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How to stop being sensitive to other people's opinions/reactions?

sinbad

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I never used to care, but for some reason I get unnecessarily upset or even pissed off if I am ignored or brushed off and not treated like royalty

The more I have metidated, my emotional blockages unlocked to extreme levels of sensitivity. I look stoic on the outside, but on the inside I am very easily stirred to extreme depths.

I know my reactions are retarded and perhaps arrogant, but it is like the "dam" has been removed and the emotions are flooding the place.

How can I get them under control so I don't feel so much?
 
Having a lot of water or lunar emphasis can cause oversensitivity but so can fire with the difference in the two being water tends to hold grudges and ruminate.

Oversensitivity to even constructive criticism is usually rooted in insecurity and a poor self image. If you know who and what you are the words and actions of others won't always hurt as much and constructive feedback will be seen as an opportunity for growth rather than an insult or an attack.

Sometimes people ignore you not because they want to hurt you but because they just aren't interested in interacting..in some cases they could be afraid to offend and will play it safe by not interacting at all
 
Side note, epic Satanic band I recently found:

HE IS NOSTRO DIS PATER

I would recommend being cautious with this group. I used to listen to a couple of their tracks as well, but the way they portray the Father Zeus is not correct and is distorted. Some members here have also expressed their distrust toward this group.
 
Greetings, Brother!

Unlike a lot of today people who prefer jewish programmed psychopathic mode of not feeling and being a cyborg (basically the higher jews have this program to make us computer programs and put us on hard drives and they put a lot of money into these projects) I see these as Beauty and talents.

I believe that unlike kike "not care" mindset forced today we are originally designed to be sensitive to the universe, love it and treat it with respect, and yes this opens a lot of opportunities of being hurt and even totally destroyed mentally by emotional pain:


Though this is merely abuse of this state instead of using it for a purpose - this is also how kikes taught us to treat each other and this world. Yet we do not want to judge this or that state only by the ways of how it might have been abused. Because a lot of great things can be abused: science, technical progress, spirituality - kikes abuse all of these. The greater is the thing the more it can be abused. So what - to throw them away? How about throwing away kikes instead of these things? But they will come and offer you their own kike solution: to be a borg and to not feel at all. Kikes always create a problem then come offer their own solution which is pure evil.

Real solution is we are not obligated to abuse each other, WE are the ones who decide how to treat each other not kikes. In the end of my life I realize that I do not want to be insensitive monster and a part of the general 21 cen. monstrosity. I wish to be open and sensitive - yes this might include to be destroyed to insanity and probably it will be, it is a price for being a human. Punishment (including the eternal one) is a price of Justice. I wish to pay my karmic debts and to suffer as much as people whom I hurt in my past lives desire me to suffer. I wish to realize myself as a human and as a servant to this world instead of play in jewish game of staying comfortable but staying a goblin and a crap on the face of the Earth. Comfort is not always right.

In reality people are not obligated to necessarily abuse others so that everyone had to either die in pain or bury their talents under the earth to stay safe but goblin. This is not how civilization is built. Those who wishes to really open up their whole genius they have to be sensitive and to be extremely deep in feeling both their own and others' pain - others' one usually much more than own. But their own as well - to know how it feels like and to not cause it to the universe. Just becoming cyborgs will not make you more genial and will not let you serve humanity to the complete cosmic extreme.

Shamans, geniuses and other extraordinary people are also extraordinary sensitive:


The key here is to not be extraordinary egoistic - then when your focus is not in yourself but in the higher goals - then you can take more suffering and not get angry and rebellious. Egocentrism, such as not wanting to pay karmic debts, is the reason why people prefer to bury their talents than to pay with their comfort.

With meditation you open your potential which might be genial and yes, this includes extreme sensitivity to others and understanding how a soul might get hurt and even destroyed by cruel foul words and needless vulgarity (which this psychopathic world is full of).

I think reading the letters and creations of world level geniuses of 16-19 cen. epoch might help to relieve and feel among "your own" because these epochs were not at all less full of scientific thought while much less full of emotional absence and underdevelopment that today hits its absolute extreme. Love was love, not animalistic act with no one single emotion it now is. Art did not look like "AI does all, you grab income". Humans had souls.

Ttreat these as talents and ask Gods to lead you to your greatest Destiny (profession, work for Gods etc) so you could realize it into what it is originally meant for. And celebrate that you still can feel and can suffer. Because endless planets, races and people can't anymore. Ability to feel is a rare precious thing not to be taken for granted nor to be abused in others.

