Before skyrim I played with fighting fantasy books and lego😅 Or lord of the rings, these days. Funny is, it actually isnt that hard to progress in lige as fast and enjoyable way, just of course took more effort than pressing buttons

Greeting So, a while back I made this and this is realted to it: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/a-little-memorial.299564/ I didnt mentioned, that when he got sick, and his conditions got worse, I asked the Gods for help. They assured me that both he and I will be fine, protected, and wont...

Nicely written sister! Yes, porn is a curse, literally. Its even worth putting porn blocker for yourself if its necessery, it can help a lot(speaking of experiment). But, as much as I agree in theory, I have so bitter experiences in practice, that even when I do all I just got used, refused...

Greetings Can the negative aspects of Pluto can be fully fixed, or is it something you always have to pay attention, and only be eased? It tend to cause me some problem over the years

Those stones likely formed way back, two years ago, when I got diagnosed. I havent ate and had lethally high blood sugar, lost 10 kg, and so on. The other reasons for stones, like low physical actuvity, poorly controled blood sugar, high cholesterine doesnt match with me. Sadly it means fsting...

So, you dont have a gallbladder anymore... does it change a lot? Read a lot of very uncomfortable(and permanent) side effects of it, and not for last, removing stresses pancreas, there are even studies removing gallbladder can lead to diabetes. Which I already have, so I really, really dont want...

Hey, some fresh information. Step one is in process. But you possibly know how much work it takes for me. But despite my last rant, Im doing progress. The new ritual also helps a lot, and the fact that health issues are in my natal chart(thanks a lot, fucking Saturn!), it helps me to not think...

Father Satan wants all of us to become the best version of ourself. And the sad reality is, you cannot grow in comfort, you cannot grow without challenge, hardships, etc. Its hard, but we will succeed

Yes, I think that will work. Thank you all. Guess I just make some working and programming ingo hdr aura that she is always free of any side effect of medicines, like stroke, emboli, etc. Most of the vitamins are already at home, zink did some real wonders with me, the rest isnt that hard to gather

Thank you my friend! Sadly, life would be easy if things would go smootly, right? Remember, way back I mentioned my and my fathers stomach is so resistent could digest even an iron nail? Well, its only for that side, my mother always had a sensitive stomach and guts, she even have some minor...

Thats already in progress, this medicine is for healing the part of her spine and hip when it seriously decreased the bone density

*Loss ot tooths. The first madicine would make her lose all her tooths

Greetings! Seems like all my posts are about either physical or mental health problems, just as this, but unlike the rest, this one is not for myself. My mother got diagnosed with post menopausa osteoporosis(decresing bone density) this year. She only got the medicine for this now, since the...

And really struggle to find a blance between fighting against it and trying to fix it no matter what, or just afcepting it and live like it wont bothers me

Dear of you High Priestess, but luckily my blood sugar is very stable, around 98 percent of the time in normal measure. If I would be more optimistic, I would say ita better than most of non-diabetics bloodsugar. Eating isnt stressing me that much anymore, at least I made a lot of sacrifice and...

*169 days, I just couldnt count😅

But I must thank you for your healing work High Priestess, after 164 days it seem fully removed my emotional bond to a very, very serious sexual problem(which was also caused by my pluto, so, it was as severe as possible). Started those workings last october, and stopped it two days ago. Thank...

Dont worry, I already do. One teaspoon for a big cup of water, so far only twice a weak and also plan to find a doctor to speak with two possible medicine that could possible dissolve the stones... and so on. Next spring I get back to stomach ultrasound to check it. Well, this is nowhere near...

Type one. I use this topic to the overall results: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/diabetes-and-my-near-death-experience.96515/#post-1124623 Physically, I treat it perfectly, other diabetics jealous of me for having so rare high and lows. Mentally, a disaster, and even in better days, hard to...

But maybe, if it was on my birth chart, onbmy karma, since the minute I borned... and nkt the failure of my body, a weakness, something I am ashamed so much... that would mean I havent changed. That I still can be the best version of myself. And one day, I might forgive to myself all this suffering

Can I? Would I be free of the shadow of what could have been? Can this damn body be fully fixed, and can I still get the best version of myself? Not the best I could be from here, but the overall best. Just say yes, and I stand up to continue walking. Even if I dont fully belive it

Increadible. Im out of words, Guardian. Thank you. And painfully accurate for me. Saturn, that damn Saturn... now, Im not too great at astrology yet, I dont often rely to it for that, but its there. I doubt I could say which house its in, but seems to clear some things, why I had allergy as a...

