Kieith666 said:
luis said:
The God's are not here to spoon feed anyone. Even more if you know they are so busy, this is not the only planet they are helping. If you only do spiritual war and you do not try to fix the bad things happening in your life, nobody will do it for you. If something bad is happening, know that even with magick it takes a bit of time to fix. It's not impossible as i've had enough experiences with this. You can do it. The God's will help you but do not expect them to fix everything.
I understand the Gods are busy, I’ve never asked them to fix any of my problems. They’re just generally unsupportive of every attempt I make to improve myself. I haven’t meditated properly in so long (haven’t been going into a trance and such, just vibrated stuff) because I’m tired of hearing how I’m a failure or pathetic or whatever else they call me as soon as I work on my pineal gland or higher chakras.
For years I’ve read how they want people to advance and how they understand humans, how they’re kind and supportive and are there when you can’t handle thing on your own...etc and I’ve always been distraught that this has never been my personal experience with them. It’s even got so bad that for the past 3 years I can’t stand silence anymore, in fear they’ll just insult me or say something rude to me, which they have done many many times unwarranted. I know these are demons because the energy is the exact same on the rare times they tell me to meditate. Which I do, then I’m bombarded by nothing but criticism at night before bed, since that’s when I’m more able to hear them. I’m so tired of it.
Dude, this are not the gods, this is the enemy.
First, from my experience our gods would never do this.
Second now listen, the enemy can try to impersonate our Gods (this happened to me one time, and at the same time another SS here)
And the enemy KNOWS where your weak spots are. They choose your WEAKEST spot and attack you there!
Speaking of own experience here, the enemy made me psychologically ill.
I even cried (I do not cry often), felt worthless, line a piece of shit, and that I am not worthy of being a SS and I wanted to quit. (I do not want to say what kind of attack I received. This is too personal.. yeah my weakest spot, the only way how they could possibly drive me away from Satan)
My point is brother, they want you to feel like shit and quit fighting them and drive you away from Satan.
What I did, I wanted to quit, I was crying and explained Satan the whole situation (he knows everything anyway) then I really apologised for all of this mess. Then right when I finished talking to him, my room was lighting up, I felt his enormous positive and loving energy, and MY MIND WAS HEALED!
I was sound again and filled with joy.
Go to Satan, speak open and honest with him and everything should be fine brother. I did not even expected his help, I just wanted to explain everything. Everything that I tried to hide and keep secret for myself, my biggest shame..
The same attack happened again (after I did a RTR). I called them out, insulted them, picked a fight with the enemy and had a picture of a very very ugly fat grey in my mind. It did not go away, so I tried to „kill“ and destroy it in my mind, after every time I have torn it apart, shredded it, burned it etc it came back and back and back.
After like 15mins I thought to myself
„Maybe it was a mistake to provoke them this bad.. I should really go to Satan again I do not want to go through this again..“
Then a voice appeared and said
„No! If someone every attacks you, fight back with everything you have!“
And all of the sudden the grey was gone and I felt great again xD
So I just want to say, the enemy wants to drive you away from Satan.
If you end it here the enemy got what they want. This ugly greys.