I'm a woman who cares a lot about other people's opinions and also who's really vain. I'd like to shave my head just to see what it's like and then let it grow back, healthy again, it's long normal hair. But I'm ashamed of what they'll think and how they'll see me. I live in a city with 5k...

Yesterday, I had a physics class, and my professor started talking about the universe. That got me thinking, and now I have a few questions. I hope these aren't taken as blasphemy or anything of that nature. I ask this with the utmost respect and with faith in the gods. Here are my questions...

When doing KRAM is it okay to say it as it is like with the sound of cake. KRAM. Or do I HAVE TO do it like with a scratchy sound from the throat? KHHHram ? I did it like with a normal K. is the square ruined ?

I have Aries on my second house cusp and Jupiter in Aries in the house. I also sometimes impulsively order other things when I don't have money for them. I think this placement gives a lot of impulsiveness cause I think I have enough when I don't. I was in debt for awhile but now am fine. I just...

Hello, I would like your help. I can't attract anyone, and it just doesn't happen. This has been happening to me since I entered teens years and everyone started dating. I can count on my fingers how many times a boy has ever found me "pretty" ( and no, they never even try to date me or...

I have beginning-stage hair thinning, which developed because I didn't take good care of my hair. What are some solutions I can apply spiritually? Also, do you have any physical suggestions?

My partner has taken up the habit of doing coke and he is destroying himself and me and the relationship. He turned into this lying and manipulative monster who would choose his addiction and friends that enable him over me. he attracts these bad people, dealers and enablers. he has so much...

There are women who find a man attractive just because he has a relationship and trying to get him and messing up his relationship. I have some insights that such a situation will occur when I have a relationship, I am also a woman. And I am curious, in such a situation, rather than resolving...

After dedicating myself, I started having unpleasant dreams. They're grotesque, mundane, predicting the future, but their context is unpleasant. They're not sweet, not kind, they're rude. The entities that appear in my dreams take humorous forms, and they're often vile and repulsive to me—like...

I am not an addicted person; I have been clean for 7 or 8 months. But lately, I have had the urge to vape. I feel like this craving will not go away until I use it. It's not a craving in the form of an addiction, just more of a curiosity that I have in the back of my mind. Lately, I've seen some...

I live in a very small town where people my age only care about drinking and "partying" and I don't like that. I lost all my friends from school because none of them were really my friends and they just wanted to use me for their own benefit. In the end I'm a person who spends all the time...

I don't want to accept the fact that I have something in my body that I can't change. If I never accept it, will it be a bigger problem in my next life? Or even in this one?

i don't know how to describe what I'm experiencing but I feel so, so lonely and twisted. I can't make friends because I'm not capable of forming bonds with them since I'm scared they'll hurt my feelings. I'm desperate. i try to have friends but always end up putting distance with them without...

Hello, after beginning, i just to apologize if my english is not very good, english is not my first language, i'm brazilian and if i write something offensive and/or wrong, i might do it sometimes without even noticing. id like to know where dependent autistic, neurodivergent, mentally ill go...

I like the energies of these crystals. Are they of the enemy do they damage the soul. The energy to me feels calming and neptunian not like angels. I have one on me right now I like it.

When will the war in Ukraine end? I am very worried about my life and the life of someone close to me.

I want to go to a college that doesn't offer a bachelor's degree, but rather a technology degree, which gives a better return on the market because it's more focused on getting you out there and working. I want to work in the natural things area, which I could even specialize in acupuncture...

Why shouldn't we have sex with other races? Is it includes platonic friendship too? Just curious And what if two friends with different race fall in love?

Brothers and Sisters, I was attacked by Zeuss enemy a couple years ago and I was in all summery, coriecered into giving my full name. Now Im attacked trying to do AOP, cleaning Rituals. What do I do? Please help. Thank you! Hail Zeus! Hail the Gods/Deamons!

I have this kind of dream from time to time. Some nights, in addition to my normal dreams, I feel the intensity of my entire subconscious mind at once. These are very intense dreams mixed with lucid dreams, occurring within two or three hours. And I wake up occasionally, but as soon as I close...

Is it unhealthy to want to be controlled and punished? I enjoy this type of behavior and wish my partner would engage with it more. Or should I try to lessen this? I think a part of it stems from trauma. But I also just enjoy the safety of someone else telling me what to do (if I trust them...

How can I get rid of bruxism if I can’t afford the braces the dentist recommended to cure it? I’m struggling with everything because of this, even opening my mouth is difficult, and I can’t yawn properly. I’ve already asked two healing Gods for help, but they both said no. My face is becoming...

Hello, the Russian forum and donor platform have been down for about two days now. Please tell me what happened to them. I don't know if it's technical work or some kind of DDoS attack again.

Are spirit conjuration bindings real magic when payed for from a shop keep like ******** Etsy or ******** shop sites that are out there you can find these days online?