Welcome to the club, Brother!
 
Focus on a goal. It's better to be attached to one single thing, than to many. Try journaling, it may fit you better.
 
Greetings, Brother!

Unlike a lot of today people who prefer jewish programmed psychopathic mode of not feeling and being a cyborg (basically the higher jews have this program to make us computer programs and put us on hard drives and they put a lot of money into these projects) I see these as Beauty and talents.

I believe that unlike kike "not care" mindset forced today we are originally designed to be sensitive to the universe, love it and treat it with respect, and yes this opens a lot of opportunities of being hurt and even totally destroyed mentally by emotional pain:


Though this is merely abuse of this state instead of using it for a purpose - this is also how kikes taught us to treat each other and this world. Yet we do not want to judge this or that state only by the ways of how it might have been abused. Because a lot of great things can be abused: science, technical progress, spirituality - kikes abuse all of these. The greater is the thing the more it can be abused. So what - to throw them away? How about throwing away kikes instead of these things? But they will come and offer you their own kike solution: to be a borg and to not feel at all. Kikes always create a problem then come offer their own solution which is pure evil.

Real solution is we are not obligated to abuse each other, WE are the ones who decide how to treat each other not kikes. In the end of my life I realize that I do not want to be insensitive monster and a part of the general 21 cen. monstrosity. I wish to be open and sensitive - yes this might include to be destroyed to insanity and probably it will be, it is a price for being a human. Punishment (including the eternal one) is a price of Justice. I wish to pay my karmic debts and to suffer as much as people whom I hurt in my past lives desire me to suffer. I wish to realize myself as a human and as a servant to this world instead of play in jewish game of staying comfortable but staying a goblin and a crap on the face of the Earth. Comfort is not always right.

In reality people are not obligated to necessarily abuse others so that everyone had to either die in pain or bury their talents under the earth to stay safe but goblin. This is not how civilization is built. Those who wishes to really open up their whole genius they have to be sensitive and to be extremely deep in feeling both their own and others' pain - others' one usually much more than own. But their own as well - to know how it feels like and to not cause it to the universe. Just becoming cyborgs will not make you more genial and will not let you serve humanity to the complete cosmic extreme.

Shamans, geniuses and other extraordinary people are also extraordinary sensitive:


The key here is to not be extraordinary egoistic - then when your focus is not in yourself but in the higher goals - then you can take more suffering and not get angry and rebellious. Egocentrism, such as not wanting to pay karmic debts, is the reason why people prefer to bury their talents than to pay with their comfort.

With meditation you open your potential which might be genial and yes, this includes extreme sensitivity to others and understanding how a soul might get hurt and even destroyed by cruel foul words and needless vulgarity (which this psychopathic world is full of).

I think reading the letters and creations of world level geniuses of 16-19 cen. epoch might help to relieve and feel among "your own" because these epochs were not at all less full of scientific thought while much less full of emotional absence and underdevelopment that today hits its absolute extreme. Love was love, not animalistic act with no one single emotion it now is. Art did not look like "AI does all, you grab income". Humans had souls.

Ttreat these as talents and ask Gods to lead you to your greatest Destiny (profession, work for Gods etc) so you could realize it into what it is originally meant for. And celebrate that you still can feel and can suffer. Because endless planets, races and people can't anymore. Ability to feel is a rare precious thing not to be taken for granted nor to be abused in others.

Welcome to the club, Brother!
Example of what I meant.

Why we are designed to hold grudges?

To be able to honor and to avenge our Ancestors, to avenge our loved and our countries, our Race and our planet. To avenge some of our Gods' planet that was destroyed. To avenge Phaethon. To bring Justice to this world. To keep memories of our great past and through this to understand how our future might be great. To put Justice where it was not. To recollect the Beauty of the passed epochs and to understand the law of entropy seeing how ugly our world became now. To write history to be proud of and to learn from. By writing down history, if you are a feeling being and not a psychopath who does not care, you have to hold grudges because there was injustice in the past and it demands an appropriate answer.

Without holding grudges ability, 4th house, Cancer and IC we would have never had any notion of Justice, differentiation of Kali Yuga and Golden Age, any desire tor return to better state and to quit the worse one, to punish the wrong and to reward the right.

