i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
somebody witha testimony help me
rjamaloodeen1 min to read
Yes.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:55:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god.. compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
Yes.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:55:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god.. compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
I had a problem with coke too. I am glad you are off it, that shit is hard to get off of.I am also the first secret Satanist in my family, although I did tell one close relative, and he's open to it but has his own reservations. He's agnostic.You sound enthusiastic and ambitious to try new things, that's a good sign! Never stop asking questions, never stop learning. :)Their energy is very strong and that They came through for me, in the ways I asked for Their help. It's a sacred experience. But you have to be psychically open (through opening and empowering your major and minor chakras) to sense, hear and feel Them.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:58:23 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yes Christianity has always had hold on me I was raised catholic and I have close friends who are Christian who helped me get off cocaine but I shouldn't of done it in the first place..im the first secret Satanist in my family... this time I want it to be different im living a better life I want to try yoga and better meditation and summon the demon I really like....lol Satanism has a hold on me ive always been fascinated with demons an this religion since I was a teenager I just never advanced cuz I had problems..what special experiences have you had If I may ask ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
I had a problem with coke too. I am glad you are off it, that shit is hard to get off of.I am also the first secret Satanist in my family, although I did tell one close relative, and he's open to it but has his own reservations. He's agnostic.You sound enthusiastic and ambitious to try new things, that's a good sign! Never stop asking questions, never stop learning. :)Their energy is very strong and that They came through for me, in the ways I asked for Their help. It's a sacred experience. But you have to be psychically open (through opening and empowering your major and minor chakras) to sense, hear and feel Them.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:58:23 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yes Christianity has always had hold on me I was raised catholic and I have close friends who are Christian who helped me get off cocaine but I shouldn't of done it in the first place..im the first secret Satanist in my family... this time I want it to be different im living a better life I want to try yoga and better meditation and summon the demon I really like....lol Satanism has a hold on me ive always been fascinated with demons an this religion since I was a teenager I just never advanced cuz I had problems..what special experiences have you had If I may ask ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
so like what happened
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 4:31 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Yes.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:55:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god.. compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php/ also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up http://www.templeofzeus.org/ --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
so like what happened
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 4:31 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Yes.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:55:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god.. compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php/ also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up http://www.templeofzeus.org/ --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
like I always been interested in summoning a demon what did they say to you did u get to see them...
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:31 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
I had a problem with coke too. I am glad you are off it, that shit is hard to get off of.I am also the first secret Satanist in my family, although I did tell one close relative, and he's open to it but has his own reservations. He's agnostic.You sound enthusiastic and ambitious to try new things, that's a good sign! Never stop asking questions, never stop learning. :)Their energy is very strong and that They came through for me, in the ways I asked for Their help. It's a sacred experience. But you have to be psychically open (through opening and empowering your major and minor chakras) to sense, hear and feel Them.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:58:23 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yes Christianity has always had hold on me I was raised catholic and I have close friends who are Christian who helped me get off cocaine but I shouldn't of done it in the first place..im the first secret Satanist in my family... this time I want it to be different im living a better life I want to try yoga and better meditation and summon the demon I really like....lol Satanism has a hold on me ive always been fascinated with demons an this religion since I was a teenager I just never advanced cuz I had problems..what special experiences have you had If I may ask ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
like I always been interested in summoning a demon what did they say to you did u get to see them...
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:31 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
I had a problem with coke too. I am glad you are off it, that shit is hard to get off of.I am also the first secret Satanist in my family, although I did tell one close relative, and he's open to it but has his own reservations. He's agnostic.You sound enthusiastic and ambitious to try new things, that's a good sign! Never stop asking questions, never stop learning. :)Their energy is very strong and that They came through for me, in the ways I asked for Their help. It's a sacred experience. But you have to be psychically open (through opening and empowering your major and minor chakras) to sense, hear and feel Them.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:58:23 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yes Christianity has always had hold on me I was raised catholic and I have close friends who are Christian who helped me get off cocaine but I shouldn't of done it in the first place..im the first secret Satanist in my family... this time I want it to be different im living a better life I want to try yoga and better meditation and summon the demon I really like....lol Satanism has a hold on me ive always been fascinated with demons an this religion since I was a teenager I just never advanced cuz I had problems..what special experiences have you had If I may ask ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up www.templeofzeus.org --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
Have you read the section about summoning Demons on the Joy of Satan group? Stuff like what is outlined, happened.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 7:45:44 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
so like what happened
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 4:31 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Yes.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:55:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god.. compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php/ also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up http://www.templeofzeus.org/ --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
Have you read the section about summoning Demons on the Joy of Satan group? Stuff like what is outlined, happened.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 7:45:44 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
so like what happened
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 4:31 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Yes.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:55:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god.. compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php/ also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious. It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has been christianized more then people realize.One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time. You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter. There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "rjamaloodeen@..." <rjamaloodeen@...
