Becoming a Satanist Has Ruined My Life, PLease Ban My Account

[darkmonkey666]

I want nothing to do with Joy of Satan or Lucifer anymore. It was a mistake and realize Satan used my childhood trauma against me to decieve me to worship him.

I have been a devout Satanist since 2016 and it has landed me in scary, scary, scary places. It has led me to being human trafficked, homeless, raped multiple times, attacked and bullied everywhere I go, and to havesevere depression and spiritual attacks and be under severe spiritual warfare. Everywhere i go I see creepy ugly looking people who wear satanic symbols. I get bullied all the time despite being kind hearted, and polite unless I have to defend myself.

Last year I decided after only being on the main website to come on ancient forums and the fact people bullied and attacked me on here off the bat just for asking for help should of been my sign to turn to God, but instead I got deeper into Satanism and fought for Satan with all my heart.

Now I know that I have been deceived and lied to. Satanism has made me isolated, depressed, even more suicidal than I was as a child, and is ruining my life. I think spiritual awakening is evil and demonic and designed to make you kill yourself. I have thrown out all my crystals and my tarot deck and occult items and repented to the Lord

I have turned back to satanism and now worship Jesus Christ after deep thought. I was getting attacked in my sleep and the only think that helped was saying in the name of jesus. Doing daily aura cleaning and building, cleansing my soul, returning hexes and spells to senders, doing extreme cord cutting, and rituals for protection on a daily basis for a year now should of made my life better, but nope. im on the verge of suicidal.

Its crazy because when I was really fighting for satan, and I was homeless i would have ppl target me and talk about the devil, one time this guy locked me in a closet and told me the devil is lurking in the corner and terrorized me and wouldnt let me leave. why didnt i see this as a sign to find god?

The only thing that only makes me slightly still believe this website is that I get stalked and harassed by jews and they look very creepy and ugly, but nope. my life is worse than it was when i was a christian as a teenager. i had a horrible childhood and my adulthood is worse.

Please ban my account i want nothing to do with this and im very scared.

I will assume this isn't some Israeli kike typing with its hooked nose to troll us.

Just another normal day for Satan. Spend ten thousand years fighting for people who blame you for their own karmic issues.

You have a screwed up soul and this is why you suffer a lot. It has nothing to do with Satan. You think going back to the worthless enemy thoughtform will change your karma? While jesus asks you to kiss his ass and he'll give you castles in the sky, Satan asks you to be a man and use the knowledge He gives you to fix your life.

Life is hard and it can even get extreme. Accept it, start fixing your soul and live to see better days.

This really is not a nice reply at all to be honest. Sounds like you really have not had much experience with this kind of thing.

 

[Account]

Satan does not use any form of trauma against us. He also does not want nor need any "worship", either. You are highly mistaken.

I ask - turn to which god and which "the lord"? We are to become Gods or Goddesses, depending on if we are Male or Female, ourselves. We do not need any man-in-the-middle actors to rely on. We learn to rely on ourselves and 'save our own Souls'.

Spiritual awakening is evil? So you wish to be ignorant and controlled by others who decide things for you? It certainly is not designed to make you kill yourself. This is utter nonsense.

OK. You enjoy being a christian, pretending that you have Spiritual knowledge - but don't forget; "jesus" is a plagiarised character, stolen from multiple much-older Gods, all squashed into one faerie tale story book character. Also don't forget that "jesus" never prevents Children from being abused by "priests" - whether that's catholic christianity or protestant christianity, or islam, or other, "jesus" never prevented it; "jesus" refuses and refuses repeatedly to prevent it from happening.

No-one is forcing you, nor anyone else, to come here or remain here. If you want to leave, then leave; your account being here makes no difference. The fact that you posted this tirade sounds more like attention-seeking; if you simply left, then nothing would have been said and no mind would have been paid to you nor your account.

You are either highly mistaken, pissing about like a troll seeking attention, or you might just be a jew yourself. Whether you stay and participate, lurk, or leave; whether you go to "jesus" or whatever you do, this ministry, its sites and its members and its goal, the Cause, are not going to stop; in fact, it will continue on and it will increase, and ultimately it will eradicate christianity its sibling islam and their parent root judaism once and for all. Indeed - we all will see.

I understand and everything on the websie makes pefect logical sense but becoming a satanist hasnt improved my life in anyways and it only keeps gettign worse. i havent left my house except for errands for almost 2 years now, thats how trauamtized and scared I am. I'm not troll seeking, im trauamtized and scared and just want this nightmare of a life to stop. im not ok. i have no family or support system and because of spiritual awakening i have a hard time relating to ppl and cant talk to them because of how ignorant they are, they are like zombie bots. having this much awareness of the world, and knowing that most of our consumerist goods are made by slaves in india, africa, and china is depressing because i want to chnage that and if i say that to people they mock me and make fun of me. i get mocked for wanting to make the world a better place.

everywhere i go people are harsh and cruel to me, im very introverted and shy and i have good manners, im polite, i am kind, i used to be an activist until people scared me away from that too because how am i standing up for good cuases like going to standing rock protests and people make fun of me and treat me like im inferior for wanting a better world.

i got severely abused by my parents , phsycially emotionally sexually. i got bullied at school. no where has ever been safe. and ever since i became a satanists ive been under so much spiritual warefare and attacks that i fear i'll actually go through with commiting suicide. i have no one and severely isolated and people keep kicking me when im down, i mentally cant take having one more person be mean to me i will slit my own throat in front of them thats how bad this is.

Question:
If you are so smart and enlightened about world affairs, how come you want to go to the jewish yeshua? They have exterminated millions of people and raped as many children, and then what makes you think it is better? The human sacrifice of yeshua made in every celebration? Or cursing yourself while paying the church?
Do you know what they will tell you in church? To love the people who gave you this pain, and they will tell you to repent and reject and hate yourself for the simple fact that you are human.

I'll tell you what:
Take a breath, empty your mind and apologise to Satan, and start working on yourself. Start deprogramming yourself from the abrahamic hoaxes and start cleansing your soul, avoid toxic relationships with fake satanists, and especially avoid talking about these sensitive things with strangers. Most humans are taken wrong and will ignore the rot in the world, becoming one of these people will not change the world and in fact will make it worse. Ordinary people are so ingrained and programmed that they will attack you if you try to help them and say that degeneracy is a virtue.

 

[Blitzkreig [SG]]

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It sounds like you have some deep karma pertaining to what you describe. Have you addressed it directly through a working? What you described are all indirect actions. You need to use Munka or Ansuz to remove the karmic source of these feelings.

You are being harassed because the enemy is trying to scare you, not because they want to help you. Does that not sound backward to you? Why would someone make your life awful if they were trying to somehow help you? That is completely evil, not befitting of a supposedly omnipotent god.

You should just take a deep breath and get back to meditating. Focus on cleaning, doing RTR's, and using Munka to remove karma and Christian programming.

Satan gives you the tools to heal yourself, such as Munka, cleaning, planetary squares, the runes, etc. What does Christianity ever offer you? Literally nothing.

These upcoming months have more Mars and Sun Squares available, so that will help with your confidence and assertion.

Just take a deep breath and hang in there. There is nothing to fear; these are just attacks.

 

[ZeljnaIstine]

I want nothing to do with Joy of Satan or Lucifer anymore. It was a mistake and realize Satan used my childhood trauma against me to decieve me to worship him.

I have been a devout Satanist since 2016 and it has landed me in scary, scary, scary places. It has led me to being human trafficked, homeless, raped multiple times, attacked and bullied everywhere I go, and to havesevere depression and spiritual attacks and be under severe spiritual warfare. Everywhere i go I see creepy ugly looking people who wear satanic symbols. I get bullied all the time despite being kind hearted, and polite unless I have to defend myself.

