The Gods #80083 Why is my life so awful and how can you help me change it?

[Ask Satya Operator]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

 

[Egon]

• Follow consistently a meditation program, start with the basic Awareness meditations: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Aware.php
• Clean your chakras and aura daily: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Returning_Curses.php
• Do yoga daily: https://libraryofthoth.org/Yoga_Routine.html
• Deprogramming your mind: https://www.templeofzeus.org/Freeing_the_Mind_from_Christianity_and_Islam.php
• Read the Ethics: https://www.templeofzeus.org/EthicsOftheGods.php
• From the Ethics above, you need to apply Bravery, you must overcome your fear of people and keep searching for a job - maybe a physical activity where you meet people, and doing daily Yoga will increase your vitality and confidence.

Aren't there any freelance jobs you can do? Doesn't your country have delivery Apps where you can make food delivery by bicycle without an employer?
Even if not, any country needs people in construction work - they would hardly not want you, or places that need a delivery person. Then learn about investments and save some of your income to invest in your future.

 

[earth.air2222]

An don't forget aura of protection,this plus aura cleaning can do wonders,but listen to
Egon advice to. and as for protection it can shield you from the enemies of mankind, and toxic people in general I know not all gentiles are cupcakes and rainbows especially if they are christian some of the worst are of the abrahamic faiths

 

[Night Sky]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

Suicide won't fix anything. You will be reincarnated into the same place.
I think you need to follow the meditation programs and then do money spells.

 

[logicalmind]

You need to put yourself on the real path of Zevism.

 

[WiseDragon]

The Gods would never give you something you cannot handle. Have this mentality, and know that you can handle and overcome any situation you find yourself in. Be resourceful and be relentless. Egon gave you some excellent advice.

 

[WishtoTimeTravel]

Suicide won't fix anything. You will be reincarnated into the same place.
I think you need to follow the meditation programs and then do money spells.

Suicide is an exceptionally hard topic.

 

[solosince1995]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

The yoga and meditations are good ideas. Your 20 years old, you want to move possibly into the states which I think personally is a horrible idea because it’s influence rn isn’t the best .. and what are you bisexual or something? Thats no reason to feel bad.. your 20 years old and you’ve found some great tools to elevate and aid yourself. With all of your posts of all of your crises that come out of nowhere (no offense) have you ever just meditated and did yoga and did it without trying to manifest something your simply not magically ready do and just, meditated for for a good while to reach a higher state of consciousness or well being? Even if it’s only for about an hour or so? Do you meditate that long or is it like somewho have all the gigantic ideas and meditate for maybe 15 mins, say they do yoga but they’re posture and vibrance of there being and character says otherwise, or vibrate a set of mantras and say a couple affirmations and consider it a “working”? What changes are you really making within yourself to have a better idea of the type of life and existence you want to live and exist in?

 

[krysalis88]

Am 20 years old from a third world country still live with my parents growed up in a very religious society and allways hated everything Everything is so expensive, even the most basic shit like bread People are ignorant and know nothing about modern world i was a believer using that abrahamic religon as a coping until eventually i was aware how retarded that was i would just rot in my room for waiting for something interesting nope nothing i tried getting a job but couldn't find any i thought maybe i could leave this shit joke of a nation and get visa but still can't afford to go to another country. also i am scared of talking to people or what they’ll think of me and i’m very sexually frustrated due to being raised in a very conservative environment and there is no dating culture like in the west my question how can i change my life for the best? how can you help me out of this misery? i can't continue like that i've considered sucide multiple times but then i thought it was the dumbest way to get rid of my problems

You're still young, don't give up yet! As time passes, you'll realize that most people don't change because they are all comfortable in their own situation. They keep complaining about themselves, but don't make a decision to change their lives. Follow the good tips above that everyone gave you. There are also opportunities in grocery stores, supermarkets, cooking, gardening. If you don't really like none of the options long-term, you can try to save money and make your own business, even if it is something small and cheap. Try to observe what other people do for a living where you are at, check if there is something that your city doesn't have, see if there is anything that you could do better. Even if you try something and it doesn't turn as intended, lift your head high and keep trying, even if you have to start from the scratch again. The situation now isn't the best, but time rewards who keeps moving forward. As for the dating issues, try to focus on yourself first and get out of the bad environment. Try to meet some new people, don't bother much about their age, sometimes people outside of our own family can try to help you. Sometimes it is simply just a bad moment in your life and suddenly the unexpected happens. Just be more open to new opportunities and don't dismiss them by a simple judgement.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

The Gods would never give you something you cannot handle.

