"Their intuition and sensitive natures open them up to psychically absorb other's moods, emotions, and the tone of their environment"
The annoying thing is I can literally feel whatever negative emotion is being directed towards me, which is somewhat crippling as there is very little seperation between "me" and the "other" in terms of the emotional space.
Which makes it difficult to respond appropriately sometimes as I am swayed in every direction by the fluctuating emotional rhythm of the conversation.
I find it difficult to reject or be cruel to other's even when that is the appropriate response, although I have gotten better at it recently.
Is it okay to become a little more "evil" or "machiavellian" for lack of a better word, because I think it is excessive and ineffective to be this way.
My mind is highly strategic/Scorpionic, but it is difficult to execute these strategies because of the above tendencies.
Brother, we both know Machiavelli, but for those from internet reading this forum we must explain this situation.
Jewish psychiatrists used his name to slander him and called asocial psychic disorder namely sociopath after him. Sociopaths are destructive against all social norms and laws, all codes of Honor, all Knighthood, Lady-likeness and other social ideals. They are thieves, traitors, women beaters and prostitutes. They are programmed to destroy the society and its foundation of higher emotions and ability to self-sacrifice. They put themselves first and the society – last, which is antisocial and inhumane thus making them subhuman, criminal and underdeveloped. They are what we usually call orcs and apes.
Their greatest example are muslim societies and big percent of muslim nations. Since sociopathy is considered wrong background based we all know how children are brought up and initiated into islam so no wonder they later constitute ideal sociopathic mobs:
whitedeathofislam.deathofcommunism.com
Machiavelli is the diametrical opposite. I read his works. In “The Lord” he taught the prince to rule and wage wars. This is professional and neutral. This is not about whether to use the strategy for the good or for the evil, but about what is the strategy itself. He wrote textbooks not agitation. He taught war art not war crime. It is the same as 36 stratagems: nobody asked to use them for the evil, they are just a theory of how to use them at all.
Machiavelli was a representative of being social and investing into the society, dedicated his life to the court service. And he taught others to build society and make an order in it which is diametrical opposite to what sociopath is and does. Sociopathy [trauma based Asocial Personality Disorder, APD] is a psychic disorder of extremist individualism and leads to destruction of society.
Yet kikes slandered him and named after him one of the
3 worst psychic disorder types that are most dangerous and cancerous to society: psychopath (APD based on extreme brain anomaly), sociopath (wrong background based APD) and narcissist (NPD). First one is hardcore brain mutation based, two others are wrong childhood based – so they say. What they popularize as “Machiavellian” is diametrically opposite to what Machiavelli did which was teaching and advancing others.
Jews are very notable for putting their own genetic traits on our greatest people, especially on Hitler of course. They use their rewriting history and de-educating population tools to lie them up for free. The truth is such things as brain based psychopathy that can also give some kinds of so called high functional psychopathy (which they also call "Machiavellianism") are commonly caused by many centuries of incest they usually do, as well as schizophrenia, debility and their other usual states.
As for your question, kikes created a society in which our natural Gentile souls state is seen as “ineffective” or “unprofitable”. They replace right and correct with "effective" and “profitable” because unlike the two first the two last do not quiet specify what exactly aim the mean is considered be effective or ineffective for. The truth is you can’t better the world or build anything worthy while being “evil” or how they now call it (wrongly) “Machiavellian” which is in fact just jewish, because this state is that of dysfunction and disease and is opposed to productiveness and creativity that actually builds something.
In my understanding effectiveness is something that builds the better situation or the situation of more Justice. Which jewish genetic traits obviously can't provide as you can see with the example of their Pisrael. If you mean restoring our Justice systems and returning to fair punishments these are not what they today call "Machiavellian", nor do you need to be evil for it. If somebody tells you that you "have to be evil" to do Justice this only speaks of who they are.
No civilization can run on people who can’t concentrate, are impulsive, uncaring, lying, can’t work, can’t do a thing, need others to feed off of, destroy people who feed them etc. Destructive jewish feminists who teach others to not work, not study, take drugs and actually be the exact opposite of what this word represented in 18 century, are a good example of such.
So no, Zevist does not need this worm mentality in his life.
Actually we go absolutely diametrically opposite way to this. We engage not only in all our emotions that we do not consider weakness but power, we also go further and open much more emotional 6th sense power than we had from birth, and this includes extreme physical stigmatic empathy and compassion, extremely high conscience and consciousness, inability to do evil, inability to break the Code of Honor etc. This is also known as alchemy and turning into the gold. The gold never rot which means that we can’t anymore rot as personalities. We are too strong to break the Code of Honor or to sin. We are higher than this and as a result – step past karmic curses that usually prevail over average people. We purify not only via meditations. We purify also through our actions and lives. This all turns us into gold, i.e. eternalizes us, makes us last.
So you are very blessed to be what you describe. This is extreme success in your meditations and advancement. Because this shows you what is good and evil. The next step is investing it into agenda.
If something terribly triggers me I usually ask myself 2 things: 1) What did I myself do to the universe? 2) How do I fix this and what do I give universe instead of this? I usually see everything as 1) My own medicine being tasted. 2) Destiny call to go put it straight.
I see bad karma as things not done properly in the past or not done at all when needed with the obvious results in the today world. We are not designed to avoid building and creating, this includes healing others and creating bonds. Everything by default is subjected to the entropy laws so not creating something not mending something not investing into something means losing this something with time. Entropy laws are a reason of the fact that creation is more difficult than destruction. They are designed to teach us value because only by knowing what ceases we may appreciate what lasts.
When someone causes me to cry I try to recollect those whom I myself caused to cry with the same action or whom I ignored when they cried or whom I told "to deal with it" or to "go solve their problems", find them and fix everything. And this is how society learns to fix and to last.
Apparently sociopathy (of what they wrongly call “machiavellianism”) is the exact opposite of what your situation is now demanding of you. Not care attitude would only bring more of this negativity into the world. Instead I would practice the opposite with those deserving it and concentrate on building the better world.
For example, who of us is able to stay calm when seeing moslen migrants? I feel physically sick and strongest urge to go and do something berserk on the mere thought of certain creatures let alone seeing them even in the far distance or hearing about them in the news. If it just built up I would die already. It demands its way out. So Gods gave me a blessing of creating and building something that works to undo their very ugly root – islam.
If you feel triggered to fight some injustice ask the Gods for a weapon and for a work, and they will give you.
As for Scorpionic mind, this is a quiet blessing, because it gives natural magical concentration ability and the ability in any science (only when well trained, of course), it is investigative and penetrative. All kinds of penetrative works of the mind such as remote viewing, telepathy, thoughts reading and replacement or investigating all kinds of secrets are blessed.
Great luck to you, Brother!