Welbutrin

[krazymuthauka]

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[westleyply]

If you need to take the medicine, than the choice is your. my remedie for this is power meditations and the void meditation. i just do not like medicine. my opinion.
hail father SATAN!!!!

--- In , "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[Shan823]

Well if you want you can take it but then take yourself off of it. Over time these things can effect you. If I were you I would heal myself and my brain/mind of any imbalances and ofcourse power meditation. I can't stress it enough. personally don't trust 'meds' like that.




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On Sun, Nov 18, 2012 11:20 PM EST westleyply wrote:

If you need to take the medicine, than the choice is your. my remedie for this is power meditations and the void meditation. i just do not like medicine. my opinion.
hail father SATAN!!!!

--- In , "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[Joey Lovell]

I can't give you medical advice because I'm not a doctor.  But I can give you a bit of my personal experience.  I was prescribed Prozac a couple times, many years ago.  I was diagnosed with "borderline personality disorder with narcissistic traits."  It helped for a while with depression but after awhile I felt like a zombie.  My point is, it's my belief that some psychological "disorders" are invented and made up.  I can't speak for everyone though.  I thought that Welbutrin was to help quit smoking?  Perhaps I';m thinking of something else that sounds similar, but if that's a common use, my mom's friend took it to quit and ended up having seizures.  Anyway, I am able to balance out my moods by meditating, doing rituals, and daily kundalini yoga.  I am a smoker as well and I'm finding out that I don't have the desire to smoke as much.  As a matter of fact, after smoking I can feel my aura become toxic which disgusts me.  Perhaps you should just do more meditation, be consistent with it, I've found that many things can be healed through it.  Take care.
From: krazymuthauka <krazymuthauka@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, November 17, 2012 9:41 PM
Subject: Welbutrin
  I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[Mary-anne]

krazy im bi-polar due to being born missing some gland that secretes the stuff found in those meds. Ive found personally that by meditating ive been able to lower my dosages even though im not weaned off them as yet, my advice to you is empower yourself and see where it leads you

--- In , "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[Normil]

I just don't know how to do it the meditation it s not really my thing u might telling me as well how to do it its about a ritual or I need self concentration for that...
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westleyply <westleyply@... wrote:

If you need to take the medicine, than the choice is your. my remedie for this is power meditations and the void meditation. i just do not like medicine. my opinion.
hail father SATAN!!!!

--- In , "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[Zach Munch]

isn't seroquel a sleep medicine? i know people who have taken this for "fun" and either be stupid and not able to controll themself, one guy peed on his friends wall at a party, or they just pass out for hours. i do not know why you would be prescribed seroquel for bipolar or depression. i wouldn't take it, but if you think you need it i am no doctor.

On Sun, Nov 18, 2012 at 10:42 PM, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:

 
Well if you want you can take it but then take yourself off of it. Over time these things can effect you. If I were you I would heal myself and my brain/mind of any imbalances and ofcourse power meditation. I can't stress it enough. personally don't trust 'meds' like that.

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On Sun, Nov 18, 2012 11:20 PM EST westleyply wrote:

If you need to take the medicine, than the choice is your. my remedie for this is power meditations and the void meditation. i just do not like medicine. my opinion.
hail father SATAN!!!!

--- In , "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[Celina]

I agree. Also not giving medical advice but I was off and on psychiatric meds for the 20 years for severe depression but more so during the last 10 up until this past March. After coming off the meds I realized I had that zombie feeling. I wasn't really sure how to describe it but I think zombie is good like Siatris said. I just didn't feel right; had a flat affect.

I also tried Wellbutrin and, yes, it was marketed as an aid to quit smoking but also for depression. It didn't work for me right from the beginning so I wasn't on it long but there are several others I've been on which, I believe, is another problem.

All that switching and going back and forth and up and down also has a terrible effect but no one ever talks about that part. Consistent power meditation is the answer; the key.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In , Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

I can't give you medical advice because I'm not a doctor.  But I can give you a bit of my personal experience.  I was prescribed Prozac a couple times, many years ago.  I was diagnosed with "borderline personality disorder with narcissistic traits."  It helped for a while with depression but after awhile I felt like a zombie.  My point is, it's my belief that some psychological "disorders" are invented and made up.  I can't speak for everyone though.  I thought that Welbutrin was to help quit smoking?  Perhaps I';m thinking of something else that sounds similar, but if that's a common use, my mom's friend took it to quit and ended up having seizures.  Anyway, I am able to balance out my moods by meditating, doing rituals, and daily kundalini yoga.  I am a smoker as well and I'm finding out that I don't have the desire to smoke as much.  As a matter of fact, after smoking I can feel my aura become toxic which disgusts me.  Perhaps you should
just do more meditation, be consistent with it, I've found that many things can be healed through it.  Take care.