These christian-style arguments are nonsense. Children are born and die minutes later from all sorts of things, others die a couple of months/years later. They couldn't handle these things. Life constantly throws things at people that they couldn't handle. It's just the way it is.

To the OP, life is harsh. Make do with what you got. Just be glad it isn't worse. It could always be worse.

Try to improve your life in whatever way you can. Use every advantage you get. Developing magickal abilities is a good way to do this so working on your chakras.

Find a skill you enjoy and try to make money from it somehow, and yes keep trying to find a job you can at least tolerate to then work on your passion later to mkae money from that passion.

 

[Zombieboy]

Please remember that things can get better.
Especially if you follow the excellent advice provided above.
Many of us come from hard circumstances and I have personally felt like I could not overcome certain situations or I felt trapped, many of us have.
Your life can change for the better beyond what you can conceive..
But this takes action, hard work, perseverance , and time .
May the Gods guide you

 

[WiseDragon]

These christian-style arguments are nonsense. Children are born and die minutes later from all sorts of things, others die a couple of months/years later. They couldn't handle these things. Life constantly throws things at people that they couldn't handle. It's just the way it is.

Yeah yeah, I know there will always be exceptions. But you should know by now that people on this Path aren't randoms, we have Guardians shielding us from what we cannot handle, and with our own spiritual efforts we can overcome these bigger calamities of life.

One thing I want to point out, is that I found it very common for people with very pessimistic attitudes towards life to always find the 'exception to the rule' when some encouragement is given. Always having to find the exception/s where the advice doesn't work. Always having to find the problem in the solution. This is very common with people who never accomplish anything in life (I'm not saying it's your case, just speaking in general now).

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Yeah yeah, I know there will always be exceptions. But you should know by now that people on this Path aren't randoms, we have Guardians shielding us from what we cannot handle, and with our own spiritual efforts we can overcome these bigger calamities of life.

One thing I want to point out, is that I found it very common for people with very pessimistic attitudes towards life to always find the 'exception to the rule' when some encouragement is given. Always having to find the exception/s where the advice doesn't work. Always having to find the problem in the solution. This is very common with people who never accomplish anything in life (I'm not saying it's your case, just speaking in general now).

I've simply heard the same thing from xians who say "God won't ever give you something you can't handle". The children dying is one counter example to this. There are many others.

The general rule is that life throws things at you, sometimes good and sometimes bad. What determined that you weren't born as a 50 IQ Pigmy? Luck. You could say the Gods decide what kind of racial soul you are and how you reincarnate, but even that is still luck. You didn't earn anything to be in the soul and body of the race you're in. And even beyond race you didn't earn your IQ level, your temperament, the culture you were raised in, the genetic predipositions for your bodily and mental health, and so on.

What did you do to deserve to be born in a healthy, high IQ body? What did the Pigmy do to earn their state? Nothing.

Nature isn't good or evil, it rewards/curses according to its laws. Pessimism would be me saying it's all bad, not necessarily. Have you ever questioned why you were "chosen"? What did you do to earn that? Piety? The xians and muslims have plenty of that. Crittical thinking? That's determined by how intelligent you are, not under your control. Morals? Again laregely a genetic thing and also heavily influenced by the culture you were raised in.

People strongly underestimate how much of what they are and have currently is just a result of pure luck. I'm not saying some didn't become greater through hard work, that's obviously the case as well, but even the will to work hard has genetic and environmental causes that are largely out of one's control.

 

[Henu the Great]

Yeah yeah, I know there will always be exceptions. But you should know by now that people on this Path aren't randoms, we have Guardians shielding us from what we cannot handle, and with our own spiritual efforts we can overcome these bigger calamities of life.

One thing I want to point out, is that I found it very common for people with very pessimistic attitudes towards life to always find the 'exception to the rule' when some encouragement is given. Always having to find the exception/s where the advice doesn't work. Always having to find the problem in the solution. This is very common with people who never accomplish anything in life (I'm not saying it's your case, just speaking in general now).

