My natal is also 6 in the same Sign if it matters. Scared if honest; 3'rd House.

CR is Venus in Virgo 11th in a disassociated grand trine with Jupiter and Mars 3rd (conjunct Aculeus), quincunx Neptune and Square Pluto 3rd (conjunct Antares opposite Aldebaran). They are a young Zevist polymath. Not feminine, but somewhat androgynous. Masculine (Plutonian/Jupiterian)...

I was raised in a Christian family and have always believed in Christianity. Later, I converted to Taoism and learned some Taoist magic. Now I want to dedicate myself to Satan, the Father of Satan. In the devotion ritual book, should I write "former Christian" or "former Taoist"? I take the...

My cat was my best friend. I loved him so much. He died unexpectedly, probably from a heart attack, and now everything feels empty and cold without him. My room feels too big. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that he won't be there to purr when I wake up. I'm starting to question my...

Why does the God that I believe in, not give me a good life? I am very poor financially (have been for 43 years), I have bad health, I have make a lot of mistakes in my life, I have tried to get jobs and keep them for as long as I can, I have prayed and prayed and nothing ever changes in my...

The Christian God has claimed me and told me I am his. I don't know what to do as I know not what he wants from me, except to curse me and keep me poor, and he never blesses me financially and I am really struggling right now just to pay all my bills and keep a roof over my head. I have no idea...

I feel such emptiness and discomfort in existing that it runs through me every day and I feel like not waking up the next day, I find myself wishing for death every day even though I practice meditation, do magic work so on I believe I deserve a good life, but anguish is something that lives...

About 6 years ago I was diagnosed by a doctor via blood test to have genital herpes, which currently has no known cure. Since then, I take an anti-viral medication daily. As long as I don't skip this, I almost never get any outbreaks 99% of the time. If I do accidentally skip a day or 2, I...

I tried to take all/follow the advices and I will not ignore and I appreciate the answers but, there is still no explanation why only so many rituals mean the solution and I also wrote that I do not want to do so many rituals, but because I have no other choice, because then negativity is...

I'll continue with this thread(https://ancient-forums.com/threads/77323-i-cannot-cope-with-enemy-attacks-i-dont-know-how-long-can-i-last.300587/), but I'll complain here for the last time.The problem mentioned in this thread is still not solved.In addition, I'm starting to feel that I really...

But there is also etheric energy, as well as other subatomic particles, how can I distinguish them and fill them?

Leo is the ruler of the 7th house like in your example. So would this mean a change in my relationships or finding a new partner or something?

Dear fellow Zevists, I was born with Saturn in the 6th house in Pisces. I’m now completing a square that began when the Sun was in Leo, with the affirmation: “In a positive and healthy way for me, my overall physical health is powerfully resilient and not sensitive or easily bothered, now and...

Once when I was a child, I stole a leather talisman with a Koran inside from a Muslim. Childish curiosity. To which he told me that I and my whole family are cursed and will die soon. I was very scared. Then a year later he admitted that it was a joke! But I don't think so now. What can be done...

if its a live service of some sort. is it safe? are we sure we are not exposing our real info? not trying to scare, just genuinely worried. thanks.

Can I somehow focus on the bottom and top, but not on the sides, so as not to hurt people with the absorption of energy, and is it possible to concentrate in a different way, it is very difficult for me, I do not understand how to do it correctly and safely, there are too few instructions. Can I...

It seems to me that polygamy and polyamory are becoming more common than monogamy. I am a monogamous person, and I wonder if this will become harder to achieve. Is monogamy a real thing? Is it weird that I also wouldn’t be able to accept it if my partner had a promiscuous past, having sex...

Hello there! I was very tired last night during my daily spiritual square working, and I have affirmed ,,in a beneficial easy and healthy way for me'' 2 times instead of ,,in a beneficial happy and healthy way for me'' . Is my square ruined because of that little change in affirmation only 2 times?

And "health" (about category). Will the spiritual square of Mercury, started in Cancer, work against epilepsy? Please answer. I recently completed it, but I am already so afraid of convulsions that I feel them in everything. I wouldn't like to start anything else considering I'm a minor among...

I remember now this happened after I did the ritual to Astarte later that same night. Could this have been her voice?

I want to perform initiation ritual but I would like to know if I will be able to cancel it if I decide in future. Or it comes with you until you die?

Can anyone tell me something about the numbers 227 and 295 if there's any information? I kept repeating this in my dreams.

I always know what I need to do, but I still don't do it. I know the answer to every problem and I know what I should do, but I don't do it because I don't feel like it. What should I do? I know that I need will and high goals. I have high goals but Im not interested in it soo much. Maybe...

Can you watch interacial porn? only as a fantasy, but never acting in race mixing in real life. Never having sex with other races, just as a fantasy, fetish.

