I wanted to ask somethings

[kingdredzbop]

1.On the Jos website it states that once you have dedicated yourself to satan it is permanent through out all life times. However it is also mentioned that each lifetime you must re dedicate yourself. so my first Question is why.
2.Secondly I have always been drawn to satan and the occult, but for some reason Beelzebub or Enlil is the god in which i am drawn the most. since i first heard the name beelzebub i have always had this ache in my heart, and a desire to meet with them. can this be explained or must i dedicate myself and summon him to find my answer.
3. I have not always felt entirely Human most of the time i feel like a beast. i can feel claws on my hands and fangs in my mouth (ofcourse these are not physically there). does Spiritual satanism have an explanation for this?

 

[avivexus]

It is said to rededicate because you cant be sure whether you were dedicated in the past life or not(Unless you do past life regression which is quite impossible for newbies)...So to be sure, you do it...

There is a chance that you admired Beelzebub in your past life or were personally close to him...

About claws and fangs...I think its fantasy... Some people like to feel like they are wolverine and have superpowers and all to feel good about themselves...Its psychological...