Thoughts=Manifestations?

[sulixtsatan66]

Let me explain a little about how I think. Or how I feeling about myself nd life in a summary.

Thinking once when you wanted it nd you couldn't. That's how I beeny whole life I never had things I always wanted, even being the miracle first born child, still felt neglected, manipulated, to tortured emotionally. Thru this I built this personal thinking in my head which told me basically this. I feel no pain. Pain comes in time. So then I started to think about it and say that I would hurt myself really bad at skating. Nd I usually do. Nd i built this mentality of getting hurt is fun, or it makes you learn the hard way. Basically no pain no gain.

What do you guys think. I feel like this is some sort of problem to me in the advancement of satanism.

 

[fake name]

I would go with the mindset "pain cannot harm me. pain does not reach me. I am powerful and my defense is impervious"
And basically build an aura of protection around that state of mind
HAIL SATAN!




  Let me explain a little about how I think. Or how I feeling about myself nd life in a summary.

Thinking once when you wanted it nd you couldn't. That's how I beeny whole life I never had things I always wanted, even being the miracle first born child, still felt neglected, manipulated, to tortured emotionally. Thru this I built this personal thinking in my head which told me basically this. I feel no pain. Pain comes in time. So then I started to think about it and say that I would hurt myself really bad at skating. Nd I usually do. Nd i built this mentality of getting hurt is fun, or it makes you learn the hard way. Basically no pain no gain.

What do you guys think. I feel like this is some sort of problem to me in the advancement of satanism.

 

[sulixtsatan66]

Understood. I have done somewhat PLR meditations. It is mostly the reason why I can to ask this question. But you guys are right. I am really looking forth who Im gonna be in the future. It excites me. Thanks for the response.

Hail Enki

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Always glad to help