It was on my to do list, but I got gallstones. I try to get rid of them without removing my whole gallbladder, maybe after it

How could I grow past this nightmare when its constantly here and if I dont sacrifice my focus, time and energy for it, I lose even more than I already did? Every damn time, I see where I would be now, without this maddeining sickness, how much easier or faster I would achive my goals. I dont...

I took my final farewell from him. Told all I should, nd he tried to cheer me up. Sadly, I was wrong, and even he couldnt help me look into this life with a hopeful eye. Just small joking that he sweared to not see me on the afterlife for at least 30 years.

Im trying High Priestess, I really do. Gym, yoga, meditating, healthier diet, more time in nature, more than ever. But still, diabetes here, and despite my best erforts, its still here. So sadly my physical health wont get better anytime soon

My self esteem was very high before. But, judging the facts and results, it decreased by a LOT. Sure, one can see himself as a near indestructible, almost godlike being with great power, but not being able to heal myself so far or saving my friend? It shattered it so painfully, that looking into...

Greetings, to all, who are luckier with life than me! I might going to rant out, and sorry for that, but I fant really take much more of this. Recently learned some news, which was enough to my barely existing mental health to get a deep diving, and instantly lose all hope I oainfully gathered...

But apple cinder vinegar can theoritically lower blood sugar, so its a win-win situation for me. Doesnt taste as bad as I expected, just a sour apple juice

Most likely diabetes caused it. When I got diagnosed I lost 10 kg(because I couldnt for a week). If theres any reason for it that could have, which means I have them for two years, but they dont cause pain, thats why it bothers me. I went to stomach ultrasound to find out why I cant gain back...

Yes, vitality defenitly does the trick with me, even if we look it philosophically(since high vitality makes you accept life with all of its pain). Ill work on it, thank you

As always, your advices helps me more than any doctors could. I thank you that, once again. There is a big chance my gallbladder wont get removed, but trying to make peace with the idea, if it have to be

Amd that my dear friend who was also ss and very much alike me died to cancer. I tought he would survive it, since that I questioning if I will

Two years of restless healing, sun squares and runicnworkings without any significant effect. And having side effects, despite I do all I can to evade them. Those combined did a very, very bad work on my mental health

The thing is, I might have to be my gallbladder removed, and my pancreas barely produce insulin, that I might never be able to fix. What can I even hope like this? What microscopic chance do I even have to succed in this life and get just a bit close to achiving magnum opus? With a fucking body...

Diabetes already tie me to a very strickt and not much enjoyable diet. Meat is the last few food I enjoy

I know, I already got everything and trying them out. Bad thing is, these are mostly to prevent stones, not to dissolve them. And these are not so tiny stones, tiny stones are between 2-5 mm, mines are 1 cm, so... fuck me I guess

Yes, I read it, but mine does not cause any pain, or feeling, nothing. I wasnt even there to find them, just to find out why I lose weight. They likely there since I got dibetes. They just said I should speak with the surgery if I want them to remove, which is a pretty hopeless situation I...

Tough question, how to love or accept yourself, when you have basically uncurable disises? These completly shattered my tiny hope of just gettig close to Magnum Opus in this lifetime. How could I with a body like this?

Well, it worked good and bad wonders. Im doing my third working of it, about 30 in. First was 14 days, second was a 100 days, hopefully this third will be 100 days too. Apart how well it worked removing some very deep bad habit and near addictions, since I started the third one, I feel absolute...

How does having a surgery changes you spiritually? Like gettig a kidney or gallbladder removed? Can someone recover from it, or forever be just a bit 'less', or having problems in spiritual level? Same for amputation. Or just the part of your astral body still remains, even after loosing the...

Yeah, but they cant remove just the stones, they took out the whole gallbladder. And Im really not a fan of getting my organs removed, specially if they cause no pain. Like, just a half working pancreas was enough to send me into near suicidal depression, I really dont want to find out what a...

Greetings Finally got to stomach untrasound and good news, my orgams works properly(expect my pancreas, but you know, diabetes). Bad news, they found some 1 cm sized gallstones. Now, they dont cause me any pain, I dont even feel them, but I want them out. Hopefully in a natural, operation free...

How long until it worked? Turned out I have some 1 cm big, but wont cause pain

I dont want another shallow friendship. I have enough of those, and they are a tiresome burden. And to find another deep friendship... I got used, betrayed and backstabbed by these a lot, all the way back to preschool. Basically he was the first true friend I ever had. And I dont know if I will...

