i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
somebody witha testimony help me
rjamaloodeen1 min to read
Let's get one thing quickly sorted out for all our other members who are reading this, as I'm sure they are as curious (if less so) as I. You say you were a Satanist but you went back to xianity. Have you ever done the dedication ritual?
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, May 27, 2013 6:30 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
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Let's get one thing quickly sorted out for all our other members who are reading this, as I'm sure they are as curious (if less so) as I. You say you were a Satanist but you went back to xianity. Have you ever done the dedication ritual?
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, May 27, 2013 6:30 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
Spiritual Satanism is not a place for those looking to jump between whatever suits them at the time. Nor is it a place for those looking to joing 'cause my friends are Satanists. Satanism is for the strong and persistant.
If practicing Satanism is what you enjoy, then I don't see what the problem or confusion is. Do what you feel is right for you, and what you enjoy. Not what everyone else is doing, or what your 'friends' say.
Satanism shouldn't be something you become a part of because people are telilng you to, or not to. It should be a personal decision on your own. If it feels right for you, go with it. If you don't feel right in Satanism, then it isn't for you. Stop expecting other people to dictate what you should feel and who you should follow. And instead listen to and follow your own thoughts and feelings. Make up your OWN mind based on your OWN experiances and feelings.
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In , rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
Spiritual Satanism is not a place for those looking to jump between whatever suits them at the time. Nor is it a place for those looking to joing 'cause my friends are Satanists. Satanism is for the strong and persistant.
If practicing Satanism is what you enjoy, then I don't see what the problem or confusion is. Do what you feel is right for you, and what you enjoy. Not what everyone else is doing, or what your 'friends' say.
Satanism shouldn't be something you become a part of because people are telilng you to, or not to. It should be a personal decision on your own. If it feels right for you, go with it. If you don't feel right in Satanism, then it isn't for you. Stop expecting other people to dictate what you should feel and who you should follow. And instead listen to and follow your own thoughts and feelings. Make up your OWN mind based on your OWN experiances and feelings.
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In , rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
From what I read ,this is classic inner conflict. You probably already know what people here will say concerning which religion to practice so I won't say anything about that. But,why can't you meditate,I wonder. There is nothing in any of the meditations that directly oppose any religious path. It is the religious paths that raise the issue against meditation. Why? Meditation puts the power into YOUR hands instead of begging and "believing". Meditate on that a spell and if you do return to the infernal fold- welcome back!
------------------------------
On Wed, May 29, 2013 5:07 PM PDT Fletcher Fawcett wrote:
dear rjmaloodeen;
i think you should come back to us, back to satanism, because he is calling you, and also, your guardian demoness misses you, i can feel it as i write this, right now. i don't know why your ritual failed. maybe it didn't fail. maybe it was the wrong place at the wrong time. anyway, i think you should give it another try, and dont do any rituals until you are fully re established in satanism. you could try drawing their sigils, and meditating on them, at home, in the peace and quiet of your room. if you want to see them, all the sigils of the demons and demonesses are availbale on the JoS website under "the Gods of Elysium." a sigil is a signature of the entity to which it belongs, and it contains its energy in anagrammatic form, so you can strengthen the bond between you. why not try communicating in this simple way with astaroth [known in ancient egypt as isis, in persia as ishtar]. she and i have a special bond, and i hope she can help rekindkle your old
spiritual fire too.
anyway, that 's really all i can do to help you. i hope all goes well for you in the future.
sincerely, fletcherfawcett
writing to you from canada
--- On Mon, 5/27/13, [ email redacted ] <[ email redacted ] wrote:
From: [ email redacted ] <[ email redacted ]
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
To:
Date: Monday, May 27, 2013, 5:30 PM
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
From what I read ,this is classic inner conflict. You probably already know what people here will say concerning which religion to practice so I won't say anything about that. But,why can't you meditate,I wonder. There is nothing in any of the meditations that directly oppose any religious path. It is the religious paths that raise the issue against meditation. Why? Meditation puts the power into YOUR hands instead of begging and "believing". Meditate on that a spell and if you do return to the infernal fold- welcome back!
