Just as the title says, I cursed him and now I'm partially responsible for his death because I heavily wished it on him. This was before the liturgical terms updates and my understanding of living according to Maat. I had so much hate in my heart and I let it out on him as target practice. I...

I'm already thinking about leaving this path because of this. I'm so sick of it. Throughout my entire journey, I've been having dreams—vivid, prophetic, and vile ones—I'm so fed up with it. I just want to lie down and rest like before, see pleasant, incoherent things that linger like a gentle...

Hello. I recently did the Lakshmi Money Square. As far as I know, I did everything correctly, on the right date and at the right time. At the end, I repeated the affirmation in the example six times and visualized my aura in a bright gold color, adding that my aura attracts huge sums of easy and...

I listened to High Priest HoodedCobra666's sermon, and frankly, it amazed me, but also left me deeply confused. I might be confused, so correct me if I'm wrong: there are good Yehuborim, but very few of them, if any, can practice zevist practices? What about the Cohen gene, their soul structure, the...

Should I destroy the souls of people who offended and harmed me?

Please tell me what I'm doing wrong or why this is happening. Why doesn't runic protection always help? I affirm that, for example, the energy armor of the Algiz rune protects me from injury and illness, but I can still fall hard or get hurt. I also affirm that this armor protects me from bad...

I have the opportunity to meet such a Zevist-girl, and I want to become her support and emotional support (stroke her, listen to her and hug her). But at the same time, I have my own girlfriend, who is now very far away, and we have an agreement not to communicate with others, except in business...

What's the best contraceptive you think that can help both protect against pregnancy (I don't include condoms here) and also help regulate hormones? I have a lot of hormonal fluctuations and this kills me every month. A moon square is very rare for me to be able to do and wait for the results...

I need urgent guidance. What rituals can I do to move to another country? I do not feel safe in my country. I want safety. I have very few physical friends. My dad keeps me stuck in my country. He is very much a sadist.

My dream was strange. I lived in a city with interesting architecture; I was a child. I had no parents, but I was adopted by the high priest Cobra. We talked, and he wanted me to stay and study with him, but I wanted to go to the capital and study, and the dream ended. Also, when I woke up last...

Hello, brothers and sisters in Zeus. I'm sorry, but I don't speak English well. I understand that this may not seem important, but it still concerns me. I have a problem: I've been living in the same room with my roommate Arina for six months, but next week she wants to move to a different wing...

This happens during open eyed void meditation and the dot meditation. I can't keep my eyes focused on 1 point - they jerk left and right nonstop (even if Im not having vertigo. I used to have it but now it doesnt happen). The movement is small but it never stops. I began noticing I do this in...

I was planning to upload 8-9 songs at once. Doing this during Mercury retrograde might cause the songs to get fewer listens. Or is it not a very good idea, but will it have even a slight impact? Or is it something I should avoid? The songs are finished, only the upload is left. I didn't...

This probably gets asked about a lot here. I'm a relatively young adult male if it's important. My issue with sex and porn is an addiction that leans towards a compulsion, and it has a serious negative impact on my will, confidence, and self image. It's rooted in emotional issues and traumatic...

What does it mean if I was born when Mercury was in retrogade

What should I do when I feel sad but want to do meditation? Ignoring it doesn't really work

I have hate in my heart and I hate society what does this means?

No.... That was not me. I don't have a habit of bothering Ask-Satya with such questions and I'm not obsessed with being obsessed. It was an exceptional situation for me, and I wrote it because I was truly in a bad situation. I had gotten stuck in a mental and emotional loop. But I understand...

I desperately need spiritual workings for anxiety social anxiety to be specific

I’m doing a love spell on a girl I really like. She’s my type and looks like a dream. She doesn’t know me yet. I desire that she dreams of me, even though she never met me. Wet dream or just affection and sees me in an idealistic image. Can you share what techniques you’d use in this...

I am a woman.

Is it disrespectful to mastubate before a God ritual but not between the shower and the ritual.

Why am I not seeing results from the Power Meditation, and what are they supposed to be? What results are supposed to come from cleansing my aura and chakras? I've been doing it for almost a year, but my depression isn't going away. I'm not seeing any results from doing Power Meditations on my...

Is it useful ? What should I expect? Will I gain Any useful knowledge from MA in English? And career opportunities?

I vaguely understand the transit, but in the context of a politician/leader/public figure who is a Zevist under the protection of the Gods... how would that turn out? And what is the positive expression (outlet) for these energies? How should they behave (advice) during this time?

I have problems about my growth recently, it feels like I've come to a deadlock. I don't get worse spiritually but i can't thrive either. I'm the same, no matter what i do. I've been trying to find out why this thing is happening and how can i fix it. I kind of psychoanalyzed myself and while...

Hello everyone. A few years ago, a powerful psychic appeared in my life. I didn't actually see him, I didn't pay him anything, he was just in my life for a while. He started hearing voices around the age of 10, constantly telling me things about others. He can read minds, and he can see the past...

I am not the original poster of this question, this is related to something HPS mentioned about 15 degrees and Solar Return ''15 degrees is overall an unfortunate degree, regardless of fixed stars.'' Solar Return ascendant on 15 degrees of Pisces in conjunction with Solar Return Moon 16...

