How can I find my calling?

[Antichrist]

Hi! I wanted to ask you something. The biggest thing that's been bothering me lately is the lack of a sense of direction in my life. Now I can say for sure that I'm confused because I don't know what I really want from life. This mostly applies to my profession. Tried a few things but nothing seems to turn me on as much as I would like. I know my strengths and weaknesses quite well, as I have devoted a lot of time to studying my natal chart, but as I said earlier, I cannot understand in which direction to go. I've always been fascinated by people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk and others who had passion and woke up in the morning with the feeling that they had to accomplish something very important. I also want to have a calling like these people. But how can I get it? Now I feel lost and I'm thrown from side to side.... I did not think that by the age of 27 I would feel lost. Are there anyone who feels the same ?

Hail Satan!

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Ask Satan in a ritual to lead you to your calling. The Gods want what is best for us, we do have to find things on our own too but they will guide us and give us clues

 

[Kavya Shukra]

Hi! I wanted to ask you something. The biggest thing that's been bothering me lately is the lack of a sense of direction in my life. Now I can say for sure that I'm confused because I don't know what I really want from life. This mostly applies to my profession. Tried a few things but nothing seems to turn me on as much as I would like. I know my strengths and weaknesses quite well, as I have devoted a lot of time to studying my natal chart, but as I said earlier, I cannot understand in which direction to go. I've always been fascinated by people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk and others who had passion and woke up in the morning with the feeling that they had to accomplish something very important. I also want to have a calling like these people. But how can I get it? Now I feel lost and I'm thrown from side to side.... I did not think that by the age of 27 I would feel lost. Are there anyone who feels the same ?

Hail Satan!

Astrology can help with that. Pay attention to your chart ruler and the ruler of your 10th house, and what planets are in your 10th house, which rules your career.

 

[Henu the Great]

Hi! I wanted to ask you something. The biggest thing that's been bothering me lately is the lack of a sense of direction in my life. Now I can say for sure that I'm confused because I don't know what I really want from life. This mostly applies to my profession. Tried a few things but nothing seems to turn me on as much as I would like. I know my strengths and weaknesses quite well, as I have devoted a lot of time to studying my natal chart, but as I said earlier, I cannot understand in which direction to go. I've always been fascinated by people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk and others who had passion and woke up in the morning with the feeling that they had to accomplish something very important. I also want to have a calling like these people. But how can I get it? Now I feel lost and I'm thrown from side to side.... I did not think that by the age of 27 I would feel lost. Are there anyone who feels the same ?

Hail Satan!

Astrology can help with that. Pay attention to your chart ruler and the ruler of your 10th house, and what planets are in your 10th house, which rules your career.

The career path that I am most interested at the moment and actively working towards has next to none to do with the ruler of 10th house, but some of the properties do hold true though. I think much more has to be taken into consideration, including outer planet transits and the workings one has done play a role as well.

 

[Kavya Shukra]

Hi! I wanted to ask you something. The biggest thing that's been bothering me lately is the lack of a sense of direction in my life. Now I can say for sure that I'm confused because I don't know what I really want from life. This mostly applies to my profession. Tried a few things but nothing seems to turn me on as much as I would like. I know my strengths and weaknesses quite well, as I have devoted a lot of time to studying my natal chart, but as I said earlier, I cannot understand in which direction to go. I've always been fascinated by people like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk and others who had passion and woke up in the morning with the feeling that they had to accomplish something very important. I also want to have a calling like these people. But how can I get it? Now I feel lost and I'm thrown from side to side.... I did not think that by the age of 27 I would feel lost. Are there anyone who feels the same ?

Hail Satan!

Astrology can help with that. Pay attention to your chart ruler and the ruler of your 10th house, and what planets are in your 10th house, which rules your career.

The career path that I am most interested at the moment and actively working towards has next to none to do with the ruler of 10th house, but some of the properties do hold true though. I think much more has to be taken into consideration, including outer planet transits and the workings one has done play a role as well.

It could be fixed Star effect.

For example, certain fixed stars may influence someone to do a certain job or have certain abilities that one in a sign without a star wouldn't. For example, Mercury in Scorpio tend to be great detectives and investigators, but Mercury conjuct Alphecca (14° Scorpio), this can be changed into arts and music, as the influence of Alphecca is a more musical/artsy one.

 

[Henu the Great]

It could be fixed Star effect.

For example, certain fixed stars may influence someone to do a certain job or have certain abilities that one in a sign without a star wouldn't. For example, Mercury in Scorpio tend to be great detectives and investigators, but Mercury conjuct Alphecca (14° Scorpio), this can be changed into arts and music, as the influence of Alphecca is a more musical/artsy one.

Valid point.

But when there are no planets and thus no fixed stars in 2nd, 6th or 10th house?