Sorry, Brother, I forgot, answering your actual question, people do not answer most questions because they do not know the answer. As simple as that. To understand that just make an experiment: go to Ask-Satan forum and honestly answer yourself: what percent of the whole questions have your answers under them? What is a percent of the questions there you know the answer on?

I apologize if I did not answer you anywhere any time, I can't always see all questions in all forums. I usually try to cover some specific topics that I feel I must fill in for and go most of the time only to specific forums where these questions might be asked, but even there I fail to do it ideally and Higher Members have to correct me.
 
"Their intuition and sensitive natures open them up to psychically absorb other's moods, emotions, and the tone of their environment"

The annoying thing is I can literally feel whatever negative emotion is being directed towards me, which is somewhat crippling as there is very little seperation between "me" and the "other" in terms of the emotional space.

Which makes it difficult to respond appropriately sometimes as I am swayed in every direction by the fluctuating emotional rhythm of the conversation.

I find it difficult to reject or be cruel to other's even when that is the appropriate response, although I have gotten better at it recently.

Is it okay to become a little more "evil" or "machiavellian" for lack of a better word, because I think it is excessive and ineffective to be this way.

My mind is highly strategic/Scorpionic, but it is difficult to execute these strategies because of the above tendencies.

Yes, there is a strong lunar Air influence.

But I am always asking for feedback/criticism because it allows me to transform faster.

I am polite and interested in learning about everything and everybody, even from those less intelligent because they may have valuable personal experience/wisdom.

So I go out of my way to interact with people, and when they react with indifference or rejection it annoys the F out of me because I went out of my comfort zone already to try and be courteous and interact with them.

But my natural orientation is to think I am the king, and everyone should come to me. So it doubly pisses me off, because I suppressed my own ego.

I want to be good at networking, but I think my mindset or approach is extremely faulty, because I don't always understand what is appropriate social behaviour.
 
I never used to care, but for some reason I get unnecessarily upset or even pissed off if I am ignored or brushed off and not treated like royalty

The more I have metidated, my emotional blockages unlocked to extreme levels of sensitivity. I look stoic on the outside, but on the inside I am very easily stirred to extreme depths.

I know my reactions are retarded and perhaps arrogant, but it is like the "dam" has been removed and the emotions are flooding the place.

How can I get them under control so I don't feel so much?

Speaking from experience, somewhat, I say you perhaps havent came across something that needs to be rectified / dealt with inside your soul. Past trauma that your mind refuses to acknowledge or at least not consciously connecting this as the root of said problem.

Something that helped me understand the average person better along with living life is reading what the men of Zeus of the past have said about said people. We have to understand the minds of the average person along with the mass mind as well and then there will be calming of the mind from the understanding that these moments of anti social behavior from others is not enough to bother the mind.

Remember, if the mind doesn't conclude it has been hurt where it can no longer choose rationally just because a limb is cut off then words can have literally no power against the mind that understands this.

Of course its not just the mindset alone as meditations from here are tools needed as well for us to get past basic interactions and thoughts. The books just lay physical instructions as how to approach life in any level.

I hope this helps and feel free to pry more to my meaning if something isn't clear.

I still have to get past bad habits 100% as I myself just recently have came to understanding what I wrote above but I know I no longer suffer from what you mentioned and only have what I refer to as triggers to test my new skills.
 
Hmm, there is something that drives me to feel entitled to reach the pinnacle, but because I am not there yet there is a cognitive dissonance I suppose.

I do enjoy the feeling of being revered/worshipped for my skills, but would you say this is something that needs to be rectified as "bad karma"?

And would you say reading about the mass mind allowed you to become more calm and tolerant of their behaviour?

Which books helped you the most?
 
I never used to care, but for some reason I get unnecessarily upset or even pissed off if I am ignored or brushed off and not treated like royalty

The more I have metidated, my emotional blockages unlocked to extreme levels of sensitivity. I look stoic on the outside, but on the inside I am very easily stirred to extreme depths.

I know my reactions are retarded and perhaps arrogant, but it is like the "dam" has been removed and the emotions are flooding the place.

How can I get them under control so I don't feel so much?
It also hurts me emotionally, if i am ignored by someone.
On ToZ website, in Power Meditations, under "Advanced" find "Invoking fire" and "invoking earth", and "invoking water" and "invoking air" and read it. There it writes what can help to not be so sensitive.
Than do this:
Read this: https://templeofzeus.org/Preparing.php
 
Hmm, there is something that drives me to feel entitled to reach the pinnacle, but because I am not there yet there is a cognitive dissonance I suppose.