So I am a cancer ascendant man with a Capricorn and 7H stelliums especially mars being 6H cap and Venus 7H cap. When I finally tried being with Capricorn ascendant women it seems like issues in my life get fixed gradually, insomnia decreased, hardly feel sad when it comes to that. When I get...

Can one ask Satan for a gay lover and how

Hi, I'm interested in possible outcomes and ways this placement can manifest. House is empty of planets.

Hello. I am doing the square, but the problem is that firstly I am very afraid of making a mistake beforehand, before pronouncing the mantra, and I am afraid after finishing the pronunciation. And, most importantly, the mantra continues to sound like an echo in my head, and I cannot stop...

How do we find out purpose in life and Wich methods do we use

I understand that only the superior of Zeus' wars will remain on Earth, but then our number will be no more than a few tens of thousands, at best we will have 100,000 people, do I understand correctly that immigrants who are already close to Magnum Opus will be brought to us on a ship? What will...

I'm working to attract compatible sexual partners, and therefore sex. What do you think? x20 Uruz x6 Kenaz x16 Sowilo After vibrating the runes, I inhale red energy a couple of times and affirm 10 times: "I am attracting compatible sexual partners to me." I'm doing it for 40 days! Any advice?

Thank you everyone. Going to a nutritionist doesn't seem possible for me right now. I forget to eat, I've lost ten pounds due to depression in recent years, I went from 55kg to 45kg (Because I'm short, these numbers aren't as scary as they seem). Still, I always had very curvy lines, perhaps...

Uranus will soon be conjunct My IC in Gemini what does that mean. My I C is 10 Gemini

Hello. I turned 20 and my body is changing very quickly. I'm a woman, and I don't know if it's because I haven't been eating enough, but I can't say I've been eating well for the last five or six years. This year, for the first time, I noticed that my hips are starting to melt away, if that's...

I have a hole in my solar chakra, on top of the chakra from what I’m feeling. The hole was caused through multiple semi-traumatic and confidence shattering events in regards to women and relationships. My father hasn’t helped in this and makes the problem far worses, adding more negative emotion...

I was wondering about what would happen if you did self hypnosis an imagined having sex what would happen cause I didn't want to try till I had a opinion on it cause I don't want to have sex with a thoughtform or enemy

It is square Neptune and no other planets touch it as most of my planets are in middle to late degrees. It's on or feeling effects from the cardinal point of Aries according to what I read. What does it mean my life should head towards. I know it's on Baals degrees does this mean anything.

Thank you :) And thank you for your reply @Pammy ❤️ I think it is the effect of the deep cleaning, it is easily solved for me. On Sunday I am starting to removing negative karma for my relationships, then I will start a love working. I was constantly watching him, trying to see things in him...

Thank you dear TG, you are right in everything you say, I am being selfish. At that time I tended to remove sex from the relationship for a while because even if we did things together it was always connected to sex and I really thought that he only wanted me for sex, for material pleasure...

My father has been an alcoholic for a long time. I'm a young woman, and I've worked so hard for him, both financially and emotionally. My mother and I were separated, and he ended up on the streets because of his alcoholism, and I brought him home. I'm the only one working at home, trying to...

The first day I started fitness and the first moment I took a break, I saw a card in my tarot deck open and turned upside down. This card was the Empress. I feel this is not a coincidence. Could I be doing something wrong or... why, what do you think? Thank you so much in advance.

I asked a few questions here though the problem is when I go to join it never gets past read the rules on my device. I read them I agree to them but I can't get past that prompt. I am frustrated. I don't want to ask all my questions here. Also does anyone know any cleansing mantras using...

1. Is my Mars weak in Libra closely conjunct Spica opposite Jupiter in Aries on exact degree or does that strengthen it or weaken it. Should I do Mars Square. It is also Square moon in Cancer it's fall sign that probably weakens it. Can Jupiter mantra(s) or Jupiter be used for cleansing I...

I have a lot of urgent dental work. But Saturn is retrograde now and will be so until the end of the fall. Is it possible to do dental work during Saturn retrograde? What if you NEED to do it?

I know a guy, he's into me since he first saw me. But he is like this to the almost every woman in his life and probably cheated on me. We had a relationship that involves.. only sex and bed romanticism? I said I am not comfortable with it anymore, I asked him not to do it for a while, to see if...

My ascendant is aquarius Uranus Conjunct Saturn in Sagittarius. I have pisces intercepted in the first house. Does Saturn cause a lot of problems does this mean I have bad Karmic seeds. It seems to me Saturn is less malific in Sagittarius cause it's Jupiter ruled but the strange thing is...

Hello, can someone please help me clarifying the following? I forgot to do the sun square vibrations during the day, but I woke up at 5:40 and, seeing that it was still a planetary night, i did the vibrations and finished them at 5:54. The issue is that sunrise appears to be at 5:55 in my city...