Worst of all, while henwas alive, I handled all stress with ease. Diabetes, mental lowpoints, family stress, physical stress, college? None of them caused much problem or stress. But now, that he is gone, even small things enough to break my spirit. One bad bloodsugar is usually enough to send...

Greetings! Im not sure what to do. My father is gone long time ago, despite his body is alive. He broke, and just a very toxic shade of himself, who cant let go anything. Collecting the past, and, whats worse, collecting junks, which attracts rodents. Last time one got into the house(about...

Like a night sky, huge, unending darkness with small shiny dots. Having long emotional downpoints, mostly becuse diabetes and a painful saturn transit. But also bked mersu(ancient mesopotamian cake) that turned out really good. But ruined my bloodsugar, so it was rather bittersweet

Overall, Im oroud of this one. Definitly theres place to grow, but so far my best work. It was also an enjoyable process

Greating! This is the third time, I spend my time and energy on recreating an illustration to Milton's Paradise Lost. This pieve took me five weeks during a very, very rough time, when saturn tried to break me, and I never felt that isolated and lost. This piece get a lot more melancolic...

Not yet, its just a saturn transit with one of my natal planet(dont know if I should or should share that). It should end soon, yet it devastating. And yeah, I dont just have it but read it through so many times the book looks ancient and almost falling apart. But I like Nietzsche more

And I likely never be healthy again

In other words, my past two years of nearly endless workings to heal dibetes did basically nothing.

I got the result, and since I got diagnosed my pancreas insuline production decreased by 60 percent. Just as it medically should. There is barely any chance of this ever getting healed. Its a fitting end for this transit

Well, bad news. Finally got the c-peptid levels. In less than two years, since I got diagnosed, it decreased by almost 60 percent. It wasnt high enough when I got diagnosed either, now its less then hlf of it. I still have some, but its not hopeful. On paper ist should drop zero in 3-5 years, if...

This whole time have a strong feeling to the tower card. In fact, in the past few years I had different events, all following the cards of the great arcanum. And now comes the stars, seems fitting to me. After that, the Sun, when I can rebuild myself from the ruins. Because of what remained from...

Yes. You cant save someone who dont want to be saved - I learned that on my friends death. A cruel lesson he left me with, but cruel lessons stays the longest. Ill just keep up, since not much more to go now. I would be even ahsamed just writing down how much time of this painful transit...

I wrote that a bit more details here if youre interested: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/a-little-memorial.299564/ This whole period just makes me so bitter. That I no longer see my own life as a heroic epic, rather a tragedy. The hero of it will fail, no matter how long it took. Just as I...

Im not proud of it, but my only happiness for really, really dark times was porn. And after the near-death lowpoints was gone I get off from it again, and no happiness since. That was also a really shitty halpiness, but still. Gaming, reading, creativity and art, petting dog, yoga, gym, breath...

I know, but it seemed like it only worked on negative things, and didnt matter how much I tell myself 'it can get better', I feel like a stupid kid who touch the hot oven, even after burning his hand a dosen times. I tought for a long time I destined to achive greatness. Then diabetes. Then my...

I try to believe it. But, loosing my dearest friend to cancer, loosing loves, loosing almost all ambition for the jobbI study for five years now, getting diabetes with very severe side effects if I dont follow a cruel routine... I try to look like that its the best for me. But if its, I dint...

Highly unlucky for me, I was hyper disciolined for two months, with a bullet journal and advanced rapidly, making 10-20 things daily for every day. I got burnout and had enough from all just a few weeks before saturn started, so it all went withkut a bigger routine. Guess Im just fucked

Problem is, I stressed out myself really badly for doing too much, and these times I kept myself lower. I cutted back my meditations to a lot lighter routine, so my body wont break into it and I wont get overstressed(at least from that). Its almost over, and I already did a lot of yoga, gym and...

Yeah, and I shared a lot less than I would have wanted to. Sadly, Im not that good at astrology, only started to learn it properly a few years ago, and I have very minimal experiences. And this transit I have now, is shit.

Another minor update, its not as small transit as I hoped, its a whole fucking Saturn transit, wich started around the same time as my lowpoints. Before that this whole illness didnt seemed that bad. And it will stay in a whole damn year...