There are many inconjuncts/quincunx in my solar return chart. What does this mean for me, I've never seen this many inconjuncts before: Saturn Inconjunct Sun, Jupiter Inconjunct Uranus, Moon Inconjunct True Node, Uranus Inconjunct Sun, Neptune Inconjunct Sun, Pluto Inconjunct Saturn, True Node...

I am a newbie and reading many sermons, including old ones, from HPS Maxine, I often come across phrases like: 'Satan punishes the Jews', 'Satan torments the Jews their entire existence', 'Satan is the winner', and so on. But why then are the Jews in power throughout the world and it is they who...

Hi I wish to stop to smoke cigarette but an entity whisper to me to continue. Satan told me that meditation and breathing (smoking) increase the aura power, you suggest me to continue or to stop?

I used to have no problem with different races, but suddenly I started to dislike them, there's one I dislike more than the other. I know it's normal for us to prefer to stay closer to our own race, but anger and hatred towards others doesn't make sense.

My voice was extremely raspy when I made a vibration, there was cracking in my throat when i vibrated EEEEEE. It sounded very crackly and raspy did this fail my square?

What happens to our family after death? I had a grandma I loved so much, but she's not alive anymore. I miss her a lot because she was a huge part of my childhood. It's been 6 or 7 years since she passed, but sometimes I still find myself crying alone, just thinking about her. I wish I could be...

Virtues are important to me, and therefore, even if I violate them in my imagination, it is very unpleasant for me. Help me understand, I imagine my ideal type of girl, in my imagination she has an adult appearance, 19-38 years old, but I'm afraid that since she began to exist in my imagination...

Hello, a person in the past hurt me emotionally and this feeling is with me even today, that's mean it's not a small thing that I could have handled. Should I give this person a light revenge or remove from my memory forever?

how can i manifest de life i want im sick of seeing people living what i want to live. i know social media are fake 99% but i also know that theres people outdare living my dream. it seems nothing is working

I'm only interested in answers from high standing female Zevists (female clergy and guardians). No social bickering, especially with males. Up to how many weeks is abortion acceptable? And when exactly does the soul enter the body? If it already entered, does it mind being sent back? Thank you.

Can Satan close my heart chakra? I don't want to feel emotion anymore. And if there is another things that activate emotions please delete them.

What happens, a whole day has passed, a person has played, watched TV shows and done other distractions, and finally, at the end of the day, he comes to his senses and tries to do something, but he already wants to sleep. What is it, how to fix this problem? After all, a person tries to do...

I started the sun square today. did all 31 reps, I have the feeling that at one point I did HRAUM, but the H came out like very small breath, almost not noticeable as RAUM. I am sure there was a mini hiss but maybe almost nothing. Am I okay ?

this is kinda embrarassing to ask but I wanted to know if doing threesomes is considered ethic in our Religion. I want to clarify first of all that I don't watch porn videos, not because I have sexual problems or blockages but I just don't like it.. I find it absolutely fake and it can also...

We know by now that Saturn on someone's ruler is very negative, but let's assume someone has both Saturn and Jupiter to it. Jupiter is positive isn't it? How should this be interpreted? One idea I would get is like a person who has good will but restricts or prevents the other person from...

Hello everyone, brothers and sisters. I have a question to ask and I am in a state of total panic. Let me tell you my story: I dedicated myself last year, I found TOZ and the Gods at a time when I was in a state of severe psychosis because of that damn Christianity. Shortly after I found TOZ...

The guy who asked the question has to do with a little ball of light that he can visualize as much as possible, and my situation is even worse. I can't even visualize from memories, the only thing I can do is focus on feelings, but nothing more. Is there an alternative for me in exercise? Is...

I'm on my Saturn's return now which is in a critical degree 0 degrees Aries in the ninth house and I've been having a crisis of faith and Pluto transiting in my eighth house till 2049 I don't wanna lose my faith since ZEVISM changed my life but I won't lie I no longer have the same faith I...

I'm doing the HPS Lydia self love meditation and I'm facing self-image issues in a different way than before this is probably normal since backlash is a real thing. How to deal with this without cleaning your aura all the time? Have some time for myself? Like getting ready and putting on makeup?

Why am I having hard luck in relationship and marriage?

How come I was born into a family that doesn't really care about me? I feel like they are all Narcissistic in some way or form. My sister, niece and nephew...I know don't care about me. I feel like an outcast in my own family. I don't know what I should do, if anything?

Why have I never felt Love? I don't love my parents (they're good), and I haven't loved anyone I've tried to be with, any serious feeling quickly becomes a catharsis never to return to that feeling again Before that, I even foolishly thought it was cool and it didn't cause me much trouble...

Hello, My health placements are terrible but I should add this: I almost never get sick and I've always been really healthy. Mars 12th house Mars 25 degrees Taurus (conjuction with Caput Algol) 6th house Scorpio Saturn Virgo Mars-Neptune square What to do now? Also what can Caput algol/Mars...

