This world is getting better... :) And it's not just you...

[Light Yagami]

Hello! After some intense contemplation, I've come to realize that this world is getting better... and it's not just us who are changing it. I want everyone to realize this -or at least the people who tend to take things too seriously and at times feel hopeless for all the things that need to be changed so that we can re-create a Golden Era...
For all this time I had gotten used to seeing the wrongs of the humans around me. Although I DID (and still do) believe and *know* that humans are kind and beautiful creatures by nature (we have Satan's blood after all ), I realized that I would never truly note the good, beautiful things that happen in society; and rather, I would emphasize the negative ones, thinking of them over and over again, feeling troubled and responsible for what *I* have to do, in order to change all the wrongs... But this is not right. I am, but one person, and the humanity is vast compared to me. I am not all. I can not "save" all. I do try, in my own ways, to help humanity, to help the people I love, to help my Brothers and Sisters in Satan... But I'm not able to save *all* and everyone.
And I was feeling bad for this. I was feeling horrible. Why can't I change the world? Why can't I save the people who are in pain? Why can't I heal everyone, but also make them understand that it's Satan who gave me the knowledge of healing? Why can't I tell them the truth? Why can't I make people see the true issues they have in their souls, while it's so easy for me to see?
I am, but one person. One human. Since I want to, so badly, why can't I do it?
That was my thinking... For so long, so many years, I hadn't even understood it myself until now.I was constantly thinking that I was alone in this. I was alone, and the entire world was depending on me to save them. I was responsible for all of them; *I* would be the one who would change everything, because people depend on me (even if they don't know it themselves xD).
I was living with such a big and heavy lie for so long and I still can't believe that I saw through it.
I am not alone. YOU are not alone. We are not alone. It's not just us who wish to change the world... Of course, when you think about people who wish to change the world, you'll first think of your Brothers and Sisters, right? But it's not just us... Everywhere around you... Everywhere. People devote their lives, their professions for this change they so desperately wish to achieve. Policemen, doctors, even lawyers. Sure thing, there are the corrupted ones as well but for now do not try to find the needles in the haystack. I can assure you that there are also some jews in this group who post messages vividly and act like they're with us. But that won't pass. The dirt will perish. Because we are not as weak as a haystack, and they're not as strong as the needles.
The thing is, everyone strives for this change... Everyone tries in their own way to save the world, and for all these years I just... couldn't see it. I thought I was the only one. I thought people suffered because I wasn't good and strong enough in order to save them. But these people are not waiting for "me". They are not waiting for one person to give a temporary relief for their pain. They wish to see the change... To see the world change. Someone will save them, sure, but if the world doesn't change in itself, then the problems will re-occur again and again, in another place, in another time... One mere person will not bring the change. It's ALL of us, united, Brothers, Sisters and even the ones who are without, who strive through their own struggles and feats to achieve this change, to see humanity happy again, to help people see the goodness that exists in their souls. (hey, obviously I'm not talking about the jews here.... NOR the christians. You don't "save" someone by taking him to the church. You save someone by putting in jail the one who hurt him, by giving him justice etc etc etc)
So, if you are one of those people who tend to believe that the entire world is resting on your shoulders, please stop believing that... This is not true. Obviously, you'll be one needed link to the chain who will bring the change in this world, but it's not only you... It's not *just* you. You are not alone. Do not get discouraged if you're not strong enough; you *will* be really powerful before you realize it but the entire world will still be too much for just you to handle. And you *don't* need to do it alone. People you don't even know, are changing the world as you read these words...

One more thing I'd like to add... A contemplation I realized (or, it would be more proper to say "a contemplation my Guardian made me realize" ) is that the people who are without and try to change this world, they do it by aiming towards specific groups. To be more precise: the policemen will help the victims. The doctors will help the patients. The lawyers will bring justice. While WE, as Spiritual Satanists, help the entire world all together. By doing group rituals, and even by sending energy to our Gods, by spreading the truth on the Internet and on the streets by putting little stickers with the joyofSatan site here and there, we are helping ALL of humanity ALL TOGETHER. Not just one person. Not even a "group of people". Our power is fierce and together, we are literally limitless... This is the truth. This is our real nature. This is what humanity was always meant to be!
HAIL SATAN!HAIL TO OUR VICTORY!

