sotem
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Title is self-explanatory, but I want to go into details.
Are we, the Zevism, who are the least childish and most conscious portion of people, meant to feel positive, strong, hold our heads high all the time ?
When some reason, some misfortune, the truth, hits hard, are we to always stay calm ignoring the bad feeling ?
Whenever I feel sadness, I make it go deeper, I let it flow like a river, sometimes I cry. But then, I become wiser, more sensible, more understanding.
When I feel the pain, the sadness, I notice how intense it is, how deep I can feel. Then I think "I'm a creature that is able to reside such deep feelings". I remember that I have emotions. It's like I step into a different realm. Everything is
aesthethic and touching in a different way as it is in happiness either. I internalize that environment. And it makes me feel so good. I feel satisfaction the same way when I'm happy. I go better instead of go lower. Then that pain, the sadness goes away and satisfaction continues. I don't feel any repression. I don't feel bad about that thing again.
It's like it gets fixed by itself. But when it isn't, I work to fix it. Pain comes again in the process of working more than once, and I do the same thing until it is completely and eternally fixed. When you work for something, you suffer, you sacrifice, but when you feel satisfacted from the awareness of working, they don't matter. That satisfaction speeds up the process.
Satisfaction and happiness aren't the same thing. Satisfaction is better than constant happiness. Always being happy and positive doesn't sound natural to me. There's pain, suffering, longing around. They come and go. When they come, I intensify and examine it under control, avoiding doing something stupid. I get wiser whilst doing it.
What do you think ?
Are we, the Zevism, who are the least childish and most conscious portion of people, meant to feel positive, strong, hold our heads high all the time ?
When some reason, some misfortune, the truth, hits hard, are we to always stay calm ignoring the bad feeling ?
Whenever I feel sadness, I make it go deeper, I let it flow like a river, sometimes I cry. But then, I become wiser, more sensible, more understanding.
When I feel the pain, the sadness, I notice how intense it is, how deep I can feel. Then I think "I'm a creature that is able to reside such deep feelings". I remember that I have emotions. It's like I step into a different realm. Everything is
aesthethic and touching in a different way as it is in happiness either. I internalize that environment. And it makes me feel so good. I feel satisfaction the same way when I'm happy. I go better instead of go lower. Then that pain, the sadness goes away and satisfaction continues. I don't feel any repression. I don't feel bad about that thing again.
It's like it gets fixed by itself. But when it isn't, I work to fix it. Pain comes again in the process of working more than once, and I do the same thing until it is completely and eternally fixed. When you work for something, you suffer, you sacrifice, but when you feel satisfacted from the awareness of working, they don't matter. That satisfaction speeds up the process.
Satisfaction and happiness aren't the same thing. Satisfaction is better than constant happiness. Always being happy and positive doesn't sound natural to me. There's pain, suffering, longing around. They come and go. When they come, I intensify and examine it under control, avoiding doing something stupid. I get wiser whilst doing it.
What do you think ?