Por quê o foco do Deus Principal da Alegria de Satan mudou de Satan Lúcifer Enki EA / Shiva Satya/Melek Taus/Ahriman PARA >>> Zeus (Beelzebuth, Enlil, Mammon) ?? Sempre entendi pelo site original sendo Satan Lúcifer Satanás/Shiva/Enki - o pai da humanidade como o Deus Supremo do Inferno e não...

If Baal/Zeus is Satan as the new temple of Zeus explains then what about the experiences of others who experienced Satan the God and the fact the Satans absolution ritual has a very different energy than Beelzebul himself. I have experienced him in helping me never experienced Father Satan as he...

The whispers I listen telling me wake up but I don’t know what’s happening in need your help to understand what’s happening

@Henu the Great Thanks, your response makes sense, I agree with you. Yes, I don’t want to compromise on my boundaries. @Karnonnos Thanks, I see your point. But this would be a problem for me. I still want a monogamous partner who takes responsibility in the relationship. I don't like porn and...

I was interested in spiritual Satanism and loved Satan and did the commitment ritual and felt a vibration in my body and only listened to silence and a voice from my body. This was two years ago or more after that I kept looking for any guidance and found someone who told me to do meditations...

I would like to translate all the text from English to Czech. Who do I need to ask for permission to make sure everything is in accordance with the law?

I have a christian friend who I care deeply about. Even though she is a christian, she is one of the kindest, hard working and best friends I have ever had. Due to this, it makes me feel really bad knowing that her good soul should end up perished. Is there a way to help her and try to make sure...

I am from a strong religious backround , but i am SOOO drawn to what ive been told is the "dark side" . Yet the slightest wind from that direction renders me helpless and wanting more. (sry if thats tmi)

I've been a dedicated Zevist for 10 years. Dedicated my soul immediately and have been in devoted practice since. During this time Ive done a great many amazing things with the help of the Gods. I've seen, I've spoken, and I've felt the spiritual on this path. Things you can't ever do as a...

My natal is also 6 in the same Sign if it matters. Scared if honest; 3'rd House.

CR is Venus in Virgo 11th in a disassociated grand trine with Jupiter and Mars 3rd (conjunct Aculeus), quincunx Neptune and Square Pluto 3rd (conjunct Antares opposite Aldebaran). They are a young Zevist polymath. Not feminine, but somewhat androgynous. Masculine (Plutonian/Jupiterian)...

I was raised in a Christian family and have always believed in Christianity. Later, I converted to Taoism and learned some Taoist magic. Now I want to dedicate myself to Satan, the Father of Satan. In the devotion ritual book, should I write "former Christian" or "former Taoist"? I take the...

My cat was my best friend. I loved him so much. He died unexpectedly, probably from a heart attack, and now everything feels empty and cold without him. My room feels too big. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that he won't be there to purr when I wake up. I'm starting to question my...

Why does the God that I believe in, not give me a good life? I am very poor financially (have been for 43 years), I have bad health, I have make a lot of mistakes in my life, I have tried to get jobs and keep them for as long as I can, I have prayed and prayed and nothing ever changes in my...

The Christian God has claimed me and told me I am his. I don't know what to do as I know not what he wants from me, except to curse me and keep me poor, and he never blesses me financially and I am really struggling right now just to pay all my bills and keep a roof over my head. I have no idea...

I feel such emptiness and discomfort in existing that it runs through me every day and I feel like not waking up the next day, I find myself wishing for death every day even though I practice meditation, do magic work so on I believe I deserve a good life, but anguish is something that lives...

About 6 years ago I was diagnosed by a doctor via blood test to have genital herpes, which currently has no known cure. Since then, I take an anti-viral medication daily. As long as I don't skip this, I almost never get any outbreaks 99% of the time. If I do accidentally skip a day or 2, I...

But there is also etheric energy, as well as other subatomic particles, how can I distinguish them and fill them?

Leo is the ruler of the 7th house like in your example. So would this mean a change in my relationships or finding a new partner or something?

Dear fellow Zevists, I was born with Saturn in the 6th house in Pisces. I’m now completing a square that began when the Sun was in Leo, with the affirmation: “In a positive and healthy way for me, my overall physical health is powerfully resilient and not sensitive or easily bothered, now and...

Once when I was a child, I stole a leather talisman with a Koran inside from a Muslim. Childish curiosity. To which he told me that I and my whole family are cursed and will die soon. I was very scared. Then a year later he admitted that it was a joke! But I don't think so now. What can be done...

if its a live service of some sort. is it safe? are we sure we are not exposing our real info? not trying to scare, just genuinely worried. thanks.

Can I somehow focus on the bottom and top, but not on the sides, so as not to hurt people with the absorption of energy, and is it possible to concentrate in a different way, it is very difficult for me, I do not understand how to do it correctly and safely, there are too few instructions. Can I...

It seems to me that polygamy and polyamory are becoming more common than monogamy. I am a monogamous person, and I wonder if this will become harder to achieve. Is monogamy a real thing? Is it weird that I also wouldn’t be able to accept it if my partner had a promiscuous past, having sex...

