Unable to feel emotions

[Purified666]

To keep a very long and painful story short, around 6 years ago I did my best to block and suppress my emotions... Unfortunately, it worked. At the time it seemed like a good thing, but little did I know I'd regret it later on.

Now, I can still feel some emotions like sadness or anger(if I'm pushed hard enough), but any other emotion is impossible to feel like happiness, love etc). So most of the time I just feel neutral, even in situations I shouldn't feel neutral... it's absolutely horrible!

It literally takes the joy out of living...

What can I do to fix this? Is there a rune(or a combo of runes) that I can vibrate? Just raise some energy and program it to fix this mess?

Any tips/advice is appreciated

 

[groryofsatan666]

That is similar to what am going through,only that mine I can't even feel sadness and anger,it has been like this for four years,am currently doing a program for it but am still on the early days so can't say about the results yet.
I believe since yours is still early you should do a working for it before it may get worse,use wunjo or ansuz and try to think about good things,every day write down things that brings you little pleasures and also things that you appreciate kind of like to build your neuropathway's to produce positive feelings.
goodluck

 

[Taol]

I was thinking.. You could probably use Wunjo for healing that (inspired by Lydias healing psychological issues) or doing a freeing the soul working on it..

Other than this.. I was thinking.. sometimes in certain situations you end up having a kind of shutdown in the head.. but maybe to you this may have ended up in a blockage.. maybe not even necessary something that ended up being physical..

Other question.. do you remember or know what you did to shutdown these feelings from happening again? If you can figure that out, maybe you can reverse it..
Other than that, all I know is, that such things take time. Healing this won't happen overnight.

 

[The Alchemist7 [SG]]

I think if you start empowering your throat chakra this will change. Also you can enter a deep trance and program your unconscious mind with a relevant afirmation.

 

[Fuchs]

To keep a very long and painful story short, around 6 years ago I did my best to block and suppress my emotions... Unfortunately, it worked. At the time it seemed like a good thing, but little did I know I'd regret it later on.

Now, I can still feel some emotions like sadness or anger(if I'm pushed hard enough), but any other emotion is impossible to feel like happiness, love etc). So most of the time I just feel neutral, even in situations I shouldn't feel neutral... it's absolutely horrible!

It literally takes the joy out of living...

What can I do to fix this? Is there a rune(or a combo of runes) that I can vibrate? Just raise some energy and program it to fix this mess?

Any tips/advice is appreciated

emotions are ruled by the throut chakra. try spinning it fast and imagine it bright. clean it .
You could do a venus square with a proper affirmation. venus rules the throut chakra.

 

[Purified666]

I was thinking.. You could probably use Wunjo for healing that (inspired by Lydias healing psychological issues) or doing a freeing the soul working on it..

Other than this.. I was thinking.. sometimes in certain situations you end up having a kind of shutdown in the head.. but maybe to you this may have ended up in a blockage.. maybe not even necessary something that ended up being physical..

Other question.. do you remember or know what you did to shutdown these feelings from happening again? If you can figure that out, maybe you can reverse it..
Other than that, all I know is, that such things take time. Healing this won't happen overnight.

What I did is I basically "pushed" the emotions down as soon as they arrived. I also focused on separating any and all emotional responses to the situations I was in.
My original goal was to just stop getting hurt emotionally, but in the end all emotions ended up getting blocked.

 

[Taol]

If the disconnection is like a snapped thread.. I was thinking..

Someone told me that to balance your emotions you'd have to work on the chakras and the extensions. So probably doing the circulating energy meditation could help open and reconnect as well.. along with balancing it out..

 

[Cro666]

I have had the same problem for over 10 years, but since about a year i learned how to get back in touch with them.

So i had therapy for this but it was a therapy where you were doing physical exercises, it was just me and a instructor doing things like basketbal, some form of wrestling, ball excercises, doing some very hard almost impossible little parkours and lots of talking....

here is an example: at the start i was asked how i felt and what stress lvl (1-10) i was on etc. lets say we did some basketball. in one excercise we stood 5 meters from the hoop and we would have a little match of who would score most (just about 10 throws) and afterwards the instructor would ask me where my stress lvl was at. ofc when you dont know where its at you cant really discribe or feel any change, but i learned that my body did indeed gave signs of stress. these signs where very subtle but they were there, think about some light pressure in your head/neck/chest or even talking faster or stuttering. so you will have to go with your conscious mind to different parts of your body to feel if there is any kind of pressure of pain or whatever.

By knowing what your body is telling you, you will get closer to your own body. It will take some time but slowly you will be able to understand your own feelings better because you know that your own body is telling you that there is something going on.

By the way one session took no longer than a our and was physicly not that intensive, i only had 1 session every week and as ''homework'' i had to try and apply this in every day life wich can be quite hard. 10 sessions were enough to get a grip on it.

I hope that what i have said here is somewhat understandable :lol: and i hope that i do help someone with this, if anything is unclear or if anyone has a question ask away.

 

[Jack]

I have had the same problem for over 10 years, but since about a year i learned how to get back in touch with them.

So i had therapy for this but it was a therapy where you were doing physical exercises, it was just me and a instructor doing things like basketbal, some form of wrestling, ball excercises, doing some very hard almost impossible little parkours and lots of talking....

here is an example: at the start i was asked how i felt and what stress lvl (1-10) i was on etc. lets say we did some basketball. in one excercise we stood 5 meters from the hoop and we would have a little match of who would score most (just about 10 throws) and afterwards the instructor would ask me where my stress lvl was at. ofc when you dont know where its at you cant really discribe or feel any change, but i learned that my body did indeed gave signs of stress. these signs where very subtle but they were there, think about some light pressure in your head/neck/chest or even talking faster or stuttering. so you will have to go with your conscious mind to different parts of your body to feel if there is any kind of pressure of pain or whatever.

