The Gods #80083 Why is my life so awful and how can you help me change it?

[Ask Satya Operator]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

 

[Egon]

• Follow consistently a meditation program, start with the basic Awareness meditations: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Aware.php
• Clean your chakras and aura daily: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses.php
• Do yoga daily: https://libraryofthoth.org/Yoga_Routine.html
• Deprogramming your mind: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Freeing_the_Mind_from_Christianity_and_Islam.php
• Read the Ethics: https://www.templeofzeus.org/EthicsOftheGods.php
• From the Ethics above, you need to apply Bravery, you must overcome your fear of people and keep searching for a job - maybe a physical activity where you meet people, and doing daily Yoga will increase your vitality and confidence.

Aren't there any freelance jobs you can do? Doesn't your country have delivery Apps where you can make food delivery by bicycle without an employer?
Even if not, any country needs people in construction work - they would hardly not want you, or places that need a delivery person. Then learn about investments and save some of your income to invest in your future.