Anytime I think about Capricorn, my 1st house sign, or Saturn; I feel awful until I focus on better aspects/positive things. Anything I can I do but practice mental toughness/focus? Neptune is also there along with Uranus so you can see why this might happen.

It seems to me that I am almost at the same level in visualization as before, help me.I can't even imagine how to clean my aura, except for mantras and try to circle a ball of light around my body, it's funny, it's so small, but the situation is deplorable, I've been doing it for several years...

Today I was performing by usual cleansing routine, vibrating Raum in each of my chakras. This time i tried to shift my whole being, and consequently focus, on the chakras, as if i was the very chakra. When I reached the 6th I experienced a rush on energy into the chakra and, out of nowhere, I...

Whenever I smell weed, even if I am not near it but simply when I get a good whiff that someone has been smoking, I feel out of it, almost a little sedated, and my consciousness shifts. I know I do not ingest it, and these people are doing it outside when I am not around them, so there is no way...

hey guys. so I`m in doubt about the race thing. I know that there are 4 major races: white people, black people, asians and jews. I`m white, but I have curly brown hair and I`m not white ``like a paper``, but I am white . so should I look just for a white partner regardless of their other...

A girl I'm talking to has Saturn in semi-square aspect to the ruler of my birth chart (46'60")...I'm overthinking this every day since I saw that and I don't know what to do...should I stop talking to her? How bad is this? Any advice? Other aspects seems to be ok...

Thank you so much everyone! Now I understand.

Hi, my father done operation to his heart called "bypass" and now he is really dying, he is suffering very much for heart operation... can you heal my father? You need any information like photo or name? I ask to Satan to heal him please is very important.

Is it possibile that transits such as Neptune squaring natal Mars could be an obstacle to spiritual experiences?

Hello and Hail Zeus, i am a seafarer who has really long voyages, like one year at a time Inhave this question about having sex with girls of other race when i go to shore(which happens rather rarely), is this still racial mixing? Or is racial mixing only for making childs with one of other...

Hello, Zevist Family. I have problems with aggression. To explain further: I often feel irritated, angry, and have a kind of hatred toward people. This state has been going on for about six months. I don’t feel aggression toward kind people, but when it comes to those who behave horribly and...

I am underage and dont have enough privacy to meditate. because of that I have to meditate while others sleeping. I scan my chakras and soul with light but I do it when my mom sleeps and her room is so close to mine, she is 5 meters away from me. will my cleaning affect her? i dont want her to...

why we were born in the country where we were born is that paying something or what? because I was born in a tiny town of a very complicated country nowadays that doesn't have much of a future. several brothers and sisters here were born in great countries where their future can be made right...

I'll try to keep my post short, since I have a bad habit of being overly wordy; I have a natal Capricorn rising, with my Ac/Dc Axis sitting in the Third Decan of Capricorn / Cancer, and completely intercepting the signs of Aquarius and Leo. I have moon conjunct AC in Capricorn as a Co-ruler...

When my friend was little, her older brother grabbed her by the legs and suddenly pulled her to the ground and she felt a great pain from her coccyx to her back and gasped. Afterwards, all her dreams became lucid dreams and she developed the ability to fly in every dream, she could fly when she...

I asked chat gpt to list my placements (provided by astromatrix which I copy pasted because chat gpt does miscalculate even if you used a astrology chat of chatgpt) This is in placidus western astrology and I asked the bot what of my placements are submissive coded and dominant coded. I opted...

Every time I complain about something, whine about something, I start having unpleasant dreams, almost nightmares. This did not happen before initiation. I was brought up like this, I react to all situations that I do not like with complaints and whining, and only then try to do at least...

I suffered injury to my manhood about 8 years ago and have severe nerve damage it’s almost completely numb and nothing you do with it feels good at all the doctors say it’s been to long it’s not possible for it to heal or get better would doing energy healing heal it completely? Also a a side...

If someone decided to go to Christianity then now is reconsidering satanism and the occult will Satan be accepting of this person coming back? Mind you the person wasn’t disciplined in his study of the occult and satanism at first.

There is a method in Sufism Practice, called 'Zikre Ghalbi' can be Translated as 'Chanting' / 'Mantra' Of the Heart, in Sufism practice, the master teaches and choose one of their god names (Divine Names) like 'Al Hay' (one of their god names) and teaches to repeat that silent in the heart...

How can I fight addiction to alcohol and drugs?

I recently learned about Zevism and I feel it's the path I want to follow. However, I am very concerned about my family. I love them very much; they have always been very attentive to me and taught me good values, even encouraging me towards Christianity without any pressure, which I appreciate...

I am a Chinese. I cannot find anyone in China who believes in the father of Satan like me. My friends around me seem to be very resistant. I feel very unhappy and depressed.

