hateeternal90
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I have started to do the full chakra meditations. I believe these have started some weird and disturbing thoughts and visions (very short ones when I am awake). A few days ago I saw myself marching in a wintery landscape, in a valley. I believe this was a medieval battle. I was in the front line armed with a sword and a shield, wearing chainmail armor and a white coat of arms with a black cross (the symbol of the Teutonic knights, genocidal xtian maniacs much like the Templars and Hospitallers). I just did the full chakra meditation on the crown chakra. After I was finished I saw a a weird vision again: cross on top of a church, the church was burning and the cross fell down from the top of the church. I was in this mob of peasants, armed with pitchforks and stuff in front of the church. The next thing I saw was Teutonic knights coming to "quell the uprising" after that I saw myself inside a much bigger church, I was naked own my knees in front of an altar with my hands bound, again there were some teutonic knights, but this time there were also xtian priests who were committing some sort of exorcism on me and then the soldiers started to strike me with a lash, I was already bloodied up and cut looking miserable and they just kept on doing what they did. After that I was again on the battlefield as in the first vision. I believe I may have been "converted" on swordpoint from paganism to xtianity and then forced to fight for the teutonic knights. Historically this makes sense, as Lithuania was the last surviving pagan kingdom in Europe in medieval times and they were attacked by the Teutonic order, supported by the pope. The visions were very short. I am not sure whether these are visions from my past life or are they just random thoughts and images influenced by playing too much Medieval II:Total war
and watching too many epic movies. Any thoughts on this?