Hello there! I was very tired last night during my daily spiritual square working, and I have affirmed ,,in a beneficial easy and healthy way for me'' 2 times instead of ,,in a beneficial happy and healthy way for me'' . Is my square ruined because of that little change in affirmation only 2 times?

And "health" (about category). Will the spiritual square of Mercury, started in Cancer, work against epilepsy? Please answer. I recently completed it, but I am already so afraid of convulsions that I feel them in everything. I wouldn't like to start anything else considering I'm a minor among...

I remember now this happened after I did the ritual to Astarte later that same night. Could this have been her voice?

I want to perform initiation ritual but I would like to know if I will be able to cancel it if I decide in future. Or it comes with you until you die?

Can anyone tell me something about the numbers 227 and 295 if there's any information? I kept repeating this in my dreams.

I always know what I need to do, but I still don't do it. I know the answer to every problem and I know what I should do, but I don't do it because I don't feel like it. What should I do? I know that I need will and high goals. I have high goals but Im not interested in it soo much. Maybe...

There are many inconjuncts/quincunx in my solar return chart. What does this mean for me, I've never seen this many inconjuncts before: Saturn Inconjunct Sun, Jupiter Inconjunct Uranus, Moon Inconjunct True Node, Uranus Inconjunct Sun, Neptune Inconjunct Sun, Pluto Inconjunct Saturn, True Node...

Hi I wish to stop to smoke cigarette but an entity whisper to me to continue. Satan told me that meditation and breathing (smoking) increase the aura power, you suggest me to continue or to stop?

My voice was extremely raspy when I made a vibration, there was cracking in my throat when i vibrated EEEEEE. It sounded very crackly and raspy did this fail my square?

What happens to our family after death? I had a grandma I loved so much, but she's not alive anymore. I miss her a lot because she was a huge part of my childhood. It's been 6 or 7 years since she passed, but sometimes I still find myself crying alone, just thinking about her. I wish I could be...

Hello, a person in the past hurt me emotionally and this feeling is with me even today, that's mean it's not a small thing that I could have handled. Should I give this person a light revenge or remove from my memory forever?

how can i manifest de life i want im sick of seeing people living what i want to live. i know social media are fake 99% but i also know that theres people outdare living my dream. it seems nothing is working

I'm only interested in answers from high standing female Zevists (female clergy and guardians). No social bickering, especially with males. Up to how many weeks is abortion acceptable? And when exactly does the soul enter the body? If it already entered, does it mind being sent back? Thank you.

Can Satan close my heart chakra? I don't want to feel emotion anymore. And if there is another things that activate emotions please delete them.

What happens, a whole day has passed, a person has played, watched TV shows and done other distractions, and finally, at the end of the day, he comes to his senses and tries to do something, but he already wants to sleep. What is it, how to fix this problem? After all, a person tries to do...

I started the sun square today. did all 31 reps, I have the feeling that at one point I did HRAUM, but the H came out like very small breath, almost not noticeable as RAUM. I am sure there was a mini hiss but maybe almost nothing. Am I okay ?

We know by now that Saturn on someone's ruler is very negative, but let's assume someone has both Saturn and Jupiter to it. Jupiter is positive isn't it? How should this be interpreted? One idea I would get is like a person who has good will but restricts or prevents the other person from...

Hello everyone, brothers and sisters. I have a question to ask and I am in a state of total panic. Let me tell you my story: I dedicated myself last year, I found TOZ and the Gods at a time when I was in a state of severe psychosis because of that damn Christianity. Shortly after I found TOZ...

The guy who asked the question has to do with a little ball of light that he can visualize as much as possible, and my situation is even worse. I can't even visualize from memories, the only thing I can do is focus on feelings, but nothing more. Is there an alternative for me in exercise? Is...

I'm on my Saturn's return now which is in a critical degree 0 degrees Aries in the ninth house and I've been having a crisis of faith and Pluto transiting in my eighth house till 2049 I don't wanna lose my faith since ZEVISM changed my life but I won't lie I no longer have the same faith I...

I'm doing the HPS Lydia self love meditation and I'm facing self-image issues in a different way than before this is probably normal since backlash is a real thing. How to deal with this without cleaning your aura all the time? Have some time for myself? Like getting ready and putting on makeup?

Why am I having hard luck in relationship and marriage?

How come I was born into a family that doesn't really care about me? I feel like they are all Narcissistic in some way or form. My sister, niece and nephew...I know don't care about me. I feel like an outcast in my own family. I don't know what I should do, if anything?

Why have I never felt Love? I don't love my parents (they're good), and I haven't loved anyone I've tried to be with, any serious feeling quickly becomes a catharsis never to return to that feeling again Before that, I even foolishly thought it was cool and it didn't cause me much trouble...

Hello, My health placements are terrible but I should add this: I almost never get sick and I've always been really healthy. Mars 12th house Mars 25 degrees Taurus (conjuction with Caput Algol) 6th house Scorpio Saturn Virgo Mars-Neptune square What to do now? Also what can Caput algol/Mars...