And since it entered just not long ago, I only have about 11 more months to go. Gods, I honestly dont know if I can endure it. Its a smaller miracle I could endure so far

I have never felt so isolated. That I dont have a future, or any reason to go forth

Almost exactly what happens to my right now, only differnece it hits my emotional side a lot. I wish you strength, if I ever get better I share it with you

Saturn has given a pretty rough transit for one and a half months now. Good news, only a few days left from it, but its effect match pretty closely to a Saturn return. Is it? Because this period is devastating, horribly. Feels like I lost everything from my oast and have nothing for the future...

Almost there. Made a working for self-love and acceptence, Im around 30 days, but will continue to 40. It worked well, only had some lowpoints when I had to get back to the hospital to routine visits(see above). And finally, after a ton of paperwork I got 80 percent off cgm for the next three...

Yeah, you can imagine the dissapointment and more likely panic I had that I might end up the same. Nobody is perfect, I have smaller and bigger flaws as well, and some of them is really hard to fix. But swear to the Gods, Im doing it. Maybe not my best, but doing as much as feels healthy and...

It happens with a lot of us lately. At least we have plenty of experience to treat these periods

First off all, I truly sorry if its off topic. I just really want to get this off from my chest. So, way back then I bad the stupid idea, to teach others on discord. It was a big failure of course, and soon it all crumbled to nothing, but I found a young man there who was around the same age as...

I usually keep a list of everything I achived so far, for whenever I feel really low(times get more often sadly). It also keep me motivated to achive new things (like pushing up my body weight) so I can prove to myself that I, in fact, stronger than I was before

Two more days, and I finish the three weeks of self love and acceptance. At least this time the whole lowpoint only lasted for half a day, and not two whole week like last time. Please, forgive me, if I sound too pessimistic in these moments. Im just the kind who really live out both the...

With all honesty, the reason I choosed life on that day on the hospital was because we had rtrs to do. Because we had to fight, and for that glory, I would have endure even a hundred worse thing. But now its done

Alright, some new info. I finally got a cgm. The amount of stress it cause might turn into heart attack, but I have one, and it works fine Mentally I was pretty good so far. I had to go to usual routine visit, and boy, do I feel like a failed being once again! In truth is, I dont really have...

In pre-socratic greek Cronus was the persification of time itself. Time, that sooner or later devoured everything, even the gods, one by one(f.e. Goya's painting of it), until Zeus bested him. And with His victory, humanity could live, without the fear from time. Without the fear, that what they...

So thats what they missing, I was wondering🤣

And Quetzalcoatl, the Feathered Serpent, their God of knowledge was the one who actively refused any kind of blood sacrifice. Just wondering, is that mean every other of their Gods have been corrupted into bloodthirsty dieties, or just replaced original Gods with false onesml. Ancient greek was...

Mostly, if not all my problems roots from stress. Im nit the best handling it, avoiding it, and I just overall get stressed from problems. What would be the best rune/working to fix it?

Wunjo and raising my energies helped me against self-destructive toughts.

Is it? The version I read was that Shiva simply neutralized the poison, that made his troath blue colored. I havent read anything about that causing him pain.

Alright, think Im better now. Ill wait that one or two weeks to be sure, but it seems things are back to normal, and have some positive changes. Ill write them after Ill be certain of it😊

Sonone or two weeks after and its gone forever? No chance of ever rssd hitting on? I read some truly terrifying things online

Hey, quick refresh, did some research,.discovered pssd (witch now definitly my number one fear) and now I wouldnt took those if my life would depend on them. Only tought for two days, and yet, my usually high libido got really low, and emotions havent get back as well as they should. Could be...

Greetigs! So... I was in deep depression lately, and its nowhere near as good now as I would want to. Cant accept myself, cant love myself(both partly, but not only because of diabetes), hate the feeling that my life dont really have a porpuse anymore, that I might not be strong enough to achive...

Oh, you cant imagine what I would give to gain some fat back😢 Since I got diagnosed I lost more than 10 kg and no matter what I did, I never gained a single gramm. Its especially bad in winter, Im cold, and badly slim. If I pull back my stomach it feels like a dried corpse with my ribs nearly...

I would really need a new way of seeing all this. A perspective where I can see even this illness as something I can beat, something I can fix and becoming stronger, better, something that was needed to make me my best version...

Just realised how difficult would be fasting for me🤦 Since all the damn insulin is calculated to the fact I eat three times a day, even if I wont take those shots, my bloodsugar would go low very quickly. One time I skipped dinner, and I woke up four times in the middle of the night bcs low...

And if any too high or too low bloodsugar happens to me(the lows are painful, the highs risk nerve damage), I have noone to blame just myself.