By knowing what your body is telling you, you will get closer to your own body. It will take some time but slowly you will be able to understand your own feelings better because you know that your own body is telling you that there is something going on.

By the way one session took no longer than a our and was physicly not that intensive, i only had 1 session every week and as ''homework'' i had to try and apply this in every day life wich can be quite hard. 10 sessions were enough to get a grip on it.

I hope that what i have said here is somewhat understandable :lol: and i hope that i do help someone with this, if anything is unclear or if anyone has a question ask away.

I'm happy you got over that dark phase in life. Respect.

 

[nino]

How did you stop feelings emotions?

 

[darkmonkey666]

I had this problem for about 3 or 4 years of not being able to feel any emotions at all.

I am just assuming it will get more and more better as I meditate. In my case it was because I got addicted to benzos which its well known even in the regular world that taking them for too long causes bluntness of emotions or no emotions.

I have been off benzos for awhile. I would say it seems like a slow progression for them to come back. I will say I understand this and its not as great as some people who feel depressed or angry all the time or something would think to have no emotions. I used to be over emotional though on things.

I will try the throat chakra i quit the money square cause I messed up yesterday so I will start again on a spiritual venus square although I honestly would think venus in pisces would be best for this goal.

Id say slowly my emotions are returning. I feel happiness and love and anger and sadness sometimes. Still not fully strongly it is kind of blunted and I feel this effects my power but I hope that I can be fully me again soon just not as emotional as I was before this happened. I may have shut down emotions myself cause I was having so much anxiety though like some of the people here did.

There must be some mechanism for this. I know for a fact I am not a psychopath but I worried about that for awhile. I am glad to know I am not the only one going through this.

There was a legitimate Satanist on youtube 5 or 6 years ago who mentioned to me problems that the enemy angels did this to him. So this could be an attack somehow too. I dont remember much of what he said or I said though at that time I still had mostly normal emotions though.

 

[Cro666]

There is one thing i hear way to often here and that is meditate on it. there are enough other solutions that may be even better for certain problems. ofcourse meditation will help but dont ignore everything else like your own body because you think ahh well meditation will solve all problems.

knowing your body and being phisically fit is just as important as doing meditations, you cannot ignore physical activities and replace them with meditations. humans have needs as well, we need te have contact with others, we need to go out in the sun, we need some exercise. and when you are out and about stop for a couple of seconds, bring you consciousness to your body and listen to what your body tells you. I mean spirituality is great and all but it will not tell you the problems that are there, it will help you deal with the problems when you command it to but it will not prevent or acknoledge all problems. Your body does talk to you constantly you just need to learn how to listen to your own body and when you know how to do that you will be able to solve a lot of problems before they even arise.

So moral of the story: Find a balance between physical activity and spiritual activity, listen to your body and just go outside every now and then.

 

[swordofastaroth]

Sounds like a blocked chakra and also aliegn your chakras

 

[luis]

Meditations will obviously help you with this. There is not a single chakra that rules all emotions but each of the chakras rules over one or two emotions (this was explained in the sermon of HP Mageson about the Heart chakra, look up for it). Another thing that you can do is to do a freeing the soul working with an affirmation like this: "In a positive way for me, I'm completely free to feel emotions forever". Of course, change the affirmation as you want.

 

[Purified666]

How did you stop feelings emotions?

If you block them and keep blocking them whenever they appear, you'll stop feeling them.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

How did you stop feelings emotions?

look, someone who wants to turn a z-bot, getting, who knows not promote the lizard

Eu quero te dizer que seu comentário é muito correto e importante de dizer, e eu concordo completamente com você. Eu quero que você saiba que o seu inglês está ficando muito melhor e eu não quero que você se sinta como se não fosse compreendido. Eu talvez não diga as palavras certas aqui porque eu não falo português. o google translate está dizendo isso do inglês.

 

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

Sorry to break it down but you becoming a drone will only intensify any underlying emotional problems, by ignorance of fixing them and dealing with them. Eventually this comes out like a wound that is ignored.

Try to heal and balance emotionally. Becoming a borg is not great for you.

 

[Taol]

I don't want to sound like im someone random trying to give advice.. so I'll tell you this.
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As for those unprocessed emotions, they still come up from time to time. But I am a happier person now than that I've been in a long long time.

I'm sorry you had to go through that. I went through something similar, it was really intense, but it lasted for just one night. And I broke up with that person soon after that.

Well, I know I kept a lot of anger inside me during that period(I should've probably mentioned that in my original post) which was a huge mistake. Anger is the last thing anyone should keep inside them, either cry it out or channel it towards something. I still remember a very heavy feeling in my chest... it lasted for a long time. I think it went away when my emotions got fully suppressed, but I can't remember. That period is not something that I wanted to keep in my memory.

As for the Final RTR, nothing changed in regards to my emotions but things "started moving" (if that makes sense) for me. It was a positive experience
Yeah... sometimes I avoid reading really gruesome things for my own sake.

Thank you for your reply. It felt bad to just not say something to this.

I agree with that. Holding in anger for whatever reason not being able to express it, is unhealthy.

That is good to hear. I hope this problem gets sorted out soon.

 

[SdD]

How did you stop feelings emotions?

look, someone who wants to turn a z-bot, getting, who knows not promote the lizard

Eu quero te dizer que seu comentário é muito correto e importante de dizer, e eu concordo completamente com você. Eu quero que você saiba que o seu inglês está ficando muito melhor e eu não quero que você se sinta como se não fosse compreendido. Eu talvez não diga as palavras certas aqui porque eu não falo português. o google translate está dizendo isso do inglês.

You really are a ¡gentile!

Danke