My mother's side is incredibly toxic and they poison my relationship with my parents. They suddenly show up and come on vacation when everything is calm. They treat it like some extreme event that I can wear pants instead of long skirts, that I don't cover my hair, and that my parents don't...

Thank you very much for answering me dear High Priestess! It's a huge honor for me. I was very happy to see your reply. My Mercury is at 15° Cancer. I don't quite understand what this could be related to. I looked at the fixed stars they are associated with from ToZ. For my Venus and Mercury...

I am currently in university studying physics, and I noticed that there is an extremely high percentage of Yehuborim physicists, from whom a substantial amount of academic material and fundamental discoveries are based off. Our textbooks are filled with Yehuborim names. I know that this is the case...

I have a lot of hair and I don't think it's necessary for one person to have all that on their head. What can I do magically to at least reduce the volume since nothing humanly possible has worked(and hold your hand when I say it I TRIED EVERYTHING I saw that amazing Maxine once said that...

There's a Yehubor at my work, and I need to be in contact with him because we work together. I've had erotic dreams about him, even though we have no contact other than a professional one. He's married and much older than me, and I don't feel anything for him for obvious reasons, but after that I...

I know that when Pluto transits the 7th house relationships especially romantic ones go through changes and how one relates to others. Does Pluto not also rule separation, estrangement, loss, and (maybe along with Saturn) loners and isolation or at least the feeling of distance from others? I...

I found this place when I was on the brink of suicide. I was a teenager back then though well I’m still a teenager now... I discovered this site by accidentally clicking on the wrong place. In that moment, I thought to myself, “I wish I had found this earlier it would have been good to learn...

When I do KY without purification or freeing the soul workings, is it possible for this to increase the existing energy and cause problems? Whenever I do yoga for my eyes, certain problems recur. Or when I do KY for my skin, if my skin is already clean, it gets messed up. Why could this be?

I was in the middle of a starting a working, and a loud noise happened for a few mins, I paused, but I still kept focus on the visualizations and intent and energy. When the noise went away I continued the working with vibrations. Is this still valid? Or should I restart? I have no...

How significant of an aspect would something like this be to indicate psychic abilities? When I first joined ToZ I made a lot of progress in 2 weeks of what sounded like it took others a few years But then I became bored of the repetition and my power stagnated completely due to decrease in...

Hello, I'm going to write a rather unpleasant post in the hopes that you'll help me figure this out. What I'm about to write below doesn't suit me, and I don't want to think that way. I want to change my attitude for the better, but I can't. I apologize to any girls this post might offend, or...

Hello, for some time now, Mercury and Venus have been in conjunction in my progress chart. They are in exact conjunction. They are currently at 14° and will soon be at 15°. What could this mean for me? Do I need to take extra care of myself during this process?

I've never used chemicals on my hair. it just appeared after I hit puberty. I could never get rid of it any other way. Venus square?

Im in puberty, 16, and i have porn addiction since i was 8-9. I was managing to watch less porn videos and only masturbating to my imagination but i think porn has already killed everything in my life. My penis is simply not growing, my measurements are below the average, even when its...

Jupiter benefits houses and What if Jupiter is on a bad degree like 15°?

How can i increase my Mars energy? Fire energy? I have a serious imbalance How can i have more vitality and masculine energy?

Greetings. Saturn has entered Aries. It's transiting on my 12th house where I have both Venus and Mars. Venus is in Aries and it's my chart ruler while Mars is in Taurus. Is this a transit I should be worried about? I mean, will things as bad as like people dying in my life happen or...

When I'm cursing someone, I end up dreaming about the person that I'm getting along with really well, even though I genuinely hate them, that's why I'm cursing in the fish place. Could it be that the person doesn't want to let go of me? Spiritually speaking

I am doing a spell to detach entanglement with enemy entity The issue is I just affirm "munka is remove all quantum entanglement with enemy entitys"the issue is enemy entity part is it to broad a term

Pammy, thank you so much. It makes sense that the dining situation relates to the Moon in the chart, and that this affects me more because my Moon is in the 1st house in a sign where it's not comfortable. I'm a woman, and I'm usually the one who gets invited. Is it right for me to steer the...

How can you help someone from going to prison? Which runes and affirmation to say? I was thinking of using Uruz with some type of affirmation. And summoning Eligos for help. I have a good friend that maybe they will be going to prison in couple months time. He is a decent person that made a...

When you say "You are made perfectly how you are supposed to be" Was it the Gods who made it happen? Was it my destiny? Did I agree to it before coming to this life? What exactly do you mean? Thanks for the reply 😁

I am so sad about my appearance,,, why did I have to be born this way? I don't like the shapes, the colors, everything. Do the Gods have a say in how humans are made, or is it purely genetic? If they have it, why did they make me this way? if don't why did they allow me to be born this way?

I can't relax and be myself during dates. People sometimes think I'm uptight. Especially if I have a dinner date with someone outside. Eating out makes me very nervous, and the more nervous I get, the worse things get. What could these issues be related to? How can I solve this eating problem in...