Last year I decided after only being on the main website to come on ancient forums and the fact people bullied and attacked me on here off the bat just for asking for help should of been my sign to turn to God, but instead I got deeper into Satanism and fought for Satan with all my heart.

Now I know that I have been deceived and lied to. Satanism has made me isolated, depressed, even more suicidal than I was as a child, and is ruining my life. I think spiritual awakening is evil and demonic and designed to make you kill yourself. I have thrown out all my crystals and my tarot deck and occult items and repented to the Lord

I have turned back to satanism and now worship Jesus Christ after deep thought. I was getting attacked in my sleep and the only think that helped was saying in the name of jesus. Doing daily aura cleaning and building, cleansing my soul, returning hexes and spells to senders, doing extreme cord cutting, and rituals for protection on a daily basis for a year now should of made my life better, but nope. im on the verge of suicidal.

Its crazy because when I was really fighting for satan, and I was homeless i would have ppl target me and talk about the devil, one time this guy locked me in a closet and told me the devil is lurking in the corner and terrorized me and wouldnt let me leave. why didnt i see this as a sign to find god?

The only thing that only makes me slightly still believe this website is that I get stalked and harassed by jews and they look very creepy and ugly, but nope. my life is worse than it was when i was a christian as a teenager. i had a horrible childhood and my adulthood is worse.

Please ban my account i want nothing to do with this and im very scared.

If you want explain a little more. What kind of protection do you do try runes instead of cutting the cords in some cases if it's a deep attachment such as ansuz.

Were you being open about being Satanist if so that is the cause of some of this it's not recommended. If those people knew they are trying to scare you out of it. This stuff doesn't need to happen.

I don't have enough details to know what was going on fully.

i dont even want to go into full details cause i already know im gunna be accused as usual of being crazy a jew, a drug addict. i cant take the accusations and mental abuse anymore. im not fucking a drug addict i hate drugs, i eat very healthy. im tired of people bearing false witness and speaking on my life when theyre not arround to wittness or expeirece the living hell i am going through my whole life. this life is cruel sick joke i want to commit suicide i cant take it anymore

Here if you know something about the sign, I care about you, And I don't accuse you of anything, And I believe you, but please you listen to me now. I don't want to convince you. I just want to point out some things, I see you had very difficult life, that you did not have protection from your parents. If you are misunderstood, I think you are very emotional and I understand you because I am the same. But ask yourself if these false Catholic priests are dragging you and lying to you along with their Jesus, they want to kill yourself. They don't care about you, they want to accuse our good father Satan, glory be to him. They want to throw lies at him again, why didn't Jesus help you when you were a child and when your parents sexually harassed you. allowed and still helped them to do these abominations to you. Do not give up Father Satan, this is now a great temptation to show your consistency. Our father loves people who are brave, do not turn your back on him because it will only get worse. Repent and talk to him until it's too late, tell him you stumbled upon Jesus' story, and that you know that and Drought doesn't care about you, that he wanted to take advantage of you. Don't leave, you can delete the account here, if that means anything to you, but don't push Father Satan away from you. Because he doesn't run after anyone. demons are disturbing, no it's not true, it's done by enemies I think it's clear to you. Get out of the situation, and you'll see. I'll be glad if I helped you at least a little, let me know when you think about it I'd like to know what you are decided

 

[Blackdragon666]

I want nothing to do with Joy of Satan or Lucifer anymore. It was a mistake and realize Satan used my childhood trauma against me to decieve me to worship him.

I have been a devout Satanist since 2016 and it has landed me in scary, scary, scary places. It has led me to being human trafficked, homeless, raped multiple times, attacked and bullied everywhere I go, and to havesevere depression and spiritual attacks and be under severe spiritual warfare. Everywhere i go I see creepy ugly looking people who wear satanic symbols. I get bullied all the time despite being kind hearted, and polite unless I have to defend myself.

Last year I decided after only being on the main website to come on ancient forums and the fact people bullied and attacked me on here off the bat just for asking for help should of been my sign to turn to God, but instead I got deeper into Satanism and fought for Satan with all my heart.

Now I know that I have been deceived and lied to. Satanism has made me isolated, depressed, even more suicidal than I was as a child, and is ruining my life. I think spiritual awakening is evil and demonic and designed to make you kill yourself. I have thrown out all my crystals and my tarot deck and occult items and repented to the Lord

I have turned back to satanism and now worship Jesus Christ after deep thought. I was getting attacked in my sleep and the only think that helped was saying in the name of jesus. Doing daily aura cleaning and building, cleansing my soul, returning hexes and spells to senders, doing extreme cord cutting, and rituals for protection on a daily basis for a year now should of made my life better, but nope. im on the verge of suicidal.

Its crazy because when I was really fighting for satan, and I was homeless i would have ppl target me and talk about the devil, one time this guy locked me in a closet and told me the devil is lurking in the corner and terrorized me and wouldnt let me leave. why didnt i see this as a sign to find god?

The only thing that only makes me slightly still believe this website is that I get stalked and harassed by jews and they look very creepy and ugly, but nope. my life is worse than it was when i was a christian as a teenager. i had a horrible childhood and my adulthood is worse.

Please ban my account i want nothing to do with this and im very scared.

I will assume this isn't some Israeli kike typing with its hooked nose to troll us.

Just another normal day for Satan. Spend ten thousand years fighting for people who blame you for their own karmic issues.

You have a screwed up soul and this is why you suffer a lot. It has nothing to do with Satan. You think going back to the worthless enemy thoughtform will change your karma? While jesus asks you to kiss his ass and he'll give you castles in the sky, Satan asks you to be a man and use the knowledge He gives you to fix your life.

Life is hard and it can even get extreme. Accept it, start fixing your soul and live to see better days.

This really is not a nice reply at all to be honest. Sounds like you really have not had much experience with this kind of thing.

I think I should have chosen a better word than 'fucked up'. I didn't mean it in a cruel way, but like a soul with serious issues. I am a very compassionate person but this often runs out the moment someone insults or slanders Satan or the Gods. I do get where you are coming from Brother.

The problem with the OP is that he puts anyone trying to help in an awkward position. You show compassion, he remains in his self-pitying spot. You give a realistic opinion, you don't care about him. You call him out for slandering Satan, you're the bad guy.

To the OP, Satan has nothing to do with what you have been through. I mean, you said it yourself, you have attracted abuse all your life. It has nothing to do with some jew in the sky punishing you or anyone in particular obsessing over you. This is something strong in your soul. Ending your life is just hitting a restart button on the cycle etched onto your soul.

It is very possible to turn your life around but you need to find your inner strength first. We can show you all the compassion in the universe but it won't change your karma. The people who abuse you will still keep doing it. You can do a standard ritual and vent out to Satan, and also apologize for taking it out on Him. When you feel better, come back to the forums for more advice on what to do.

 

[SShiva_fr]

Hail Satan!

Just to tell you...you are a beautiful soul, with a lot of Understanding (in every sense of the word).



To 666fairy : I sincerely hope you find the strength to fight and heal yourself

 

[High Priest Hooded Cobra 666]

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Please ban my account i want nothing to do with this and im very scared.

Your life sounds like a series of terrible mismanagement, not something "Satan" caused to you. It's just the easiest thing to say that this is Satan's fault, but it's not. There are people here from many countries who have had suffering like you, but with deliberate efforts and patience have turned it around.

But it takes time. There is no random solution to this. You need to meditate but also take meaningful steps to change your life. If you are about to die from unemployment, then you need to find employment or something to survive with.

All you did was take this shit life you had and throw the responsibility to the "Satan" or whatever, which was the easiest thing given your scars and past.

The suffering is not going to go away since your series of stupid actions and possibly damning planets, is still there. Your mindset is also way off and nothing has been adapted from Satanism in anyway.

The mentality that "My life is total shit, and I'll just change into Jeboo and it will go good", is something that 99% of Jeboo followers who live like shit can testify.