 

[Kavya Shukra]

It could be fixed Star effect.

For example, certain fixed stars may influence someone to do a certain job or have certain abilities that one in a sign without a star wouldn't. For example, Mercury in Scorpio tend to be great detectives and investigators, but Mercury conjuct Alphecca (14° Scorpio), this can be changed into arts and music, as the influence of Alphecca is a more musical/artsy one.

Valid point.

But when there are no planets and thus no fixed stars in 2nd, 6th or 10th house?

You can also check the degree of your Houses, especially when they begin. The degree of the House can also influence the type of lifestyle the House will have, and this will also affect the House's Ruler as well.

For example, if your 10th house degree conjucts a fixed Star but your 10th House does not, it will still influence the Ruler, especially if it aspects the degree of its House.

 

[Henu the Great]

You can also check the degree of your Houses, especially when they begin. The degree of the House can also influence the type of lifestyle the House will have, and this will also affect the House's Ruler as well.

For example, if your 10th house degree conjucts a fixed Star but your 10th House does not, it will still influence the Ruler, especially if it aspects the degree of its House.

Interestingly enough I was thinking about this, but since astrology is not my forte it is great to hear it from someone else.

 

[Kavya Shukra]

You can also check the degree of your Houses, especially when they begin. The degree of the House can also influence the type of lifestyle the House will have, and this will also affect the House's Ruler as well.

For example, if your 10th house degree conjucts a fixed Star but your 10th House does not, it will still influence the Ruler, especially if it aspects the degree of its House.

Interestingly enough I was thinking about this, but since astrology is not my forte it is great to hear it from someone else.

A good example is if Someone can have 10th house conjuct Antares (Sagittarius), but their Jupiter conjucts the Ascendat in 1st, which means it squares 10th house.

This person may be a religious zealot, and known for his beliefs. With Antares in tow, even if Jupiter doesn't conjuct this star, the House does, which influences how Jupiter plays a role. That person may be for example, someone who was proselytizing or in really severe cases, part of the Holy Roman Empire.

 

[Henu the Great]

A good example is if Someone can have 10th house conjuct Antares (Sagittarius), but their Jupiter conjucts the Ascendat in 1st, which means it squares 10th house.

This person may be a religious zealot, and known for his beliefs. With Antares in tow, even if Jupiter doesn't conjuct this star, the House does, which influences how Jupiter plays a role. That person may be for example, someone who was proselytizing or in really severe cases, part of the Holy Roman Empire.

Okay, thank you for your insight. I'll continue analysing more and more, on-off, style since astrology is something that I do not have so much time for. Would you think that gaining more proficiency about the subject is mostly about analysing different charts and meditating upon them, or something else as well?

 

[Kavya Shukra]

A good example is if Someone can have 10th house conjuct Antares (Sagittarius), but their Jupiter conjucts the Ascendat in 1st, which means it squares 10th house.

This person may be a religious zealot, and known for his beliefs. With Antares in tow, even if Jupiter doesn't conjuct this star, the House does, which influences how Jupiter plays a role. That person may be for example, someone who was proselytizing or in really severe cases, part of the Holy Roman Empire.

Okay, thank you for your insight. I'll continue analysing more and more, on-off, style since astrology is something that I do not have so much time for. Would you think that gaining more proficiency about the subject is mostly about analysing different charts and meditating upon them, or something else as well?

Yes. Meditation is a great tool. Tarot is a great tool as well. All Tarot Cards have a planet and zodiac associated. For example, Jupiter for Wheel of Fortune, Scorpio Sun for 6 of Cups, etc.

I would say the Nakshatra system is also accurate, just apply it to Western astrology. For example,

A Mercury in Libra vs a Mercury in Chitra Nakshatra has different effects.

Or treating House degrees as "planets" and draw aspect lines to your planets. That's also a great way of knowing what planets get influenced by certain Houses and their House rulers.

 

[Ariadne the Scribe]

Hi Nero!
I recently experienced the same thing and I hope that my comment will be useful to you.
To start off, at the age of 27-30 everyone experiences their first Saturn return (next one happens after 27 years). This has to do with astrology. You should read HC's latest post about this, but also read the additional comments by other Brothers and Sisters below his post. You should also search on the Internet how others have experienced this. It is interesting to learn from other people's experiences, although Saturn has a different lesson to teach to every individual person. Moreover, do not forget that you are a Spiritual Satanist and you can always lessen the bad effects.

Overall, I believe it is normal to feel frustrated at this period of your life and to wish to find your path.

Now, my own experience with trying to find my own calling... Well, there were many factors that contributed in my being ignorant of a very obvious truth about it, which is the fact that I enjoyed this specific thing ever since I was young - despite not doing it actively or often.

One factor that made me blind to that truth was my low self-confidence and fear of failing. I always thought it would be impossible for ME to succeed in this, so "it probably isn't for me" was what I kept thinking.