I must admit, I dabbled in drugs between the ages of 19 and 25 – I smoked a lot of hashish, probably about a kilogram+ during that time, Nbome, amphetamine, ecstasy, Alpha-PvP – basically, I went through quite a bit of brain damage. I'm now done with all that, only nicotine remains. Now to...

Please tell me, is it harmful to donate blood? As far as I know, it's harmful because your blood could be transfused to a Yehubor or someone who might die. This means your astral-mental plane will be in a grave or with the Yehubor, which will make you very ill, and you could get sick and suffer other...

I had a prophetic dream. In it, I was walking through a cemetery; it was light. As I passed some fences, I noticed a girl. She was sitting on the ground in the fence; a cloud appeared on her. She was surrounded by many large toys, and she looked sad. I ignored it and moved on. That same day...

Hello Edward Lonsa! Thanks for the reply. I'm a sister 🥰 Thank you so much for explaining. When I did a bit of research, I learned that the Sun-Moon conjunction is associated with marriage, and the Moon-Venus conjunction creates strong attraction, among other things. Are these wrong? Or, maybe...

Sun,mercury and uranus all in 10th house and pisces? what is some proffession you think that I could be most successful in?

Many will now say that this is all just a historical allegory to connect with their dual side of the soul, but let's be honest and think logically. Why then did Zeus engage him in an argument, and how could he know the answer if he wasn't a woman in the physical sense? Okay, let's say through...

So my mom is a stupid masochist who can't even leave a guy who cheated on her and has zero self respect and she can't even realise this because she's either having a burst of anger or in a depressive mood or making stupid childish jokes and my dad is a pig who acts like a total douchebag to her...

When I'm doing a god ritual, things that are insulting to the gods come into my mind and I just can't help it. Like do not think of a white bear thing , What should I do?

There's one thing I think about too much. My Moon is in Scorpio, in the 1st house. The person I like has Mars, Jupiter, Venus, Sun, Mercury, and Ascendant in Scorpio. His Ascendant conjuncts mine in Scorpio, and my Moon also conjuncts his Mars, Jupiter, Venus, and Sun. Ever since I somehow...

Hello everyone, I am so confused about the calendar. Where can I download the PDF Calendar like before? Do I have to login every time to Halls of Osiris to view the Calendar. The PDF way was so much convenient and fast. But if so, the calendar page seems to be broken, I can only...

Hello, could you please help me? I have several addictions that I want to overcome. I read that I can get rid of them with the Munka mantra. I'd like to clarify a couple of things. Is it possible to get rid of everything at once? That is, I could say in the affirmation that the Munka energy rids...

For square working like the Lakshmi one posted by Priest Alexandros Iowno: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/magical-square-for-abundance-wealth-and-money-growth-from-goddess-astarte.304228/ What if I start this square which requires 73 repetitions, if I repeat 70 times the mantra, make the...

Father Satan says that anyone who doesn't do anything for him has no value. Many well-known members of the Temple of Zeus on the forum also believe this, and some openly state this. For example, if you're not a member of Vultem and don't do something for the Temple of Zeus or donate to the...

Hello, I think this is a fairly common problem. Many men experience rapid growth of mustaches and beards, forcing them to shave more often, and in today's world, this takes up a lot of precious time. Is there a way, through meditation, runes, squares, TCM, or something similar, that can stop...

I want to cast black magic on a woman who is simply a vile bitch and she insists in acting this way with me but she has a young child and I don't know if it depends on her 100%. And no, I don't want to make her like me I want to make her suffer because she humiliated me too much.

Will there be a alternative method to donating Bitcoin cause currently have none and don't know where to buy

How can I buy if I never used Bitcoin coinstar anything they all ask for social and everything

This person doesn't have the potential to threaten me and has said numerous times that they're looking to join a spiritual organization (before knowing I was in one) . Still, I'm still wary of disclosing personal affilitiations, but I don't think it fair that I have the answer they might need...

Natal VENUS (16°)(11th) conjunct JUPITER (15°)(10th) and North node (15°)(10th) in Scorpio . What interpretations can be given with the following info?

This person has said numerous times that they wanted to be part of a spiritual organization in the past year. I'm normally very private about these kinds of things, but I don't think it's fair to "keep it a secret" when people I could help struggle to find a place like this. The person doesn't...

I'm 20 years old, and I've felt my life has slowed down a bit in recent months. I'm currently studying biology, but that's all I have to do. I don't have much money to do the things I want; I'd like to have more financial means to better support myself and help our temple grow. I can't get a...

Good, great, bad? Should be indulged in? If should, how oft(en)?? What of doing because of and for manifestation (sexual magick)?

I have a strong aversion to eating and only eat when I'm about to die. I am 10 kg below my ideal weight and my doctor said it could affect my period, but I can't eat at all. This started over a year ago, but it's only now beginning to affect me. Therapy doesn't work, and neither do liquids...

I normally should've had a twin, but they dissolved just after three months after pregnancy in the belly. When does the soul arrive and implant in the physical form? Why did they "leave"? How does Spirituality explain this?

I don't understand. Hp cobra said the calendar will be available for all in halls of Osiris. Do I need to pay? Is it free or not? Cuz I paid like $15 in crypto a few months ago to be a part of halls of Osiris, but my tier level stayed the same and I got access to nothing. I never cared to...

