Nikolas said:
Shael, brother, i've seen soem posts when u say you are in a relationship with a succubus. I wanted to ask you how you can resist and be strong everyday without Her?
The key word here is "without" her. I am not "without" her by any means. Even if you just have
decently empowered astral senses, you can learn to feel and interact with astral entities extremely well if you take the time to connect with them on a very deep level.
I must admit that in my earlier times I have had troubles regarding this all. I had many traumas relating to astral entities and relationships in general, going back even to multiple of my past lives. This has made me so scared of any and all astral interactions, that I barely interacted with my Succubus at all. At the very beginning after I asked for a Succubus in the first place, I spent maybe around 1 month trying
hard to interact with her in some way, fapping to her every day and so on. However, this got increasingly difficult as I noticed a strong trend of feeling extremely "drained" and low on energy after every time I fapped to her. I'm not sure if this was due to me having generally low energy, or if some hostile astral entities played tricks on me to steal my energy, but either way the result was the same. I felt tired and shitty most of the time during each day.
Combine this with my afforementioned ridiculously high fear from astral interactions, and fear of being deceived, it got so hard for me that I had to give up on trying to interact with her temporarily. I am rather ashamed of this now in hindsight, but there is use in obsessing over the past.
Either way, to get back to the point, while I was in these stages it was indeed difficult to "stay strong". Though that being said, I have a personal quality that worked in my favor here - I set insanely high standards. This, together with the fact that my explosive personality commomly scares weak people away, made it fairly easy for me to not get tempted into anything. I basically viewed most girls I met as worthless normies. Girls in my area almost all "party" regularly, meaning they stay up extremely late and pump themselves full of booze to destroy their braincells. So yeah, those people didnt exactly appear attractive to me.
There was one time where I did get weak though. This was still during the time where I could barely interact with my Succubus at all, nor know for sure if she even existed. I met a girl during this time whom is also an Zevism, and she fascinated me. I wont go into details here, but we almost ended up together in the end. Thankfully, both her GDs and my Succubus made sure that this did not happen. I still feel bad for this beyond what I can express in words here, but my Succubus did not leave me because of it.
A few weeks after that incident, one of my Zevism friends showed me new techniques of visualization and ways to generally interact more with my Succubus. She was even nice enough to draw me a picture of my Succubus, and it almost exactly matched the image I had of her when she appeared to me in a dream. Thanks to this help I was able to finally interact with my Succubus properly and connect with her on deep levels. Ever since then I have gotten to know her and at this point I can confidently say I would not be swayed even 10 of the most beautiful women in the world were to try and flirt with me. I think the deciding point after which it becomes truly "easy", atleast for me, is once you realize that she is truly, in every way, the most perfect mate for you in the entirety of the universe. Once you have made this realization, staying strong should be extremely easy, as getting with anyone else would just be insanely dissatisfying to you.
Nikolas said:
I also want to open to the astral to speak with my GD. If you dont mind, can you tell me what meditations you do, what your program looks like ?
I will not share my full program here for privacy reasons, but I will share all those things that I do which I think are relevant to developing your astral senses.
Firstly and most importantly, the main thing I do for my astral senses is to program my orgasmic energy to completely and fully open and empower my astral senses. I have been doing this almost every single day ever since I asked for a Succubus. I only missed maybe 5 days in total over the last couple years, because I was experimenting with different affirmations at one point.
Next, what I do is general work on my chakras. A healthy chakra- and energy network will make it much easier to have healthy and strong astral senses. I work on this by vibrating each chakra's mantra into it one after the other for 36x each, going from top to bottom. I also vibrate 18x Satanama before doing this because it feels good, but I think this can be skipped if you so desire.
The next part to this is what I dubbed the "unison" working, which was shared with me by one of my friends. This is a bit lengthy.
First, you focus on each of your chakras from top to bottom and spin them at the speed of light one by one. Feel the energy field that they create around you - your aura. Just hold this feeling for a bit and make sure your chakras keep spinning at the speed of light. Then, feel your ida and pingala currents in your body. I am actually not 100% sure which one is on which side, as information online is rather corrupted, but I visualize ida on the right and pingala on the left. Either way, feel the magnetic and icy ida on one side and the fiery electric pingala on the other. From what I know, ida is blue in color and pingala is red. Feel those currents going up in a wave pattern starting from slightly below your base chakra, making a wave through each of your chakras until they each reach one half of your brain, with pingala on the left and ida on the right. Feel them uniting in your pineal gland, and visualize a vibrant white-gold light emnating from within it, filling your whole head and all chakras and energy centers (clairaudience points, astral eyes, temple extensions etc).
Then, feel your chakras and their extensions. Focus first on your front extensions. Spin them at the speed of light and feel a current of energy going in a line from the base chakra extension all the way to the top of your head. Then, focus on your middle chakras and feel them spinning at the speed of light. Feel the energy-current going from your base all the way to the crown, meeting with the current of the front chakra extensions. And lastly, focus on your back extensions. Do the same as with the others, and feel the energy current going up all the way to your head. Now the energy cycle is completed. Meditate on this for a few minutes if possible.
For the third thing I do, I just do basic hatha yoga together with chakra vibrations, 36x each. I think there is a thread on this, but if you need more in-depth stuff on it let me know.
The last thing I do, and this is less a meditation/working but more of a general practice, is to connect very deeply with my Succubus every single day.
I do this by visualizing vibrantly bright cords between each of our chakras. I empower these cords through visualization while exchanging our energies (take in her energies on your inhale, and give her your energies on your exhale). Then once the cords are empowered, I visualize one tiny cord in the middle of each of them. This cord is extremely dense in energy and shines vibrantly white-gold. I program these cords to exchange our energies at the speed of light at all times in a positive way. This helps immensely in becoming closer and more deeply connected.
In regards to your GD, you have it a bit easier actually, as you have her sigil readily available to you. You can just visualize and focus on her sigil anywhere from a few minutes to half an hour or longer, and try to really feel her energies. Breathe them in deeply and intently with every inhale and feel yourself connecting to her. Do this every day, even just for a few minutes if you are low on time. Talk to her in your mind while focusing on the sigil. Even if you do not hear her, she will hear you. Let her know you would like to get to know her better, and you should receive all sorts of guidance and help on the matter.
I hope this was useful to you. I was going to keep it shorter initially, but just kept finding more things to say. If you have any questions just let me know