Thoughts=Manifestations?

[sulixtsatan66]

Let me explain a little about how I think. Or how I feeling about myself nd life in a summary.

Thinking once when you wanted it nd you couldn't. That's how I beeny whole life I never had things I always wanted, even being the miracle first born child, still felt neglected, manipulated, to tortured emotionally. Thru this I built this personal thinking in my head which told me basically this. I feel no pain. Pain comes in time. So then I started to think about it and say that I would hurt myself really bad at skating. Nd I usually do. Nd i built this mentality of getting hurt is fun, or it makes you learn the hard way. Basically no pain no gain.

What do you guys think. I feel like this is some sort of problem to me in the advancement of satanism.

 

[fake name]

I would go with the mindset "pain cannot harm me. pain does not reach me. I am powerful and my defense is impervious"
And basically build an aura of protection around that state of mind
HAIL SATAN!



On Monday, April 13, 2015 10:07 PM, "sulixtsatan66@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Let me explain a little about how I think. Or how I feeling about myself nd life in a summary.

Thinking once when you wanted it nd you couldn't. That's how I beeny whole life I never had things I always wanted, even being the miracle first born child, still felt neglected, manipulated, to tortured emotionally. Thru this I built this personal thinking in my head which told me basically this. I feel no pain. Pain comes in time. So then I started to think about it and say that I would hurt myself really bad at skating. Nd I usually do. Nd i built this mentality of getting hurt is fun, or it makes you learn the hard way. Basically no pain no gain.

What do you guys think. I feel like this is some sort of problem to me in the advancement of satanism.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

You'll find yourself with a lot of problems if you do not eradicate that. It's the same affect as a black magick spell. Also, what this does is attract a lot of negative energy towards you, hence your misfortunes. It's just like programming anything, it eventually manifests. It's probably programmed into your aura without you knowing it.

But it can be easily reversed. Do what Fake Name said, and work this karma off of yourself. In Satanism karma is understood very different than in other bullshit. Karma is something that we cause upon ourselves through our own actions. We do NOT owe anybody SHIT. That's the jewish version of karma.

I would also suggest you find out if you have past life hang-ups.Past Life Regression  


 You can just do affirmations for a year as someone else suggested here after your primary meditations when you get an energy buzz. Try affirming it 25-50 times.

 

[sulixtsatan66]

Understood. I have done somewhat PLR meditations. It is mostly the reason why I can to ask this question. But you guys are right. I am really looking forth who Im gonna be in the future. It excites me. Thanks for the response.

Hail Enki

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Always glad to help