The struggle is real for me

[ShermanTank]

I don't trust the doctor's at all. I have big trust issues with these types of people. They are quick to get you on their medication, and I feel its a trap.

I have had been in a bad car wreck as a passenger back when I was 9 and received a head injury. Today it feels like I am struggling in a few areas, but also I am good at a few other things. I feel like a lot of curses, other things like karma, or bad planets I have been effected by. I don't know for sure. I also love the RTR's, since I found the awesome JoS path, I have been involved for a few years and counting! Before I found the JoS, I didnt know about the jews. I was homeless and a jew knew how he could attack me and did mental abuse tactics on me. I was to strong physically so he could not over power me in that way. His attacks were mostly mental. I excaped months later. Fuck jews. This rat turd is still out there.

Now I am in another bad spot in my life dealing with an abusive family member. (This person is a bully type)At this point I just want to be homeless just to get away from her. I have a hard time finding a job. I will get out of a bad situation. I'm done with abusers and I work on my Aop and fighting back technique. This family member, is having resistance against my protection. I constantly throughout the day throw up my aop, my aura is constantly deflecting and repelling x's negative energy ill will and hatred x directs to me and is immediately returning it back to x.

 

[Shael]

I don't trust the doctor's at all. I have big trust issues with these types of people. They are quick to get you on their medication, and I feel its a trap.

I have had been in a bad car wreck as a passenger back when I was 9 and received a head injury. Today it feels like I am struggling in a few areas, but also I am good at a few other things. I feel like a lot of curses, other things like karma, or bad planets I have been effected by. I don't know for sure. I also love the RTR's, since I found the awesome JoS path, I have been involved for a few years and counting! Before I found the JoS, I didnt know about the jews. I was homeless and a jew knew how he could attack me and did mental abuse tactics on me. I was to strong physically so he could not over power me in that way. His attacks were mostly mental. I excaped months later. Fuck jews. This rat turd is still out there.

Now I am in another bad spot in my life dealing with an abusive family member. (This person is a bully type)At this point I just want to be homeless just to get away from her. I have a hard time finding a job. I will get out of a bad situation. I'm done with abusers and I work on my Aop and fighting back technique. This family member, is having resistance against my protection. I constantly throughout the day throw up my aop, my aura is constantly deflecting and repelling x's negative energy ill will and hatred x directs to me and is immediately returning it back to x.

Not sure if you posted this just to share some of your life story, and if you are looking for any advice at all or not, but I will give my input regardless.

Doctors aren't the only option you have. There are many healthcare practitioners out there who you can talk to and get yourself examined without getting pumped full of drugs and antibiotics for every small issue.

As for dealing with this family member of yours, until you are able to move out, you may want to look into doing a binding spell on her, to stop her from bullying you.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Not all doctors are terrible, there are gentile ones that seek to legitimately help and heal people, some of them are just ignorant to the system and what is or isn't corrupted. If you are suspicious about any medications you can always do research on them yourself and ask your doctor questions about them.

The RTR helps to remove things like enemy curses, and when it comes to bad karma and planetary positions there are Planetary Squares where you can empower the affects and influences of certain planets in order to strengthen certain aspects of yourself and/or to counter other planets that are causing negative influences. Here is a list of all the planetary squares; for the time being I would suggest avoiding the Saturn square.

In regards to dealing with individuals that have a strong negative impact on you spiritually, you can do the Binding Spell. This puts them in a form of stasis that disables them from being able to spiritually do anything against you. Continue deflecting their negative energy and build your AoP. Also clean your aura thoroughly every time you deal with this individual, especially for if you've been physically close or near them for a long amount of time as their own negativity can rub off and actually attach to your own aura when you're in their vicinity.

For getting out of your situation, you can start a 40 day working. So every day, and don't skip any days or you'll have to restart the working, you can vibrate the rune FEHU (Scroll down, it's listed as #1) 54 or 108 times and then state an affirmation as many times as you feel is needed for it to 'stick'. Your affirmation could be something like "In a safe, healthy and positive way for me, I now have a stable job that I love and enjoy that pays me large amounts of money that I am free to use and spend as I desire." BELIEVE this to be true, you can also visualize yourself with a good job and lots of money. It is VERY important that you do NOT start this working during a Void of Course Moon. Use this website to find out when a void moon is occurring and when it isn't.

Also whichever amount of times you plan to vibrate the rune, always stick with that number throughout the 40 days, so if you choose to vibrate the rune 54 times, then you must vibrate it 54 times for the rest of the 40 day working.

 

[Jack]

Bind the family member if she's a chronic problem. Them remember to cut all links from her afterwards.

http://www.mediafire.com/file/d43m6wt4859c3f9/Satanic_FAQs%2528revised%2529.pdf/file
(Binding working inside)

 

[ShermanTank]

Thank you, this is my first post topic I wrote.Yes I was asking for guidance I will do more binding spells on her until I leave.with my binding working must have been on a vocm(not sure). I didn't convey that before I posted, I was doing the binding on my family member for a few days. It felt like it was working but it's obvious now it stopped so the energy I created must have been not strong enough. Maybe a 40 day working will do the job but I'm also thinking doing a full working would be a waist because I will be away from the person.