The Sun, Mercury, Venus, and Mars are transiting Capricorn in the 8th house. What does this mean? Thanks for answers.

hello, i checked my saturn returns and in a span of 1.5 years, it says that i will experience 3 saturn returns. first, saturn is in direct. second, saturn goes retro and comes back again. third, saturn goes direct again and passes its natal position once again. can you tell me how this will...

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic...

I'm asking here because I'm concerned that this place is dying. So many links are down. exposingchristianity.info, islamicevil.com, 20thcenturyhistory.com, kaballahexposed.com, orthodoxyexposed.org. I'm sure there's some I'm missing. ToZ ritual schedules are not properly updated. Library of...

The moment I feel beautiful and am truly considered beautiful by everyone around me, an infection and other health problems arise. When I say okay and keep my focus on beauty, when I strive for it, more serious events occur that cause this issue to take a back seat. The illnesses of the people...

What kind of jobs does Moon in Virgo 10th House give?

I think it is also due to some celibacy crap from a past life there is a lot of sexual repression, and it is 10x the issue, as now the people available to me are too good looking I struggle to resist it How can I get this off my soul I already did 90 day working but it had only a minor...

How bad is race-mixing if you had sex with many different women of various races? How long will it take to remove the negative karma or is it permanent to an extent? It seems intricately tied to my sexuality at this point I don't know how to seperate it. I've done some workings in the past...

I am going to edit this down and not go into specifics about my drug use (which was extensive and lasted years) cause i think thats why this wasnt approved but I need to talk about this so i will try atain yes I didnt start using substances before Neptune went in the first. Also my Ascendant is...

My little sister has her CR Moon in Pisces 9th and a stellium in Libra 4th She told me she was reading a book and completed it before realising it was in French - she understood and comprehended every word and it was completely natural for her to read She is not very studious however, so I...

How can I seperate their friendship, she has gotten too close.

Yes, a "meritocracy" with a 3 second headstart Yes, literally, even in this case a lot of it came from whites (Lumerians) spreading the knowledge which the Gods gave them to other cultures, who were still primitive (including the main races) And then they became the leaders of those areas so...

Hello. I used to have no doubts about my Whiteness; I probably didn't look in the mirror hard enough... Now, my raceless, Noviopean appearance really upsets me. All I have from my White side is white skin and light gray eyes, neither blue nor green. My facial features are, excuse the expression...

I am completely trapped, I'm alone and have no home to stay. I'm studying right now at university so I can't work in a full time job. I can't afford anything, my family has left me completely. I have no one, literally no one. I can't even afford a place to stay and I can only stay in my dorm for...

Hello, I don't have particularly heavy facial and underarm hair growth, but it's average to slightly above average. However, I don't want to shave every time to keep my skin smooth. How can I reduce or completely stop facial and underarm hair growth without serious health consequences? Hail Zeus!

Hello, I have been diagnosed with Janz syndrome (juvenile myoclonic epilepsy). There was no epileptic family history, and the first signs of epilepsy (mild twitching in the morning due to lack of sleep, unexpected jerks, etc.) began after the death of someone very close to me. I may seem rather...

I'm haunted in my dreams by an extremely negative entity that condemns: 1 - my sexuality (I'm bisexual) 2 - my erotic fantasies and desires, calls me names - I have nightmares if I buy toys like a dildo or vibrator. 3 - It supposedly praises me for good deeds, even though I don't care at...

It seems unfair the sheer gap of special treatment whites receive. I understand they are of Satan's seed, but the gap if favouritism seems so severe. Like a 100/90, or 100/80 advantage even I can understand, but it feels more like 100/10 or 100/20. It is not at all an equal playing field...

Greetings. I have been a Zevist for a long time and I am bisexual. I know the attitude toward trans people, but yesterday I started talking to a trans girl—well, biologically male—and our conversation has been going quite well. I would like to have sex with her, but I’m afraid that being...

My family has a disgusting past, even if it doesn't affect today. Now, I am trying to understand. When I clear the negative karma related to my family, will I also clear these? If I get married and have children without doing this, will they also have the chance to experience similar things...

I would like to know what kind of magick can be used here. This is seriously hurting me. The following is an excerpt from a solar return reading "Aries intercepted in the 11th house speaks of issues asserting yourself within groups or in pursuing personal goals in a social context. Gemini...

Unfortunately my cat was poisoned with Antifreeze and I couldn’t do anything to save him. I am completely devastated and I wish to do a revenge work or if you could please advise any Gods name who can help me with revenge for the person who poisoned my cat ? I would appreciate it very much! It...

Hello, brothers Zevists, I would like to know how to contact HP HoodedCobra666 to ask for his help in identifying a career path in my natal chart. How much would I need to pay for this? I have about $20 donated in the Hall of Osiris (I'm not from the richest country, but I try to make donations...

I had lost one of my belongings, so I asked a certain God for help because it was important to me. Thinking I hadn’t been heard ( that this God hadn't agreed to help me) , I went and bought a new one. Two days later, I found the original—it had just been hidden. Now I feel guilty. What should I...