Islam, better be left unsaid. Point being, Satan and the Gods can help you but your karma and your own choices have to be overcome, and certainly if you back down and let yourself succumb, nothing will change. In fact, the phenomena may increase with the enemy.

Take the compassionate replies of some people human to human, despite of your choices to be with Satan or not. Because this advice is going to help you no matter what.

Also, be aware that the reality is that the xians will try to buy your soul. It's sad but true. They will try to buy you over a dish of food. Anyhow, if they offer you help, given your situation is death and life, take it, but don't think that any of this is going to change the situation.

Chances are high this might be a shill post. Also, in Spiritual Satanism, 99% of people who dedicate find empowerment and receive help. Yet if you start from such a broken life, then you need to be strong to turn in around.

In xian programs, 99% of people don't get any change.

 

[NinRick]

I want nothing to do with Joy of Satan or Lucifer anymore. It was a mistake and realize Satan used my childhood trauma against me to decieve me to worship him.

I have been a devout Satanist since 2016 and it has landed me in scary, scary, scary places. It has led me to being human trafficked, homeless, raped multiple times, attacked and bullied everywhere I go, and to havesevere depression and spiritual attacks and be under severe spiritual warfare. Everywhere i go I see creepy ugly looking people who wear satanic symbols. I get bullied all the time despite being kind hearted, and polite unless I have to defend myself.

Last year I decided after only being on the main website to come on ancient forums and the fact people bullied and attacked me on here off the bat just for asking for help should of been my sign to turn to God, but instead I got deeper into Satanism and fought for Satan with all my heart.

Now I know that I have been deceived and lied to. Satanism has made me isolated, depressed, even more suicidal than I was as a child, and is ruining my life. I think spiritual awakening is evil and demonic and designed to make you kill yourself. I have thrown out all my crystals and my tarot deck and occult items and repented to the Lord

I have turned back to satanism and now worship Jesus Christ after deep thought. I was getting attacked in my sleep and the only think that helped was saying in the name of jesus. Doing daily aura cleaning and building, cleansing my soul, returning hexes and spells to senders, doing extreme cord cutting, and rituals for protection on a daily basis for a year now should of made my life better, but nope. im on the verge of suicidal.

Its crazy because when I was really fighting for satan, and I was homeless i would have ppl target me and talk about the devil, one time this guy locked me in a closet and told me the devil is lurking in the corner and terrorized me and wouldnt let me leave. why didnt i see this as a sign to find god?

The only thing that only makes me slightly still believe this website is that I get stalked and harassed by jews and they look very creepy and ugly, but nope. my life is worse than it was when i was a christian as a teenager. i had a horrible childhood and my adulthood is worse.

Please ban my account i want nothing to do with this and im very scared.

Well you are doing something very wrong. Itsstarfire, you are doing something HORRIBLY wrong.

Okay, you not so intelligent individual.... you fought for Satan, you destroyed the Hebrew letters, you attacked the Jews, Jewsus, YHWH, and the Angels...

DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT AFTER EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE TO THEM IT IS A GOOD IDEA TO LEAVE SATAN AND THE DEMONS SO YOU CAN GO TO THE ENEMY, WHO HATES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING?

Well, tbh, after being a Satanist for so long, you have done something horribly wrong. Maybe stop blaming Satan and take responsibility for your own fucking live, situation and relationships. But no of course, you blame Satan. Little princess is still super upset after going against people.

Well, I can tell you something, from now on, everything will go down hill, if you think that live was bad before, you are in for a ride.

Satan was the only thing between you and them, have fun as once someone willingly leaves Satan, Satan also leaves them, you are without and you are alone now.

To anyone who is like this person, this is how NOT TO DO IT, there is NO GOING BACK!

MY LIFE IS ALREADY A FUCKING LIVING NIGHTMARE LEAVE ME ALONE AND JUST FUCKING BAN MY ACCOUNT. I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE I CANT TAKE ANOTHER DAY OF THS LIVING NIGHTMARE. 26 YEARS OF EXTREME ABUSE AND BULLYING AND TORTURE I HATE HUMANS AND I HATE THIS WORLD.


people never help and just kick me when im already down.i just need campssion and empathy and never given that, just treated like shit when im hurting badly

YOU LEFT SATAN AND WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE IS EVEN MORE STUPID!!!
IF YOU DIE NOW YOU ARE ALL ALONE AND ALL THOSE ENTITIES THAT ATTACKED YOU WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU!

 

[NinRick]

My Jewdar is going off on this one sounds super familiar. This person should think about what kind of interactions they have had with them. I am almost sure that is the cause of the problem somehow. I talked a lot to at least 3 people who had major problems dealing with this. The line is very similar here.

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She is not a jew, she is a black gentile, who has servere psychological issues, is bi-polar, over dramatics everything, and thinks things are there which is are not there at all. Thinks everything is worse than it actually is.
Couple that with spiritual attacks, and this already confused and very bi-polar person, gets even more confused and terrified.

The thing is, I am perfectly psychologically healthy and I went insane for a while as well, because I didn’t do any cleaning and protection for an extended period, while doing warfare.

An angel attached on my soul and Satan had to destroy it.

Those things also wanted to get me away from Satan.

The enemy exactly knows where your weaknesses are.
It is easy for them to give you panic attacks and manipulate you in many ways they want, if you are slacking, or have issues and weaknesses to begin with.

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The only piece of advice I can give you is to beg Satan to take you back, to ask for his guidance and also help.
Do daily hardcore and deep cleaning, do lots of protection, and you mentioned earlier ago how you left a coffeeshop, some time back, if you do weed, do not fucking do it. Your psychological condition is nowhere near where you could possibly do weed in a safe manner. The enemy has a lot of area to grip, to make you suffer and manipulate you in ways they see fit.

Good luck.

 

[SSinHeartandSoul]

This is just pure comedy gold.

This person is being helped even tough she is bashing the gods especially father Satan, She cannot even explain the simplest things like meditations/workings or runes she used even tough she claims to be with Satan for 5 years, She is praising jewsus... And people here are still trying to help her, Even tough all she does is lash out against every SS that tries to help her in any way.

The story she is telling is just insane, I don't know what weird world she lives in, But the things happening to her in her stories is just ludicrous. There is one thing that i don't understand, Or possibly have missed. She stated that she is homeless, Later on she says that she is scared to leave her home, So what, is she scared to leave her cardboard box or something? Does her cardboard box also have internet?

On one side i'm amazed that this stuff is allowed here, Especially because its not allowed to bash the gods/Satan or praise jewsus on this forum. But on the other side i just love to read this kind of sht every now and then.

 

[666fairy]

This is just pure comedy gold.

This person is being helped even tough she is bashing the gods especially father Satan, She cannot even explain the simplest things like meditations/workings or runes she used even tough she claims to be with Satan for 5 years, She is praising jewsus... And people here are still trying to help her, Even tough all she does is lash out against every SS that tries to help her in any way.

The story she is telling is just insane, I don't know what weird world she lives in, But the things happening to her in her stories is just ludicrous. There is one thing that i don't understand, Or possibly have missed. She stated that she is homeless, Later on she says that she is scared to leave her home, So what, is she scared to leave her cardboard box or something? Does her cardboard box also have internet?

On one side i'm amazed that this stuff is allowed here, Especially because its not allowed to bash the gods/Satan or praise jewsus on this forum. But on the other side i just love to read this kind of sht every now and then.

You clearly dont read properly, I SAID WHEN I WAS HOMELESS, NOT IM HOMELESS, BUT WHEN I WAS HOMELESS!!