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From: krazymuthauka <krazymuthauka@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, November 17, 2012 9:41 PM
Subject: Welbutrin


 

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[Anike Anike]

First, calm down. I think nearly all of us have SOME disorders. I don't have bipolar disorder but I do have some remains still of my OCD. So it's a disorder as well so I thought I could help. Firstly, stay AWAY from drugs. Any kind. Just try to stay away from any kind of psychiatrists and drugs. That's rule number one. Second, NO suicidal thoughts. Out with that. It will do no good. Thirdly, remember, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Here we are in this group standing together. Any worries questions, advice whatever, we are here. Fourthly, depression is a big no no. I know it's easy to say, I have it too. I have terrible mood swings and all that stuff but I'm working on that! So, meditation! Daily Void meditation works wonders. I noticed I can block out ANY kind of bad thoughts I don't like and it's very useful. It doesn't always work, being a newbie and all. Episodes of your disorder WILL happen before you take control, but it's just that period you have to fight through.
Keep strong.
Hail Satan!

 

[James Makela]

I wouldn't take that crap. Seroquel is given to inmates in prison, and they are at the bottom of the barrel when it comes to medical care. Do PM and Yoga would be my advice. I've gotten rid of a lot of problems bc of them.

Hail Satan!

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On Nov 17, 2012, at 6:41 PM, "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?



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[Eremoslukos8]

I've personally NOTHING good to say about psychiatric medications! ESPECIALLY seriquil or any other "balancing drugs" like depakote, lithium, anything for bipolar disorder. I can say for sure that every doctor I've seen will give me whatever diagnosis that fits the drug company that has a rep show up w/ free samples. You'll notice this simply by looking at the pens, fridge magnets even coffee cups w/ the name of the particular drug name all over it. Now I can't diagnose you, only tell you what I've seen goin round and round on this marry-go-round for my own past 20 years. I have found that its much easier to keep yourself together through meditation....awaken your soul, don't comatose it! balance your elements, constantly use your protective aura, clean it as well as your chakras before spinning them. Take care of yourself id say if the meds are the only way to get to where you can meditate, then I hope you get to where you need and deserve to be!.  HAIL LORD SATAN!!!

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Celina <lovingbelial@... wrote:

  I agree. Also not giving medical advice but I was off and on psychiatric meds for the 20 years for severe depression but more so during the last 10 up until this past March. After coming off the meds I realized I had that zombie feeling. I wasn't really sure how to describe it but I think zombie is good like Siatris said. I just didn't feel right; had a flat affect.

I also tried Wellbutrin and, yes, it was marketed as an aid to quit smoking but also for depression. It didn't work for me right from the beginning so I wasn't on it long but there are several others I've been on which, I believe, is another problem.

All that switching and going back and forth and up and down also has a terrible effect but no one ever talks about that part. Consistent power meditation is the answer; the key.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In , Siatris Teloah <siatris_teloah@... wrote:

I can't give you medical advice because I'm not a doctor.  But I can give you a bit of my personal experience.  I was prescribed Prozac a couple times, many years ago.  I was diagnosed with "borderline personality disorder with narcissistic traits."  It helped for a while with depression but after awhile I felt like a zombie.  My point is, it's my belief that some psychological "disorders" are invented and made up.  I can't speak for everyone though.  I thought that Welbutrin was to help quit smoking?  Perhaps I';m thinking of something else that sounds similar, but if that's a common use, my mom's friend took it to quit and ended up having seizures.  Anyway, I am able to balance out my moods by meditating, doing rituals, and daily kundalini yoga.  I am a smoker as well and I'm finding out that I don't have the desire to smoke as much.  As a matter of fact, after smoking I can feel my aura become toxic which disgusts me.  Perhaps you should
just do more meditation, be consistent with it, I've found that many things can be healed through it.  Take care.



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From: krazymuthauka <krazymuthauka@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, November 17, 2012 9:41 PM
Subject: Welbutrin


 

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[hecatedarkmoon]

Zarion, I completely disagree with you. Were it not for psychotropic drugs, I could not function. While I believe it is true these drugs block some of our psychic ability, for some they are the only way to have a livable life. you can't speak for everyone about these drugs, there is no cure for many mental illnesses so maintenance is the ONLY thing that keeps us out of the hospital. it would be ideal to not have to take any chemical substances, but for many of us that is just not the reality. --Moonshadow

--- In , Z <danyl.eder@... wrote:

