Christian psychology

[BaşKaraVic]

Hello everyone, I hope are all good.
I'm preparing to write a story. I also want to touch upon how dark and depressing Christians can be to the human spirit. But the problem is I always an outsider so I just watched people get harmed, never be one of them. So I need someone who was all into it, had experienced this depression and feelings. I do not want make this up, I need real stories. I want to share feelings and I do want to show the harm of Christianity does to human psychology with my story.
Thank you.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

The cognitive dissonance between the idea of being born deserving of eternal torture or the moment I made my first white lie or stole a cookie, unless if I believe in a “God” that murdered infants really messed me up emotionally. I was an avid bible reader even as a teenager and a kid. No one made me, I was just deeply interested in religion and was raised xian.

What really made me quit it all was predestination, that “God” already decided who’s going where, that was the point along with all the above that I was learning simultaneously where I went fuck it, I can’t believe this crap. And the whole “sacrifice” thing was a scam too, jesus in the story sacrificed absolutely nothing.

The core virtue in xianity is blind obedience, that was the case in the Eden story and a xian is meant to do whatever “God” tells them to do, how you figured out “God” told you to do it is never explained. Paul just said it was all about “faith”, faith is what made Abraham almost kill his son. In other words, be as gullible as possible.

It doesn’t matter if maybe that dream where “God” said to kill your kid was just your head or some low level garbage entity, just blindly believe and blindly execute whatever you’re told as long as it has the “God” stamp to it. Ignore your logic, moral compass and all that is in you, things God gave you in the first place, for some crap a bunch of people wrote.


It’s Borg mentality. Nothing matters besides what “God” tells you to do. “God” could tell you to rape, steal and kill, and it would be virtuous, even if he said earlier not to do that, because the logic of Divine Command Theory is fucked. Fuck your inner soul morals, if God says kill kids you kill kids. Nothing that Israel is doing right now goes against the Old Testament. Xians who condemn what is going on because of all the children being killed should read the OT. Those who stay xian after that have no right to talk against Israeli behaviour.

But then again fundamentalists have about the same level of empathy as your average IDF child killer in Gaza. The two disagree on which r a b b i to follow and if the promised mass-genociding Messiah has arrived yet or will return, and if that Messiah is God himself or not, and if only judaists or only xians get to be spared from slaughter and torture.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Xians who condemn what is going on because of all the children being killed should read the OT. Those who stay xian after that have no right to talk against Israeli behaviour.

If you want to get really technical about all this, a xian could say that because it’s the “new covenant”, genocide isn’t commanded by God anymore. All those genocides in the OT was just punishment for what the people back then were doing, which was just believing in other Gods, and even if we assumed they were sacrificing infants to Baal let’s say, what’s the fucking moral logic in then commanding the deaths of all their children because they were sacrificing their children?

It’s like busting a child trafficking ring and then shooting all the children there too. What in the fuck?

And then there’s that story where “God” made David’s infant suffer a week and die because David engaged in murder and adultery. “God” really likes to kill kids apparently, it’s his first resort in the Bible most often.

GOD, the real one, would never say this. It’s that simple. Anyone who seriously believes he would is already in Tartarus/“hell”, they just don’t know it yet.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

If you want to get really technical about all this, a xian could say that because it’s the “new covenant”, genocide isn’t commanded by God anymore. All those genocides in the OT was just punishment for what the people back then were doing, which was just believing in other Gods, and even if we assumed they were sacrificing infants to Baal let’s say, what’s the fucking moral logic in then commanding the deaths of all their children because they were sacrificing their children?

It’s like busting a child trafficking ring and then shooting all the children there too. What in the fuck?

And then there’s that story where “God” made David’s infant suffer a week and die because David engaged in murder and adultery. “God” really likes to kill kids apparently, it’s his first resort in the Bible most often.

GOD, the real one, would never say this. It’s that simple. Anyone who seriously believes he would is already in Tartarus/“hell”, they just don’t know it yet.

The real disagreement a consistent xian would have with Israel’s genocidal behaviour isn’t moral but theological. If they were to be honest to themselves and others, they would have to admit that they just believe “God” didn’t tell the Israelis to commit mass genocide this time around, not that mass genocide is evil itself.

It’s not what you’re doing, it’s who’s telling you to do it. This is not a moral framework I or anyone with half a soul could follow.

 

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

Hello everyone, I hope are all good.
I'm preparing to write a story. I also want to touch upon how dark and depressing Christians can be to the human spirit. But the problem is I always an outsider so I just watched people get harmed, never be one of them. So I need someone who was all into it, had experienced this depression and feelings. I do not want make this up, I need real stories. I want to share feelings and I do want to show the harm of Christianity does to human psychology with my story.
Thank you.

If one takes Christianity verbatim and attempts to apply it to the letter, from all the guilt tripping, fasting, kagoim and severance from God, one is left an empty dead shell that only parrots bible verses. One is effectively a borderline living dead slave if they practice Christianity to the fullest extent.

For that reason, Christians have to be ultra hypocritical and selective about their faith, it's nothing you can survive if you truly follow; they won't do the fasts, they won't do the self hate, they will try to build confidence regardless on if the program demands total obedience, they will try to exist overall. They will re-frame the Christianity mentally and emotionally to look at least a bit normal, only because their mind cannot cognitively take the load that one believes in something so self destructive.

The volition of existence is to want to exist. Christianity if applied truly, is a death program for the individual person.

As a "Christian" your tasks are mainly 3:

1. Diminish yourself entirely, physically and in general
2. Give birth to slaves for Israel, do it's wars, ensure they take holy land etc etc
3. Applaud Israel in everything it does

All the above in cycle is continuous until you perish.