*About taking back meditations

Thank you for always providing great amount of information, I appraise it😊 I will definitly try fasting, if Im already hungry it wouldnt matter much. But regarding that its damaged or deactivated... I have no idea, and its annoys me beyond words, that no matter what, I cant know more from my...

Im not sure it could be related to my guts, my digestion system usually endures anything. Same for my father, we often jokes we two could even 'digest an iron nail' if it would be needed. Nope, not a singe one type one diabetic as long as my family tree goes back. And since my aunt maniacally...

Type 1 For about a year and a half now

Greatings! Its been a while since anything would drastically changed, and I wish I would have good news to share. Physically everything remained the same, expect that too high or low tempeture weather cause rapid changes on my bloodsugar level. But mentally... dear Gods, Im all time low, and it...

*Rtrs Tvr is the hungarian translations

This is almost unbeliveable... I joined right as tvrs started, and joined to the rituals as early as I could... Ik really happy, but its hard to embrace that its done😅

Greetings! I got back into pottery a bit, and tried to make a cndle holder this time. Tried to make something antiqe looking, its get a lot better than my last one😅 Hail Satan

My eternal thank High Priestess. I did it for two weeks, and it already had huge effects on a problem, I tought unchangeable before. Ill start it again today, and if everything goes well, Ill do it for 100 days.

The meaning of sin change to something like "dont do this because it offend the xian god" because they had no logical reasoning to it. Stupidity is the only sin, not against the Gods, but against your own self, because it stops you from advancing

Beautiful work Libra😁

For example Mayhem. Now they are just straight up fallen antropods

Has good parts in it, and has bad parts in it. I dont think they are willfully with the enemy(there are far worse metal bands that call themself Satanists), they are just verily misinformed

I havent😅 You have my thanks, it solves my problem

I feel horrible about it so far, like I just wasted a lot of years, a bigger fortune and a big partion of my health to university for something I dont even enjoy

Im sure my birth time is right, I checked several times. Its just really unusual, the pluto in the next house would be the closest describing of my from all the book. Yet what houses its in my natal chart barely fitting for me

Greetings I study geology for a long time now, and even thou I enjoy the classes, I hated the actual work, more than anything before. Tried different geology related jobs, but never felt so bored before. I looked my natal chart, there are several houses and planets that means good scientific...

Is it possible, that if a planet is close to the end of a house, the next house will be more fitting for the person? Like Pluto is in my 'x'th house, but the Pluto on x+1 house literally described me. Its like four degree away from the next house

This one always helps me to calm down

If you dont mess up the numbers it wont ruin it, just weakens it. Do some void meditation before it, that helps to remain focused

I bought a nice piece of smoke quartz, but it turned out it was artifically made black. Does it still have the same effect as a regular quartz, or its useless as it is?

Scrubs is a better sitcom, but even that show have jewish actors in, not even those. Big bang theory can be funny sometimes, but if you take out the recorded laughing it become an akward mess. Thats why I prefer scrubs, that dont have recorded laugh

Finally done😁

I still have some work with it. I want to make a leather sheath for it, and polish off the grinders work

Thats exactly why I bought a new grinder. The first one was an old and cheap crap, I could change its disk and it fell apart after a few days. Fortunatly it barely moved at that point, so it just scratched my arms. This new one even have a safety lock around its disk. Costed around two days of...

Hello Brothers and Sisters! I already have a lot of fighting knife, after time I tried to make my own. Without a forge, I used an ankle grinder on old rasps. The first attempt was a funny little junk, but after a week of work and a better grinder, I finally made a seax knife. Even carved the...

This time made with soft pastel, thatt was the closest for the vibrant colors I wanted😁

It did, even though Im naturally impatient😅

I just dont understand... what the fucking point of pedophilia? A child have literally no benefit compared to an adult, yet some sickos desire a kid. Just fucking disgusting.

Seems Im not the only one who likes Paradise lost paintings😁

Increadible work😁 But now you really hiped me up for a Joy of Satan themed Soulslike. This could be a nice new firelink shrine

Greetings This project nearly took a whole week, and around 25-30 hours. Still, it was most enjoyable to recreate this scene. Worked on very thin layers, so I hadnt wait weeks for the underpaint to dry out. If this scene is familiar for anyone, its because I recreated an illustration from...

Just made this little project from the leftovers, but turned out too good to not share with you!😁

Does Nietzsche's Übermensch just a philosophical view on the advanced human?

