I hear so much about the feminine side of the soul, how women been oppressed and so on. While it is important, and because of a backlash due to years of oppression. I want to talk about androgyny that is appearing PHYSICALLY. A lot of hype has been going around in the new age and defining the "divine" as male/female, hermaphrodite, or what not. while I am aware that JoS says it is allegory for the soul. But it just seems like as long as it starts escalating where women become more masculine and men are emasculated, feminine. While it is a result of Rituals working and removing jewish filith, I think there is a lot of confusion where all the things are taken in a literal sense such as were people who say they identify neither male or female (biologically) and appear as both and yet are really fucked up mentally which has been my personal experience, its suppose to be the soul being an allegory of having masculine/feminine.
basically where men and women have an attack on their biological sexes and then there are some people who get this confused and go so far to think they are trans., these poor souls are confused due to a lack of knowledge! Now as stated elsewhere I recall that one of the HPs have pointed out that the correct term is actually transsexual, not transgender because of what it has to do with the transcending the biological current sex that will unfold to consistent power meditations. Thanks to the Rituals that it is actually helping people aware of themselves at least....
For me personally, as a transsexual man, I never been confused, although biologically suppose to be a "woman" but I carry more testosterone than the average, naturally bigger boned, more muscles, I pack on muscles and burn fat easily! My soul in my opinion has manifested some things into my body. I know power meditations are important, I wont lie, I don't do them on a daily basis due to my busy life. But I do what I can. Because of my body , I train like a man, basically that is saying, I train heavy, and eat like a man and to be honest, It actually works really well! I know a few told me I need to stick to whatever my biological gender is, well it is complicated.
Anyway I looked into the astrology. Well I have a sun in Taurus and moon in Aries.. and the rest of my chart showed aspects of a lot of warrior and masculine energy even a lot that is related to pluto, and saturn as well as Mars and some stars in place that gives me a lot of warrior energy, especially anger. I asked a friend of mine who is more proficient in astrology said that the reason why I feel "anger" a lot has nothing to do with my hormones but the placement of the stars in my chart and that it just seems like "leadership" or warrior is written all in my chart. Well also when I speak or write about stuff, it seems to pack a wallop to whatever I say and people get defensive when I am not trying to do anything, I am intimidating as well as intriguing.
So with that being said, I do not feel like Asian martial arts are for me at all, I like mma or even boxing, a Western form. Do any of you have any suggestion on what I can do to improve in these areas and any of the geotia that can help with that?