How to stop being sensitive to other people's opinions/reactions?

[sinbad]

I never used to care, but for some reason I get unnecessarily upset or even pissed off if I am ignored or brushed off and not treated like royalty

The more I have metidated, my emotional blockages unlocked to extreme levels of sensitivity. I look stoic on the outside, but on the inside I am very easily stirred to extreme depths.

I know my reactions are retarded and perhaps arrogant, but it is like the "dam" has been removed and the emotions are flooding the place.

How can I get them under control so I don't feel so much?

 

[sinbad]

Side note, epic Satanic band I recently found:

HE IS NOSTRO DIS PATER

 

[Shadowcat]

Having a lot of water or lunar emphasis can cause oversensitivity but so can fire with the difference in the two being water tends to hold grudges and ruminate.

Oversensitivity to even constructive criticism is usually rooted in insecurity and a poor self image. If you know who and what you are the words and actions of others won't always hurt as much and constructive feedback will be seen as an opportunity for growth rather than an insult or an attack.

Sometimes people ignore you not because they want to hurt you but because they just aren't interested in interacting..in some cases they could be afraid to offend and will play it safe by not interacting at all

 

[Blade of Kali]

Side note, epic Satanic band I recently found:

HE IS NOSTRO DIS PATER

I would recommend being cautious with this group. I used to listen to a couple of their tracks as well, but the way they portray the Father Zeus is not correct and is distorted. Some members here have also expressed their distrust toward this group.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Greetings, Brother!

Unlike a lot of today people who prefer jewish programmed psychopathic mode of not feeling and being a cyborg (basically the higher jews have this program to make us computer programs and put us on hard drives and they put a lot of money into these projects) I see these as Beauty and talents.

I believe that unlike kike "not care" mindset forced today we are originally designed to be sensitive to the universe, love it and treat it with respect, and yes this opens a lot of opportunities of being hurt and even totally destroyed mentally by emotional pain:

About Prisoners To Negativity - Empathy, Modern World & Mental Health

As one gets more psychic and one's awareness of the world grows, one might start increasingly feeling and understanding that a lot of people out there are plagued constantly by feelings of jealousy, malice or evil or anger. The list is very long here. That is not to say that everyone here is...

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Though this is merely abuse of this state instead of using it for a purpose - this is also how kikes taught us to treat each other and this world. Yet we do not want to judge this or that state only by the ways of how it might have been abused. Because a lot of great things can be abused: science, technical progress, spirituality - kikes abuse all of these. The greater is the thing the more it can be abused. So what - to throw them away? How about throwing away kikes instead of these things? But they will come and offer you their own kike solution: to be a borg and to not feel at all. Kikes always create a problem then come offer their own solution which is pure evil.

Real solution is we are not obligated to abuse each other, WE are the ones who decide how to treat each other not kikes. In the end of my life I realize that I do not want to be insensitive monster and a part of the general 21 cen. monstrosity. I wish to be open and sensitive - yes this might include to be destroyed to insanity and probably it will be, it is a price for being a human. Punishment (including the eternal one) is a price of Justice. I wish to pay my karmic debts and to suffer as much as people whom I hurt in my past lives desire me to suffer. I wish to realize myself as a human and as a servant to this world instead of play in jewish game of staying comfortable but staying a goblin and a crap on the face of the Earth. Comfort is not always right.

In reality people are not obligated to necessarily abuse others so that everyone had to either die in pain or bury their talents under the earth to stay safe but goblin. This is not how civilization is built. Those who wishes to really open up their whole genius they have to be sensitive and to be extremely deep in feeling both their own and others' pain - others' one usually much more than own. But their own as well - to know how it feels like and to not cause it to the universe. Just becoming cyborgs will not make you more genial and will not let you serve humanity to the complete cosmic extreme.

Shamans, geniuses and other extraordinary people are also extraordinary sensitive:

[Re-Read] To The Artists - High Priest Hooded Cobra 666 (2016)

To the Artists - High Priest Hooded Cobra 666 April 5th, 2016 Greetings to all our Satanic People and Comrades. Father Satan wanted this topic to come up. He repeated how it should be pointed out. There are many of our people who are artists in the Soul. Of whatever art, or craft. Now, these...