This whole situation repeated itself in 2013 same family member.
I am choosing to cut links from this person after I leave. I'm going to look into what planet squares will work for me, I haven't done any yet. I will definitely have time to try now.

 

[FancyMancy]

54 or 108 times

HPS Maxine said a little while ago that 108 times is not safe.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=69365#p69365

Use this website to find out when a void moon is occurring and when it isn't.

You can also use https://www.lunarium.co.uk/calendar/universal.jsp - remember to adjust for Daylight Savings on these sites, if necessary, and set your location.

Maybe a 40 day working will do the job but I'm also thinking doing a full working would be a waist because I will be away from the person.

The Soul works over a 40-day cycle, so a full 40-day working is necessary for it to remain. Anything less than that would cause it to work, as well, but it would weaken and stop sooner or later. For bad problems, it might be necessary to do an 80-day working/two 40-day workings. Some have also suggested doing a 90-day working, if you're going to do 80 (because it's only 10 extra days), as the number 9 is the power number of permanence in terms of endings and also breaking down barriers.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

54 or 108 times

HPS Maxine said a little while ago that 108 times is not safe.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=69365#p69365

I've heard about this before and our workings need to be updated on our website then since almost all say 108 reps. We need a given number to work in place of the previous 108 number.

 

[Shael]

54 or 108 times

HPS Maxine said a little while ago that 108 times is not safe.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=69365#p69365

I've heard about this before and our workings need to be updated on our website then since almost all say 108 reps. We need a given number to work in place of the previous 108 number.

To quote HC from the same thread Fancy has linked--

If you do not want to go for 108, then you can go for 55, 88 or 36. 54 is not bad, but 55 is better.

The 108 is not 'evil', but as stated, is a bit related to Saturn. If one has been doing it before there is nothing bad here, but it could be better. 100 should suffice and be fine for most occasions.

So 88, 100, or 216 should be your best options

 

[FancyMancy]

54 or 108 times

HPS Maxine said a little while ago that 108 times is not safe.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=69365#p69365

I've heard about this before and our workings need to be updated on our website then since almost all say 108 reps. We need a given number to work in place of the previous 108 number.

The sites would be updated sooner or later, and I don't think the number 108 is evil inherently (although possibly it is deathly, as I say below); others have said they have had success with using the number. I would think that the number 108 does help but it is a negative number specifically, as well, and the number ties in with Saturn, which is grounding or more than grounding - bringing down and pushing under (i.e. Saturnine cult AKA jew). i.e. the negatives outweigh the positives in some ways. It might seem helpful, in that it brings you back down to Earth and reality, instead of having your head in the clouds, but then it goes too far and is over-the-top, which frustrates things and corrodes, decomposes, breaks them down.

I have suggested before that it might be a good idea to find the lowest common multiple for 8 (eternity) and 9 (permanence for endings/breaking down barriers), which would be the famous and jew-loved number 72. You/anyone could use the number 13 (transformation) with the lowest common multiple, instead or as well - for 8 & 13 the LCM is 104; for 9 & 13 it is 117. The number 54 (108/2) and the number 216 (108*2) are also good, but of course 216 is much better. The LCM between 8, 9 and 13 is 936, however!

Always remember to work upwards towards higher numbers, and not go down to lower numbers. You can stay at any number/multiple, of course. Also remember to make sure you can both handle higher repetitions and also that you have the time and patience, and not be interrupted, to be able to do so, etc. It's better to start at e.g. 9 and work up to 54, 72 or 216 than it is to start higher and reduce down. In that sense, it's like the energy has momentum which increases and is exponential...or loses momentum and dies off. The point is also whether or not you can handle the increased, exponential momentum of energies. Repeated use of the Rune ÜRUZ will gradually increase the amounts of energy one can handle at any given time.

 

[FancyMancy]

HP. Hoodedcobra666[/url]"]This "Easter" was really heated overall with the enemy, and they capped the last day of their "Passover" with what again appears to be an attack they conducted on themselves. In California they have killed one jew in a Synagogue, and 3 were left injured (13 Numerological value here, which deals with misfortune for the jews, and they in particular hate this number).

I just read this after I posted my previous reply, so it might actually be beneficial to use the number 13, as well.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

If you do not want to go for 108, then you can go for 55, 88 or 36. 54 is not bad, but 55 is better.

The 108 is not 'evil', but as stated, is a bit related to Saturn. If one has been doing it before there is nothing bad here, but it could be better. 100 should suffice and be fine for most occasions.

So 88, 100, or 216 should be your best options

This is exactly the kind of information I've been looking for, I appreciate you sharing.