------------------------------
On Wed, May 29, 2013 5:07 PM PDT Fletcher Fawcett wrote:
dear rjmaloodeen;
i think you should come back to us, back to satanism, because he is calling you, and also, your guardian demoness misses you, i can feel it as i write this, right now. i don't know why your ritual failed. maybe it didn't fail. maybe it was the wrong place at the wrong time. anyway, i think you should give it another try, and dont do any rituals until you are fully re established in satanism. you could try drawing their sigils, and meditating on them, at home, in the peace and quiet of your room. if you want to see them, all the sigils of the demons and demonesses are availbale on the JoS website under "the Gods of Elysium." a sigil is a signature of the entity to which it belongs, and it contains its energy in anagrammatic form, so you can strengthen the bond between you. why not try communicating in this simple way with astaroth [known in ancient egypt as isis, in persia as ishtar]. she and i have a special bond, and i hope she can help rekindkle your old
spiritual fire too.
anyway, that 's really all i can do to help you. i hope all goes well for you in the future.
sincerely, fletcherfawcett
writing to you from canada
--- On Mon, 5/27/13, [ email redacted ] <[ email redacted ] wrote:
From: [ email redacted ] <[ email redacted ]
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
To:
Date: Monday, May 27, 2013, 5:30 PM
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
Well i feel sad for just reading your words 3 years of knowing the truth
and then you walk back to believe in horrible lie ! .. you are taking about having a Zevism friends i don't have any Zevism Friends but in these groups i contact them through here feels them in how they feel ask and help as possible and they are my FAMILY , Demons are around me and i even spoke to our father Satan and he helps me so many times in my life , if you call the God's and Demons and you notes nothing ! that means you are Spiritually NOT open enough to communicate them, then you need to work on your self and empower your self THROUGH meditations knowing which the right ones for you to get start with , you don't just sit around and complaint ! Get to know SATAN more and learn everyone of us has a Personal relationship with our father Satan ,, Christianity is nothing but a lie and your Your soul will be Lost in this life if you follow Christian's bullshit
it's really up to you in such a Decision
HAIL SATAN
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Well i feel sad for just reading your words 3 years of knowing the truth
and then you walk back to believe in horrible lie ! .. you are taking about having a Zevism friends i don't have any Zevism Friends but in these groups i contact them through here feels them in how they feel ask and help as possible and they are my FAMILY , Demons are around me and i even spoke to our father Satan and he helps me so many times in my life , if you call the God's and Demons and you notes nothing ! that means you are Spiritually NOT open enough to communicate them, then you need to work on your self and empower your self THROUGH meditations knowing which the right ones for you to get start with , you don't just sit around and complaint ! Get to know SATAN more and learn everyone of us has a Personal relationship with our father Satan ,, Christianity is nothing but a lie and your Your soul will be Lost in this life if you follow Christian's bullshit
it's really up to you in such a Decision
HAIL SATAN
A reason too come back?
well.
It's worth it, I promise. On every single level.
Just bite the bullet, commit, it could take years, but it's worth it.
First of all as a Spiritual Satanist, you should only be worshipping Satan. Secondly christianity is a crock of shit, the church is the grave. Your inspiration is out there. Find it, grab it, never let it go.
Do you like the idea of alien's feasting on your soul every time you pray?
Hail Satan!
--- In , rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
A reason too come back?
well.
It's worth it, I promise. On every single level.
Just bite the bullet, commit, it could take years, but it's worth it.
First of all as a Spiritual Satanist, you should only be worshipping Satan. Secondly christianity is a crock of shit, the church is the grave. Your inspiration is out there. Find it, grab it, never let it go.
Do you like the idea of alien's feasting on your soul every time you pray?
Hail Satan!
--- In , rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
Greetings@ rjamaloodeen are you so weak and feeble minded that you need the testimony of other people to help you decide. I dedicated on 21 Dec 2009 have not yet seen any of the Gods/Goddesses or Deamons have only felt them.If you are depending on other peoples testimony it is better if you stay away.My GD is Agares have only felt her energy and the energy of the other gods. In the late 80s when i was in college there was this song,either with Rocky 2 or 3 I dont remember because me and my friends watched all the 4 rocky movies together on VHS in one day, and from that time on it became our anthem. Now also when i am not in the mood for meditation there are 2 songs i listen to which gets me in the proper frame of mind. Both are theme songs . Try it out , maybe it is because you cannot meditate properly you are talking like that.WE DEPEND ON OURSELVES NOT ON OTHER PEOPLE.OUR GODS POINT US IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION AND ARE THERE TO HELP US.THEY NEVER ABANDON US
The 2 songs are Eye of the Tiger from Rocky
http://youtu.be/VgSMxY6asoE
The other one is theme song from Chariots of fire
http://youtu.be/RY3XiM7oGj0
What you need is a few sessions of proper meditations maybe these two pieces will put you in that frame .