After I started actively working with my chakras and meditating, I noticed something rather strange: now, every time I watch something that impresses or excites me—say, something violent or disgusting, or, conversely, something very sexy, beautiful, and desirable—when I close my eyes, my brain...

Hi brothers and sisters.I am asking anonymously as the age of my dad is given, and I don't want to be known. My dad was just diagnosed with COPD and I was wondering if there is any advice I can give to him. He won't do yoga but maybe health advice, herbs or something. He is 64 and had cancer a...

If I did a dedication ritual, left and joined Catholicism and did sacraments, will I need to do another dedication ritual when I come back?

Hello, I already asked a question about non-white peoples who served in the Third Reich. I don't want to incite hatred among Zevist members, but this topic requires clarification, as I think it will be important to many. After reflecting on it, I realized I probably wrote an overly harsh and...

I'd like to work on my 8th house. Has anyone done any work on an exclusive house? My 8th house has the Moon and Jupiter in Libra. I want it to be better so that money coming from others flows more easily. Which day would be best? A day that has a good sign for money? Like Libra? And what...

I was sexually abused by a family member numerous times when I was 4 years old, which triggered several disgusting and destructive consequences that I still struggle with. I would like to know if there is anything in Satanic/Zevist ethics that prohibits total destruction through black magic...

I'm thinking of getting laser treatment to remove the melanin from my eyes so I can have lighter eyes. I'm afraid of going blind.

Post in thread '#79634 Saturn at 15° Taurus 8th House' https://ancient-forums.com/threads/79634-saturn-at-15%C2%B0-taurus-8th-house.304776/post-1173200 The notion of turning Saturn into your weapon put things into perspective and resonates for me. The thought that has been ocurring is to...

Hi everyone, I've put together a spell to attract partners for sex, as the main goal. If something romantic happens later, that's fine. What do you think? URUS x20 KENAZ x18 SOWILO x32 I affirm 10 times: "I am attracting attractive, compatible female sexual partners to me." This time I'm...

Hello. I wonder what this situation could be related to. When I get angry at someone, feel resentment or when I'm binding someone; the area around my womb becomes intensely active. I see a blackish-gray energy coming out of my womb and enveloping that person, but I don't do this consciously...

People usually take advantage of me being soft and laugh at me. (I am a male). I am just wondering if there is a working to do to not be soft as much and be more assertive or masculine.

Hello, I am interested in how Germans really treated non-white peoples during the war. Various Turkic and other non-white peoples served in their army, but I have heard that there were many deserters among them, and they were always led by Germans, as such peoples could not be trusted with...

Is there a way to permanently rid myself of mental illness through meditations/spells? Must I complete a specific meditation/ritual for each illness every week? That seems tedious and improbable, long-term.

I've already ordered minoxidil, I hope it will help and won't cause a sharp reverse effect in the future if I lose access to it for some reason (for example, I decide to go to the forest or the village, I don't know, and I forget to take it with me). But I definitely won't dare to try...

I just discovered this forum after searching endlessly through others. Recently, I made a pact with Santa Muerte. At first, everything seemed fine. I kept having positive experiences money flowing in, strange intuitive visions, even moments where I could sense people’s thoughts. My bond with...

Greetings. The title is pretty explicative. I need to stop denying the truth and be honest with myself: recently, I've noticed that my sexual desire is lower than usual. I know that it's totally ok to have days where you are not in the mood but this is going on for a bit too much. This...

Cuckolded by Yehuborim woman because of traumas, and many more underlying issues what should i do? Cleansing only help a little bit. What damage the soul can have?

My Neptune is in my first house, I feel like I'm floating all the time and Crystals don't help

This girl in my workplace keeps trying to disrupt me and causing me distress. Does knowing their natal placements help amplify any workings/banishments?

I feel positive and hostile energies when doing God rituals. I am dedicated. I did the Grand Ritual for Zeus and felt like the energy of my face was being destroyed. I feel like they are displeased with me.

So I’ve gone through a bad on and off situation with a Zevist girl for a year now and we broke up twice. Last time yesterday. I had a dream of another girl, who is basically an influencer on social media. I always felt a pull towards her and she’s pagan and follows ancient Egyptian religion. I...

What can I do to fill the void left by the lack of maternal love? (I'm a woman and that affected me a lot, today I can see it.)

Hello, yes my friend, your post was a big help. What you say is exactly my goals, well one of them at least. There are some extremely fascinating and interesting things I wanted to share with you and gain your insight, but you won't allow it! And I feel too exposed to mention even through...

Let’s just say I’ve basically never dated. I think so, it’s even in my chart. When people I like compliment me, I already feel better, imagine if it were a boyfriend. Maybe I have relationship karma that I should work on maybe that's why I cant never find anyone.

Woman. We drifted apart. He started dating new people and getting married again, leaving me on the sidelines. Later I realized he had always neglected me, I just didn’t notice it because I was a child who adored her father and thought he was the best. He did the bare minimum, and every chance...

Why, whenever I like someone/something or I'm feeling happy, my mind sabotages itself and strange intrusive thoughts enter? For example a particular God, or HP, or even a new friend or something. It will attack them but it's not my real feelings or thoughts? What working will fix this?