Regardless, I believe one method to help you find your calling is to just ask questions to yourself. What do you enjoy doing? Even if you think, or even if others tell you that you're not good at it.

You can make a list of things, and then choose between them. If you're not good at it, try to find the proper education for them.

If you feel like there is absolutely nothing that you enjoy, or that whatever you enjoy, you don't enjoy it so much as to call it your calling, you could ask other questions to yourself, such as whether there is something else that's keeping you from becoming passionate about anything, or if you have a subconscious fear etc (as was the case for me).

If your questions still lead you to a dead end, you could use spiritual means for an answer, such as Dagaz or Kaun or some other rune to help you discover your calling.

I hope this helps, and always remember that as long as you want to find a solution about something, the solution will come to you if you actively search for it.
Moreover, we are Zevism and we have the Gods and Goddesses on our side, even if we may feel alone at times. You can also talk to Satan or your Guardian about this issue and be open to their guidance and signs.

 

[Henu the Great]

Yes. Meditation is a great tool. Tarot is a great tool as well. All Tarot Cards have a planet and zodiac associated. For example, Jupiter for Wheel of Fortune, Scorpio Sun for 6 of Cups, etc.

I would say the Nakshatra system is also accurate, just apply it to Western astrology. For example,

A Mercury in Libra vs a Mercury in Chitra Nakshatra has different effects.

Or treating House degrees as "planets" and draw aspect lines to your planets. That's also a great way of knowing what planets get influenced by certain Houses and their House rulers.

Very interesting. Thank you.

 

[88HungarianSatanicWarrior666]

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Ask Satan in a ritual to lead you to your calling. The Gods want what is best for us, we do have to find things on our own too but they will guide us and give us clues

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=345965#p345965

 

[Kavya Shukra]

Yes. Meditation is a great tool. Tarot is a great tool as well. All Tarot Cards have a planet and zodiac associated. For example, Jupiter for Wheel of Fortune, Scorpio Sun for 6 of Cups, etc.

I would say the Nakshatra system is also accurate, just apply it to Western astrology. For example,

A Mercury in Libra vs a Mercury in Chitra Nakshatra has different effects.

Or treating House degrees as "planets" and draw aspect lines to your planets. That's also a great way of knowing what planets get influenced by certain Houses and their House rulers.

Very interesting. Thank you.

Another great tool is planetary hours. Usually we use the Sun to track planetary hours, but the Ascendant tells you what planetary hour each planet is. For example, the Sun's planetary hour is always the day you were born (Tuesday = Mars for example), for other planets, it's the planetary hour they conjuct your Ascendant, and if the planets are in 6-12th houses, those planetary hours were the day before you were born. If 1-5th houses, those are the day you were born, and planets before the Sun in houses or degrees signs means they were before you born. After means after you were born.

 

[Antichrist]

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Ask Satan in a ritual to lead you to your calling. The Gods want what is best for us, we do have to find things on our own too but they will guide us and give us clues

Is there a special ritual to ask Satan? Can't find it nowhere

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Is there a special ritual to ask Satan? Can't find it nowhere

Just the regular standard ritual, and adjust it to your needs

 

[Flamma Bellum]

I’m sure if you are Zevism You have your calling all the time which is actually far more important than most people in this world could imagine what it is like “important calling”. Advance, fight enemy, expand knowledge. In other words yoga, martial arts, meditation, studying, fighting, and above those make yourself better and better in these. With that, your calling will take you by it’s own so you will forget these thoughts about calling, you will just live it. What can be better than living by essence without thinking if it is right or wrong, or I have it or not? Tools are in hands, what is calling I think it is to learn to use them until you will become master of it. When you will be master of it, simply there will be no time for such thoughts.

 

[Antichrist]

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Is there a special ritual to ask Satan? Can't find it nowhere

Just the regular standard ritual, and adjust it to your needs

Can you elaborate on this please. Have never done this before that's why I have no idea what kind of ritual this is. Do I have to go into a trance? And what else do I have to do in this ritual?

 

[Flamma Bellum]

I’m sure if you are Zevism You have your calling all the time which is actually far more important than most people in this world could imagine what it is like “important calling”. Advance, fight enemy, expand knowledge. In other words yoga, martial arts, meditation, studying, fighting, and above those make yourself better and better in these. With that, your calling will take you by it’s own so you will forget these thoughts about calling, you will just live it. What can be better than living by essence without thinking if it is right or wrong, or I have it or not? Tools are in hands, what is calling I think it is to learn to use them until you will become master of it. When you will be master of it, simply there will be no time for such thoughts.

Well said exactly what i thought of this.

Same goes like higher rank is your guardian less time he has for your nonesense, higher rank you are les time you have for your own nonesense.