Please dont trade your passion (independence, satanism) for glory(false promise ,short term material gains )
The theme of both these movies are they made it against all odds, when everything was stacked against them. One gets me in the mood for a fight the other calms me down , for me it is the best combination for starting my meditation as it keeps me focused. Hope it helps and never make up your mind on what other people tell you, it is only the weak who do so, the strong know what to do. WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH THE TOUGH GET GOING(the tough show the weak what stuff they are madE off)
ULF FRATER
WOLF(ULF)MAN............
From: High Priestess Myla Limlal <limlal8@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, June 13, 2013 9:27 AM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
Greetings@ rjamaloodeen are you so weak and feeble minded that you need the testimony of other people to help you decide. I dedicated on 21 Dec 2009 have not yet seen any of the Gods/Goddesses or Deamons have only felt them.If you are depending on other peoples testimony it is better if you stay away.My GD is Agares have only felt her energy and the energy of the other gods. In the late 80s when i was in college there was this song,either with Rocky 2 or 3 I dont remember because me and my friends watched all the 4 rocky movies together on VHS in one day, and from that time on it became our anthem. Now also when i am not in the mood for meditation there are 2 songs i listen to which gets me in the proper frame of mind. Both are theme songs . Try it out , maybe it is because you cannot meditate properly you are talking like that.WE DEPEND ON OURSELVES NOT ON OTHER PEOPLE.OUR GODS POINT US IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION AND ARE THERE TO HELP US.THEY NEVER ABANDON US
The 2 songs are Eye of the Tiger from Rocky
http://youtu.be/VgSMxY6asoE
The other one is theme song from Chariots of fire
http://youtu.be/RY3XiM7oGj0
What you need is a few sessions of proper meditations maybe these two pieces will put you in that frame .
Please dont trade your passion (independence, satanism) for glory(false promise ,short term material gains )
The theme of both these movies are they made it against all odds, when everything was stacked against them. One gets me in the mood for a fight the other calms me down , for me it is the best combination for starting my meditation as it keeps me focused. Hope it helps and never make up your mind on what other people tell you, it is only the weak who do so, the strong know what to do. WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH THE TOUGH GET GOING(the tough show the weak what stuff they are madE off)
ULF FRATER
WOLF(ULF)MAN............
From: High Priestess Myla Limlal <limlal8@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, June 13, 2013 9:27 AM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
no
--- In , "Peenss D'Milo" <darthxilon@... wrote:
A reason too come back?
well.
It's worth it, I promise. On every single level.
Just bite the bullet, commit, it could take years, but it's worth it.
First of all as a Spiritual Satanist, you should only be worshipping Satan. Secondly christianity is a crock of shit, the church is the grave. Your inspiration is out there. Find it, grab it, never let it go.
Do you like the idea of alien's feasting on your soul every time you pray?
Hail Satan!
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
no
--- In , "Peenss D'Milo" <darthxilon@... wrote:
A reason too come back?
well.
It's worth it, I promise. On every single level.
Just bite the bullet, commit, it could take years, but it's worth it.
First of all as a Spiritual Satanist, you should only be worshipping Satan. Secondly christianity is a crock of shit, the church is the grave. Your inspiration is out there. Find it, grab it, never let it go.
Do you like the idea of alien's feasting on your soul every time you pray?
Hail Satan!
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
you just reminded me of how at Christian churches they ask for money lol...I just had a inner conflict..your words weren't really inspiring but they made me laugh a little
--- In , magus_igni <magus_igni@... wrote:
Greetings
@ rjamaloodeen are you so weak and feeble minded that you need the testimony of other people to help you decide. I dedicated on 21 Dec 2009 have not yet seen any of the Gods/Goddesses or Deamons have only felt them.If you are depending on other peoples testimony it is better if you stay away.My GD is Agares have only felt her energy and the energy of the other gods. In the late 80s when i was in college there was this song,either with Rocky 2 or 3 I dont remember because me and my friends watched all the 4 rocky movies together on VHS in one day, and from that time on it became our anthem.