Why is this considered one of the worst degrees and how can I sublimate these energies? Apparrently it is an "assasination degree"...? I have high social ambitions and things which indicate attracting dangerous enemies. I developed a scar in the shape of a bullet hole exactly on my 3rd eye...

The aspect is almost exact. Is it something to worry about, or are Vertex aspects not as relevant to fixed star contacts?

I realized and accepted that I don’t think I’m ugly because someone once told me that or because of the social medias. It’s because of my father. I hate my father, and I look like him. Out of all his children, I’m the only one who really resembles him, as my mom always said, “you’re his image.”...

Is Possible for a Yehubor Aryan Hybrid,aryan mother,Yehubor infected Father, have heart chakra,aryan heart,aryan,spirit,aryan emotions,but Yehuborim mind, Yehuborim soul,and Yehuborim brain?.And no Bindu Chakra.This case,the Yehubor infected individual,hates to lie, like Hitler wants,have pure noble heart,but...

If I have a strong solar chakra, I am very hardworking, work hard, and successfully complete all the most difficult tasks (that others cannot complete), but I face career obstacles and salary increases, which magical, occult, and astrological aspects should I work on to achieve the promotion I...

I spend almost all my free time on my career, but less qualified and less hardworking employees get promoted. I have long outgrown my professional competencies and in 2026 I will be engaged in more responsible work. I talked to my supervisor about my promotion a few months ago, and they...

I'm thinking of buying a new phone and a smartwatch. Would it create any problems, as it is Mercury Rx right now?

I'm a virgin (male). I don't want to enter into a relationship or have casual sex (which goes against my nature). First, I want to clear my negative karma. But I also crave desperately to be touched/nurtured and my Sagittarius energy does crave some sort of variety somewhere in this area. I...

Got one with Retrograde Saturn, in 3rd, and Pluto, in my 11th. Is this even a true trine, or even worth anything?

I am very concerned about my health. One night, I had a very strong chest tightness, which led me to rush to the hospital, as I believed I was having a heart attack. When I got there, the tests were normal, so I went home and rested. A week passed and I still had this pain, a discomfort that...

Hello, I've been applying an ointment I found at home for a few days now and performing Lord Valefor's Power Ritual. It's almost gone. And I found the KY series for the skin, I started using it today. I feel better. Do you have any recommendations for lengthening my eyelashes? How can I...

Hello! Going straight to the point: what do you think about this synastry aspect in the chart of me and my partner? It's more a curiosity rather than an actual problem but it's not the first time as my last long-term partner had the same aspect. I'm a Taurus rising while he's a Scorpio rising...

My partner (female) is bisexual, but mostly attracted to women. I look and behave quite androgynously, which is probably what drew her to me to begin with. She attracts a lot of attention due to her beauty/sex appeal. Multiple planets in Sagittarius 8th house (such as Pluto) And Venus Taurus...

Every relationship I've had has been terrible, and every ending has been terrible. Instead of a Succubus, I've gotten nightmares. I have Saturn in the 7th house—is that the cause? Any advice on how to fix this? Should I do a Spiritual Saturn Square and affirm it for healing? I've done a...

Да, я тот самый человек с эпилепсией, уже сделавший два квадрата Меркурия - приветствую Вас вновь... Опубликуйте, пожалуйста, на обоих форумах. Судороги вернулись. Это не эпилепсия? Это что-то другое? Чат (ДжиПиТи) предполагал, что это - синдром Леннокса Гасто (судороги у меня если идут, то...

Hello High Priestess Lydia, I have looked into my countries government sites about killing animals humanely for consumption and although it does list the use of guns for that, you are only allowed blanks which are to be shot at the back of the head of an animal to "stun it" and you must "bleed...

Can I curse people during Saturn retrograde. On 18th nov Saturn will still be retrograde motion but the calendar shows that I can start a curse. Can someone confirm whether i should wait till Saturn retrograde is over or follow the calendar

Excuse me, this might not be an appropriate "question", but I am very desperate for help. I've managed to let someone take an advantage of me and manipulate me into a cryptocurrency investment scam. I've lost quite a bit of money (~$40,000) so this is no joke and I feel very stupid, however...

Can a venus square to empower natal venus backfire and ruin a romantically developing bond if one didnt free himself *enough* from negativity of saturn aspecting venus?

I ask this because I have my first Saturn transit coming up and it's in my third house Retrograde coming up at the start of next year aroundish February. I am currently deep in poverty with not to many aforementioned skills. I'm also not in the best shape physically either. I am lacking in basic...

I developed eczema at the base of my eyelashes because of the silk eyelashes I had applied. I was already prone to this, and my entire middle school years were like this. The woman there applied a cream to remove my existing silk eyelashes and it started again. I've been dealing with this for...

Due to this being a family matter and also going to be giving out personal information I figured it would be best to ask here. My mother is an elderly women who was raised very Xian and has many issues. I've been able to chip away at her faith my entire life, and she is even ok with hearing me...

Hi TOS, my great-grandmother was light-skinned Black, and my great-grandfather was a white, blond, Nordic man with blue eyes. My grandmother is very fair-skinned with gray eyes, and my grandfather is a blond German with blue eyes. Both my parents are white, one with brown eyes and the other with...