Thanks. I should also tell this, some of the symptoms started after the yoga. I did 5 Tibetans and Hatha Yoga. Then heat begun. Especially in my feet. When I hold them, there is no excessive heat but I felt like they are burning. Is this normal?

Please post this to the actual thread. To user #purplered , Don't you tell me what I fucking need or not , are you fucking serious ? The same system that fucks you and everyone else up , yea sure , I should call upon the jew Gov's for help to give me usless pills , wake up you ... whatever...

This condition manifests in physical symptoms such as excessive heat sensation in my body, pain and tingling in my knees and ankles. My nervous system is constantly on high alert, making it difficult for me to relax and calm down. Because of this, when I sleep with the lights off, I frequently...

I did the correct amount of repetitions but on one of the repititions, when I was vibrating GG some spit got in the back of my throat and it crackled a little bit, I affirmed that this did this mess up my entire working?

My question is I injured my dick about 8 years ago and got severe nerve damage which is incapable of healing as a result of the injury my dick is completely numb nothing sexual feels good at all now it’s had to even feel if it’s being touched anyway my question is will sex with a succubus bypass...

Soon, Russia may shut down all foreign internet access, similar to China. Are there any ways to bypass such a block? For example, by catching internet from foreign satellites. Sorry, I'm clueless about the internet, but before it's too late, I want to figure this out so I don't lose my family in...

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/healing-the-emotional-body-for-men-too-don%E2%80%99t-disregard-this.292496/ Can I do this working ( by HPS Lydia) is the next few days; When moon is in Virgo or Aquarius?

I am having a serious problem with spells. Every time I cast a spell for another person, whether for healing or black magic, it takes only a few days to work, especially for healing. I’m even surprised at how well and almost immediately healing spells for others work. However, the problem lies...

I think I'm very ugly and want to have a lot of plastic surgery until I can change my eye color if possible. I'm confident, I have no problem with that but my body and face are very strange and crooked, everything about me is ugly My solar plexus is fine

Do you think it would be weird to lets say I am a male and look for some female to live with and share the rent/bills ? This is my place tho and I ain't gonna ask like maybe not even half but yea all for the financial security , I will post online as an anonym anyways

I also saw his mother and she has an even longer nose (not naturally), and I also just had a burned-out light bulb turned on, is this a sign of the gods that this man is Jewish?

First of all , even if I am anonymous , I want to apologize to the women who have read this topic and to offer my appreciation and respect to all those , not just women but to all who have tried to help me , I appreciate it very much , bless you forever. Because of several reasons I generalized...

Long story short, how do I deal with people who emotionally abuse me (aka narcissism?)

I've improved my thinking speed, and sometimes I feel like I'm talking to myself as two separate individuals, and I think it could be another person's soul that I may have attached to myself and I can't literally talk to her for more than a few minutes, she says she's tired, but at the same time...

Perhaps I vibrated the runes a little incorrectly, but I am very afraid that my principles of governing my consciousness somehow upset the gods and now I have been expelled, I hope that this is only my level has risen and now I do not feel energy, but at the same time it is all very strange...

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I'm going on a trip an recently the town I stay in has had break-ins an I don't know what to do I'm not sure if to protect from afar ask Satan or what

I want to ask this anonymously since I know if I tell this to anyone in real life, I would be seen as a weirdo. And I don't want my main account on the forums suffering from this label either. My question : I like watching videos of people fighting. Not MMA or any recognized fighting sport...

Update : Thank you all for your replys and help , I have had two suicide attempts in the past and I was about to do it final until I find out that girl I was speaking with just simply shitted on me as everyone has done , then some other things have started rulling in my head and I have cried...

how does one from a christian backround find others who will help lead me astray

Asking here for extra anonymity. I’m paying good money for Nord, which is the best from what I heard, but now I’m hearing that Mullvad is better and is recommended by TG Alex. Should I switch or is it fine staying in Nord?

I'm having a hard time. My mother-in-law is hurting me by judging me, and I can't cut her out of my life unless I let go of my relationship with her son. She talks to everyone, judging me for the things I own, the things I can't afford, for stupid things, and so on. Her way of relating to...

Hello, I would like to know of some way to save a woman and her family from falling into the hands of Js. Her "husband"/" ex husband" according to news is a J. She lived outside civilisation a long time. She and her family need to head to her home ASAP.

Greetings to all! I know this is a controversial issue, but here goes... I've been following the site for a long time, although my dedication hasn't been that long. Although the change has happened and we recognize ourselves as Zevists, I still prefer the Satanist/Luciferian" mode of worship. Is...

i need to delete the topics i created from my account or make them anonymous because they pose a threat to my anonymity (some people can recognize me). how can i do this and who should i contact. thanks

#78163 Continuation of #78171 Nothing works anymore , meditation , pills , drugs , nothing . I am in a constant hate , just hate , just pain , I have been awake for 3 days , my soul was begging me to jump over a building but then I've clossed my eyes and remembered what so many have done to me...