IM NOT BASHING SATAN IM FUCKING SCARED BECAUSE MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL, AND ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT EVERYONE BLAMES ME AND SCAPEGOATS FOR OTHER PEOPLES FUCKED UP ACTIONS IM NOT MAKING STUPID ACTIONS, IM FUCKING BEING TORMETED AND MISTREADTED EVERYWHERE I GO BY OTHER HUMANS BEINGS

 

[Alexandros Iowno [SG]]

My Jewdar is going off on this one sounds super familiar. This person should think about what kind of interactions they have had with them. I am almost sure that is the cause of the problem somehow. I talked a lot to at least 3 people who had major problems dealing with this. The line is very similar here.

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She is not a jew, she is a black gentile, who has servere psychological issues, is bi-polar, over dramatics everything, and thinks things are there which is are not there at all. Thinks everything is worse than it actually is.
Couple that with spiritual attacks, and this already confused and very bi-polar person, gets even more confused and terrified.

Slyscorpion, you don't have a "jewdar" neither are you in the position to draw conclusions for someone if they are a jew or not, private or publicly, irrespective of the subject above. After due time, reflection, and judgment, my advice within these subjects of energy reading, impressions and judgments for you, it is better to focus on yourself and leave others out. I speak from a place of trying to help you, not put you down or on the spot. Stop focusing on the enemy, and focus on the good and valuable people.

About the OP, the only normal course of action is to seek help from professional doctors and specialists. JoS, spirituality, has nothing to do with this, and at this point, nobody here or elsewhere can help you figure your life out, but by medical care and specialized help. There are people who have it harder than you, people who can help you, people who enjoy seeing you succeed. A mental condition is nothing to laugh about or to be ignored. Good luck.

 

[FlameGhost]

I'm not too sure if what I say will help or not; but I have grown up and still live in a christian home.. And earlier in my life I was a xian and I would be horrified of the idea of "not being sved" or blaspheming the holy kike.. I mean "ghost", and put in some boiling lake, sun, earth.. and whatever other form of jewish doctrine out there. After reading what they are and accepting that there is no reason to follow them and their lies as there is no reason to follow a god that is supposed to be "all powereful" and can do "anything" to cast those away just for choosing not to follow them; I could care less if I was put over whater lake, sun, dust bowl pot right now..; I would still shout and call out the gods of the jews till my last breath.. As other people have said, you need to stay strong and cleanse yourself. I think what VoiceofEnki said would be good for that and I feel like that will help me too as I do still live in such a home where I do feel the negetive energy each time I even walk out of my room... My girlfriend has also dedicated a bit recently and before she has had quite a few issues with anxiety and depression and ofc I don't think the vaccine helped in that case along with it all. But now all of that is virtually gone. I do believe I could feel when the reptilian trash that was attached to her being destroyed. That has all the more given me faith to keep on and let me know that I'm doing the right thing.

 

[Eric13]

I dont have. victim mentality, i am repeatedly being victimized. the fact im too scared to leave my home should be evidence enough of that, you people arent here with me to see how people treat me on a regular basis, and they know ts wrong because just the other day the hair salon kept apologizing for the stylists bullying me and gave me a refund. i couldnt believe it even happened, everytime i leave my home im at risk of cruel treatment for no reason this is extreme spiritual warefare im scared for my life and im scared God si punishing me for a being a satanist i will do anything to make this stop

Hey, I just wanted to say, I’ve been where you are and I want to tell you a small version of my story to explain why you shouldn’t leave Satanism and go to xianty, cause right now you feel almost betrayed by Satanism and you’re life is falling apart. But this isn’t true. I’ll explain.

I was at a point almost a year ago where I was in the darkest time of my life. I was being severely attacked by the enemy, I was going through a lot of bad Astro transits, I was in a horrible place. I was doing rtrs around the clock. I was doing cleansing workings and protection workings literally every hour in the day. I would stop once an hour and do vibrations and visualizations. Nothing was helping. I felt truly helpless. I was praying to Satan daily. Still things were getting worse and worse. Attacks were at an all time high. I was truly terrified and didn’t know what to do. I began to distance myself from Satanism. I never joined the enemy or anything, but I just stopped doing rtrs and distanced myself for a short period of time from it all and guess what happened? Nothing. The attacks still continued. That’s the thing. They’ll never stop. The enemy is never going to relent on us. Which is why we must never relent on them. Even if you become a xian you’ll learn the hard way that it’ll be exponentially worse for you and your life.

Here’s the reality. The reason you’re being attacked so much is your feeding into it deeply. People who are very emotional are the most susceptible to attacks. Eventually you become convinced in your mind that none of your meditations will help you and the attacks are too strong. But this isn’t true. You have to learn to ignore their attacks and presence. You have to learn to brush it off and not let it effect you and you have to really believe in your meditations and cleansing and protection spells. That’s the only way they’ll truly work and how you’ll be able to benefit from them. If you keep saying none of it works and you’re life is just getting worse. Then of course it won’t work. And also when it comes to spiritual matters, things take time. So if there isn’t immediate results, don’t be discouraged. It is still working. But you have dug yourself into a hole and it takes time to get out. Keep being persistent. Understand that the enemy attacks really only work when you give power to them by dwelling on them and being afraid of them. Learn to tune it out and keep with meditations. Focus on building your relationship with the gods and Satan and please never ever ever consider joining xianity or the related ever again. That’s the worst thing you’ve done. But there’s still hope. You don’t have to give up like this. You just need a mindset change. I know because I was just like you and there is light at the end of the tunnel.

 

[FancyMancy]

My Jewdar is going off on this one sounds super familiar. This person should think about what kind of interactions they have had with them. I am almost sure that is the cause of the problem somehow. I talked a lot to at least 3 people who had major problems dealing with this. The line is very similar here.

IF this was a real person with a real issue i would sympathize. but with the intel i havee gathered as of late i am certain it's a rat shill. Just a heads up. They might even send in more.

Be that as it may, others who read this can see the help and advice given. At this point, I'm going to bow out. Only 1 can help 1. At the end of the day, no-one (no-1) else is going to do the work. We are individual flowers growing among a sea of weeds - or we can wilt away and die, or be a weed and choke the rest of the garden.

 

[Blitzkreig [SG]]

This is just pure comedy gold.

This person is being helped even tough she is bashing the gods especially father Satan, She cannot even explain the simplest things like meditations/workings or runes she used even tough she claims to be with Satan for 5 years, She is praising jewsus... And people here are still trying to help her, Even tough all she does is lash out against every SS that tries to help her in any way.

This is done on the chance that they aren't trolling. Either they are trolling and you shoot them down by giving them the solution to the alleged problem, or you actually end up helping them.

Lots of people had blasphemous thoughts before getting seriously into JOS. It is not about what you once thought, but what you are willing to change.

You are right though, the story does not make a whole lot of sense.

 

[Shadowcat]

My Jewdar is going off on this one sounds super familiar. This person should think about what kind of interactions they have had with them. I am almost sure that is the cause of the problem somehow. I talked a lot to at least 3 people who had major problems dealing with this. The line is very similar here.

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She is not a jew, she is a black gentile, who has servere psychological issues, is bi-polar, over dramatics everything, and thinks things are there which is are not there at all. Thinks everything is worse than it actually is.
Couple that with spiritual attacks, and this already confused and very bi-polar person, gets even more confused and terrified.

The thing is, I am perfectly psychologically healthy and I went insane for a while as well, because I didn’t do any cleaning and protection for an extended period, while doing warfare.

An angel attached on my soul and Satan had to destroy it.

Those things also wanted to get me away from Satan.

The enemy exactly knows where your weaknesses are.
It is easy for them to give you panic attacks and manipulate you in many ways they want, if you are slacking, or have issues and weaknesses to begin with.

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The only piece of advice I can give you is to beg Satan to take you back, to ask for his guidance and also help.
Do daily hardcore and deep cleaning, do lots of protection, and you mentioned earlier ago how you left a coffeeshop, some time back, if you do weed, do not fucking do it. Your psychological condition is nowhere near where you could possibly do weed in a safe manner. The enemy has a lot of area to grip, to make you suffer and manipulate you in ways they see fit.