Hi there, i have something on my left arm that resembles like the Ursa Major aka Big Dipper, like a dotted freckles, also on the same spot on my arm it even looks like Cygnus, like 2 constellations in one. I also have one mole on the back of my neck. So i would like to know if these have a...

I don't know if I'm doing this right to respond to information from my post. There was some information missing that I think could be important. Jupiter is conjunct my South Node at 24 degrees Cancer, and Mercury at 27 degrees Cancer in the 10th house. As I understand it, Jupiter amplifies...

I want to start my studies tomorrow (November 6), but to make the most of the right moment, should I start during Mercury's time? What about December 4? Is there any way to align my studies with that day? Would it be more beneficial for me? Should I wait until December 4 to start my studies...

Thank you all for your wonderful replies! We want our lives, our future white children lives as well as our animal lives to be as comfortable and healthy and happy as possible!! We live a country where guns aren't allowed (I know, it's stupid), so how would we go about ending the animal in a...

Me and my loved one will get a farm to become self-sufficient, or as much as possible and we wanted to also own animals, (we'll treat them humanely and with love as it should be), but how does one overcome fear of humanely killing it for meat? We want to be able to do it without fear, but I...

Dear brother and sister HP hoodedcobra and HP Lydia, This is sahasrara I sincerely apologise for saying things I should not have to clergy HP Lydia and HP hoodedcobra. I have no one except this family. I apologise for my words. I’m confident enough to express my sincere apologies ...

When Venus moves into Scorpio, it will also conjunct my ascendant and then be in my 1st house. This has been a very positive influence on me so far. Is it possible for me to do a Venus square when conjunction happens and increase my attractiveness with that?

What is the correct working for this? My voice is very deep, blunt, ugly and monotone, somewhat argumentative. I want it to be more soothing and tranquil.

Hello, how are you? I hope you're all doing well. Lately, I've been having doubts about my relationship. Here's the thing: I don't know if my partner is white, or at least of the same ethnicity as me. I suspect they have some mixed ancestry, so I'm not sure how I can build a future with them...

I have a problem with never finishing what I start. I absolutely love art and have always been passionate about it. I've spent half my life trying to learn, but I always give up when I feel like my drawings aren't good enough. No matter how much I practice, it seems like I don't improve, and...

I'm a new initiate, so I am not very experienced. Right now I am following the 40 day program thoroughly. I have applied to a Summer Work and Travel program and I want to create a working to help me first get accepted to a good job, in ways that are good for me, preferably in a small town...

Can anybody give me proof of your religion, preferably of a rational kind? How do you explain the apparently Satanic practices of Yehuborim? How do you explain the problem of evil? Whatever your views are on these specific questions or more fundamental things, I want to hear justifications. I am...

I am a white man who live with non whites and i need some time until i get back to live with whites but after a lot of meditation i have so much desire to settle within my own group properly before ever associating and living with non whites again. Is there any specific meditation or working...

Transit Neptune and Saturn are conjunct my Mars right now. Even though my Mars is in a very powerful position and is the only “masculine” planet in good condition in my chart, I feel like I haven't been able to use it for a while. I'm struggling to set boundaries, my libido is very lower in...

Keep in mind I haven’t done meditiston for years This solar plexus throbbing feeling started a week ago now and it’s on the front extension of solar plexus, physical feeling. It’s not going away. What is it indicating ? Please answer

Thank you Ol Argedco luciftias and SG Alexandros Iowno. I have decided to go back. I won't give a timeline for obvious reasons but it's most likely before the year is up. Just for the record, I am not the one who chose to come here. I was brought against my will as an infant and...

What specific meditations, asanas, mantras, or other works would you recommend to someone who has a complete lack of water in their natal chart? I want to compensate for this, as it interferes with many things.

How do I go about becoming wise? i have always been a bit of a jokester, and all my friends know me that way, as someone who always jokes about everything. But I want to be seen differently. I want others to view me as someone they can trust and respect. However, I don't want to be fake or...

I have been pretty consistent with practicing a daily meditation program in addition to vibrating runes into its corresponding chakra, hatha yoga, kundalini for months straight without fail. Something I’m starting to notice is this almost full body orgasmic sensation that feels intense. I’m...

I have been here all my life but always as a second class citizen. I don't want to work under the table as all those jobs are undignified to a large degree. I state with decades of life experience. I have been surviving on odd jobs and favors from people but mostly low level manual labor...

Can I heal from a moderate tooth decay, which is close to becoming severe?

I know I can’t change my life, and I know that overthinking doesn’t help, but I can’t stop wondering what things would be like if they were different. I’ve known this girl for a long time, and she seems to have everything. She’s tall, has a beautiful body, is the beauty queen of our state, has...

I've been getting sick very quickly lately and had to take a lot of medication. How can I get through this weathers without getting sick again, because I get sick every autumn and winter with just a little cold... My city is not that cold but I have no tolerance. What can I do about it?

I relapsed and drank 4 beers yesterday. I feel ashamed. This isn't a question but I needed to get it out there.

Hey, I'm deep into wrestling tournaments right now, and a couple months back I started messing around with some endurance boosters – you know, the stuff that gives you that extra edge. Losing just isn't on the table for me, and damn, it feels incredible when I finally start turning things around...