Anytime I think about Capricorn, my 1st house sign, or Saturn; I feel awful until I focus on better aspects/positive things. Anything I can I do but practice mental toughness/focus? Neptune is also there along with Uranus so you can see why this might happen.

It seems to me that I am almost at the same level in visualization as before, help me.I can't even imagine how to clean my aura, except for mantras and try to circle a ball of light around my body, it's funny, it's so small, but the situation is deplorable, I've been doing it for several years...

Today I was performing by usual cleansing routine, vibrating Raum in each of my chakras. This time i tried to shift my whole being, and consequently focus, on the chakras, as if i was the very chakra. When I reached the 6th I experienced a rush on energy into the chakra and, out of nowhere, I...

Whenever I smell weed, even if I am not near it but simply when I get a good whiff that someone has been smoking, I feel out of it, almost a little sedated, and my consciousness shifts. I know I do not ingest it, and these people are doing it outside when I am not around them, so there is no way...

A girl I'm talking to has Saturn in semi-square aspect to the ruler of my birth chart (46'60")...I'm overthinking this every day since I saw that and I don't know what to do...should I stop talking to her? How bad is this? Any advice? Other aspects seems to be ok...

Thank you so much everyone! Now I understand.

Hi, my father done operation to his heart called "bypass" and now he is really dying, he is suffering very much for heart operation... can you heal my father? You need any information like photo or name? I ask to Satan to heal him please is very important.

Is it possibile that transits such as Neptune squaring natal Mars could be an obstacle to spiritual experiences?

Hello and Hail Zeus, i am a seafarer who has really long voyages, like one year at a time Inhave this question about having sex with girls of other race when i go to shore(which happens rather rarely), is this still racial mixing? Or is racial mixing only for making childs with one of other...

I am underage and dont have enough privacy to meditate. because of that I have to meditate while others sleeping. I scan my chakras and soul with light but I do it when my mom sleeps and her room is so close to mine, she is 5 meters away from me. will my cleaning affect her? i dont want her to...

why we were born in the country where we were born is that paying something or what? because I was born in a tiny town of a very complicated country nowadays that doesn't have much of a future. several brothers and sisters here were born in great countries where their future can be made right...

I'll try to keep my post short, since I have a bad habit of being overly wordy; I have a natal Capricorn rising, with my Ac/Dc Axis sitting in the Third Decan of Capricorn / Cancer, and completely intercepting the signs of Aquarius and Leo. I have moon conjunct AC in Capricorn as a Co-ruler...

When my friend was little, her older brother grabbed her by the legs and suddenly pulled her to the ground and she felt a great pain from her coccyx to her back and gasped. Afterwards, all her dreams became lucid dreams and she developed the ability to fly in every dream, she could fly when she...

I asked chat gpt to list my placements (provided by astromatrix which I copy pasted because chat gpt does miscalculate even if you used a astrology chat of chatgpt) This is in placidus western astrology and I asked the bot what of my placements are submissive coded and dominant coded. I opted...

Every time I complain about something, whine about something, I start having unpleasant dreams, almost nightmares. This did not happen before initiation. I was brought up like this, I react to all situations that I do not like with complaints and whining, and only then try to do at least...

I suffered injury to my manhood about 8 years ago and have severe nerve damage it’s almost completely numb and nothing you do with it feels good at all the doctors say it’s been to long it’s not possible for it to heal or get better would doing energy healing heal it completely? Also a a side...

If someone decided to go to Christianity then now is reconsidering satanism and the occult will Satan be accepting of this person coming back? Mind you the person wasn’t disciplined in his study of the occult and satanism at first.

There is a method in Sufism Practice, called 'Zikre Ghalbi' can be Translated as 'Chanting' / 'Mantra' Of the Heart, in Sufism practice, the master teaches and choose one of their god names (Divine Names) like 'Al Hay' (one of their god names) and teaches to repeat that silent in the heart...

How can I fight addiction to alcohol and drugs?

I recently learned about Zevism and I feel it's the path I want to follow. However, I am very concerned about my family. I love them very much; they have always been very attentive to me and taught me good values, even encouraging me towards Christianity without any pressure, which I appreciate...

I am a Chinese. I cannot find anyone in China who believes in the father of Satan like me. My friends around me seem to be very resistant. I feel very unhappy and depressed.

Thanks. I should also tell this, some of the symptoms started after the yoga. I did 5 Tibetans and Hatha Yoga. Then heat begun. Especially in my feet. When I hold them, there is no excessive heat but I felt like they are burning. Is this normal?

This condition manifests in physical symptoms such as excessive heat sensation in my body, pain and tingling in my knees and ankles. My nervous system is constantly on high alert, making it difficult for me to relax and calm down. Because of this, when I sleep with the lights off, I frequently...