Beautifully said High Priest! And in such a perfect time. I used to get so disgusted from humans, while I was rather disgusted from antropods. If I dp things well, soon I can proudly call myself a Human😁 Still have some flaws to honestly call myself one.

I wake up every day one hour earlier just to have time to meditate. Not always work, sometimes Im too tired yet its the best. Even a 12 hr job can allow you some time, if you use it wisely

I can change the rune color to black, but sadly this is the sraightest I can make it with microcord

Sowilo, I just took the pic from a bad angle

Mostly made this paracord project to relax, bit turned out better than I imagined.

This was a redone bracelet, and Im really satisfied with the finished project. Its literally a my bracelet, its a Dark colored paracord with the Aries pattern on it. I felt funny today😁

Just played with the idea of writing fantasy stories, and I thinked about it. - they worship a literal zombie - they hate everything that is linked to nature and life (body, sex, feasting, exercising) - all they really want is to be resurrected and do conpletly nothing - literally ashamed for...

So, after around half year I bought again a huge loads of oaracird, mostly for a few project that I wanted to try. And I "accidently" made some spiritual jewelry from it.😅 The little ring cost two trys and around four modifying until I get the good size. Its pretty comfortable now. The black...

Greatings! I recently started doing a lot of yin yoga to increase my lower back flexibility(and its also good to lower my blood-sugar, double point😁). It went painfully slowly, but now I can hold a pose up to 5 or even 10 min, and it sometimes feels almost euphoric. Like I just did a four hour...

Visiting other worlds is more for astral projection. I think about 99 percent of dreams are from the subconscious, and can give really useful advice about how you truly feel, what would be good for your body, what you misses in life, etc. As Nietzsche said: "There is more wisdom in your body...

Lucid dreams are really hard to do, and even if it happens, it basically just your imagination playing wild. Yes, its icreadible, and you can feel like a god in lucid dreaming, but thats still only inside your head. Dreams are rather the manifestation of your subconscious. It can give great...

Thank you so much HPS! I did the changes as soon as I could, and the result comed rather quickly. I havent wrote yet, because I wanted to make sure its not by accident. Now Im sure of it. I redesign my room according to feng shui last week, and HPS Lydia gave very quick advice to it. Since that...

Dear Satanic Brothers and Sisters! This will be a sensitive topic for me, so excuse me if I get radical(as usual😅). Also, I only meant romantic love. I planned a lot, and as I see, in case of my love life I have 3 bigger way to choose from. 1. A hedonistic life. Spending much of my time...

Tha Thank you😁 Is it okay if I my desk faces the wall? Or should I position it in a way I can sit between my desk and the wall?

Thank you High Priestess! The door opens in the good way, I just messed up in the scetch. My bad😅 I will defenitly try the desk, I often tried to write there but never really worked out as I hoped. Also, is it okay to place the tv in front of the bed? I read some places that its not suitable...

Greatings! For a while now I play with the idea of radesigning my room according to feng shui, but I really dont want to mess up. Its a quick scetch of my room, its in the end of a shorth hallway. I know my bed shouldnt be in the corner, and my writing table is in a bad position, but the more I...

Thank you for that. Yeah, Arany is increadibly good, you can feel he enjoyed writing. Even worse than Ady, there is Radnóti, a literal jew(even had the ratlike face). Cringe to see that some book mention this rat as the most important poet. Even his poems are horroble.😂 Yeah, I felt it while...

Forget to mention there is a hungarian book called 'Feng Shui a gyógyításban és egészségmegőrzésben'. Really easy to read, and have very useful ways to improve the flow of energy.

Yeah, thats my biggest problem with old poems, even if they want to show Satan in a positive way, they have to stick to the shitty xian way. I wouldnt say tragedy of man is nihilistic, more like more way of existential philosophy. Still, I think the only hungarian book that has some deepness...

I also tried to teach others in the past(like in discord), but it doesnt really worth it. It seems its best if you focus on your advencement

In the very short lived hungarian facebook group - which evolved into the thuletide - there was news that nubemhet was a gypsy woman, and Nigel just not a Satanist anymore. I dont know how much of these are true, the one who said these news are not really a good man, possibly lied. Trusth me...

Was I the only one who saw it changing colors? After finishing h Her ritual the ring get a warm-white color, like its own aura.

Hey, so quick note! I do daily RAUM meditation more than a week now, and the result were almost immidietly. My bloodsugar level get lover, doesnt go beyond 10 mmol/l, and stay lover than it suppesed to.