I do enjoy the feeling of being revered/worshipped for my skills, but would you say this is something that needs to be rectified as "bad karma"?

And would you say reading about the mass mind allowed you to become more calm and tolerant of their behaviour?

Which books helped you the most?

Im glad you asked these questions as there is more to fill in and there is some confusion from me not articulating it better. Now I know where to cover this better.

I was listening to The Republic by Socrates and getting into Plutarch but I paused to finish Meditations from Marcus. In his book he covers how silly it we should see it to want validity from the average person or to care what they think and what really matters is that we do our civic duty and act honorable just for the sake of being honorable. Even if no one sees us being a good man/woman we should still focus all our attention to be so.

As we share this trait with the Gods and thus something we can say confidently we share with the Divine.

It gets the point across, as rational social beings and in my note Zevist, we have a duty to look past the stupidity and mistakes of the average person and make sure we act rational, with self-control, courage. That is what is good.

Meditations, the actual practices we have here, helped me dig thru what I needed to weed out for my mind to understand these words on a higher spectrum/level.



I do want to mention that I understand this can be more difficult in today's society where we share advanced nations with 3rd world mentality who are also ghetto. Trust me these people I have the most to pick a bone with, not because I was an outsider who got messed with by them but being part of this sub culture and witnessing people close to me being disgusting in the mannerisms and thought processes, thats putting it very lightly. I know of animals with more honor than the men and women I grew up with...

To answer the last part of your reply start with the book Meditations. Get thru it all while doing your best to understand what he writes from a Zevist point of view. Can take a while since much of what he says makes on just stop and think hard but and it can get tiring at first but I find it helpful every time I continue with the book. Almost at the end myself.
 
"Their intuition and sensitive natures open them up to psychically absorb other's moods, emotions, and the tone of their environment"

The annoying thing is I can literally feel whatever negative emotion is being directed towards me, which is somewhat crippling as there is very little seperation between "me" and the "other" in terms of the emotional space.


My mind is highly strategic/Scorpionic, but it is difficult to execute these strategies because of the above tendencies.


But I am always asking for feedback/criticism because it allows me to transform faster.

I am polite and interested in learning about everything and everybody, even from those less intelligent because they may have valuable personal experience/wisdom.

So I go out of my way to interact with people, and when they react with indifference or rejection it annoys the F out of me because I went out of my comfort zone already to try and be courteous and interact with them.

But my natural orientation is to think I am the king, and everyone should come to me. So it doubly pisses me off, because I suppressed my own ego.

I want to be good at networking, but I think my mindset or approach is extremely faulty, because I don't always understand what is appropriate social behaviour.
I resonate with all these thoughts so very much. Sometimes I feel like I wear a mask so much to be viewed as not the weirdo, but then I end up suppressing so much of my true self. Its hard to accept the parts of myself that I view as counter culture, the personality traits and ways of being that have gotten me in trouble or rejected. I feel like I osciallate from being perfectly peaceful and above drama, to being "the drama" because I am so sensitive to being misunderstood. I struggle maintaining my identity around those who I have let into my heart. For those who are not in my heart I feel the most myself, but I am kind of an a-hole, which is not good? When I let someone in my heart, I get so attached that their emotions become mine, my personality shifts to ensure they won't be upset with me. Its an awful way to exist and I have faith that being a Zevist will set me free eventually. Its going to be a process because these thought process -habits- have been fed and reinforced my whole life. I remind myself: they have been learned, they can be unlearned. Some part is my nature and that's where I am in my journey to freedom, differentiating what is my nature and how Zevism can help me fix these things, and what are simply bad habits that I kept repeating.

I think if we meditate enough and for me that includes journaling because I have so many thoughts to process, that we will get closer and closer to the root issue. When I am stuck, I will even chat with ChatGPT about something "Why do I do _______? Why can't I let this problem go? Why do I need to feel justified? Why do I care so much?" Ive found asking those types of questions help me get closer and closer to the root. It takes time and we need to give ourselves compassion that it will be painful at times as we advance, but it won't be forever. The Gods are here for us, we are never alone.
 
I never used to care, but for some reason I get unnecessarily upset or even pissed off if I am ignored or brushed off and not treated like royalty

The more I have metidated, my emotional blockages unlocked to extreme levels of sensitivity. I look stoic on the outside, but on the inside I am very easily stirred to extreme depths.