If I start sending some sexual energy into somebody and program it's mind while void moon it's on, will that be a problem or this applies only when one starts a working? Thank you

How can I reply my question that I asked using Ask Satan Operator? I couldn't find a way to do that

Hello. I have a question. Recently I noticed that when I feel rage, my soul, first, lights up with dazzling red, and second is that I can't let out my anger and I feel... No, not a pain. But a... Discomfort? Rising up to the solar plexus area. It looks like it is in my Solar Chakra. Why? Say me...

I'm a white Australian and have some personal bias due to issues caused by immigration, especially against middle Easterners and Sudanese. That said, I know they're gentiles and not sub humans that have been attacked by the Jews. At my school there are a few Middle Eastern students who are...

Hi. I've tried changing my job with workings, but I go from bad to worse. There's a very specific quality I'm searching for in a job (regarding the shifts) but it's very difficult to find. I've used specific affirmations for this purpose, but there was no result. Would it be a good idea to...

Hi I am spiritually attacked by enemy… they telling me lies and want me to solve them… for example they telling me shut up, show me animal, your father is in hell or repeat again, and if I don’t indovine it they insult me, and if I resolve it comes storm in my life, they are telling me words and...

Financial problems that can't be solved. I prayed and asked, but it never seems to work. Which demon do I summon?

*name* is enveloped in a shadow of misfortune, and every evil she has inflicted returns to her. Her soul is corrupted. Every wicked action she has committed reflects back on her, turning her life into a disaster, while I remain safe and protected. Any negativity I accumulate is discharged onto...

can I get rid of wrinkles and expression lines 100% with magic? skin care don't work and I'm already going to buy another product.

Hi, I see the light, I believe in destiny and feeling that I can find my girl soulmate, and I am scared if i refuse I can’t find love no more, but if I wait for her I will search and make stupid things “following the light” searching for my soulmate. Can you erase this magic light from my life...

I know it sounds ridiculous, but a long time ago, someone told me my nose is big and that I’m from the Semitic Jewish race. Well, I’ve been a Zevist for a few years now, and before becoming a Zevist, I tried various religions, but I was never interested in Judaism (although I read its book out...

Let's say I didn't find pleasure in excessive responsibility, I don't like duties and all that stuff. I've been initiated, I participate in group rituals, I meditate, I do yoga. I give long monologues about life and events in it with the Sigils of the gods (Is that normal?) But I haven't found...

How does one stop it? Can a Jupiter Square help? Simply "just stop it" isn't working. I've done it for years, most of the time I don't even realise I'm doing it.. It started due to abuse I suffered at home. It deeply traumatized me. Physical, mental, emotional abuse. Neglect... Please help...

Would it mess up with my karma? Is it something immoral? I know race is important but is it ok? Would Gods be mad at me? Or would i gave myself a bad sexual karma?

I have been a dedicated (!) Zevist for about 5 years. Until about a year ago, everything was normal. Despite the negative, destructive events I had experienced in my life, I was able to stand strong owing to the mental toughness, resilience, and wisdom that spiritual practices and Zevism...

I did Jupiter Did my affirmations All started with the jupiter energy there was one moment where I said accidentally “the venus….” Noticed it and said “ jupiter energy has…” later on I said all of the affirmation are of jupiter. So mote it be in a sense. am I okay ?

I am sorry for have betrayed Satan and Demons, but i was in love with Angels… really loved them I didn’t wanted to betray them but I feel a deep love with Angels, but they rejected me…. I did this for love, not for anything else… can i turn back to Satan?

I take the oath very seriously. Can any guardian/clergy answer this question, please? If a real life friend/partner or known forum member is also a sworn donor, is it allowed to talk about what is inside the Hall of Osiris with them? If a couple (husband-wife) are both donors?

I've been trying to find a relationship for many years. I was not able to find anyone at all to be with yet. I live in a very Christian town and its hard to meet people. I dont like the idea of sleeping around with many people having no connection at all. I'd rather find a genuine relationship...

On the new platform where we talk. What is Vultus Templorum and just why do they have a red name?

Is it okay if I take my own life when I am old and almost incapacitated? I'm talking 70+, life can only go down from there. Same question for when you have a chronic and painful condition. Or a fatal one. Thank you.

Thank you, you understand me completely, I do not feel I need to say much more, you describe it perfectly. Also, about the past, I don't really care to fixate on the past except of how it relates to the future. I am not very inclined to nostalgia, but prefer to look forwards. The past is just a...

Hello, this is Gearshift. I don't feel comfortable joining the forums again. I stopped coming about two years ago. As some remember I have mental health issues. And I kinda blame the merkaba at speed of light and spinning my chakaras at speed of light back in 2005. I've never been successful at...