So, I found way how to organise living room, working room, bedroom, etc according to feng shui, to keep the reeom energetic. But what to do when you have one room for all? I have my own room, but there are the bed, tv, work table, and my books too. Which way would be the most fitting to...

As you can see, I read a lot😅

Why havent I saw this before?😅 A 2016-os, Kurdi Imre által fordított verzió van meg nekem, pár ómagyaros fordítástól(pl you shall --> kötelmed) eltekintve jó. Obviously, every other book by Nietzsche is a very good choice. Anthycrist, Human all too human, Gaya sciencia, Beyond good and evil...

(For some reason the last part missed) And not just Them but your helps as well, Brothers and Sisters. I could always count on all of you as well, just as you can count on my help when needed. Hail Satan!

Nine long years ago, that seems and feels like a whole life, in 06. 06. 2015. I did the Dedication ritual. When I started I was still very, very young. Until other teens did their stupid tasks I read and learned and experienced. Soon the knowledges of my past lifes get back. Nine years was not...

Hey, sorry for not replying for a time, I got busy at work and I wanted to reply with progress to share. I slowly but surely try to added more to my daily routine, and not just meditations. Now about four times a weak I do hatha yoga, Sat Kriya and my meditations. I often made the mistake to...

A little cup I made from a broken coconut. There is someting ancient in creating items from scratch, I feel them as more personal gifts. I used it as a ritualistic gift to Father Satan. Inside is the best tea I probably ever made. I dont really drink wine, so I have just cheap and sour wine home.

Hello Satanic Brothers and Sisters! After I spend more than half year to write an insanely boring and dry dissertation, I nearly turned my back to writing. A few days of reading lovecraftian stories was enough for me to realise why I started writing in the first hand.😅 But what to write? Or...

I used epoxy, fixed around 5 min, but it have its drawbacks. Epoxy is very toxic(and have a rotten fish-like smell), if you fix with that the cheramy wont be foodsafe anymore. Im not sure if the flowers in the wase would survive thou. Use a lot of gloves, epoxi stick to everything. The only...

There is a japanese art called kintsugi, where you fix a broken pot using gold(or yello copper this case). Just in life, you you break, lose, become flawled etc. You cant restore to its original, or act like nothing happened, but you can bring out the best of it. With great care and mastery you...

Hello brothers and sisters! This one was more of a relaxing creation, wanted to fill it evenly. Hope ypu like it.😅

Yeah, the doctors wasnt undertood about it, how a supposed "chronic" illness just appered at me. Noone in my family tree had type-1. Sadly I was sensitive to autoimmune diseases, I have a minor allergy since birth, or very yound age. If there was something to trigger, I guess it was the...

Thank you, I appraciate. Sadly I have the type-1 diabetes, wich is known as not reversible. In type-1 your pancreas cant make enough insulin, so your body reject the food and you loose a lot of weight. I lost 15 kg when I was diagnosed. I still do runic healing, and did the Sun square for it...

Well, this was a big experience.😅 Painting it was a big mess, I tried something similar like my pfp, a blue-green-red shading, but it was too red, and my shading skills are not nearly enough for it. So I tried to create a blue, bit Shiva-like version. Im not too satisfied with the final version...

Im happy to hear that, He is also my Guardian😁 But sadly I cant help with ensuring. Master Azazel teached me in all of my previous lifes, for me it felt like returning to an old friend, or getting home after a long vander.

For those who are unfamiliar with the story, Odysseus and his crew have to cross where the Syrens live. The song of the Syrens makes any man mad, they drive their boat to rocks and the Syrens eat their corpses. Odysseus was warned about them, so block all of his mans ears, but give one weird...

So, its a while this happened, but recently I remember it over and over. That time I didnt payed attention to what happened, I had bigger problems to work with. Please, excuse me if it doesnt really have a point, or if I get too sentimental. I just want to share it with you. July, 2023. After a...

It is Brother, it is.😁 It wasnt purposeful, I just finished The Illiad, and felt the need to create an image of Zeus. The new ritual last day felt like an absolute extasis, we will surely crush these parasites.

Sticking with my love for ancient greece, here is my next finished piece😁. All hail Great Belzebul, Lightning Zeus, Powerful Kronides!

I found a nice slice of wood at the forest, its shape was strangly fitting for my ideas. All hail Master Azazel, shining Apollo, singing arrow of vengeance, teacher of mankind!!!