Good luck.

I see. Well like i mentioned if i was wrong about it being a shit post i hope the issues are resolved. I am glad things are better for you as well now Ninrick and hopefully this also shows others one of the possibilities of what can bring them to this state of which has nothing to do with the doing of the Gods.

 

[Rational Satanist]

Anyone who falls for this person's nonsense needs to learn to not be so gullible. They came in swinging, and then they immediately start trying to play the victim. They knew what they were doing from the start. Make a scene, yell fire, and then when you have everyone's angry attention, start crying about your life and yelling at them to stop being mean to you. It's so obvious what they are doing.

On top of that, if you avoid falling into their emotional plea and having your heart strings manipulated, and instead stick to logic and the straight facts, you will notice firstly just how freaking unbelievable their story sounds and that most of it doesn't even add up. This is why they cried to me about me being "cold" and cruel or whatever, because I didn't fall for their emotional manipulation, and I'm not going to. They think I'm stupid. I've seen this all before, I know all the tricks, and I'm hardened. Too fucking bad.

This 100%. This person is a typical psychic vampire, she even fits Lavey's description of a psychic vampire perfectly. It's a total attention wh**e and professional victim. Too many people get sucked in and keep replying to her posts which receive lots of replies from people who suffer from a savior complex. The best thing to do is to ignore her and stop giving her attention. She feeds on your attention and especially negative attention.

She has been doing this since its previous account "itsstarfire". People rightly suspected her of being a troll/attention whore and then she started playing the victim and talking about stuff like her PTSD or being raped which were totally irrelevant to the case but which were mentioned to guilt trip people and so some people caved in to her. She's been doing that since day one.

Not to mention that her posts give off a very negative vibe and as a highly sensitive person that I am, they make me sick to the stomach so I usually avoid reading them.

It's so obvious that that person is beyond help. If that person actually could be helped, she would take responsibility for herself instead of playing the victim and trying to guilt-trip people who call her out.

There are so many other people who can receive help. Let's not waste our attention and time to the one who can't.

 

[666fairy]

This is just pure comedy gold.

This person is being helped even tough she is bashing the gods especially father Satan, She cannot even explain the simplest things like meditations/workings or runes she used even tough she claims to be with Satan for 5 years, She is praising jewsus... And people here are still trying to help her, Even tough all she does is lash out against every SS that tries to help her in any way.

This is done on the chance that they aren't trolling. Either they are trolling and you shoot them down by giving them the solution to the alleged problem, or you actually end up helping them.

Lots of people had blasphemous thoughts before getting seriously into JOS. It is not about what you once thought, but what you are willing to change.

You are right though, the story does not make a whole lot of sense.

nah im out, ban my fucking acount. for a moment fancymancy convinced me to stay and peoples advice here, but al the name calling and false accusations are hurting my mental health severely and i cant be a satanist when these are the people that represent it. ban my account, i want nothing to do with this it if its followers are this fucking disgusting and evil. i dont even know if illl go to christianity again either because their followers are just as bad.

 

[SSinHeartandSoul]

Anyone who falls for this person's nonsense needs to learn to not be so gullible. They came in swinging, and then they immediately start trying to play the victim. They knew what they were doing from the start. Make a scene, yell fire, and then when you have everyone's angry attention, start crying about your life and yelling at them to stop being mean to you. It's so obvious what they are doing.

On top of that, if you avoid falling into their emotional plea and having your heart strings manipulated, and instead stick to logic and the straight facts, you will notice firstly just how freaking unbelievable their story sounds and that most of it doesn't even add up. This is why they cried to me about me being "cold" and cruel or whatever, because I didn't fall for their emotional manipulation, and I'm not going to. They think I'm stupid. I've seen this all before, I know all the tricks, and I'm hardened. Too fucking bad.

If they wanted help then they would get it, and they would turn their own life around. Nobody is THIS helpless, especially not a Satanist who has been reading long enough to have a grasp of the whole situation like they demonstrated they do. They switch between enlightened and helplessly ignorant like it's red light/green light. It's a play. They were on a mission to confuse people, wrap as many up in their negative energy spiral as they could in one fell swoop, and waste peoples' time and energy to "help" them during this important RTR schedule which is to strengthen us for the next one.

Everything that people have already told this fool is readily available on the JoS websites, and they have clearly been there already and read things. They already know all this, and they have internet access to be wasting our time like this in the first place so they aren't in a situation where they can't read the site and help themselves.

Stop wasting your time and breath on this person. It's just to rope you in. If they were actually a gentile then the tough love approach is best for this person anyway which many people chose intuitively. You can't help someone who won't help themselves.

I know it's hard to believe, but there are pathological liars in this world (who aren't even jewish). I met one in the past, and they just don't operate the same. They will tell you all kinds of bullshit stories, and sometimes it will even seem like they believe it and that they wouldn't make something like that up - but they did, and you have to maintain your skepticism or else they will bring you out of touch with reality. People like me who prefer to tell the truth as a policy can't understand why people would lie like this, but they just do. Not everyone is the same. I had to learn this the hard way.

My advice to everyone is stick to the cold hard facts next time instead of being someone's sucker.

Harsh but very true, Recently i have learned how compassion and care doesn't work the way you would think. It doesn't matter how hard one would try to convince someone like fairy, It would never work if said person isn't willing to listen, no matter how much compassion and care you put into it.

If fairy really wanted help, It would be way more beneficial to point out the obvious, Make them think about what it is that is wrong in their life instead of trying to gently suggest how to do things differently. Even then it might be impossible to help someone that acts on emotions and irrational thoughts.

Anyway we both know that fairy isn't here for help, Its obvious she's here to sow discord among newer members and even established members, Waste our time and to ''attack'' the emphatic people around here.

 

[SSinHeartandSoul]

This is done on the chance that they aren't trolling. Either they are trolling and you shoot them down by giving them the solution to the alleged problem, or you actually end up helping them.

Lots of people had blasphemous thoughts before getting seriously into JOS. It is not about what you once thought, but what you are willing to change.

You are right though, the story does not make a whole lot of sense.

You are right, There are people that really are brainwashed and see everything in black and white, Of course even those people deserve help when they need it.

But in this case it is plain obvious to me that there was no intent of asking for help, This was purely made to bash the jos and to waste the time of SS here. The longer the story went on the clearer it was that she has no idea what the jos is about, There was no intent to understand a word anyone said, And as time went on more and more holes started to appear in the story.

If this person wanted or needed help, tough love would work way better to get trough to this person. Don't feed their emotional and irrational thoughts, Ask rational and easy to understand questions, If they are unable or not willing to react in a rational way, they are just a wast of time. How can you help someone that is not willing to listen or change?

 

[The Alchemist7 [SG]]

I have been a devout Satanist since 2016 and it has landed me in scary, scary, scary places. It has led me to being human trafficked, homeless, raped multiple times, attacked and bullied everywhere I go, and to havesevere depression and spiritual attacks and be under severe spiritual warfare.

No, that is in contradiction with your own words that you said in other posts. You said in another topic that:

I'm really happy I pushed and motivated myself, but in all honesty im still very depressed and struggling deeply. I had a very traumatic childhood where I got physically, emotionally, and psychologically abused by extremist Christian parents, and then went to school and was bullied, ostracized, and scapegoated by my peers.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=63256&p=286362#p286362

So what is the point to blame your childhood unfortunate events on Joy of Satan? I also went through unfortunate events and I only blame myself to this day and beyond for being a fool and allow what happened. Since you became Satanist, what have you done concretely to move on from the traumatic events you went through? Did you try to take revenge on someone? Did you try to become stronger mentally and physically so you don't allow anyone anymore to bully you? It is understandable that you had a `cursed life` but it doesn't help with anything to carry on acting as a victim because nobody can physically help you to improve things.

