ModernHeathen88
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- Sep 13, 2025
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Hello everyone.
This brings me great shame to post this.
A few weeks ago I cheated on my wife of 10 years (married for 2, 2 children, highschool sweethearts).
I was drinking with friends, at the height of the night I went to a massage parlour and received a "happy ending".
I immediately called my wife, crying, hyperventilating at what I had done.
She told me just to come home safely, I did and we spoke about it.
She is currently back in our home country with our children to have space.
She has told me the relationship is effectively over.
I've always struggled with a porn addiction, lusting over women and always having wandering eyes. I was emotionally abusive (I never intended to hurt her). I made her feel inadequate, like she was the problem due to having a low libido.
I'm not asking for sympathy.
I don't want to be that man anymore, I'm seeking therapy to address a lot of deep seated issues from my childhood that resulted in severe attachment issues.
I can only move on and try be better, for my kids.
I'm actually not really sure what I'm seeking here, I don't care if you all berate me and tell me what a POS I am, I know.
I fell straight into the goyim trap.
This brings me great shame to post this.
A few weeks ago I cheated on my wife of 10 years (married for 2, 2 children, highschool sweethearts).
I was drinking with friends, at the height of the night I went to a massage parlour and received a "happy ending".
I immediately called my wife, crying, hyperventilating at what I had done.
She told me just to come home safely, I did and we spoke about it.
She is currently back in our home country with our children to have space.
She has told me the relationship is effectively over.
I've always struggled with a porn addiction, lusting over women and always having wandering eyes. I was emotionally abusive (I never intended to hurt her). I made her feel inadequate, like she was the problem due to having a low libido.
I'm not asking for sympathy.
I don't want to be that man anymore, I'm seeking therapy to address a lot of deep seated issues from my childhood that resulted in severe attachment issues.
I can only move on and try be better, for my kids.
I'm actually not really sure what I'm seeking here, I don't care if you all berate me and tell me what a POS I am, I know.
I fell straight into the goyim trap.