I did the correct amount of repetitions but on one of the repititions, when I was vibrating GG some spit got in the back of my throat and it crackled a little bit, I affirmed that this did this mess up my entire working?

My question is I injured my dick about 8 years ago and got severe nerve damage which is incapable of healing as a result of the injury my dick is completely numb nothing sexual feels good at all now it’s had to even feel if it’s being touched anyway my question is will sex with a succubus bypass...

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/healing-the-emotional-body-for-men-too-don%E2%80%99t-disregard-this.292496/ Can I do this working ( by HPS Lydia) is the next few days; When moon is in Virgo or Aquarius?

I am having a serious problem with spells. Every time I cast a spell for another person, whether for healing or black magic, it takes only a few days to work, especially for healing. I’m even surprised at how well and almost immediately healing spells for others work. However, the problem lies...

I think I'm very ugly and want to have a lot of plastic surgery until I can change my eye color if possible. I'm confident, I have no problem with that but my body and face are very strange and crooked, everything about me is ugly My solar plexus is fine

Do you think it would be weird to lets say I am a male and look for some female to live with and share the rent/bills ? This is my place tho and I ain't gonna ask like maybe not even half but yea all for the financial security , I will post online as an anonym anyways

Long story short, how do I deal with people who emotionally abuse me (aka narcissism?)

I've improved my thinking speed, and sometimes I feel like I'm talking to myself as two separate individuals, and I think it could be another person's soul that I may have attached to myself and I can't literally talk to her for more than a few minutes, she says she's tired, but at the same time...

Perhaps I vibrated the runes a little incorrectly, but I am very afraid that my principles of governing my consciousness somehow upset the gods and now I have been expelled, I hope that this is only my level has risen and now I do not feel energy, but at the same time it is all very strange...

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I'm going on a trip an recently the town I stay in has had break-ins an I don't know what to do I'm not sure if to protect from afar ask Satan or what

I want to ask this anonymously since I know if I tell this to anyone in real life, I would be seen as a weirdo. And I don't want my main account on the forums suffering from this label either. My question : I like watching videos of people fighting. Not MMA or any recognized fighting sport...

how does one from a christian backround find others who will help lead me astray

Asking here for extra anonymity. I’m paying good money for Nord, which is the best from what I heard, but now I’m hearing that Mullvad is better and is recommended by TG Alex. Should I switch or is it fine staying in Nord?

I'm having a hard time. My mother-in-law is hurting me by judging me, and I can't cut her out of my life unless I let go of my relationship with her son. She talks to everyone, judging me for the things I own, the things I can't afford, for stupid things, and so on. Her way of relating to...

Greetings to all! I know this is a controversial issue, but here goes... I've been following the site for a long time, although my dedication hasn't been that long. Although the change has happened and we recognize ourselves as Zevists, I still prefer the Satanist/Luciferian" mode of worship. Is...

i need to delete the topics i created from my account or make them anonymous because they pose a threat to my anonymity (some people can recognize me). how can i do this and who should i contact. thanks

If I start sending some sexual energy into somebody and program it's mind while void moon it's on, will that be a problem or this applies only when one starts a working? Thank you

How can I reply my question that I asked using Ask Satan Operator? I couldn't find a way to do that

Hello. I have a question. Recently I noticed that when I feel rage, my soul, first, lights up with dazzling red, and second is that I can't let out my anger and I feel... No, not a pain. But a... Discomfort? Rising up to the solar plexus area. It looks like it is in my Solar Chakra. Why? Say me...

Hi. I've tried changing my job with workings, but I go from bad to worse. There's a very specific quality I'm searching for in a job (regarding the shifts) but it's very difficult to find. I've used specific affirmations for this purpose, but there was no result. Would it be a good idea to...

Hi I am spiritually attacked by enemy… they telling me lies and want me to solve them… for example they telling me shut up, show me animal, your father is in hell or repeat again, and if I don’t indovine it they insult me, and if I resolve it comes storm in my life, they are telling me words and...

Financial problems that can't be solved. I prayed and asked, but it never seems to work. Which demon do I summon?

can I get rid of wrinkles and expression lines 100% with magic? skin care don't work and I'm already going to buy another product.

Hi, I see the light, I believe in destiny and feeling that I can find my girl soulmate, and I am scared if i refuse I can’t find love no more, but if I wait for her I will search and make stupid things “following the light” searching for my soulmate. Can you erase this magic light from my life...

Let's say I didn't find pleasure in excessive responsibility, I don't like duties and all that stuff. I've been initiated, I participate in group rituals, I meditate, I do yoga. I give long monologues about life and events in it with the Sigils of the gods (Is that normal?) But I haven't found...

How does one stop it? Can a Jupiter Square help? Simply "just stop it" isn't working. I've done it for years, most of the time I don't even realise I'm doing it.. It started due to abuse I suffered at home. It deeply traumatized me. Physical, mental, emotional abuse. Neglect... Please help...