             Now also when i am not in the mood for meditation there are 2 songs i listen to which gets me in the proper frame of mind. Both are theme songs . Try it out , maybe it is because you cannot meditate properly you are talking like that.WE DEPEND ON OURSELVES NOT ON OTHER PEOPLE.OUR GODS POINT US IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION AND ARE THERE TO HELP US.THEY NEVER ABANDON US
  The 2 songs are Eye of the Tiger from Rocky
   http://youtu.be/VgSMxY6asoE
The other one is theme song from Chariots of fire
       http://youtu.be/RY3XiM7oGj0
 Â
   What you need is a few sessions of proper meditations maybe these two pieces will put you in that frame .   Â
   Â
Please dont trade your passion (independence, satanism) for glory(false promise ,short term material gains )
   Â
   The theme of both these movies are they made it against all odds, when everything was stacked against them. One gets me in the mood for a fight the other calms me down , for me it is the best combination for starting my meditation as it keeps me focused. Hope it helps and never make up your mind on what other people tell you, it is only the weak who do so, the strong know what to do.
 WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH THE TOUGH GET GOING(the tough show the weak what stuff they are madE off)
Â
ULF FRATER
WOLF(ULF)MAN............
________________________________
From: High Priestess Myla Limlal <limlal8@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, June 13, 2013 9:27 AM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Â
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
you just reminded me of how at Christian churches they ask for money lol...I just had a inner conflict..your words weren't really inspiring but they made me laugh a little
--- In , magus_igni <magus_igni@... wrote:
Greetings
@ rjamaloodeen are you so weak and feeble minded that you need the testimony of other people to help you decide. I dedicated on 21 Dec 2009 have not yet seen any of the Gods/Goddesses or Deamons have only felt them.If you are depending on other peoples testimony it is better if you stay away.My GD is Agares have only felt her energy and the energy of the other gods. In the late 80s when i was in college there was this song,either with Rocky 2 or 3 I dont remember because me and my friends watched all the 4 rocky movies together on VHS in one day, and from that time on it became our anthem.
             Now also when i am not in the mood for meditation there are 2 songs i listen to which gets me in the proper frame of mind. Both are theme songs . Try it out , maybe it is because you cannot meditate properly you are talking like that.WE DEPEND ON OURSELVES NOT ON OTHER PEOPLE.OUR GODS POINT US IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION AND ARE THERE TO HELP US.THEY NEVER ABANDON US
  The 2 songs are Eye of the Tiger from Rocky
   http://youtu.be/VgSMxY6asoE
The other one is theme song from Chariots of fire
       http://youtu.be/RY3XiM7oGj0
 Â
   What you need is a few sessions of proper meditations maybe these two pieces will put you in that frame .   Â
   Â
Please dont trade your passion (independence, satanism) for glory(false promise ,short term material gains )
   Â
   The theme of both these movies are they made it against all odds, when everything was stacked against them. One gets me in the mood for a fight the other calms me down , for me it is the best combination for starting my meditation as it keeps me focused. Hope it helps and never make up your mind on what other people tell you, it is only the weak who do so, the strong know what to do.
 WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH THE TOUGH GET GOING(the tough show the weak what stuff they are madE off)
Â
ULF FRATER
WOLF(ULF)MAN............
________________________________
From: High Priestess Myla Limlal <limlal8@...
To:
Sent: Thursday, June 13, 2013 9:27 AM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Â
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
thank you I havnt been on the e group in months but that was really inspiring.. nice too meet you my names Raza ?