Do the signs the planets are transiting in matter or just the houses in your natal chart (for solar/lunar returns, and in general) Like mars is solar return in my 2nf scorpio, does that mean i will be obsessed with money? When venus was here it didn't do much, but Mars is domicile

Hey. Does excessive masturbation combined with pornography affect your health? There's so much information here that it's hard to find everything at once. I've noticed that the more I cleanse my chakras, the more I combine them, the weaker I become, and the more I weaken my immune system. I...

I can read thoughts and put desires in peoples mind. I think i have jew blood by my father side. Is it possible that my case is similar like anton lavey? Jew with arian soul? I have to say that I love and wanna protect white women and children...and I Love Hitler. He was a good man.

My Venus is opposite to the malefic star Caput Algol Chart ruler Mars conjunct Vindemiatrix I´m tired off always having bad relationships with wimmen, what can I do? Please help

My Sun/Moon are co-rulers, so it is quite a problem. As it feels my relationship with them determines my success and happiness to an extent. I'm not sure how to explain it, but it always felt as though I was an orphan. And not metaphorically, I mean literally, like growing up in an orphanage...

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Hi everyone I need help on this , I travelled to a next town (really far from where i live) my brother asked me to come help him back his things and move back home, over there I have two brothers ( My blood brother same mother same father and the other is only from the father side different...

I've thought a lot about moving away from here (not because there's anything wrong or anything it's just that I don't feel comfortable sometimes I don't feel comfortable being here every day helping) but I really like my guardian and Zeus not to mention the Gods I've become friends with I feel...

I am new to this, and am doing the 40 day program that is in the library. But a few things are happening, on the first day I felt meditation very well. I also did a money meditation listed on the website, where you vibrate a mantra. On the second and third days, I did not feel anything, and my...

I read you can destroy a relationship through sex Magick and orgasm, however what do I think about whilst masturbating to get me to the point of climax? And when I am I know what to state but not what to imagine, do I imagine a grey aura surrounding both of them, only one of them, not them at...

Does it mean that the person is too focused on their ego in the past lives?

My little son is having problems and I was appointed to a child therapist. Everything was fine to begin with. But I need advice regarding the therapist. When my husband and I went to the appointment with my son. First we were told name was Rachel. So we thought fine. When she introduced herself...

I thought this friend was loving and caring. In the beginning, she was very trustworthy, warm, and everything was about love and togetherness, peace, and harmony. When I expressed my opinion about the genocide that the Israelis are committing against the Palestinians. She turned 180, talked...

The Gods know who is asking this question. My astral senses haven’t opened well yet and I don’t know if I have a lot of time so I’ll ask this here. I’ve received possible threatening messages from the enemy on my life through third eye visions. I also may have heard “You are in danger” while...

While doing chakra spinning, I was able to spin and feel my throat and heart chakras. I’ve read that jews don’t have those. Does this 100% confirm I’m a Gentile then?

One of my roommates was smoking weed, they said they smoked it outside and I briefly went to their room and it smelled like weed and then I went back to my room, but I noticed I felt high afterwards. I used to smoke ALOT and I quit after dedicating, and I want to know if this will affect me. I...

Hello everyone I have problems socializing with normal people, but above all I have a planetary position that prevents me from expressing myself freely. I would like to start a work with Ansuz, can you advise me the best time to start, affirmation and for how long? I would like to start as soon...

I talked to my stupid mom and again I'm very nervous, she doesn't even know about Nazism

I have Capul Algol + Vindemiatrix as fix stars. What workings can I do? Please help.

Im in my 20s, I have so many cringe memories in my past that I can’t left behind. I think about other people all the time, the things I’ve said, the things I did. I care about other people’s judgment and I hate being like that. But my brain just works like this right now. All I think is the...

Jupiter’s transiting conjunct my main chart ruler Saturn in Cancer in the 6th house. What would it mean or do? Since it’s my chart ruler and Jupiter would it be good?

thank u for ur in-depth responses. ruler of my 4th is Saturn 8th taurus. and neptune/uranus in 4th aquarius... am i just destined to feel this way...? im not sure where that ruler 4th wud indicate i wud feel good? except being surrounded by beauty/luxury.

I've had puffy eyes since I was like 7. Before I used to live in a hot country & my skin everything looked good. Can changing climated mess up ur body? I moved to a colder country, and I'm 25 had puffy eyes for so long. And many other skin complications started from there, like dandruff. How...

Please I am blocked I can’t do nothing I am about to die they massacre me please help me help i am really in danger SOS please help me!!! I accept to sell my soul!!!

I did your breathing posted here for the second time and: I felt all that very strong mint freshness in my throat even though I didn't eat any of it minutes later. Is good ?