You guys are wonderful, I knew you could help😁 I'll finish it for sure, just maybe take more time than I planned to not get too exhausted. I was also able to ask the assistance of some teacher there(one for chem, one for dissertation), and maybe I make it for next year instead of this one. I...

Hello Satanic Brothers and Sisters, I feel horribly. I started the University (geology) four years ago, and now Im rather disgusted from this. It was very hard and unforgiving from the start, most of classes expected from you to dedicate your whole life for that one class, and learn about it...

Not even mentioning that the "last man" is a basically a fully obidient slave, what you can get from communism, or similar what was produced during the dark middle ages.

It is also a good time to finally start Sun squares😁

Im glad you like it.😁 Im more than sure Nietzsche was gifted by the Gods with this much knowledge. When he later wrote about the creation of Zarathustra, he pretty accurately described the feeling. "Akiben él a babonáknak csupán csírája is, sz képtelen lerázni magáról azt a képzetet, hogy az...

Thats utterly disgusting. I doubt there would be fitting words to describe these degenerate parasites

Most DNA test are just another ways for the jews to push their lies. Look his facial fearures, surnames in his family tree, etc, but its more likely that he isnt a jew.

Searched some random topic, then instinct called me here😅

Is there any specific meditation you could do with the company of an animal? I meditated a few times with my dog before, just void meditation and deep cleaning, but he reacted positively for it.

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You're welcome.😁

A few words before it. I scetched the idea almost a week before I finally started drawing, but I wasn't have enough time or energy to do it because of my work. When I finally sat down to draw I didnt stop until I was done. Took around 5 hours...😅 I did a lot of experiment with this one. Wanted...

I already read Crime and punishment and Notes from the underground, and those were very interesting books. I liked Dostoyevsky's psychology and his critique about morality, so I bought Brother Karamazov. Only finished a few chapter, but not really promising. Xianty is in the spotlight of this...

Thats a great idea, I was thinking something similar. You guys will get back my motivation for drawing in the end😅

A few words to it: - English is not my native langue, so excuse me if its flawed sometimes in grammar. - I wrote this for publication, planned to make avarge people realize the truth, thats why Im rather careful with it. - I tried this dialog focused style, hopefully its still understandable...

- You got way too far this time - said Borris while paid the bail - What were you even thinking? - You wouldn't understand - Wilheim slowly walked out of his cell - Anyway, my thanks, Ithat fat guy was looking me a wrong way. - You gave them a speech, right? - If you know already, then why are...

Also, "tikk-takk" is the hungarian version of "tick-tock", I tried to use the clock's ticking to measure the time in each panel.

Thank you, I'm glad you like it😁

I know, I realised that soon enough, thats why I search for a better one

Isnt BJJ only useful when you are on the ground? I heard a lot of critics because it become more of a sport than an actual martial art.

It took several hours, but it was way too enjoyable for me to stop😅 I just finished a wider drawing book, the last task was to draw a comic/manga, and my first idea was drawing a meditation. Hope you like it.

Can someone give me useable documents about Dim Mak? I cant find any technique.

Did Napoleon and Alexander the Great finished achieved Magnum Opus?

What would be the fastest method to achive a very flexible body? Both in using phisical activities and in magical works?

An awawkened Kundalini might be necessary, but great astral senses and deep trance would be. The more advanced you are the clearer those memories will be.

Im almost sure that the vampires are a parody of us. Supernatural powers, immortality and eternal youth, yet a jewish rotten cross can make him retreat. Just another weak way to try to scare peoples away the truth

Which one would be the most practical? I recently practiced ninjutsu and wing chung, here are my pros and cons for them. Ninjutsu + Quick reflexes + Makes you more reactive, keep you moving while fighting + Versitale tools, you can fight effectively even wih ropes and sticks + Hand-to-hand...

A bit of jewish blood is enough to make someone fully jewish. Its like putting a small amount of shit into a cake, it ruins it all. Those who have jewish blood can never EVER be accepted by Satan. Jews get pain from doing RTR-s, as it literally dissolve their soul. Mostly of our meditations...

If you want to master samething, you can use visualisation and magic. Its like a cheating code for life, you can succed way faster.

It depends on a lot of things, like do you have a talent for it, do you try new technices or only practice the same few things you already learnd? Also, you cannot fully master anything, for example drawing. You can make photorealistic drawings, but there will be always new ideas, new techices...

Exactly what I was thinking😅 I think we got a pretty good conclusion at the end, but Im still curious what a more advanced Satanist, or even a High Priest/Priestess would say about it.