thanks for all the answers :-)

[incogni2_89]

I can feel that my time is close, that i will do what is right, and that would be to do the dedication, but i have no rituale tools, and i have problems my consentration.. And i have trouble too dedicate myself to meditate and doing what i must too empower myself. i know i have asked alot of questions and i feel like a pain in the ass..
I just need a little tips on how to consentrate and how too dedicate my lazy ass start empowering myself.. i'm afraid that the gods will get angry with me if i don't do what i must.