Thing is, my chart is of a very social (but introverted) person. I am just so dogshit at fitting in with people of this civilisation. I would fit right in on a place like Lemuria/Atlantis or the Ancient Civilisations, I'm pretty sure my past life was something like that. Which is why the...

That might be the case, my 4th house is kinda fk'd & I feel like an alien here.

Hi, Someone told me that my birth chart shows a high risk of sudden or violent death. They said it’s because I have Mars conjunct Uranus in the 8th house, Saturn conjunct the Ascendant, and Sun square Uranus. Now I feel really anxious. They told me that these placements could mean sudden...

I've been breathing this mud for too long help

When I was a child, a love binding spell had been cast on my father. In fact, it wasn’t just one — there were several spells connected to Kabbalah as well. Because of these, he treated my mother badly and was unfaithful to her. When I was only thirteen, I performed a working to influence his...

Is joining here guarantee me wealth?

I did a square set finished the reps and then just went to bed, I forgot to do affirmation. does the day count anyway since I vibrated all reps for the day ? or is it failed ?

I was not aware at the time, but one of my exes might be a jew. I'm not sure of that. Nevertheless what kind of cleaning should I do to purify myself?

Hello. I'm sexually attracted to harmful things, on which I don't act specifically because I realize how bad they are. They're not fetishes or tabboos, they're literal dangerous and would harm me and others. The attraction is long-term, compulsive and against my will, and lately I 've been...

Why does manifestation work for some but not all? I failed a lot with my manifestation doing the secret, LOA, etc. Others use the same methods they are successfully but I'm not? Why are they more special than me?

Problemi relativi all'autoesaminarsi che interferisce con la serenità personale Problems related to self-examination interfering with personal serenity

Also, something I noticed is that maybe I attract more jews than normal. I believe at 3 people I've been romantically close are jews. I don't know if this can help but I just remembered about it. I live in a small city, and I thought that there were more jews in the large cities than the small ones.

I know there are a lot of posts about this topic and I'm sorry for making another one, but recently it's pounding my head the thought of me being a jew. I have two or three facial characteristics of jew people, and my dad remembers a little bit them too. All of my thoughts about the Gods are...

I'm sorry but who created Satan like who his father and mother?

Hey guys! I'm used to masturbate watching porn for a long time, years to be exact (I believe more than 6 years). I know that it is very bad for the mental health and I want to stop it. But how do I masturbate without it? Do I imagine things with other persons I find attractive? With experiences...

If Mercury is Rx, there will be problems, yes. But how does it affect someone with Mercury Rx in natal chart. Can you clarify?

I was meditating like in "Return to Past Lives", but something disrupted the flow of my thoughts, and I literally plunged into a time when I could not meditate and my chakras were not open, of course, I did not know anything then, or rather, now. I can't summon a guardian, and my chakras feel...

#78025 attacked after RTR I did my first RTR today, and right after, I became extremely out of character. Just before doing it, I was really enthusiastic and had spent a lot of time studying the website. But afterwards, I felt incredibly on edge, empty, and depressed like life had no meaning...

So I did RTR and ending Tetrag***** ritual. Just RTR improves a lot. But the second ritual causes certain problems (cavity and etc). How to solve the problems? Did I do the rituals wrong? I followed the instructions on site but I have some intrusive thoughts so I am not 100% sure.

Hello, I currently only have a .csv file from my Exodus wallet and am not sure how the verification process works on hallofosiris.org. I've been donating monthly and am genuinely curious — the whole project feels almost too good to be true, so I’d really appreciate any clarification you can...

Should I just always avoid normies whenever possible, or try to get to know them. Is there really any point? I only want to talk about intellectual topics, but my self-esteem takes a hit when I try to talk on their level of nonsense and I am inevitably rejected. Is it okay to just avoid them...

Nestabil'nost' vo vsem, v oshchushcheniyakh ot meditatsiy v oshchushcheniyakh ot ritualov, v predskazaniyakh. V odin den' ya mogu sdelat' yogu, pochuvstvovat' effekt legkosti, poluchit' astral'noye prikosnovniye v otvet na vopros, nayti poteryannyy predmet s pomoshch'yu mayatnika, sdelat' ritual...

I always seem to cross what is considered socially appropriate, but I am just very curious and interested to know about people. Why? And how can I end this.

This is going to sound odd, but a few years ago a person at my school left and after dreaming about them iv gotten a deep urge to contact them even tho I never really had a deep connection in the beginning. Is there anything I could do to achieve this? And could this mean anything or is it nothing

Are hysterectomies and vasectomies damaging on a chakra level? Note,\: not for transgenderism, but for birth control purposes.

I found out recently that my human father might be Jewish. I have always thought I was a Gentile. I love Satan though, and I don't want to worship/have anything to do with the enemy or their gods. How do I find out if I'm a Gentile and on the good/winning side?