I know my reactions are retarded and perhaps arrogant, but it is like the "dam" has been removed and the emotions are flooding the place.

How can I get them under control so I don't feel so much?
I forgot to comment that I appreciated you talking about how meditation took away the blockages, and how it feels like the emotional dam was removed and can't be controlled. I felt this incredibly strongly when I did the 40 day program and that first week was intense. So many emotions and a lot of crying, a lot of ups and down, it was hard to even work or smile because so much "stuff" was coming up. I was able to find peace and maintain that for a few months, but then i fell off the wagon with my meditations and just recently started again. And the same thing is happened: being flooded by emotion. Someone linked me to the Anti-Anxiety Kundalini Yoga exercise that HPS Lydia recently posted. I did it this evening and had to stop about 2.5 minutes in as I couldn't stop crying, so then I journaled for about 30 minutes and really worked through those thoughts and came to a place of clarity where I feel emotionally stable again. Granted, I personally have my fair share of things that need to be addressed so I'm expecting more of this to happen for each one. But, as I get closer to the root issues, each one makes me stronger and more emotionally resilient, able to stand on my own and not take things personal. We must keep going, but take breaks as needed so we get the results we are looking for. I wish us both strength and resilience, and anyone else who needs it.
 
"Their intuition and sensitive natures open them up to psychically absorb other's moods, emotions, and the tone of their environment"

The annoying thing is I can literally feel whatever negative emotion is being directed towards me, which is somewhat crippling as there is very little seperation between "me" and the "other" in terms of the emotional space.

Which makes it difficult to respond appropriately sometimes as I am swayed in every direction by the fluctuating emotional rhythm of the conversation.

I find it difficult to reject or be cruel to other's even when that is the appropriate response, although I have gotten better at it recently.

Is it okay to become a little more "evil" or "machiavellian" for lack of a better word, because I think it is excessive and ineffective to be this way.

My mind is highly strategic/Scorpionic, but it is difficult to execute these strategies because of the above tendencies.
Brother, we both know Machiavelli, but for those from internet reading this forum we must explain this situation.

Jewish psychiatrists used his name to slander him and called asocial psychic disorder namely sociopath after him. Sociopaths are destructive against all social norms and laws, all codes of Honor, all Knighthood, Lady-likeness and other social ideals. They are thieves, traitors, women beaters and prostitutes. They are programmed to destroy the society and its foundation of higher emotions and ability to self-sacrifice. They put themselves first and the society – last, which is antisocial and inhumane thus making them subhuman, criminal and underdeveloped. They are what we usually call orcs and apes.

Their greatest example are muslim societies and big percent of muslim nations. Since sociopathy is considered wrong background based we all know how children are brought up and initiated into islam so no wonder they later constitute ideal sociopathic mobs:

Machiavelli is the diametrical opposite. I read his works. In “The Lord” he taught the prince to rule and wage wars. This is professional and neutral. This is not about whether to use the strategy for the good or for the evil, but about what is the strategy itself. He wrote textbooks not agitation. He taught war art not war crime. It is the same as 36 stratagems: nobody asked to use them for the evil, they are just a theory of how to use them at all.

Machiavelli was a representative of being social and investing into the society, dedicated his life to the court service. And he taught others to build society and make an order in it which is diametrical opposite to what sociopath is and does. Sociopathy [trauma based Asocial Personality Disorder, APD] is a psychic disorder of extremist individualism and leads to destruction of society.

Yet kikes slandered him and named after him one of the 3 worst psychic disorder types that are most dangerous and cancerous to society: psychopath (APD based on extreme brain anomaly), sociopath (wrong background based APD) and narcissist (NPD). First one is hardcore brain mutation based, two others are wrong childhood based – so they say. What they popularize as “Machiavellian” is diametrically opposite to what Machiavelli did which was teaching and advancing others.

Jews are very notable for putting their own genetic traits on our greatest people, especially on Hitler of course. They use their rewriting history and de-educating population tools to lie them up for free. The truth is such things as brain based psychopathy that can also give some kinds of so called high functional psychopathy (which they also call "Machiavellianism") are commonly caused by many centuries of incest they usually do, as well as schizophrenia, debility and their other usual states.

As for your question, kikes created a society in which our natural Gentile souls state is seen as “ineffective” or “unprofitable”. They replace right and correct with "effective" and “profitable” because unlike the two first the two last do not quiet specify what exactly aim the mean is considered be effective or ineffective for. The truth is you can’t better the world or build anything worthy while being “evil” or how they now call it (wrongly) “Machiavellian” which is in fact just jewish, because this state is that of dysfunction and disease and is opposed to productiveness and creativity that actually builds something.