--- In , Fletcher Fawcett <fletcherfawcett@... wrote:
dear rjmaloodeen;
i think you should come back to us, back to satanism, because he is calling you, and also, your guardian demoness misses you, i can feel it as i write this, right now. i don't know why your ritual failed. maybe it didn't fail. maybe it was the wrong place at the wrong time. anyway, i think you should give it another try, and dont do any rituals until you are fully re established in satanism. you could try drawing their sigils, and meditating on them, at home, in the peace and quiet of your room. if you want to see them, all the sigils of the demons and demonesses are availbale on the JoS website under "the Gods of Elysium." a sigil is a signature of the entity to which it belongs, and it contains its energy in anagrammatic form, so you can strengthen the bond between you. why not try communicating in this simple way with astaroth [known in ancient egypt as isis, in persia as ishtar]. she and i have a special bond, and i hope she can help rekindkle your old
spiritual fire too.
anyway, that 's really all i can do to help you. i hope all goes well for you in the future.
sincerely, fletcherfawcett
writing to you from canada
--- On Mon, 5/27/13, rjamaloodeen@... <rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
From: rjamaloodeen@... <rjamaloodeen@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
To:
Date: Monday, May 27, 2013, 5:30 PM
Â
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
thank you I havnt been on the e group in months but that was really inspiring.. nice too meet you my names Raza ?
--- In , Fletcher Fawcett <fletcherfawcett@... wrote:
dear rjmaloodeen;
i think you should come back to us, back to satanism, because he is calling you, and also, your guardian demoness misses you, i can feel it as i write this, right now. i don't know why your ritual failed. maybe it didn't fail. maybe it was the wrong place at the wrong time. anyway, i think you should give it another try, and dont do any rituals until you are fully re established in satanism. you could try drawing their sigils, and meditating on them, at home, in the peace and quiet of your room. if you want to see them, all the sigils of the demons and demonesses are availbale on the JoS website under "the Gods of Elysium." a sigil is a signature of the entity to which it belongs, and it contains its energy in anagrammatic form, so you can strengthen the bond between you. why not try communicating in this simple way with astaroth [known in ancient egypt as isis, in persia as ishtar]. she and i have a special bond, and i hope she can help rekindkle your old
spiritual fire too.
anyway, that 's really all i can do to help you. i hope all goes well for you in the future.
sincerely, fletcherfawcett
writing to you from canada
--- On Mon, 5/27/13, rjamaloodeen@... <rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
From: rjamaloodeen@... <rjamaloodeen@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
To:
Date: Monday, May 27, 2013, 5:30 PM
Â
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
of course I did the dedication ritual like 4 years ago lol I was a Satanist then I turned muslim the atheist my life revolved around drugs then I turned Satanist again then something really bad happened to me that made me turn to my Christian friends for help...I don't hate any religion for anything I appreciate my Christians friends I just wont have anything to do with their religion cause I miss Satanism and I don't feel any connection with the Christian god its like talking to a wall..ill be friends with somebody for that person not their religion lol..fuck it im probably gunna come back to Satanism what the hell if I think about it so much I might as well right ?
--- In , Logan Derrick <tim_tim_logan@... wrote:
Let's get one thing quickly sorted out for all our other members who are reading this, as I'm sure they are as curious (if less so) as I. You say you were a Satanist but you went back to xianity. Have you ever done the dedication ritual?Â
________________________________
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, May 27, 2013 6:30 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
Â
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
of course I did the dedication ritual like 4 years ago lol I was a Satanist then I turned muslim the atheist my life revolved around drugs then I turned Satanist again then something really bad happened to me that made me turn to my Christian friends for help...I don't hate any religion for anything I appreciate my Christians friends I just wont have anything to do with their religion cause I miss Satanism and I don't feel any connection with the Christian god its like talking to a wall..ill be friends with somebody for that person not their religion lol..fuck it im probably gunna come back to Satanism what the hell if I think about it so much I might as well right ?
--- In , Logan Derrick <tim_tim_logan@... wrote:
Let's get one thing quickly sorted out for all our other members who are reading this, as I'm sure they are as curious (if less so) as I. You say you were a Satanist but you went back to xianity. Have you ever done the dedication ritual?Â
________________________________
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, May 27, 2013 6:30 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
Â
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In , "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote:
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In , "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote:
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
last night I meditated and I talked to them lol my chakras are like dead I can barely feel them...in the past agares used to wake me up with a shaking sensation so id know its her lol..I used to meet my guardian demon in dreams...one thing im interested in now and was is getting stronger at meditating and opening my mind and I might try yoga.. have you ever summoned a demon ? or tried yoga ?
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 7:03 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
thank you I havnt been on the e group in months but that was really inspiring.. nice too meet you my names Raza ?