The reality is, as I said in another post, many people nowadays are full of crap and materialistic and selfish, therefore finding any emotional support on other people around you is unlikely to happen unless you program the right people to come to you by using magik. You have to become stronger on your own without depending on anyone, this including emotionally, mentally, physicially, financially and so on. Therefore practice a fight sport to be able to defend yourself, do meditate to become more `imposant` and `confident` so to say (the exact term is not coming now but I think you know what I mean), which becomes more and more striking as you meditate on the Solar chakra, do work a lot for the Gods to attract blessings upon yourself, do aura and chakra cleaning daily, preferably in the morning or before work.

Another thing, make a list with all issues that are affecting you at the moment, what is pressing you and holds you back from advancing yourself. Then find eays to fix these obstacles and understand that it might take a matter of time until these issues get sorted if they are rooted in the soul, but this only if you do concrete action to fix your issues. Then you always have the forum where to ask for help and you also have the Gods on your side but primarily you must be able to help yourself in order for others to help you. Commiting suicide is an extremely cowardly act as you give up fighting, especially at this point of time where Spiritual Satanists are extremely important for the fate of this planet.

 

[darkmonkey666]

My Jewdar is going off on this one sounds super familiar. This person should think about what kind of interactions they have had with them. I am almost sure that is the cause of the problem somehow. I talked a lot to at least 3 people who had major problems dealing with this. The line is very similar here.

...

She is not a jew, she is a black gentile, who has servere psychological issues, is bi-polar, over dramatics everything, and thinks things are there which is are not there at all. Thinks everything is worse than it actually is.
Couple that with spiritual attacks, and this already confused and very bi-polar person, gets even more confused and terrified.

Slyscorpion, you don't have a "jewdar" neither are you in the position to draw conclusions for someone if they are a jew or not, private or publicly, irrespective of the subject above. After due time, reflection, and judgment, my advice within these subjects of energy reading, impressions and judgments for you, it is better to focus on yourself and leave others out. I speak from a place of trying to help you, not put you down or on the spot. Stop focusing on the enemy, and focus on the good and valuable people.

About the OP, the only normal course of action is to seek help from professional doctors and specialists. JoS, spirituality, has nothing to do with this, and at this point, nobody here or elsewhere can help you figure your life out, but by medical care and specialized help. There are people who have it harder than you, people who can help you, people who enjoy seeing you succeed. A mental condition is nothing to laugh about or to be ignored. Good luck.

In real life at least I am usually able to figure out who is Jew that same sensitivity usually saves me there as well as the features are kind of obvious too. Not on the groups as much if at all.

Here is what I meant though I can usually figure out who had major problems with Jews cause it creates a mindstate not much different than what you see here. It's repeated over and over even in people outside the groups and in other beliefs. That is what I meant.

I am trying to focus on myself I am not going to encourage me reading all sorts of other people and I didn't come up with that idea that is why I was so hesitant to do it I just picked up of the energy of one person strongly for some reason and told them stuff they said was correct this doesn't mean I can do it with everyone. That reminds me of high school where people would constantly ask me to do stuff for them and I would be the only one ever doing anything.

Some of this stuff does sound like an in the mind kind of thing. I never doubted that but things have to be taken at face value here when writing I thought.

I will say people that have mindsets like this in real life are not usually that fun to be around and annoying but this is the internet so I don't have to deal with that personally if I can help one person and be empathetic it's what the Gods want but my intention was to hope this person would start to fix it.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I will assume this isn't some Israeli kike typing with its hooked nose to troll us.

Just another normal day for Satan. Spend ten thousand years fighting for people who blame you for their own karmic issues.

You have a screwed up soul and this is why you suffer a lot. It has nothing to do with Satan. You think going back to the worthless enemy thoughtform will change your karma? While jesus asks you to kiss his ass and he'll give you castles in the sky, Satan asks you to be a man and use the knowledge He gives you to fix your life.

Life is hard and it can even get extreme. Accept it, start fixing your soul and live to see better days.

This really is not a nice reply at all to be honest. Sounds like you really have not had much experience with this kind of thing.

Slyscorpion, there's a lot of people who want to see you grow and evolve. You have a savior complex, and you're drawn to these xians with xian energy and victim mindset like a moth to a flame. You keep trying and trying, and thinking that if you just word things in the right way, word it just a little bit better this time to not trigger them and get them to see your point and take your advice, that they will listen and change. I know because I used to do the exact same thing for years with a xian. It's never going to happen. It's a xian game. It doesn't matter how perfectly you word things because they will never change, and you will never get that victory and feel accomplished for helping them to help themself. Because they won't help themselves, ever. They are addicted to their problems. And you are addicted to trying to get them to stop being addicted to their problems and get better. This is a mutual cycle, and xians will always feed on you like this unless YOU change. There's people who see your potential, and they want you to stop dragging yourself down by trying to help hopeless people. You have to accept it that you will never see a person like this change, and you have to let go. There are people who are more deserving of your help that you can ACTUALLY help.

It makes me feel good to help out the victim and the marginalized aspect of society and make them feel better more empowered etc cause I feel like a victim myself and marginalized by the society I live in.

That is the core of this philosophy it has really nothing to do with me being xtian or attracted to anything xtian.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

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Sly Scorpion is a good caring man and he wants to help people. What is christian about that? There should be more people like him.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Mainly I feel like I am one of only a few people on this earth that is really willing to do that much about the situation. I will probably end up having to do way more than I should some day cause of that to try to help the world while most people do nothing to improve themselves.

 

[Henu the Great]

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Sly Scorpion is a good caring man and he wants to help people. What is christian about that? There should be more people like him.

No, it's just that he targets xians. Not that I have anything against that (it can be unproductive as stated above, though). I just wanted to point this out because I think you misunderstood.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [SG]]

In real life at least I am usually able to figure out who is Jew that same sensitivity usually saves me there as well as the features are kind of obvious too. Not on the groups as much if at all.

Here is what I meant though I can usually figure out who had major problems with Jews cause it creates a mindstate not much different than what you see here. It's repeated over and over even in people outside the groups and in other beliefs. That is what I meant.

I am trying to focus on myself I am not going to encourage me reading all sorts of other people and I didn't come up with that idea that is why I was so hesitant to do it I just picked up of the energy of one person strongly for some reason and told them stuff they said was correct this doesn't mean I can do it with everyone. That reminds me of high school where people would constantly ask me to do stuff for them and I would be the only one ever doing anything.

Some of this stuff does sound like an in the mind kind of thing. I never doubted that but things have to be taken at face value here when writing I thought.

I will say people that have mindsets like this in real life are not usually that fun to be around and annoying but this is the internet so I don't have to deal with that personally if I can help one person and be empathetic it's what the Gods want but my intention was to hope this person would start to fix it.

I know it may sound stern but it is actually with good faith and a supportive basis. I appreciated that you hesitated. These things are hard to do, and a conduit of work, ethics, and level of advancement are required.

I checked you out on that front, seeing so many people wanting to get a reading from you (colorelen@protonmail - false email and narrative). It is to be said that the "reading" and actual reality were exemplary parallel, but given the fact you didn't expand upon this subject on the forum, and/or haven't acted more than this, this only holds as a friendly reminder and warning to not go that way. It is only normal for those that do these things and are on the forum, to be checked out.

If any new person, gullible or even gifted comes along in the wrong credentials and people who do false readings, charts or whatever, this holds a terrible effect on our people of Satan. Someone having "I'm a jew " attack having someone tell them they're a jew even though it is false can have horrible consequences for both parties.

Now on the actual intuition, as I have tested everything, it wasn't hard to understand the person or idea behind that email. You told straight up some funny things about someone who is advanced, to say it directly.

You are very impressionable regardless of the spiritual nature of your pursuits, and this holds true on a environmental basis and also the people you surround yourself with. I happen to also know more than this, as such I hold emphasis that you need to surround yourself with winners, beautiful people and you will win as well.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

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Sly Scorpion is a good caring man and he wants to help people. What is christian about that? There should be more people like him.