Would it mess up with my karma? Is it something immoral? I know race is important but is it ok? Would Gods be mad at me? Or would i gave myself a bad sexual karma?

I have been a dedicated (!) Zevist for about 5 years. Until about a year ago, everything was normal. Despite the negative, destructive events I had experienced in my life, I was able to stand strong owing to the mental toughness, resilience, and wisdom that spiritual practices and Zevism...

I did Jupiter Did my affirmations All started with the jupiter energy there was one moment where I said accidentally “the venus….” Noticed it and said “ jupiter energy has…” later on I said all of the affirmation are of jupiter. So mote it be in a sense. am I okay ?

I am sorry for have betrayed Satan and Demons, but i was in love with Angels… really loved them I didn’t wanted to betray them but I feel a deep love with Angels, but they rejected me…. I did this for love, not for anything else… can i turn back to Satan?

I take the oath very seriously. Can any guardian/clergy answer this question, please? If a real life friend/partner or known forum member is also a sworn donor, is it allowed to talk about what is inside the Hall of Osiris with them? If a couple (husband-wife) are both donors?

I've been trying to find a relationship for many years. I was not able to find anyone at all to be with yet. I live in a very Christian town and its hard to meet people. I dont like the idea of sleeping around with many people having no connection at all. I'd rather find a genuine relationship...

On the new platform where we talk. What is Vultus Templorum and just why do they have a red name?

Do the signs the planets are transiting in matter or just the houses in your natal chart (for solar/lunar returns, and in general) Like mars is solar return in my 2nf scorpio, does that mean i will be obsessed with money? When venus was here it didn't do much, but Mars is domicile

Hey. Does excessive masturbation combined with pornography affect your health? There's so much information here that it's hard to find everything at once. I've noticed that the more I cleanse my chakras, the more I combine them, the weaker I become, and the more I weaken my immune system. I...

My Venus is opposite to the malefic star Caput Algol Chart ruler Mars conjunct Vindemiatrix I´m tired off always having bad relationships with wimmen, what can I do? Please help

My Sun/Moon are co-rulers, so it is quite a problem. As it feels my relationship with them determines my success and happiness to an extent. I'm not sure how to explain it, but it always felt as though I was an orphan. And not metaphorically, I mean literally, like growing up in an orphanage...

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Hi everyone I need help on this , I travelled to a next town (really far from where i live) my brother asked me to come help him back his things and move back home, over there I have two brothers ( My blood brother same mother same father and the other is only from the father side different...

I've thought a lot about moving away from here (not because there's anything wrong or anything it's just that I don't feel comfortable sometimes I don't feel comfortable being here every day helping) but I really like my guardian and Zeus not to mention the Gods I've become friends with I feel...

I am new to this, and am doing the 40 day program that is in the library. But a few things are happening, on the first day I felt meditation very well. I also did a money meditation listed on the website, where you vibrate a mantra. On the second and third days, I did not feel anything, and my...

I read you can destroy a relationship through sex Magick and orgasm, however what do I think about whilst masturbating to get me to the point of climax? And when I am I know what to state but not what to imagine, do I imagine a grey aura surrounding both of them, only one of them, not them at...

Does it mean that the person is too focused on their ego in the past lives?

The Gods know who is asking this question. My astral senses haven’t opened well yet and I don’t know if I have a lot of time so I’ll ask this here. I’ve received possible threatening messages from the enemy on my life through third eye visions. I also may have heard “You are in danger” while...

One of my roommates was smoking weed, they said they smoked it outside and I briefly went to their room and it smelled like weed and then I went back to my room, but I noticed I felt high afterwards. I used to smoke ALOT and I quit after dedicating, and I want to know if this will affect me. I...

Hello everyone I have problems socializing with normal people, but above all I have a planetary position that prevents me from expressing myself freely. I would like to start a work with Ansuz, can you advise me the best time to start, affirmation and for how long? I would like to start as soon...

I have Capul Algol + Vindemiatrix as fix stars. What workings can I do? Please help.

Im in my 20s, I have so many cringe memories in my past that I can’t left behind. I think about other people all the time, the things I’ve said, the things I did. I care about other people’s judgment and I hate being like that. But my brain just works like this right now. All I think is the...

Jupiter’s transiting conjunct my main chart ruler Saturn in Cancer in the 6th house. What would it mean or do? Since it’s my chart ruler and Jupiter would it be good?

thank u for ur in-depth responses. ruler of my 4th is Saturn 8th taurus. and neptune/uranus in 4th aquarius... am i just destined to feel this way...? im not sure where that ruler 4th wud indicate i wud feel good? except being surrounded by beauty/luxury.

I've had puffy eyes since I was like 7. Before I used to live in a hot country & my skin everything looked good. Can changing climated mess up ur body? I moved to a colder country, and I'm 25 had puffy eyes for so long. And many other skin complications started from there, like dandruff. How...

I did your breathing posted here for the second time and: I felt all that very strong mint freshness in my throat even though I didn't eat any of it minutes later. Is good ?