It should be noted that part of the creation/destruction process that is ongoing at every moment of existence, there will be 'ugly' things from our perspective, since we are stuck in a 'low vibrational' state. This includes suffering. It is part of nature, and will be handled differently as we collectively evolve. It might sound cliché, but we are heralds of a new age, and generally, those who make things right. Even if it may seem like a slow process, the process is ongoing nevertheless.

 

[WiseDragon]

It should be noted that part of the creation/destruction process that is ongoing at every moment of existence, there will be 'ugly' things from our perspective, since we are stuck in a 'low vibrational' state. This includes suffering. It is part of nature, and will be handled differently as we collectively evolve. It might sound cliché, but we are heralds of a new age, and generally, those who make things right. Even if it may seem like a slow process, the process is ongoing nevertheless.

Absolutely, I'm not claiming that we won't suffer, at all. I'm just saying that we can handle it, and overcome it. There is so much to learn about one's pain and loss in life, it's part of the process.

We all need to go through this process in life, Saturn is there for everyone, but people on this Path are different, we have the tools to overcome this brutal side of life and come out much wiser and better in every way.

The mentality of 'I can handle and overcome any situation I find myself in, no matter what', is extremely powerful and helpful, and if I'm not mistaken, it was also mentioned by HP Hooded Cobra.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

I've simply heard the same thing from xians who say "God won't ever give you something you can't handle". The children dying is one counter example to this. There are many others.

The general rule is that life throws things at you, sometimes good and sometimes bad. What determined that you weren't born as a 50 IQ Pigmy? Luck. You could say the Gods decide what kind of racial soul you are and how you reincarnate, but even that is still luck. You didn't earn anything to be in the soul and body of the race you're in. And even beyond race you didn't earn your IQ level, your temperament, the culture you were raised in, the genetic predipositions for your bodily and mental health, and so on.

What did you do to deserve to be born in a healthy, high IQ body? What did the Pigmy do to earn their state? Nothing.

Nature isn't good or evil, it rewards/curses according to its laws. Pessimism would be me saying it's all bad, not necessarily. Have you ever questioned why you were "chosen"? What did you do to earn that? Piety? The xians and muslims have plenty of that. Crittical thinking? That's determined by how intelligent you are, not under your control. Morals? Again laregely a genetic thing and also heavily influenced by the culture you were raised in.

People strongly underestimate how much of what they are and have currently is just a result of pure luck. I'm not saying some didn't become greater through hard work, that's obviously the case as well, but even the will to work hard has genetic and environmental causes that are largely out of one's control.

This is why gratitude is extremely important. Be thankful to the Gods everyday that you're in the state you're in and that they allowed you to discover the truth and become a Zevist.

Most won't get that luxury.

What exactly you or I did to get this gift is still a mystery to me. Once I achieve proper communication with the Gods, I will hopefully get answers to the boatloads of questions that I have.

 

[Henu the Great]

This is why gratitude is extremely important. Be thankful to the Gods everyday that you're in the state you're in and that they allowed you to discover the truth and become a Zevist.

Most won't get that luxury.

What exactly you or I did to get this gift is still a mystery to me. Once I achieve proper communication with the Gods, I will hopefully get answers to the boatloads of questions that I have.

You can journal and pray to Gods right away, and this facilitates a beginning in communication. Communication does come in levels, and levels below direct verbal communication should not be disregarded. Personally, I can not hear very well, but my soul still understands when I connect properly.

 

[WiseDragon]

And even beyond race you didn't earn your IQ level, your temperament, the culture you were raised in, the genetic predipositions for your bodily and mental health, and so on.

What did you do to deserve to be born in a healthy, high IQ body? What did the Pigmy do to earn their state? Nothing. ...

Many qualities and talents you attribute to 'pure luck' are also due to things one did or didn't do in previous lifetimes. Your past lifetimes, the character you displayed, the choices you made, heavily influence your situation today. Don't forget that.

I'm not saying some didn't become greater through hard work, that's obviously the case as well, but even the will to work hard has genetic and environmental causes that are largely out of one's control.

Environment and genetics are surely factors, but at the end of the day to work hard is a decision. Even if it's more difficult for you, you can still make that decision and do it. There are no excuses.

“Courage isn't having the strength to go on - it is going on when you don't have strength.” - Napoleon Bonaparte