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is your idea of real Satanism by the way ?
--- In mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal" <limlal8@... wrote: if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism u would not go bck and try to meditate and advance get to know Father Satan Be patience and persistent everything does take time and work And dnt give up http://www.templeofzeus.org/ --- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote: i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me reasons to come back or personal story just something
Though I did not officially summon him, I have three times now been
visiteed by the Daemon, Lord Sorath. Why he hcose me, I honestly have
no idea; I guess he likes me? I dunno. But i any case, to say I feel
honoured is a major understatement! To be quite truthful, I am not
rather fascinated with the Lord Sorath; I mean, lord Andras is my GD
officially, but...I* dunno. Just omsething about aLord Sorath, I feel
drawn to him for osme unknown reason, I do hope andrs isn't jealous,
or angry; I ove him, he's my gd after all, but I feel especially drawn
to Lord Sorath, regardless. Does anyone here have a guess as to why? I
know for a fact that Lord Andras is my guardian, but s I say, lately I
have been feeling this...pull towards Sorath. I am become quite
fascinated with him. Lol.
The first time he spoke to me, we had a lengthy conversation...about
20 minutes, I htink it was. I do not remember all of waht he said to
me, but the3 few things I do remmber vividly: "You are like me, and
like my Lord. You are of the serpent blood. Do not despair! You will
obtain what it is you desire." And last, "Do not worry. When the time
comes, they will hear you. It is not yet time for them to hear your
words; when the time is right, they will listen." That alst was about
that I was upset that my attempts to spread the truth about Satnaism
seemed, well, rather fruitless. And I was just frustrated, and he told
me that in response. Other htings weree said; I remember asking him
what his nature was,as in, what was his 'job description' in Hell, as
it were. Don't quite rememberhis answers, sadly. But I was truck by
the fact that he was very kind throughout, like he was telling not to
despair when I was getting upset about the fact that me andmy fiancee,
also a dedicated Zevism, cannot yet get married as we are in a long
distance relationship for the pre3sent. Neither ofus have neough
wherwithal to move yet; I am going to ove out there, when the time is
right, but I cn't now because he is still living with his mom and it
just would not work. But he has to get enough money to afford to get
his own place and then we can e together. It is very frustrating, but
all the time I rembmer what Lord Sorath told me, not to despair and I
trust him. I will get wht I desire. REally, all I want is to marry my
darling, and then to help him in doing our Father's work. We want to
eventually start a Satanic temple of sorts.
On 7/24/13, Magus Immortalis <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Have you read the section about summoning Demons on the Joy of Satan group?
Stuff like what is outlined, happened.
________________________________
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 7:45:44 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
so like what happened
From: Magus Immortalis <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 4:31 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Yes.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:55:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but
recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear
things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol
is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to
what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god..
compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel
connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling
meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago
Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php/ also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious.
It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has
been christianized more then people realize.
One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from
these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord
Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.
Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they
are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time.
You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then
that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.
Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of
blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?
You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for
it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter.
There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "[ email redacted ]" <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing
planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my
chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed
demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian
friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is
your idea of real Satanism by the way ? --- In
mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal"
<limlal8@... wrote:
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
http://www.templeofzeus.org/
--- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a
year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a
christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to
theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any
reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning
but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me
reasons to come back or personal story just something
0
Though I did not officially summon him, I have three times now been
visiteed by the Daemon, Lord Sorath. Why he hcose me, I honestly have
no idea; I guess he likes me? I dunno. But i any case, to say I feel
honoured is a major understatement! To be quite truthful, I am not
rather fascinated with the Lord Sorath; I mean, lord Andras is my GD
officially, but...I* dunno. Just omsething about aLord Sorath, I feel
drawn to him for osme unknown reason, I do hope andrs isn't jealous,
or angry; I ove him, he's my gd after all, but I feel especially drawn
to Lord Sorath, regardless. Does anyone here have a guess as to why? I
know for a fact that Lord Andras is my guardian, but s I say, lately I
have been feeling this...pull towards Sorath. I am become quite
fascinated with him. Lol.