No, it's just that he targets xians. Not that I have anything against that (it can be unproductive as stated above, though). I just wanted to point this out because I think you misunderstood.

And you're a great man too. Don't think I am having favorites. :lol:

I love most of our family here.

 

[Henu the Great]

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Sly Scorpion is a good caring man and he wants to help people. What is christian about that? There should be more people like him.

No, it's just that he targets xians. Not that I have anything against that (it can be unproductive as stated above, though). I just wanted to point this out because I think you misunderstood.

And you're a great man too. Don't think I am having favorites. :lol:

I love most of our family here.

I used to be "the bad". I turned this around when I joined here. I did realise only after that, oops, wasn't there Alexander The Great, how foolish of me.

 

[darkmonkey666]

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Sly Scorpion is a good caring man and he wants to help people. What is christian about that? There should be more people like him.

No, it's just that he targets xians. Not that I have anything against that (it can be unproductive as stated above, though). I just wanted to point this out because I think you misunderstood.

I never targeted a person I knew was an xtian even once to try to help them I don't like being around those type of people. Targeting people with xtian mentality maybe yes.

 

[darkmonkey666]

In real life at least I am usually able to figure out who is Jew that same sensitivity usually saves me there as well as the features are kind of obvious too. Not on the groups as much if at all.

Here is what I meant though I can usually figure out who had major problems with Jews cause it creates a mindstate not much different than what you see here. It's repeated over and over even in people outside the groups and in other beliefs. That is what I meant.

I am trying to focus on myself I am not going to encourage me reading all sorts of other people and I didn't come up with that idea that is why I was so hesitant to do it I just picked up of the energy of one person strongly for some reason and told them stuff they said was correct this doesn't mean I can do it with everyone. That reminds me of high school where people would constantly ask me to do stuff for them and I would be the only one ever doing anything.

Some of this stuff does sound like an in the mind kind of thing. I never doubted that but things have to be taken at face value here when writing I thought.

I will say people that have mindsets like this in real life are not usually that fun to be around and annoying but this is the internet so I don't have to deal with that personally if I can help one person and be empathetic it's what the Gods want but my intention was to hope this person would start to fix it.

I know it may sound stern but it is actually with good faith and a supportive basis. I appreciated that you hesitated. These things are hard to do, and a conduit of work, ethics, and level of advancement are required.

I checked you out on that front, seeing so many people wanting to get a reading from you (colorelen@protonmail - false email and narrative). It is to be said that the "reading" and actual reality were exemplary parallel, but given the fact you didn't expand upon this subject on the forum, and/or haven't acted more than this, this only holds as a friendly reminder and warning to not go that way. It is only normal for those that do these things and are on the forum, to be checked out.

If any new person, gullible or even gifted comes along in the wrong credentials and people who do false readings, charts or whatever, this holds a terrible effect on our people of Satan. Someone having "I'm a jew " attack having someone tell them they're a jew even though it is false can have horrible consequences for both parties.

Now on the actual intuition, as I have tested everything, it wasn't hard to understand the person or idea behind that email. You told straight up some funny things about someone who is advanced, to say it directly.

You are very impressionable regardless of the spiritual nature of your pursuits, and this holds true on a environmental basis and also the people you surround yourself with. I happen to also know more than this, as such I hold emphasis that you need to surround yourself with winners, beautiful people and you will win as well.

The impressionable thing is mostly an overload of Neptune energies coming in I am guessing. It should get better in the future not sure how to work on it though.

 

[darkmonkey666]

In real life at least I am usually able to figure out who is Jew that same sensitivity usually saves me there as well as the features are kind of obvious too. Not on the groups as much if at all.

Here is what I meant though I can usually figure out who had major problems with Jews cause it creates a mindstate not much different than what you see here. It's repeated over and over even in people outside the groups and in other beliefs. That is what I meant.

I am trying to focus on myself I am not going to encourage me reading all sorts of other people and I didn't come up with that idea that is why I was so hesitant to do it I just picked up of the energy of one person strongly for some reason and told them stuff they said was correct this doesn't mean I can do it with everyone. That reminds me of high school where people would constantly ask me to do stuff for them and I would be the only one ever doing anything.

Some of this stuff does sound like an in the mind kind of thing. I never doubted that but things have to be taken at face value here when writing I thought.

I will say people that have mindsets like this in real life are not usually that fun to be around and annoying but this is the internet so I don't have to deal with that personally if I can help one person and be empathetic it's what the Gods want but my intention was to hope this person would start to fix it.

I know it may sound stern but it is actually with good faith and a supportive basis. I appreciated that you hesitated. These things are hard to do, and a conduit of work, ethics, and level of advancement are required.

I checked you out on that front, seeing so many people wanting to get a reading from you (colorelen@protonmail - false email and narrative). It is to be said that the "reading" and actual reality were exemplary parallel, but given the fact you didn't expand upon this subject on the forum, and/or haven't acted more than this, this only holds as a friendly reminder and warning to not go that way. It is only normal for those that do these things and are on the forum, to be checked out.

If any new person, gullible or even gifted comes along in the wrong credentials and people who do false readings, charts or whatever, this holds a terrible effect on our people of Satan. Someone having "I'm a jew " attack having someone tell them they're a jew even though it is false can have horrible consequences for both parties.

Now on the actual intuition, as I have tested everything, it wasn't hard to understand the person or idea behind that email. You told straight up some funny things about someone who is advanced, to say it directly.

You are very impressionable regardless of the spiritual nature of your pursuits, and this holds true on a environmental basis and also the people you surround yourself with. I happen to also know more than this, as such I hold emphasis that you need to surround yourself with winners, beautiful people and you will win as well.

Unless you know or picked up on something I myself don't even know about myself. That may be helpful for me to know if you do. I am not really wanting to go along the narrative of doing readings at least right now because of exactly the reasons you stated here. I don't feel completly confident in it. I do see it probably could be something I might be gifted with in the future if I advance more though.

 

[Hollowskull666]

I want nothing to do with Joy of Satan or Lucifer anymore. It was a mistake and realize Satan used my childhood trauma against me to decieve me to worship him.

I have been a devout Satanist since 2016 and it has landed me in scary, scary, scary places. It has led me to being human trafficked, homeless, raped multiple times, attacked and bullied everywhere I go, and to havesevere depression and spiritual attacks and be under severe spiritual warfare. Everywhere i go I see creepy ugly looking people who wear satanic symbols. I get bullied all the time despite being kind hearted, and polite unless I have to defend myself.

Last year I decided after only being on the main website to come on ancient forums and the fact people bullied and attacked me on here off the bat just for asking for help should of been my sign to turn to God, but instead I got deeper into Satanism and fought for Satan with all my heart.

Now I know that I have been deceived and lied to. Satanism has made me isolated, depressed, even more suicidal than I was as a child, and is ruining my life. I think spiritual awakening is evil and demonic and designed to make you kill yourself. I have thrown out all my crystals and my tarot deck and occult items and repented to the Lord

I have turned back to satanism and now worship Jesus Christ after deep thought. I was getting attacked in my sleep and the only think that helped was saying in the name of jesus. Doing daily aura cleaning and building, cleansing my soul, returning hexes and spells to senders, doing extreme cord cutting, and rituals for protection on a daily basis for a year now should of made my life better, but nope. im on the verge of suicidal.

Its crazy because when I was really fighting for satan, and I was homeless i would have ppl target me and talk about the devil, one time this guy locked me in a closet and told me the devil is lurking in the corner and terrorized me and wouldnt let me leave. why didnt i see this as a sign to find god?

The only thing that only makes me slightly still believe this website is that I get stalked and harassed by jews and they look very creepy and ugly, but nope. my life is worse than it was when i was a christian as a teenager. i had a horrible childhood and my adulthood is worse.

