language, went to events that she was forced to go to (religious ones) and at her service there were pictures that I took, where she was wearing my clothes.
Still no pictures of she and I, and I’m not holding onto resent about it and I’m trying not to. I just know she would’ve wanted me there. She did need me and it would’ve been nice if we had been able to meet up again.
I have to think though that because of the circumstances and the tendency their parents, family, ect. had to blame ME when I was around for dangerous activities even though there were literal yehubors around, they were always really wary and over protective. So being “american or close to american” wasn’t always okay, I showed respect by learning the language and answering to their rules - it still doesn’t matter.
“Not being allowed to hang out” not being allowed to see each other was a regular issue, and we weren’t “influencing each other badly,”
RIP to one of my best friends. She was only 28. I called her my sister, we agreed we were sisters and that’s all there really is to it, on top of also being members.
I hear from her brother after 15 years maybe, and he says first thing “just to let you know I don’t ever answer the phone to anyone EVER for any reason, please tell me some qoutes she would say,”
SO, I HAD THE SONG. THE SECRET SONG WE KEPT FOR EACH OTHER. Since I wasn’t able to participate in the funeral and I know what she wanted I have a request for anyone reading this….
IF YOU CLICK ON THIS LINK,
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS….
DANCE!
She would sing this song in my face and this was her song, she changed the lyrics to be more spiritual and fit Satanism.
If you don’t dance, that’s also fine but just know she was beautiful, loved dancing, and had the most love to give.
