Kieith666 said:
because I’m tired of hearing how I’m a failure or pathetic or whatever else they call me as soon as I work on my pineal gland or higher chakras.
For years I’ve read how they want people to advance and how they understand humans, how they’re kind and supportive and are there when you can’t handle thing on your own...etc and I’ve always been distraught that this has never been my personal experience with them. It’s even got so bad that for the past 3 years I can’t stand silence anymore, in fear they’ll just insult me or say something rude to me, which they have done many many times unwarranted. I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate. Which I do, then I’m bombarded by nothing but criticism at night before bed, since that’s when I’m more able to hear them. I’m so tired of it.
Has it ever occurred to you that maybe what you're hearing is the enemy and not the Gods? Are you really that stupid to believe that the Gods would such thing? You do realize that the enemy can mimic the energy of the Gods, do you?
The Gods, like many has told you already, are not here to baby feed us. They're at least kind enough to protect us
on the Astral plane which is part of "the deal" when you "sign the contract" when you dedicat your soul. You're expected to honor Satan and he and his Demons will provide protection
astrally, which every single Satanists who dedicates their soul receives, with no exceptions whatsoever.
The amount of protection varies depending on many things, one main thing is how advanced the dedicated Satanist is, do you know how to clean your aura and soul and how to do an AoP? Then the Gods expect you to do so. Do you know how to do void meditation and eventually be able to control your mind and thoughts? Then the Gods also expect you to be able to do so. But no, you come here whining after you have been whining, for who knows how long, to the Gods that they're not protecting you. Are you here with us, alive and well still? Yes? Then the Gods did their part of the deal. The amount of curses and attacks we receive from the enemy is not a joke, if it weren't for the protection we receive from Satan and the Gods we would drop dead in no time. We Satanist are a main target for the enemy and can very easily be identified astrally, unless something is done to hide one's presence there.
We have been told times and times that we are in a WAR, but weaklings like you still come here every few days to complain about their life and how it's worse than everyone else and how the Gods love them less. Well guess what body, those of us who have a better life worked hard to do so, we have all the knowledge needed to improve our lives, to provide an unyielding protection for ourselves and our loved ones, and all of this knowledge is just few clicks away and takes few minutes a day to apply. And you still come here and whine.
You claim every time you worked on your higher chakras you started to hear bad thoughts, have you ever thought about researching about this and what causes it on the JoS website, or have thought about asking us here? No? Then no one here is to be blamed but yourself. If the Gods hate you then why bother provide protection for you? why do they bother to tell you to meditate every now and then?
You clearly don't understand the situation we
all are in now, you think that the Gods shower us with gifts and everything is just sun and rainbows. Those of us who dedicate most of their time to serving Satan of course will receive more attention, that doesn't translate to Gods solving our problems for us, either they direct us to the solution or provide some support while we apply said solution, it's never some freebies.
As for the misfortunes in your life, you would be very naive to think that you're the only one went/goes through it, but you're also mistaken (surprise surprise), many of us went through the most awful situations you could think of while also being Satanists, and haven't blamed it on Satan or the Gods, instead we applied the knowledge the Gods shared with us to improve our lives. I personally, without reveling much information, have been homeless and have gone through a lot of hardship that almost ended up in my death, while also being a Satanist.
But here I am writing you this from the comfort of my bed under a ceiling in my own flat with a full stomach and a healthy mind, soul and body. And if it weren't for applying everything I learned and for
reaching to the helping hand of the Gods, instead of "biting it" like what you're doing, I wouldn't be here today.
And one last thing, you seriously need to grow up, it's clearly you're going through a lot of hardship right now but this doesn't excuse doing stupid decisions. You claim that Satan and the Gods aren't protecting you and the first logical thing you can think of is to ask Satan to stop protection you completely? Do I really need to call out your faulty logic here?
If you want
your life to better, then go ahead and make it better.
". You're like a walking, talking, logical fallacy. 