In my understanding effectiveness is something that builds the better situation or the situation of more Justice. Which jewish genetic traits obviously can't provide as you can see with the example of their Pisrael. If you mean restoring our Justice systems and returning to fair punishments these are not what they today call "Machiavellian", nor do you need to be evil for it. If somebody tells you that you "have to be evil" to do Justice this only speaks of who they are.

No civilization can run on people who can’t concentrate, are impulsive, uncaring, lying, can’t work, can’t do a thing, need others to feed off of, destroy people who feed them etc. Destructive jewish feminists who teach others to not work, not study, take drugs and actually be the exact opposite of what this word represented in 18 century, are a good example of such.

So no, Zevist does not need this worm mentality in his life.

Actually we go absolutely diametrically opposite way to this. We engage not only in all our emotions that we do not consider weakness but power, we also go further and open much more emotional 6th sense power than we had from birth, and this includes extreme physical stigmatic empathy and compassion, extremely high conscience and consciousness, inability to do evil, inability to break the Code of Honor etc. This is also known as alchemy and turning into the gold. The gold never rot which means that we can’t anymore rot as personalities. We are too strong to break the Code of Honor or to sin. We are higher than this and as a result – step past karmic curses that usually prevail over average people. We purify not only via meditations. We purify also through our actions and lives. This all turns us into gold, i.e. eternalizes us, makes us last.

So you are very blessed to be what you describe. This is extreme success in your meditations and advancement. Because this shows you what is good and evil. The next step is investing it into agenda.

If something terribly triggers me I usually ask myself 2 things: 1) What did I myself do to the universe? 2) How do I fix this and what do I give universe instead of this? I usually see everything as 1) My own medicine being tasted. 2) Destiny call to go put it straight.

I see bad karma as things not done properly in the past or not done at all when needed with the obvious results in the today world. We are not designed to avoid building and creating, this includes healing others and creating bonds. Everything by default is subjected to the entropy laws so not creating something not mending something not investing into something means losing this something with time. Entropy laws are a reason of the fact that creation is more difficult than destruction. They are designed to teach us value because only by knowing what ceases we may appreciate what lasts.

When someone causes me to cry I try to recollect those whom I myself caused to cry with the same action or whom I ignored when they cried or whom I told "to deal with it" or to "go solve their problems", find them and fix everything. And this is how society learns to fix and to last.

Apparently sociopathy (of what they wrongly call “machiavellianism”) is the exact opposite of what your situation is now demanding of you. Not care attitude would only bring more of this negativity into the world. Instead I would practice the opposite with those deserving it and concentrate on building the better world.

For example, who of us is able to stay calm when seeing moslen migrants? I feel physically sick and strongest urge to go and do something berserk on the mere thought of certain creatures let alone seeing them even in the far distance or hearing about them in the news. If it just built up I would die already. It demands its way out. So Gods gave me a blessing of creating and building something that works to undo their very ugly root – islam.

If you feel triggered to fight some injustice ask the Gods for a weapon and for a work, and they will give you.

As for Scorpionic mind, this is a quiet blessing, because it gives natural magical concentration ability and the ability in any science (only when well trained, of course), it is investigative and penetrative. All kinds of penetrative works of the mind such as remote viewing, telepathy, thoughts reading and replacement or investigating all kinds of secrets are blessed.

Great luck to you, Brother!
 
The stuff about Machiavelli is very interesting, I always thought he was just very pragmatic like myself. I did not sense true evil or malice or anything except of what was written about him by cringe "dark triad sigma males" but I chose him as an example because he packaged well the idea of what I was going for.

Thank you for the in-depth historical contextual information.

Is it wrong to use deception for the "greater good" e.g., screwing over Jews for the benefit of humanity...? IMO Hitler behaved very graciously in this regard, and still tried to be fair, which I thought was interesting.

Is it a bad idea for a Zevist to conceal the outward expressions of his emotions despite of what he feels internally? I hate how visible and on the surface my emotions and internal core is to everybody, it feels naked and exposed.

And with the thing about Scorpionic mind and Science - what is the correlation?

I am interested in going into Science/Physics to give credibility to the Occult.... Physics has always been a subject I was drawn to as a child.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

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