Jack said:
What is your experience in vibrating algiz vs suryae. Which do you feel is more powerful ?
I don't feel anything there is no difference. I just do it.
The only reason I do it is because well there is nothing better to do with my time so I just do it.
And the difference is nothing. Algs for protection and Suryayay for cleaning and protection.
Not to sound delusional but I talked to the voice that states she is my succubus and she said to me Suryayay works slightly better maybe 15% better than Surya, the extra yay boosts it for me. I told her I don't feel any difference whatsoever. She just said keep meditating and maybe you'll open up, with that attitude you'll get no where.
So basically one is protection, the other is cleaning plus protection. Technically I do 3 reps of Returning curses affirmation. I was doing 18 reps with Suryayay x36 but the affirmation feels weird it only protects when someone is doing something what about natural negativity being pumped in the air. So I switched to "The energies of Suryayay is permanently protecting me at all times and in every way". To boost the protection from all negative sources.
@Jack I simply vibrate AAA-LLL-GGG-SSS and SSS-UUU-RRR-YYY-AAA-YYY-AAA-YYY, and it feel like nothing at all. I simply vibrate something with my voice while doing my best to visualize white-gold hopefully it doesn't turn into yellow and do it. What can I say I never felt anything.
You guys state differences and whatnot and some of you guys talk like you've been meditating for decades and can feel the slightest difference positive or negative wise. It's weird I just sit there or for the most part stand or walk around vibrating.
It gets to the point of why am I in a spiritual community if I feel nothing. What can I say I got nothing better to do than to do this. Might as well mess around and see if something happens in the future.
Yes I walk around while meditating, I simply have no inclination to sit down and spend even just 3 minutes vibrating 30 vibrations or 36 vibrations or whatever. I don't feel anything what can I say. Maybe I'm locked out of meditating or entering a trance. Perhaps this is the main problem since 2003, not being able to enter a trance. But what if I achieve a trance and nothing happens or nothing develops. That's another issue that I have in mind.
I guess sometimes it makes me think if meditation is simply minfulness(void) and everything we do is some crazy sham that does nothing. Yes other spiritual sites state some things like ours protection or cleaning and whatnot. But sometimes I think is what I'm doing wasting my time even though I got nothing better to do. What does doing something with my mind do. If our thoughts do nothing and the mind is just a thinking device why would simply thinking about something spiritual affect our soul, mind, or body.
I guess in the end not feeling nor sensing nor noticing anything out of the ordinary makes me think. Spirituality is bogus and just a joke. Or if not a joke far out of reach of man incapable of returning back to it. Too much degeneration.
I know, I know don't trash yourself but I do trash myself a lot.