Since the switch from joy of Satan to the temple of Zeus, do you all still identify as a Satanists? Or have you let that term go? Thank you!

I constantly feel highly motivated for periods of time and feel like I can achieve much but can never be fully consistent. And when i realize that i could be doing so much better i get all guilty but still dont stay consitent. It happens very often, as if im given an opportunity to do better...

Does Satanism agree that the nature of reality is mathematical, and that there is a rational and logical explanation for everything in existence? If so, could you please kindly direct me to these articles? Many thanks and best wishes.

the moment I vibrated SVAAHHAAA it was more like a SVAAAYYHHHHAA. is it failed ?

I need something very specific for my health but it is extremely expensive in my country and I don't have the money. What can I do to get it? And my family is poor so nobody can help me.

Hello, I have been on here. I have a bad feeling, a very bad feeling that my dad's wife is a J. They are both brahmins, but believe all Hindu gods are one. In the village of my dad's wife, nearly everyone I have met were monotheistic. My dad's wife has a curved nose with a bridge. Her skin color...

I'm in my early 20s and I already have a lot of expression lines. I drink water, eat well and have already done the Venus square. How can I solve this? I look at the others at my age and notice that is just me like this

Hi, I hope you don't think I'm crazy after I tell you this, but sometimes I have my doubts about it. I have a stuffed lion that I keep on my bed as a decoration for the bedroom. Sometimes I find myself hugging it, cuddling it, but sometimes, I don't know, I have the feeling that it's listening...

I don't understand nazis were christnas or not?

Hello. Last time I started to see a lot of these numbers, but especially 222 and 22 2. Everywhere! What would it mean? Thank you. Heil Satan! Heil Anubis! Heil Osiris! Heil the Gods!

I never did a volontary astral projection. Anyone can tell me how I can make it. It's a super power I don't like to miss. Merci :=)

The climate warming is very dangerous. Is the climate is controled by the Deep State ? Or is it naturel ? And... even this is natural or no, are we destined to die in "apocalyptique temperature" ???

Is the New World Order is becoming true or are their plan is falling down ?

It's a question that I heard contraindicative answers. SO... Is Satan is Lucifer ?

I'd like to contact Enki directly. Please someone tell me how I can speak with him, or Amon, or even Thorn. It should be insane.

I'd like to improve my mind power. How can I make it ? Is there some rituals you can share to me for it ?

Hey. Im here to ask for you... how can we reach the Magnum Opus, and in how many time ? Can you share to us links of JoS about this. Thanks, Many regards

why when I smoke weed, my energy appears go increase, I fell the need and will to do meditations, some yoga/stretch poses, reflect a lot about life, decisions, problems and motivations. I smoke once or twice in the weekends, on the rest of the week I focus on studying and meditate at least twice...

If Not For Our Mordechai: When The Rebbe 'Killed' Stalin (Part II) (chabadinfo.com/magazine/if-not-for-our-mordechai-when-the-rebbe-killed-stalin-part-ii/ ) The Miracle of Stalin's Death - Chabad.org (www.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/2995717/jewish/The-Miracle-of-Stalins-Death.htm) That...

I was looking at my chart and I'm a person who loves beauty and I'm critical of it (it's also in my chart) but I realized that I'm very delicate in the form of beauty, which makes me extremely upset I wanted something impactful and a chart that showed something strong in it but in mine the focus...

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Hello friends :) I've been using 108 MUNKA for 12 days and here is my affirmation: "In positive, healthy and most beneficial way for me, I am completely and permanently free from all negative bindings, obstacles and negative karma" As you can see, I am not doing this for a specific purpose...

My siblings are bringing over their PC during Mercury retrograde. They need me to fix some issues with it, including reinstalling the operating system. Should I do it now during Mercury retrograde, or wait until next time?

Supposedly it is a degree of luck in spiritual ability at 29° Virgo. In 15 years I will have repeated transits of multiple planets in this house conjunct the lot of fortune (solar returns) Jupiter, Mercury, Venus and Saturn: will this be a good time for me spiritually, or a bad time in general...

Is is healthy to be attracted to someone that is kinda "negative", and you like it cause you can help this person and make them happy? Not like a borderline depressed and etc kinda person, who is extremely negative, but someone who have bad habits and want to change for good. Or I should only...

In Zevizim, is it acceptable to perform spells that influence another person's will? For example, making someone fall in love with you and binding them to you. Even if it's not ethical, is the decision ultimately left to the will of the witch? Is this kind of spell harmful?

I love a girl more than myself, she also loved me, I don't know what happened, but she blocked me, we haven't talked in 4 months, some people told me that she cheated me, but I want to talk to her atleast once, and her if she loves me on last time How should I do this?

Hello HP Lydia, do you still answer on your proton? I have wrote you almost a month ago.