I think I'm lacking feelings like friendship or love at this stage of my life. I’ve had many friends up until now, but I’m not sure if I ever felt a healthy emotional bond with any of them. I’ve always had a protective instinct toward them, but I don’t know if this is something that arises from emotions or if it’s just instinctual.
Love is a different matter; I’ve never experienced that feeling in my life.
A friend of mine who is older than me once said something like this when talking to me about my ‘lack of social interaction’: People’s foolishness stems from their search for love. The love they seek is empty and only satisfies the ego. You’re not foolish, and you’re not in search of love, but you are the only person I know who truly needs love. A friend’s love, a lover’s love, or the love you’d feel for them.
I have always feel close to HPS Lydia, I guess this is the reason. Opposites attract. The closeness I feel toward our emotionally strong and mature high priestess. confirms this.
Love is a different matter; I’ve never experienced that feeling in my life.
A friend of mine who is older than me once said something like this when talking to me about my ‘lack of social interaction’: People’s foolishness stems from their search for love. The love they seek is empty and only satisfies the ego. You’re not foolish, and you’re not in search of love, but you are the only person I know who truly needs love. A friend’s love, a lover’s love, or the love you’d feel for them.
I have always feel close to HPS Lydia, I guess this is the reason. Opposites attract. The closeness I feel toward our emotionally strong and mature high priestess. confirms this.