Corvina0189
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- Jan 29, 2024
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Good day everyone,
I want to pose my doubts here since i am unable to solve them myself.
I have reading the main website for quite some time now, i am not even sure where i stand at this time, but i am sure i am not as active as a true satanist should. I crave true knowledge but sometimes it seems like even known members’ opinions differ on the ancient forums and I can’t find that information on the main website so I struggle with clarity about what is the true essence of Lord Satan and other things as well.
Since i learned about satanism i have always been going back and forth. There were periods of time where i was very focused and others where I completely forgot about it and even tried to ignore it but at the end i would always feel the need to come back. Even my soul dedication ritual was only spiritual, i never brought myself to do the ritual physically nor did I sign with my own blood because I wanted to wait for the right moment or i was unsure. Should i do a proper one? And at this time am I still under Lord’s guidance or not. Why does this keep happening i am unsure on how to act. And unsure on what to believe…
I’m seeking advices and didn’t intend to offend anyone by my words, i appreciate your time
I want to pose my doubts here since i am unable to solve them myself.
I have reading the main website for quite some time now, i am not even sure where i stand at this time, but i am sure i am not as active as a true satanist should. I crave true knowledge but sometimes it seems like even known members’ opinions differ on the ancient forums and I can’t find that information on the main website so I struggle with clarity about what is the true essence of Lord Satan and other things as well.
Since i learned about satanism i have always been going back and forth. There were periods of time where i was very focused and others where I completely forgot about it and even tried to ignore it but at the end i would always feel the need to come back. Even my soul dedication ritual was only spiritual, i never brought myself to do the ritual physically nor did I sign with my own blood because I wanted to wait for the right moment or i was unsure. Should i do a proper one? And at this time am I still under Lord’s guidance or not. Why does this keep happening i am unsure on how to act. And unsure on what to believe…
I’m seeking advices and didn’t intend to offend anyone by my words, i appreciate your time