Hopefully it is readily apparent why I would wish to ask this question anonymously. I'm not talking about feeling a light tickle up my spine and thinking that is anything compared to the kundalini rising. I've risen the kundalini from base to crown, I felt the heat as it rose and the spark...

Здравствуйте. Да, я задавал уже похожий вопрос. Я делал квадрат Меркурия в Раке от эпилепсии, теперь делаю этот же квадрат в Деве. Уже подхожу к концу... Но приступы - да, стали легче, почти пропали, я многое себе позволил, чего раньше не мог, например, писать здесь сейчас быстро этот вопрос...

Is it possible for me to gain weight from a demonic entity

Hello, sorry for the question, but I'm confused and want to understand: if I dedicate my soul, is it better to use the old dedication to Satan or is it better to use the new one, which is signing allegiance to Zeus?

Hi everyone, I’ve been browsing your site for a while, and I’m really curious about many things here. However, I have a big concern. I’m 17 years old, and I have a mild double scoliosis and a moderate kyphosis. I also have a small dent or deformation on the left side of my chest. I’m afraid...

My family makes jokes and teases me saying that I was born with nigro hair while they have naturally straight hair indeed everyone have straight hair there and I listen this mocking since a very young age I never liked my hair because of this my hair is a mix of wavy with curly with volume (...

Why am I chronically depressed? It's not even though related. It's like there's just a fog in my mind that makes it so my memory is shit, I can't feel happy, and I can't even feel good from cleaning my aura. I feel worthless and like everyone hates me. I feel low most days. Help

I refuse to get into a trance and use self hypnosis on myself in order to fix my trauma or even other means of spirituality to a certain degree. My trauma will maybe get better while I am advancing on the path but I don't want to make a working exclusively for fixing my trauma. My emotions are...

I have my sun and saturn very close in Leo, and Venus and Mercury very close in Cancer. What does this tell me about myself?

I have a widow's peak, and as is common it's the hairline next to it that's more open, how do I grow hair there since it's something I was born with and there are no hair follicles there? The doctor said the same thing and there's no point in using anything because there's nothing to grow there...

It’s bizarre. I seem endlessly interested in learning about kaballah and Yehuborim mysticism. It drives me and gives me energy. But when it comes to listening or reading Zevist/Pagan material i try to at first but then lose interest almost immediately. Why is this? Is it enemy influence? I’ve...

Being born in a precarious place (whether the country, the state or your city) means what? Most zevistas here, even those who didn't grow up rich or with any privilege ( I think of course ), seem to have been born in good countries. Am I suffering some "punishment"? Why did I have to be born...

I'm a 20 year old female, and i have a boyfriend. I'm with for 5 months, and both of us arenot really sexually active, we are each other's first. we have been trying to have sex for 3 times now and it just won't work. he goes soft, i get hurt so much. weird thing is that i can normally do it...

After periods of time without masturbating(usually after 4 days) there appears to be some kind of pressure in the sacral chakra, the longer the period of time, the more intense the pressure(for the lack of a better word) is. Is this normal? Is there a blockage in the sacral chakra? Should I...

I want to leave the reality I live in and enter another one, and when I say that, it's... I want to get out of this city, go to luxurious places or have lots of good experiences, but something seems to be holding me back, apart from poverty, something more is holding me back, and I want to do...

What would happen if I do the meditation of cutting connection with a person who I live with and depend on.

I need a job and I can't get one anywhere, the only place in this city that I haven't handed in my CV is the Catholic church (it's actually in the church office, marking names and other little things), my grandmother is one of the people who works there and she told me she'd help me get in if I...

Hello, I would like to understand an aspect of astrology. I have a fire stellium in Leo in the 11th house formed by the moon, mercury and chiron. I am Cancer and my ascendant is Virgo. I often find it difficult to express my creativity and self-expression in front of the public and I feel an...

on astro seek i looked up that Joseph Goebbels had the same ascendant and 4 of the same planets as me is that enough to mean who i am now is similar to him? but i dont think im half as accomplished as he was :(

I see my siblings and they've taken all the good stuff from the genetic, leaving the bad stuff and I've taken it. I'm not crippled or have any health problems, but I didn't get the same good physical characteristics as them, does that mean I'm not compatible with my parents? Or is it that my...

ive been feeling kinda down lately, i got nothing to do in my free time, i spend the whole afternoon looking for a video to watch or a game to play and im tired of that, ive been locked in my room all day since i was a kid and i dont know what to do about it, cuz i got nothing to do and even...

Hello everyone! Few weeks ago, the thought of making this popped randomly into my mind and I can't let it go so I needed to write this down. As suggested, this is the safest option to post this as it contains information on my birth chart and I don't want to lose an opportunity to help the...

I accidentally gave a Yehubor my full name. I regularly do RTRs (have been doing them for a long time), meditations and have a close relationship with the gods. My life has been flourishing. Today, while on campus I met a friend of a friend. We kept talking and he said something along the lines of...

I'll start with the fact that I grew up alone and had imaginary friends, which makes me quite vulnerable to this kind of thing. Yes, let's say there are obvious things: if I have a dream in which I literally see things from the future, that's a contant that confirms the existence of Gods, etc...