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I found Satanism at the age of 12 and I dedicated myself at 14, but i didnt meditate and i didnt show progress. I'm 18 now.
I started thinking about what if something else is real?
Maybe Satanism isnt real?
There are lots of bullshits. Yes, I know Abrahami Religions are fake 100%. These are beliefs to manipulate people.
When i dive in to ToZ, I saw spiritual beliefs like Wiccan etc. even i dont know what wiccan is,
I can't find the reality. I always think like "Yes spirituality is real but what if there isn't a god, or if there is a god what if it isn't Zeus/Satan? Maybe something else is true like wiccan etc?"
But I dont know I feel very Atheist now. I tried Astral Projection it didnt work but I felt my soul tried to leave from my body. In that experience I really felt my soul first time in my life.
Spirituality really must be real, a body can't work without a controller as a soul. But, what is real?
Please, save me from that paradox. Just I can't be 100% sure about gods' existence.
I started thinking about what if something else is real?
Maybe Satanism isnt real?
There are lots of bullshits. Yes, I know Abrahami Religions are fake 100%. These are beliefs to manipulate people.
When i dive in to ToZ, I saw spiritual beliefs like Wiccan etc. even i dont know what wiccan is,
I can't find the reality. I always think like "Yes spirituality is real but what if there isn't a god, or if there is a god what if it isn't Zeus/Satan? Maybe something else is true like wiccan etc?"
But I dont know I feel very Atheist now. I tried Astral Projection it didnt work but I felt my soul tried to leave from my body. In that experience I really felt my soul first time in my life.
Spirituality really must be real, a body can't work without a controller as a soul. But, what is real?
Please, save me from that paradox. Just I can't be 100% sure about gods' existence.