Does magic and meditation really help?

[Sta_Satanama]

hello everyone. Honestly, I have doubts creeping in. I made squares of the sun and cleaned my soul for 40 days in a row and meditated, I cleaned auras every day.
But I don't see any magic in my life. Moreover, I can't even change internally. Neither character, nor behavior, nor become more positive. I was addicted to marijuana, and I still am. As it was problematic, it has remained so.
Since I didn't start working honestly, I continue to engage in petty theft. (And I'm already quite a few years old).
Nothing in my life has changed at all. It's sad (

 

[May Flower]

I had made a post in this thread https://www.ancient-forums.com/thre...e-your-zevist-experience.304832/#post-1173226, about my experience.

Cleaning your soul is good, but not enough. Besides the obvious push from me here to just return to meditating, I am trying to speak from my experience. Drugs have been a constant battle for me. I still smoke. NOT advocating here. It's stupid, and it makes me feel stupid. But I hate the addiction and what it is stealing from me. Slowly doing my best to hate my problem, instead of myself.

My point being, your efforts matter. We are what we repeatedly do. Provided you have Dedicated, your momentum can find wings with the assistance of the Gods. It will be very difficult to heal alone. There is a whole community here too. Reach out. Don't be a stubborn, isolated old fool like me.

 

[Henu the Great]

Do not expect fast results as a newcomer. Power and skill are built over years, not days. Persevere, and reap the results in time.

 

[AFODO]

This is normal, you'll see more results don't worry. They are working regardless but you should also believe in it and open your mind to it to let them manifest, and when you are meditating, vibrating the mantras, it is important to be open, to not rush it, and feel the energy, be open to it, and believe in it. This will boost the experience and results by a huge margin.

 

[nema]

Trust me, quit the drugs. It's one of the biggest obstacles to spiritual advancement.

 

[Howl Starseeker]

Advancement comes in many steps. It’s like a ladder you climb with your soul. It’s good you are meditating but you will also need to do a lot of action to make real change, two sides of the same coin. Eventually you will recognize the damage marijuana is doing to your progress and find the will to quit. After that, you can work on your next obstacle until you become real powerfull in life and see the devine change.

 

[CharlesBenetton]

You have to also build an awareness to some degree to understand what happens. In any case, believe in the work you do and understand that nothing happens instantly.