 

[exarkuun1991]

Right, more people working on the same task is an amplification of energy far greater than the sum of its parts.
Good point, but I mostly gave up on helping mankind personally. I'd rather destroy our enemy and let things go from there, than spend energy assisting(majoritively alone) the masses. Energy can be better applied than just throwing it out.
I'm not 100% sure what I took away from this, though, but helping people..yeah we're not alone.Doesn't mean all their energy is clean or positive though; even negative energy can slip into a positive working, if not trained.

 

[Light Yagami]

Well, even for destroying the enemy... Are you doing it only for yourself? Did you participate in the group ritual about reversing the bible's curses? This *was* done for the entire Gentile race, you know?
Ah, but I'm disappointed that I couldn't get my message across... What I pretty much wanted to say is that our Brothers and Sisters should not carry the entire world's burden on their shoulders. You specifically (and many others) might not feel that way, but I do believe that some others have the tendency of feeling too responsible for the pain that exists in the world in general. But the world doesn't wait just for us to save them. Στις 3:06 π.μ. Δευτέρα, 14 Απριλίου 2014, ο/η "exarkuun1991@..." <exarkuun1991@... έγραψε:
  Right, more people working on the same task is an amplification of energy far greater than the sum of its parts.
Good point, but I mostly gave up on helping mankind personally. I'd rather destroy our enemy and let things go from there, than spend energy assisting(majoritively alone) the masses. Energy can be better applied than just throwing it out.
I'm not 100% sure what I took away from this, though, but helping people..yeah we're not alone.Doesn't mean all their energy is clean or positive though; even negative energy can slip into a positive working, if not trained.

 

[Hector Earl]

This was a good point to bring up. It was a very interesting read. I haven't felt as weighed down as some but reading your words is helpful in relieving unnecessary burdens. Thanks for this.
Ave Satanas!Hail Halphas!  On Monday, April 14, 2014 5:24 AM, Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:
  Well, even for destroying the enemy... Are you doing it only for yourself? Did you participate in the group ritual about reversing the bible's curses? This *was* done for the entire Gentile race, you know?
Ah, but I'm disappointed that I couldn't get my message across... What I pretty much wanted to say is that our Brothers and Sisters should not carry the entire world's burden on their shoulders. You specifically (and many others) might not feel that way, but I do believe that some others have the tendency of feeling too responsible for the pain that exists in the world in general. But the world doesn't wait just for us to save them. Στις 3:06 π.μ. Δευτέρα, 14 Απριλίου 2014, ο/η "exarkuun1991@..." <exarkuun1991@... έγραψε:
  Right, more people working on the same task is an amplification of energy far greater than the sum of its parts.
Good point, but I mostly gave up on helping mankind personally. I'd rather destroy our enemy and let things go from there, than spend energy assisting(majoritively alone) the masses. Energy can be better applied than just throwing it out.
I'm not 100% sure what I took away from this, though, but helping people..yeah we're not alone.Doesn't mean all their energy is clean or positive though; even negative energy can slip into a positive working, if not trained.

 

[iorost]

I would also just like to say that I have felt this way too, but it turned me into a total douche. Instead of trying to help people, myself, or the Gods I made a fool of them and I by lashing out with anger at anyone who opposed my opinion of the truth. I lost most my family and friends stubbornly enforcing the facts of government corruption...of the corruption of mankind by the death cult we all hate. I had to learn the hard way why Satan says not to TELL ANYONE you are his follower, and that brainwashed people don't want to know the truth. It's better to just try to rid yourself of this burden of wanting to help mankind and not let it get twisted into hatred of your race. If you have loved ones who are completely deluded and there's no chance they'll see the light, let them live in ignorance and try to act "normal" around them. It'll help them keep their 'sanity' while you work with your kin to destroy the enemy. You're right we really need to work TOGETHER as a whole!

 

[exarkuun1991]

Thanks..you just told my subconscious something: I am still carrying regret for something that I did, had to be done, and have never recovered from it..I buried it deep..it has really messed up my mentality, and I am pretty much trying to escape nihilism, but feel like I cannot. As for the reversing one, if it was last month's, I screwed up the date I got the week wrong, thinking it was next week. I will be doing this upcoming one though. We have a global problem, but plenty of people to assist. You are right. It is pointless to shoulder a huge burden like that alone. And I am really selfish. That's me. I'm not against helping, but I need to awaken as much as I can to assist. Deeper trances, better energy sensing and direction, and just in general a stronger drive to do energy workings.