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The key here is to not be extraordinary egoistic - then when your focus is not in yourself but in the higher goals - then you can take more suffering and not get angry and rebellious. Egocentrism, such as not wanting to pay karmic debts, is the reason why people prefer to bury their talents than to pay with their comfort.

With meditation you open your potential which might be genial and yes, this includes extreme sensitivity to others and understanding how a soul might get hurt and even destroyed by cruel foul words and needless vulgarity (which this psychopathic world is full of).

I think reading the letters and creations of world level geniuses of 16-19 cen. epoch might help to relieve and feel among "your own" because these epochs were not at all less full of scientific thought while much less full of emotional absence and underdevelopment that today hits its absolute extreme. Love was love, not animalistic act with no one single emotion it now is. Art did not look like "AI does all, you grab income". Humans had souls.

Ttreat these as talents and ask Gods to lead you to your greatest Destiny (profession, work for Gods etc) so you could realize it into what it is originally meant for. And celebrate that you still can feel and can suffer. Because endless planets, races and people can't anymore. Ability to feel is a rare precious thing not to be taken for granted nor to be abused in others.

Welcome to the club, Brother!

 

[RespectExistence]

Focus on a goal. It's better to be attached to one single thing, than to many. Try journaling, it may fit you better.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Greetings, Brother!

Unlike a lot of today people who prefer jewish programmed psychopathic mode of not feeling and being a cyborg (basically the higher jews have this program to make us computer programs and put us on hard drives and they put a lot of money into these projects) I see these as Beauty and talents.

I believe that unlike kike "not care" mindset forced today we are originally designed to be sensitive to the universe, love it and treat it with respect, and yes this opens a lot of opportunities of being hurt and even totally destroyed mentally by emotional pain:

About Prisoners To Negativity - Empathy, Modern World & Mental Health

As one gets more psychic and one's awareness of the world grows, one might start increasingly feeling and understanding that a lot of people out there are plagued constantly by feelings of jealousy, malice or evil or anger. The list is very long here. That is not to say that everyone here is...

ancient-forums.com

Though this is merely abuse of this state instead of using it for a purpose - this is also how kikes taught us to treat each other and this world. Yet we do not want to judge this or that state only by the ways of how it might have been abused. Because a lot of great things can be abused: science, technical progress, spirituality - kikes abuse all of these. The greater is the thing the more it can be abused. So what - to throw them away? How about throwing away kikes instead of these things? But they will come and offer you their own kike solution: to be a borg and to not feel at all. Kikes always create a problem then come offer their own solution which is pure evil.

Real solution is we are not obligated to abuse each other, WE are the ones who decide how to treat each other not kikes. In the end of my life I realize that I do not want to be insensitive monster and a part of the general 21 cen. monstrosity. I wish to be open and sensitive - yes this might include to be destroyed to insanity and probably it will be, it is a price for being a human. Punishment (including the eternal one) is a price of Justice. I wish to pay my karmic debts and to suffer as much as people whom I hurt in my past lives desire me to suffer. I wish to realize myself as a human and as a servant to this world instead of play in jewish game of staying comfortable but staying a goblin and a crap on the face of the Earth. Comfort is not always right.

In reality people are not obligated to necessarily abuse others so that everyone had to either die in pain or bury their talents under the earth to stay safe but goblin. This is not how civilization is built. Those who wishes to really open up their whole genius they have to be sensitive and to be extremely deep in feeling both their own and others' pain - others' one usually much more than own. But their own as well - to know how it feels like and to not cause it to the universe. Just becoming cyborgs will not make you more genial and will not let you serve humanity to the complete cosmic extreme.

Shamans, geniuses and other extraordinary people are also extraordinary sensitive:

[Re-Read] To The Artists - High Priest Hooded Cobra 666 (2016)

To the Artists - High Priest Hooded Cobra 666 April 5th, 2016 Greetings to all our Satanic People and Comrades. Father Satan wanted this topic to come up. He repeated how it should be pointed out. There are many of our people who are artists in the Soul. Of whatever art, or craft. Now, these...

ancient-forums.com

The key here is to not be extraordinary egoistic - then when your focus is not in yourself but in the higher goals - then you can take more suffering and not get angry and rebellious. Egocentrism, such as not wanting to pay karmic debts, is the reason why people prefer to bury their talents than to pay with their comfort.

