tips for dealing with the cleaning process?

[Way_Seeker6661]

power meditation is bringing to the surface my repressed emotions. i know it's necessary and for the better but it fucking drowning me. pain is the first. breaking down in tears, little things push me off the edge. tonight i had to give up on the girl i love, i feel fucking suicidal. and i know its just the minute beginings. i'm worried i won't cope. i don't wanna give up. how can i get myself thru this?

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

I went through the same thing over the weekend. I vibrated the rune Wunjo, it banishes depression and raises confidence and self-esteem. Use Gold energy for your aura too, it's for happiness and self-confidence. Do it in the hour of Sun if you can, daily for as long as you want. You do need to deal with the repressed emotions, but you don't have to "feel" them as much as you are.

Hope this helps. I felt the effects immediately.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Way_Seeker666" <way_seeker666@... wrote:

power meditation is bringing to the surface my repressed emotions. i know it's necessary and for the better but it fucking drowning me. pain is the first. breaking down in tears, little things push me off the edge. tonight i had to give up on the girl i love, i feel fucking suicidal. and i know its just the minute beginings. i'm worried i won't cope. i don't wanna give up. how can i get myself thru this?

 

[Way_Seeker6661]

Thanks Lydia!
I didn't realize that i don't have to feel the full force of these emotions to find freedom from them. that's a relief..