Dino Dizdarevic
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Hi everyone, i would like to ask you few questions.i'm soon turning 18, and i've spent most of my life being ateist\agnostic. i always knew there was something out there but didn't believed in any particular religion.Before 1 year ago, not sure quite, i was doing research on that documentary : the new arrivals ( or something like that ), and after 2-3 days, when i went to sleep, i had images of Satan in my head. When i tried to take my mind of that image it came back to me again, and i felt HUGE amount of bioenergy, if that was it, it felt kind of like goosebumps, can't describe it really, and i started to cry suddenly, i cried alot, and actually felt happy.I thought i was a bit crazy then xd, anyway, in the morning my house was empty, and i sat in my living room and looked out of the window ( sry for bad grammar ), and i did or imagined i spoke to Satan himself, like he was calling me to come or something like that, it was about a year ago, i can't remember exactly the words. So before a week ago, i've found JoS and read all of the information on the page, and since i was a martial artist and i did a bit of meditation on my own ( which ended up as a fail ), i've got interested on spiritual satanism. I' haven't done my dedication yet, because in about a year i will go to live in my own apartment where i can do it properly in peace. but i've tried to do power meditation twice yet, and both times i've felt that energy and i've felt like i was controlling it actually, just couldn't form it into something or use it, but it was my second time after all. Now i'm doing it every night since i can't get really calm and free of thoughts in the day ( not really a calm family ).So my questions are : 1. About the contracts with Demons, i've read that when you ask something of Demon, something bigger, it says that you should offer something to him, i'm wondering what these offerings could be?2. I think that xians really are bad people, there are huge amounts of evidence, but i'm not quite introducted to judaism and islam, altought i live in country where islam is the leading religion, so my question is is it okay if i dedicate myself to Satan but not spread hate over other monoteistic religions? My girlfriend is islamic, not fully, she thinks that allah exist and so, but she doesn't do any 'worshipping' or such. So, i hope Satan would understand that i can't hate her or abandon her just because she's blind and can't see that her 'god' never did anything for her, she was raised in such background ... I would like to keep satanism to myself, as it's about developing yourself, i find all informations and rituals and meditations here very usefull
( i hope you understand me ) 3. Can you give me a brief explanation of Guardian Demons? Are they randomly 'given' to you, i mean do you choose your Guardian Demon or ?
Sry for bad grammar once again, i hope i haven't insulted anyone. and altought i'm not dedicated yet, i feel free to say this :
HAIL SATAN !!
Sry for bad grammar once again, i hope i haven't insulted anyone. and altought i'm not dedicated yet, i feel free to say this :
HAIL SATAN !!