With meditation you open your potential which might be genial and yes, this includes extreme sensitivity to others and understanding how a soul might get hurt and even destroyed by cruel foul words and needless vulgarity (which this psychopathic world is full of).

I think reading the letters and creations of world level geniuses of 16-19 cen. epoch might help to relieve and feel among "your own" because these epochs were not at all less full of scientific thought while much less full of emotional absence and underdevelopment that today hits its absolute extreme. Love was love, not animalistic act with no one single emotion it now is. Art did not look like "AI does all, you grab income". Humans had souls.

Ttreat these as talents and ask Gods to lead you to your greatest Destiny (profession, work for Gods etc) so you could realize it into what it is originally meant for. And celebrate that you still can feel and can suffer. Because endless planets, races and people can't anymore. Ability to feel is a rare precious thing not to be taken for granted nor to be abused in others.

Welcome to the club, Brother!

Example of what I meant.

Why we are designed to hold grudges?

To be able to honor and to avenge our Ancestors, to avenge our loved and our countries, our Race and our planet. To avenge some of our Gods' planet that was destroyed. To avenge Phaethon. To bring Justice to this world. To keep memories of our great past and through this to understand how our future might be great. To put Justice where it was not. To recollect the Beauty of the passed epochs and to understand the law of entropy seeing how ugly our world became now. To write history to be proud of and to learn from. By writing down history, if you are a feeling being and not a psychopath who does not care, you have to hold grudges because there was injustice in the past and it demands an appropriate answer.

Without holding grudges ability, 4th house, Cancer and IC we would have never had any notion of Justice, differentiation of Kali Yuga and Golden Age, any desire tor return to better state and to quit the worse one, to punish the wrong and to reward the right.

Sorry, Brother, I forgot, answering your actual question, people do not answer most questions because they do not know the answer. As simple as that. To understand that just make an experiment: go to Ask-Satan forum and honestly answer yourself: what percent of the whole questions have your answers under them? What is a percent of the questions there you know the answer on?

I apologize if I did not answer you anywhere any time, I can't always see all questions in all forums. I usually try to cover some specific topics that I feel I must fill in for and go most of the time only to specific forums where these questions might be asked, but even there I fail to do it ideally and Higher Members have to correct me.

 

[sinbad]

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"Their intuition and sensitive natures open them up to psychically absorb other's moods, emotions, and the tone of their environment"

The annoying thing is I can literally feel whatever negative emotion is being directed towards me, which is somewhat crippling as there is very little seperation between "me" and the "other" in terms of the emotional space.

Which makes it difficult to respond appropriately sometimes as I am swayed in every direction by the fluctuating emotional rhythm of the conversation.

I find it difficult to reject or be cruel to other's even when that is the appropriate response, although I have gotten better at it recently.

Is it okay to become a little more "evil" or "machiavellian" for lack of a better word, because I think it is excessive and ineffective to be this way.

My mind is highly strategic/Scorpionic, but it is difficult to execute these strategies because of the above tendencies.

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Yes, there is a strong lunar Air influence.

But I am always asking for feedback/criticism because it allows me to transform faster.

I am polite and interested in learning about everything and everybody, even from those less intelligent because they may have valuable personal experience/wisdom.

So I go out of my way to interact with people, and when they react with indifference or rejection it annoys the F out of me because I went out of my comfort zone already to try and be courteous and interact with them.

But my natural orientation is to think I am the king, and everyone should come to me. So it doubly pisses me off, because I suppressed my own ego.

I want to be good at networking, but I think my mindset or approach is extremely faulty, because I don't always understand what is appropriate social behaviour.

 

[hailourtruegod]

I never used to care, but for some reason I get unnecessarily upset or even pissed off if I am ignored or brushed off and not treated like royalty

The more I have metidated, my emotional blockages unlocked to extreme levels of sensitivity. I look stoic on the outside, but on the inside I am very easily stirred to extreme depths.