Thing is, my chart is of a very social (but introverted) person. I am just so dogshit at fitting in with people of this civilisation. I would fit right in on a place like Lemuria/Atlantis or the Ancient Civilisations, I'm pretty sure my past life was something like that. Which is why the...

That might be the case, my 4th house is kinda fk'd & I feel like an alien here.

Hi, Someone told me that my birth chart shows a high risk of sudden or violent death. They said it’s because I have Mars conjunct Uranus in the 8th house, Saturn conjunct the Ascendant, and Sun square Uranus. Now I feel really anxious. They told me that these placements could mean sudden...

I've been breathing this mud for too long help

When I was a child, a love binding spell had been cast on my father. In fact, it wasn’t just one — there were several spells connected to Kabbalah as well. Because of these, he treated my mother badly and was unfaithful to her. When I was only thirteen, I performed a working to influence his...

Is joining here guarantee me wealth?

I did a square set finished the reps and then just went to bed, I forgot to do affirmation. does the day count anyway since I vibrated all reps for the day ? or is it failed ?

Hello. I'm sexually attracted to harmful things, on which I don't act specifically because I realize how bad they are. They're not fetishes or tabboos, they're literal dangerous and would harm me and others. The attraction is long-term, compulsive and against my will, and lately I 've been...

Why does manifestation work for some but not all? I failed a lot with my manifestation doing the secret, LOA, etc. Others use the same methods they are successfully but I'm not? Why are they more special than me?

Problemi relativi all'autoesaminarsi che interferisce con la serenità personale Problems related to self-examination interfering with personal serenity

I'm sorry but who created Satan like who his father and mother?

If Mercury is Rx, there will be problems, yes. But how does it affect someone with Mercury Rx in natal chart. Can you clarify?

I was meditating like in "Return to Past Lives", but something disrupted the flow of my thoughts, and I literally plunged into a time when I could not meditate and my chakras were not open, of course, I did not know anything then, or rather, now. I can't summon a guardian, and my chakras feel...

#78025 attacked after Ritual I did my first Ritual today, and right after, I became extremely out of character. Just before doing it, I was really enthusiastic and had spent a lot of time studying the website. But afterwards, I felt incredibly on edge, empty, and depressed like life had no...

So I did Ritual and ending Tetrag***** ritual. Just Ritual improves a lot. But the second ritual causes certain problems (cavity and etc). How to solve the problems? Did I do the rituals wrong? I followed the instructions on site but I have some intrusive thoughts so I am not 100% sure.

Hello, I currently only have a .csv file from my Exodus wallet and am not sure how the verification process works on hallofosiris.org. I've been donating monthly and am genuinely curious — the whole project feels almost too good to be true, so I’d really appreciate any clarification you can...

Should I just always avoid normies whenever possible, or try to get to know them. Is there really any point? I only want to talk about intellectual topics, but my self-esteem takes a hit when I try to talk on their level of nonsense and I am inevitably rejected. Is it okay to just avoid them...

Nestabil'nost' vo vsem, v oshchushcheniyakh ot meditatsiy v oshchushcheniyakh ot ritualov, v predskazaniyakh. V odin den' ya mogu sdelat' yogu, pochuvstvovat' effekt legkosti, poluchit' astral'noye prikosnovniye v otvet na vopros, nayti poteryannyy predmet s pomoshch'yu mayatnika, sdelat' ritual...

I always seem to cross what is considered socially appropriate, but I am just very curious and interested to know about people. Why? And how can I end this.

This is going to sound odd, but a few years ago a person at my school left and after dreaming about them iv gotten a deep urge to contact them even tho I never really had a deep connection in the beginning. Is there anything I could do to achieve this? And could this mean anything or is it nothing

Are hysterectomies and vasectomies damaging on a chakra level? Note,\: not for transgenderism, but for birth control purposes.

I constantly feel highly motivated for periods of time and feel like I can achieve much but can never be fully consistent. And when i realize that i could be doing so much better i get all guilty but still dont stay consitent. It happens very often, as if im given an opportunity to do better...

Does Satanism agree that the nature of reality is mathematical, and that there is a rational and logical explanation for everything in existence? If so, could you please kindly direct me to these articles? Many thanks and best wishes.

the moment I vibrated SVAAHHAAA it was more like a SVAAAYYHHHHAA. is it failed ?

I need something very specific for my health but it is extremely expensive in my country and I don't have the money. What can I do to get it? And my family is poor so nobody can help me.

I'm in my early 20s and I already have a lot of expression lines. I drink water, eat well and have already done the Venus square. How can I solve this? I look at the others at my age and notice that is just me like this

Hi, I hope you don't think I'm crazy after I tell you this, but sometimes I have my doubts about it. I have a stuffed lion that I keep on my bed as a decoration for the bedroom. Sometimes I find myself hugging it, cuddling it, but sometimes, I don't know, I have the feeling that it's listening...