Becoming a JoS / Occult Fanatic

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

If you use Satanism as a tool of false expectation, while you insist on all the mentality and outlook of life of xianity, then you cannot push upwards in life.

You do not seem to have let go of crucially bad mentalities that block you from doing better at life.

Your internal disposition and outlook has to change severely. It is ok to be after the things you want, all good with this.

Use your abilities to expand your life in your ability. Did you read the JoS?

But you need to change the approaches that lead to failure. One of them being the xian mentality of blaming everything to the occult or Satan.

 

[NameHere]

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Hi there.

I wanted try and help you in a way.

I've been like you in the past, still kinda am, but that's not the point. The point is, you need to understand that if you put expectations on yourself on how you should be instead on focusing on how you are truly meant to be then you are never going to change or get out of the loop.


If there's one thing Father Satan, my GD's and The JoS clergy and their members taught me is that - everyone is different.

Different on levels each of us are, different of how we do certain meditations, etc.
But the most important thing is to remember that you should not put expectations on yourself, you should not try to be like somebody else, but instead, be yourself.

I am probably not making a lot of sense here, but remember - You have the tools to change your life and yourself.
You can either meditate everyday, remove hang ups from your soul, attract the things you want and get better in life OR stay in the same spot you are right now and feel angry at everyone, even yourself.

The choice is yours.

But know this - The Gods wants us to advance, be the best of ourselves, reach Godhood you know?

We all mess up and slip up sometimes, but is that something that should stop us? Frankly speaking - I think not!

Rise brother! Become the best version of yourself and advance! You can do it, you just gotta do your very best too, not everything will be served on a plate for you.

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I hope my post made sense and I didn't make you upset or anything.
Please get better Brother and make sure to talk to Father Satan or your GD even if you can't hear them like a live person - they will communicate with you in ways that you can understand.
Take care!

HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[Ignisalas]

Thanks for the replies. I understand and have pinpointed the things that need fixing in my life and on the spiritual level. I have just been too lazy over the years and never put any major effort in fixing anything. I was just doing basic and usual chakra workings and never really practiced anything else, except for planetary squares. But a lot of the other workings on the site ive never really made an attempt to practice.

For the past month I've nearly stopped trying to meditate, and I started back working on my chakras today and I felt a hell of a lot better afterwards. I don't blame psychic attacks or the enemy mostly for my laziness and everything, but they sure do play a part in making me that way. Most of it comes from hangups and karmic issues from a past life I believe.

I feel like I've been too stressed out over my physical life and stuff, like money and finding a stable home, being able to afford some of the things I want, and finding a partner, etc. Its caused me to not focus as much on the spiritual. I feel like time is passing by too fast and it sort of has me in a panic. I didn't have a good childhood, or teen years, I missed out on a lot of things that normal kids or teens had because of an abusive family, and I believe its left a few scars on me mentally. Theres a lot of past things that's happened to me that's hard to ignore or forget about.

 

[Blackdragon666]

Thanks for the replies. I understand and have pinpointed the things that need fixing in my life and on the spiritual level. I have just been too lazy over the years and never put any major effort in fixing anything. I was just doing basic and usual chakra workings and never really practiced anything else, except for planetary squares. But a lot of the other workings on the site ive never really made an attempt to practice.

For the past month I've nearly stopped trying to meditate, and I started back working on my chakras today and I felt a hell of a lot better afterwards. I don't blame psychic attacks or the enemy mostly for my laziness and everything, but they sure do play a part in making me that way. Most of it comes from hangups and karmic issues from a past life I believe.

I feel like I've been too stressed out over my physical life and stuff, like money and finding a stable home, being able to afford some of the things I want, and finding a partner, etc. Its caused me to not focus as much on the spiritual. I feel like time is passing by too fast and it sort of has me in a panic. I didn't have a good childhood, or teen years, I missed out on a lot of things that normal kids or teens had because of an abusive family, and I believe its left a few scars on me mentally. Theres a lot of past things that's happened to me that's hard to ignore or forget about.

I wish you all the best

Be sure to add this working from Lydia to your general plan. It will help you with most of your emotional scars.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=17&t=22610&p=96188&hilit=Waunyo#p96188

Try to deal with them one by one. If you take on many problems at once you may fail to keep up with them and stop all of them, and starting again is not so pleasant. And when you start, no turning back until you are done.

For the workings to free the soul, I also program energy from yoga and breathing exercises with the same affirmation I'm using for the main working, every day of the working duration. Try this too.

I can tell you for sure that freeing the soul workings do work. A year ago I never thought I'd get over someone until I did a very lengthy working with Uruz. And I have never been happier than I am these days.