I know my reactions are retarded and perhaps arrogant, but it is like the "dam" has been removed and the emotions are flooding the place.

How can I get them under control so I don't feel so much?

Speaking from experience, somewhat, I say you perhaps havent came across something that needs to be rectified / dealt with inside your soul. Past trauma that your mind refuses to acknowledge or at least not consciously connecting this as the root of said problem.

Something that helped me understand the average person better along with living life is reading what the men of Zeus of the past have said about said people. We have to understand the minds of the average person along with the mass mind as well and then there will be calming of the mind from the understanding that these moments of anti social behavior from others is not enough to bother the mind.

Remember, if the mind doesn't conclude it has been hurt where it can no longer choose rationally just because a limb is cut off then words can have literally no power against the mind that understands this.

Of course its not just the mindset alone as meditations from here are tools needed as well for us to get past basic interactions and thoughts. The books just lay physical instructions as how to approach life in any level.

I hope this helps and feel free to pry more to my meaning if something isn't clear.

I still have to get past bad habits 100% as I myself just recently have came to understanding what I wrote above but I know I no longer suffer from what you mentioned and only have what I refer to as triggers to test my new skills.

 

[sinbad]

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Hmm, there is something that drives me to feel entitled to reach the pinnacle, but because I am not there yet there is a cognitive dissonance I suppose.

I do enjoy the feeling of being revered/worshipped for my skills, but would you say this is something that needs to be rectified as "bad karma"?

And would you say reading about the mass mind allowed you to become more calm and tolerant of their behaviour?

Which books helped you the most?

 

[Lucifigus]

I never used to care, but for some reason I get unnecessarily upset or even pissed off if I am ignored or brushed off and not treated like royalty

The more I have metidated, my emotional blockages unlocked to extreme levels of sensitivity. I look stoic on the outside, but on the inside I am very easily stirred to extreme depths.

I know my reactions are retarded and perhaps arrogant, but it is like the "dam" has been removed and the emotions are flooding the place.

How can I get them under control so I don't feel so much?

It also hurts me emotionally, if i am ignored by someone.
On ToZ website, in Power Meditations, under "Advanced" find "Invoking fire" and "invoking earth", and "invoking water" and "invoking air" and read it. There it writes what can help to not be so sensitive.
Than do this:
Read this: https://templeofzeus.org/Preparing.php

 

[hailourtruegod]

Hmm, there is something that drives me to feel entitled to reach the pinnacle, but because I am not there yet there is a cognitive dissonance I suppose.

I do enjoy the feeling of being revered/worshipped for my skills, but would you say this is something that needs to be rectified as "bad karma"?

And would you say reading about the mass mind allowed you to become more calm and tolerant of their behaviour?

Which books helped you the most?

Im glad you asked these questions as there is more to fill in and there is some confusion from me not articulating it better. Now I know where to cover this better.

I was listening to The Republic by Socrates and getting into Plutarch but I paused to finish Meditations from Marcus. In his book he covers how silly it we should see it to want validity from the average person or to care what they think and what really matters is that we do our civic duty and act honorable just for the sake of being honorable. Even if no one sees us being a good man/woman we should still focus all our attention to be so.

As we share this trait with the Gods and thus something we can say confidently we share with the Divine.

It gets the point across, as rational social beings and in my note Zevist, we have a duty to look past the stupidity and mistakes of the average person and make sure we act rational, with self-control, courage. That is what is good.

Meditations, the actual practices we have here, helped me dig thru what I needed to weed out for my mind to understand these words on a higher spectrum/level.



I do want to mention that I understand this can be more difficult in today's society where we share advanced nations with 3rd world mentality who are also ghetto. Trust me these people I have the most to pick a bone with, not because I was an outsider who got messed with by them but being part of this sub culture and witnessing people close to me being disgusting in the mannerisms and thought processes, thats putting it very lightly. I know of animals with more honor than the men and women I grew up with...

To answer the last part of your reply start with the book Meditations. Get thru it all while doing your best to understand what he writes from a Zevist point of view. Can take a while since much of what he says makes on just stop and think hard but and it can get tiring at first but I find it helpful every time I continue with the book. Almost at the end myself.