JeraOpus
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I don't have an active solar plexus, energy doesn't move there is empty as void.
Recently I'm seeing a girl we talk, and she openly try to seduce me, i do get aroused, but not having an active solar plexus i can't make these move, i just can't.
It's as if i want to move a move but my body doesn't proceed with it, though i keep getting signals, she makes effort a lot but i can't...
I have a story of what happened to me for being inactive for months, but this is not the thread i want to talk about that.
What i did say, i provided the rune page to ai and asked for an action taking rune, it said use Uruz (I explicitly mentioned only take data from this source and no other)
I also got rune for luck in gambling success, i might test it in future, then there was one for happiness.
I made the intent using Thurizaz in past an year ago and I've attracted the reality i wanted, i just can't take action in that reality, did to an inactive solar chakra, it's like I have sweets but can't eat'em.
All i feel is the serpent at base chakra, locked, i feel it inside spine, energies inside head, but my body is numb, and I've to deal with people, i can't practise as much meditation as i could, anymore my family just forces me to listen to them, I'm not allowed to make money though im told in useless, and when i tell them for much i made in past and offered to show proof, i got a reply you would have gotten yourself in the trouble because of money is good you don't have, living in poverty should teach you a lesson that's why we're keeping you like this.
I was taken to rehab, though i didn't do drugs but due it was more like 'reform' for me, by my father and grandfather i spent 6 months the there, they said if you don't listen then next time is going to be 2 years and keep on increasing, looking at that place I've seen a person spent 2 years there, one 10 years.
This was a prison and i still get paranoia effects, everyone he says 'your time to get there is coming closer'
I told them, you'll see both my eyes gone the next time i see that place, my brother will did of disease he has, and you'll get to take the inheritance with you to your grave
Recently I'm seeing a girl we talk, and she openly try to seduce me, i do get aroused, but not having an active solar plexus i can't make these move, i just can't.
It's as if i want to move a move but my body doesn't proceed with it, though i keep getting signals, she makes effort a lot but i can't...
I have a story of what happened to me for being inactive for months, but this is not the thread i want to talk about that.
What i did say, i provided the rune page to ai and asked for an action taking rune, it said use Uruz (I explicitly mentioned only take data from this source and no other)
I also got rune for luck in gambling success, i might test it in future, then there was one for happiness.
I made the intent using Thurizaz in past an year ago and I've attracted the reality i wanted, i just can't take action in that reality, did to an inactive solar chakra, it's like I have sweets but can't eat'em.
All i feel is the serpent at base chakra, locked, i feel it inside spine, energies inside head, but my body is numb, and I've to deal with people, i can't practise as much meditation as i could, anymore my family just forces me to listen to them, I'm not allowed to make money though im told in useless, and when i tell them for much i made in past and offered to show proof, i got a reply you would have gotten yourself in the trouble because of money is good you don't have, living in poverty should teach you a lesson that's why we're keeping you like this.
I was taken to rehab, though i didn't do drugs but due it was more like 'reform' for me, by my father and grandfather i spent 6 months the there, they said if you don't listen then next time is going to be 2 years and keep on increasing, looking at that place I've seen a person spent 2 years there, one 10 years.
This was a prison and i still get paranoia effects, everyone he says 'your time to get there is coming closer'
I told them, you'll see both my eyes gone the next time i see that place, my brother will did of disease he has, and you'll get to take the inheritance with you to your grave