The first time he spoke to me, we had a lengthy conversation...about
20 minutes, I htink it was. I do not remember all of waht he said to
me, but the3 few things I do remmber vividly: "You are like me, and
like my Lord. You are of the serpent blood. Do not despair! You will
obtain what it is you desire." And last, "Do not worry. When the time
comes, they will hear you. It is not yet time for them to hear your
words; when the time is right, they will listen." That alst was about
that I was upset that my attempts to spread the truth about Satnaism
seemed, well, rather fruitless. And I was just frustrated, and he told
me that in response. Other htings weree said; I remember asking him
what his nature was,as in, what was his 'job description' in Hell, as
it were. Don't quite rememberhis answers, sadly. But I was truck by
the fact that he was very kind throughout, like he was telling not to
despair when I was getting upset about the fact that me andmy fiancee,
also a dedicated Zevism, cannot yet get married as we are in a long
distance relationship for the pre3sent. Neither ofus have neough
wherwithal to move yet; I am going to ove out there, when the time is
right, but I cn't now because he is still living with his mom and it
just would not work. But he has to get enough money to afford to get
his own place and then we can e together. It is very frustrating, but
all the time I rembmer what Lord Sorath told me, not to despair and I
trust him. I will get wht I desire. REally, all I want is to marry my
darling, and then to help him in doing our Father's work. We want to
eventually start a Satanic temple of sorts.
On 7/24/13, Magus Immortalis <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Have you read the section about summoning Demons on the Joy of Satan group?
Stuff like what is outlined, happened.
________________________________
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 7:45:44 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
so like what happened
From: Magus Immortalis <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 4:31 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Yes.
From: Raza Jamaloodeen <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 5:55:00 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
yea I mean..i did drugs for a while I used to have depression bi polar but
recently schizophrenia..it was pretty bad and really scary whe you hear
things that aren't there...the reason Im leaving Christianity once again lol
is cuz theyre confused and all they ask for is money and I cant relate to
what they talk about and I don't feel anything with the Christian god..
compared to Satanism self divination spirituality and meditation I feel
connected with Lucifer and demons and my own soul..its a wonderful feeling
meditating..i always wanted to summon the demon I started with 4 years ago
Agares..lol have you summoned a demon before ?
From: Magus Immortalis <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Tuesday, July 23, 2013 8:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
Please read https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php/ also.
It sounds like christianity still has a powerful hold on your subconscious.
It does on many people, even those who are not christians. Our culture has
been christianized more then people realize.
One of the points of coming to Lord Satan and Satanism is to break free from
these shackles and be free, empower ourselves, have a relationship with Lord
Satan, fight for His cause and wake others up, as well as reaching Godhead.
Having christian friends who suck you back into christianity because they
are "nice" may be an excuse this time, but don't make it so a second time.
You have to be mentally stronger and work on having a stronger will then
that. You have to be stronger then the sheep who are asleep.
Blaming Demons (who are our Guides and Teachers, and Friends) instead of
blaming yourself? Are you in denial or something?
You have to take responsibility for YOUR actions, and not blame others for
it. That just isn't cool, to blame Demons. Or anyone else for that matter.
There's only you. You have to own up to it.