Do not take it. It will not help u it will only hurt u. Psychiatric drugs/ antidepressants are psychic power ruining substances. They are specifically designed to harm you, make u docile/ unable, and shut u up. they are chemical lobotomies. they are really bad. Please do not take such drugs. When I hear of fellow Zevism wanting to take psychiatric / antidepressant drugs its an insult to me and to the rest of my satanic family. It's an insult not because of u but because it seems true Zevism are not informed / pushed enough away from these substances, like the enemy is winning by pushing these substances on you, and it hurts me because of my experiences with these drugs and because I know psychiatry to be a pseudo science/ fake science and it is of the enemy. Same for the drugs. Just look at the so called side effects of these damn things, sudden death is probably one, not to mention that there's nothing side about these side effects, they are the effects. There's no such thing as bipolar disorder. or other so called disorders. psychiatry ruined my life and so did psychiatric drugs. I was forced to take these harmful substances and held against my will in psychiatric institutions for all my childhood. In the foster care system they drug children constantly and criminally. Most all Psychiatrists, psychologists, therapists, social workers, cps, dss, staff and such are legal criminals, especially the ones who work at psychiatric hospitals and residential treatment centers. Look I know the industry is a complete fraud and they are criminals against humanity as well. and so is their drugs. Please do yourself a favor and make a brother happy, do not take welbutrin or seroquel or any prescription drug unless its absolutely necessary such as a serious infection or health problem and then u only take antibiotics not psych drugs. Psychiatric drugs have ruined so many innocent gentile lives and so have the people who peddle them. The psychiatric drugs take away your psychic abilities and power and will set u back big time. They also damage your brain. and these so called diagnoses are bullshit. I was diagnosed with bipolar and much more at 3 years old. It was an excuse/ a label they used to continue ruining my life and drugging me. Do not accept these disorders. Mind body connection. U do not have a problem u see. They say u have a problem, manipulate u into believing them, then they throw the drugs on you. That's when they have u because when u really didn't have much of a problem u will know because of the drugs if u take them. I'm trying my best to explain myself here. I'm srry but a 3 year old cant have these god damn disorders, and trust me if u have problems now after taking such drugs expect your problems to increase many times over. It will take away your sex drive, can make u impotent,put holes in your aura, make u drowsy, ruin your brain chemistry, your body chemistry, your health all sorts of things. Look up the side effects then u will know what those drugs are actually for. No drugs, trust me. I'd rather someone smoke marijuana then take psychiatric drugs. Please find another way. Ditch your therapist, your psychiatrist, your psychologist, your social worker, If u have these and never go back. I can't stress it enough. No psychiatry, and none of their drugs.
Hail Satan!

Thank you
Zarion

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On Nov 18, 2012, at 11:20 PM, "westleyply" <westleyply@... wrote:

If you need to take the medicine, than the choice is your. my remedie for this is power meditations and the void meditation. i just do not like medicine. my opinion.
hail father SATAN!!!!

--- In , "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@ wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[krazymuthauka]

thx for all of the useful advice..i have been doing more spiritual maintenance and adding vitamin c and meditating outside to my routine. i can tell a difference even in 2 days ill keep it up and repost tyhe results around Yule.
thx again brothers and sisters!
HS!

--- In , "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?

 

[Anike Anike]

Glad you feel better.
Hail Satan!

 

[Kalika]

I am bipolar as well, and my psychiatrist picks personality traits that are completely normal (having confidence for example) to say that they see signs of this disorder or another. There was a list of about seven different disorders that she said I show signs of. Before I knew how damaging spiritually the medications she was giving me could be I would keep trying each one she gave me. I would try each for a week or so then lower the dose myself to stop taking as I could tell the medications just made me feel awful. Everything from uncontrollable rage to horrid dreams of killing everyone and everything I loved. I have learned that the issues she was giving me medications for I can handle myself through meditation and paying attention to myself (which at one time I never did, I was always focused on others) Personally I will not take any of these types of medications again because for me they are completely unnecessary. I think this is individual choice though. We all know how these medications will hinder us, but as individuals we have to take the time to know ourselves and decide if we can and will put in the work to be able to function without them. It's by constant work that I have gotten to the point I can function normally without the medications, and it took some time to realize that that having feelings like anger is completely natural when I have a reason to be angry and learning to find a healthy outlet for these emotions rather than trying to suppress them has been very healing.

Hail Satan!

 

[lordkailash]

The Army gave me Wellbutrin as a smoking cessation and within 2 day I was covered in hives. It may work for you but you are smart for researching it. I did but too late. The side effects are not worth it in my opinion. My brother reminded me of meditation instead of medication. Do what you feel is right but I suggest to avoid all pharm. drugs, especially those from Pfizer.

Kailash

--- In , "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression. I was prescribed welbutrin and seroquel. i dont think that i need it, of course. yes i recognize that i have episodes now that i pay attention but im afraid of the effects.

im sure there are bipolar brothers and sisters who share my situation. will these drugs block me? Ive taken the W for 6 days but i was in a rehab facility and couldnt really talk to the Gods. i didnt do the whole 30 days as recommended. The Gods have encouraged me a little and sent me signs to take it but I CANNOT. it makes me feel like Eddie Brock and Venom (my true self being Venom.) it makes me feel like my fire is being doused and my true personality is a small screaming voice in my head and i can literally feel my soul sinking to my SP, may be kundalini stuff actually.

any advice?