Please ban my account i want nothing to do with this and im very scared.

You simply lack the strength to protect yourself. Once you overcome your childhood trauma and improve your restore self confidence only then can you defend yourself. Adapt or die.

 

[High Priest Hooded Cobra 666]

This is just pure comedy gold.

This person is being helped even tough she is bashing the gods especially father Satan, She cannot even explain the simplest things like meditations/workings or runes she used even tough she claims to be with Satan for 5 years, She is praising jewsus... And people here are still trying to help her, Even tough all she does is lash out against every SS that tries to help her in any way.

This is done on the chance that they aren't trolling. Either they are trolling and you shoot them down by giving them the solution to the alleged problem, or you actually end up helping them.

Lots of people had blasphemous thoughts before getting seriously into JOS. It is not about what you once thought, but what you are willing to change.

You are right though, the story does not make a whole lot of sense.

nah im out, ban my fucking acount. for a moment fancymancy convinced me to stay and peoples advice here, but al the name calling and false accusations are hurting my mental health severely and i cant be a satanist when these are the people that represent it. ban my account, i want nothing to do with this it if its followers are this fucking disgusting and evil. i dont even know if illl go to christianity again either because their followers are just as bad.

And let me guess, we have to spend another 20 years here writing replies to you, begging you for you to save yourself while you subvert your own self by denying input and wasting everyone's time and energy.

You're banned, you are really parasitic. This mindset is what led you to your position, and it will probably lead you further. The reason we advise against this so strongly is because that's where it leads.

One thing more, your mental health after all of this is solely on your own hands. You don't want to change this, therefore, suffer.

 

[Shadowcat]

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Sly Scorpion is a good caring man and he wants to help people. What is christian about that? There should be more people like him.

He is actually one of the coolest people i have ever talked to. I focused on his energy a few times and it was like a soothing blue blanket. He's a good friend to have around here but like the rest of us he isn't perfect yet. Hes done really awesomely lately shitting all over the enemy which is great.

 

[Shadowcat]

This really is not a nice reply at all to be honest. Sounds like you really have not had much experience with this kind of thing.

Slyscorpion, there's a lot of people who want to see you grow and evolve. You have a savior complex, and you're drawn to these xians with xian energy and victim mindset like a moth to a flame. You keep trying and trying, and thinking that if you just word things in the right way, word it just a little bit better this time to not trigger them and get them to see your point and take your advice, that they will listen and change. I know because I used to do the exact same thing for years with a xian. It's never going to happen. It's a xian game. It doesn't matter how perfectly you word things because they will never change, and you will never get that victory and feel accomplished for helping them to help themself. Because they won't help themselves, ever. They are addicted to their problems. And you are addicted to trying to get them to stop being addicted to their problems and get better. This is a mutual cycle, and xians will always feed on you like this unless YOU change. There's people who see your potential, and they want you to stop dragging yourself down by trying to help hopeless people. You have to accept it that you will never see a person like this change, and you have to let go. There are people who are more deserving of your help that you can ACTUALLY help.

It makes me feel good to help out the victim and the marginalized aspect of society and make them feel better more empowered etc cause I feel like a victim myself and marginalized by the society I live in.

That is the core of this philosophy it has really nothing to do with me being xtian or attracted to anything xtian.

What jrvans well meaning message is however is don't let yourself be walked all over by the people who would take this for granted. Its good to give the benefit of the doubt but to a point. I myself have learned the hard way as well that not everything deserves to be loved and mothered. Its hard. Especially if you have alot of water.

 

[High Priest Hooded Cobra 666]

This is just pure comedy gold.

This person is being helped even tough she is bashing the gods especially father Satan, She cannot even explain the simplest things like meditations/workings or runes she used even tough she claims to be with Satan for 5 years, She is praising jewsus... And people here are still trying to help her, Even tough all she does is lash out against every SS that tries to help her in any way.

The story she is telling is just insane, I don't know what weird world she lives in, But the things happening to her in her stories is just ludicrous. There is one thing that i don't understand, Or possibly have missed. She stated that she is homeless, Later on she says that she is scared to leave her home, So what, is she scared to leave her cardboard box or something? Does her cardboard box also have internet?

On one side i'm amazed that this stuff is allowed here, Especially because its not allowed to bash the gods/Satan or praise jewsus on this forum. But on the other side i just love to read this kind of sht every now and then.

You clearly dont read properly, I SAID WHEN I WAS HOMELESS, NOT IM HOMELESS, BUT WHEN I WAS HOMELESS!!

IM NOT BASHING SATAN IM FUCKING SCARED BECAUSE MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL, AND ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT EVERYONE BLAMES ME AND SCAPEGOATS FOR OTHER PEOPLES FUCKED UP ACTIONS IM NOT MAKING STUPID ACTIONS, IM FUCKING BEING TORMETED AND MISTREADTED EVERYWHERE I GO BY OTHER HUMANS BEINGS

The only way out of this is meditation and fixing your own mind.

It is not by threatening people you will kill yourself or any of the things you are doing now.

The only way out is to fix this for yourself step by step. What people do to you is their own mistake, what you do to not defend yourself or grow out of this, is your mistake.

You're banned since you have been causing endless problems repeatedly, but the situation stands that you still have to save yourself.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Slyscorpion, there's a lot of people who want to see you grow and evolve. You have a savior complex, and you're drawn to these xians with xian energy and victim mindset like a moth to a flame. You keep trying and trying, and thinking that if you just word things in the right way, word it just a little bit better this time to not trigger them and get them to see your point and take your advice, that they will listen and change. I know because I used to do the exact same thing for years with a xian. It's never going to happen. It's a xian game. It doesn't matter how perfectly you word things because they will never change, and you will never get that victory and feel accomplished for helping them to help themself. Because they won't help themselves, ever. They are addicted to their problems. And you are addicted to trying to get them to stop being addicted to their problems and get better. This is a mutual cycle, and xians will always feed on you like this unless YOU change. There's people who see your potential, and they want you to stop dragging yourself down by trying to help hopeless people. You have to accept it that you will never see a person like this change, and you have to let go. There are people who are more deserving of your help that you can ACTUALLY help.

It makes me feel good to help out the victim and the marginalized aspect of society and make them feel better more empowered etc cause I feel like a victim myself and marginalized by the society I live in.

That is the core of this philosophy it has really nothing to do with me being xtian or attracted to anything xtian.

What jrvans well meaning message is however is don't let yourself be walked all over by the people who would take this for granted. Its good to give the benefit of the doubt but to a point. I myself have learned the hard way as well that not everything deserves to be loved and mothered. Its hard. Especially if you have alot of water.

That's a good point. In some situations I really should have not given people a chance when I did especially in the past where I literally had homeless people taking over my place and stealing all sorts of stuff cause I wanted to help people. I have gained ground on knowing what types of people not to hang out with though. I don't even bother now. But this is the internet little risk anything could happen on these forums. So I thought if I could help someone think enough they could get themselves out of a bad situation cool i make the work of the Gods eaiser.

With what Cobra responded too to be honest this is starting to look like something that would be a hopeless waste of time to even try on. To me at least. But I wanted to be nice and empathetic at least try earlier because I dealt with some situations that were not good myself and knew some people that dealt with bad situations So I thought I could help out with that. The only reason I posted here.

Looks like this person won't fix these things.

 

[darkmonkey666]

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Sly Scorpion is a good caring man and he wants to help people. What is christian about that? There should be more people like him.

He is actually one of the coolest people i have ever talked to. I focused on his energy a few times and it was like a soothing blue blanket. He's a good friend to have around here but like the rest of us he isn't perfect yet. Hes done really awesomely lately shitting all over the enemy which is great.

You feel close to the same feeling from Jupiter in Pisces btw. Do the Square one of the times it's there. You probably will like that you will see what I mean.

Glad you think I am cool though.