DarkAries
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Greetings!
Recently I got the chance for a pretty good paying job. I was all hopeful until I looked how exactly it goes. I speanded a day there, and in summery, 12 hours a day I would sit in a mobile office with loud beeping noise and staring monitors in lamp light. It very much have a negative inpact on me, I can barely do the minimum meditation, cant do yoga there or physical any workout, any reading, drawing, writing, so nothing what I like and I aim to be better at, and evolve in it. And I was lucky this time, I was alone in the room we slept(because its always somewhere random location). I supposed to get 1-2 roommates, which would mean no meditation. And even if I have a bit of free time, I feel overly exhausted from this, yet I achived nothing jn the matters of what I like.
So, I have a few days until the boss call me and decide it veather he wants me to work there or not. I really dont know if I should accept it. It pays, stable, and who knows if I ever get a chance like this again.
Oh, right, it also made my bloodsugar really chaotic. With the combination of stress, no lunch break, pressure and poor sleep(half the colliges party half night) it makes managing diabetes nearly impossible.
Recently I got the chance for a pretty good paying job. I was all hopeful until I looked how exactly it goes. I speanded a day there, and in summery, 12 hours a day I would sit in a mobile office with loud beeping noise and staring monitors in lamp light. It very much have a negative inpact on me, I can barely do the minimum meditation, cant do yoga there or physical any workout, any reading, drawing, writing, so nothing what I like and I aim to be better at, and evolve in it. And I was lucky this time, I was alone in the room we slept(because its always somewhere random location). I supposed to get 1-2 roommates, which would mean no meditation. And even if I have a bit of free time, I feel overly exhausted from this, yet I achived nothing jn the matters of what I like.
So, I have a few days until the boss call me and decide it veather he wants me to work there or not. I really dont know if I should accept it. It pays, stable, and who knows if I ever get a chance like this again.
Oh, right, it also made my bloodsugar really chaotic. With the combination of stress, no lunch break, pressure and poor sleep(half the colliges party half night) it makes managing diabetes nearly impossible.