--- In mailto:, Fletcher Fawcett <fletcherfawcett@... wrote:
dear rjmaloodeen;
i think you should come back to us, back to satanism, because he is calling you, and also, your guardian demoness misses you, i can feel it as i write this, right now. i don't know why your ritual failed. maybe it didn't fail. maybe it was the wrong place at the wrong time. anyway, i think you should give it another try, and dont do any rituals until you are fully re established in satanism. you could try drawing their sigils, and meditating on them, at home, in the peace and quiet of your room. if you want to see them, all the sigils of the demons and demonesses are availbale on the JoS website under "the Gods of Elysium." a sigil is a signature of the entity to which it belongs, and it contains its energy in anagrammatic form, so you can strengthen the bond between you. why not try communicating in this simple way with astaroth [known in ancient egypt as isis, in persia as ishtar]. she and i have a special bond, and i hope she can help rekindkle your old
spiritual fire too.
anyway, that 's really all i can do to help you. i hope all goes well for you in the future.
sincerely, fletcherfawcett
writing to you from canada
--- On Mon, 5/27/13, rjamaloodeen@... <rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
From: rjamaloodeen@... <rjamaloodeen@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
To: mailto:
Date: Monday, May 27, 2013, 5:30 PM
Â
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
last night I meditated and I talked to them lol my chakras are like dead I can barely feel them...in the past agares used to wake me up with a shaking sensation so id know its her lol..I used to meet my guardian demon in dreams...one thing im interested in now and was is getting stronger at meditating and opening my mind and I might try yoga.. have you ever summoned a demon ? or tried yoga ?
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 7:03 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
thank you I havnt been on the e group in months but that was really inspiring.. nice too meet you my names Raza ?
--- In mailto:, Fletcher Fawcett <fletcherfawcett@... wrote:
dear rjmaloodeen;
i think you should come back to us, back to satanism, because he is calling you, and also, your guardian demoness misses you, i can feel it as i write this, right now. i don't know why your ritual failed. maybe it didn't fail. maybe it was the wrong place at the wrong time. anyway, i think you should give it another try, and dont do any rituals until you are fully re established in satanism. you could try drawing their sigils, and meditating on them, at home, in the peace and quiet of your room. if you want to see them, all the sigils of the demons and demonesses are availbale on the JoS website under "the Gods of Elysium." a sigil is a signature of the entity to which it belongs, and it contains its energy in anagrammatic form, so you can strengthen the bond between you. why not try communicating in this simple way with astaroth [known in ancient egypt as isis, in persia as ishtar]. she and i have a special bond, and i hope she can help rekindkle your old
spiritual fire too.
anyway, that 's really all i can do to help you. i hope all goes well for you in the future.
sincerely, fletcherfawcett
writing to you from canada
--- On Mon, 5/27/13, rjamaloodeen@... <rjamaloodeen@... wrote:
From: rjamaloodeen@... <rjamaloodeen@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] somebody witha testimony help me
To: mailto:
Date: Monday, May 27, 2013, 5:30 PM
Â
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In , "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote:
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In , "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote:
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
I thought a bit more, and would suggest reading HPS Pythia's sermons, both recent (2010) and older ones. I feel they would help you a lot, same with going over carefully the entire JoS site.
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 11:26:54 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In , "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote:
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
I thought a bit more, and would suggest reading HPS Pythia's sermons, both recent (2010) and older ones. I feel they would help you a lot, same with going over carefully the entire JoS site.
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 11:26:54 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In , "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote:
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
www.templeofzeus.org
--- In , rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god.. compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god.. compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
yes Christianity has always had hold on me I was raised catholic and I have close friends who are Christian who helped me get off cocaine but I shouldn't of done it in the first place..im the first secret Satanist in my family... this time I want it to be different im living a better life I want to try yoga and better meditation and summon the demon I really like....lol Satanism has a hold on me ive always been fascinated with demons an this religion since I was a teenager I just never advanced cuz I had problems..what special experiences have you had If I may ask ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
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yes Christianity has always had hold on me I was raised catholic and I have close friends who are Christian who helped me get off cocaine but I shouldn't of done it in the first place..im the first secret Satanist in my family... this time I want it to be different im living a better life I want to try yoga and better meditation and summon the demon I really like....lol Satanism has a hold on me ive always been fascinated with demons an this religion since I was a teenager I just never advanced cuz I had problems..what special experiences have you had If I may ask ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something