From: "[ email redacted ]" <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Monday, July 22, 2013 11:49:42 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: somebody witha testimony help me
it was hard for me to leave I was meeting demons in dreams and seeing
planets and having wild visions..i was getting better at meditating and my
chakras were opening..i left because I had a sykodic breakdown and I blamed
demons for it and the only people around to comfort me were my Christian
friends..but I am back now I just meditated and asked from father..what is
your idea of real Satanism by the way ? --- In
mailto:, "High Priestess Myla Limlal"
<limlal8@... wrote:
if u study and learn the truth abt real satanism
u would not go bck
and try to meditate and advance
get to know Father Satan
Be patience and persistent
everything does take time and work
And dnt give up
http://www.templeofzeus.org/
--- In mailto:, rjamaloodeen@ wrote:
i worshipped agares andras and my guardian demoness zefra for like a
year however i was a satanist for 3 years..im 19...i recently became a
christian again but its not the same im thinking of returning back to
theistic satanism but i dont have any friends that are satanists or any
reason i just miss meditating and doing rituals i tried doing summoning
but failed..it was a dark feeling...please brothers and sisters give me
reasons to come back or personal story just something
Sup bro yea ive been meditating and praying lately..I just feel in my heart this is where I belong im not a christian sheep and I felt satan tell me where are your christian friends now and really there no where to be found wen u ask their god something theres no response..but satan when I was homeless he was there for me he woke me up wen I felt like I was dying on the concrdte as ive had nobody in this life I know he listens unlike the prideful xian god and his shitty grimy ass people
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Sup bro yea ive been meditating and praying lately..I just feel in my heart this is where I belong im not a christian sheep and I felt satan tell me where are your christian friends now and really there no where to be found wen u ask their god something theres no response..but satan when I was homeless he was there for me he woke me up wen I felt like I was dying on the concrdte as ive had nobody in this life I know he listens unlike the prideful xian god and his shitty grimy ass people
I've been a satanist till I was 15 years old and now I'm 48 and I'm still a satanist, I left with notice from church, priest tried to tell me; "you are losing a right to confirmation", I just said I don't care, its just a lousy watery wine and piece of paper "church bread" you put in your mouth it was early 90¨s and I also did not wanted to pay tax to finnish church because all citizens usually belongs under finnish church if parents are lutherian and they have to pay annually tax from they paycheck, so it was some hundreds and I wanted to put those something meaningful. At that time I met few other satanists but their belief was more philosophical manner than in here JOS. They more followed LaVey and Temple of Set - both are more like philosophical movements and both of them does not recognize Satan as a God, nor even entity. Still those friends did few of their own rituals and so on, one of them even attacked against me in my sleep - thus I hit back. It was his sort of a revenge because he thought he is some adept and he wanted me to serve him like some damn slave whenever he needed my help, but he was not an adept, our Father Satan did not granted him such a priviledge, Temple of Set gave him such a recognize. After that incident I met him couple a times outside at town - but he ran away - probably because he remembered I was not so vulnerable even I was in sleep, other participant I have not seen since. I did not mentioned anything about that, he just did not wanted to chat with me anymore. These days this guy is not satanist anymore, maybe he turned into xian again just pleasing his family or so. In my choice I never go back to church again, that just is not my world, my life and soul goes where it belongs to our Father Satan, with him and Gods of Elysium I'm more than happy. Actually he advised me to join over here and read articles at JOS website and I have found a place to be and I hope I can share my thoughts and things with you all - brothers and sisters, age is meaningless, it does not matter to me how old you are - only you are satanist and that is it. In my case its been honor to be with Father Satan and Daemons of Elysium, because I feel them my brothers and sisters as well. Hail Satan Thorgiwen
0
I've been a satanist till I was 15 years old and now I'm 48 and I'm still a satanist, I left with notice from church, priest tried to tell me; "you are losing a right to confirmation", I just said I don't care, its just a lousy watery wine and piece of paper "church bread" you put in your mouth it was early 90¨s and I also did not wanted to pay tax to finnish church because all citizens usually belongs under finnish church if parents are lutherian and they have to pay annually tax from they paycheck, so it was some hundreds and I wanted to put those something meaningful. At that time I met few other satanists but their belief was more philosophical manner than in here JOS. They more followed LaVey and Temple of Set - both are more like philosophical movements and both of them does not recognize Satan as a God, nor even entity. Still those friends did few of their own rituals and so on, one of them even attacked against me in my sleep - thus I hit back. It was his sort of a revenge because he thought he is some adept and he wanted me to serve him like some damn slave whenever he needed my help, but he was not an adept, our Father Satan did not granted him such a priviledge, Temple of Set gave him such a recognize. After that incident I met him couple a times outside at town - but he ran away - probably because he remembered I was not so vulnerable even I was in sleep, other participant I have not seen since. I did not mentioned anything about that, he just did not wanted to chat with me anymore. These days this guy is not satanist anymore, maybe he turned into xian again just pleasing his family or so. In my choice I never go back to church again, that just is not my world, my life and soul goes where it belongs to our Father Satan, with him and Gods of Elysium I'm more than happy. Actually he advised me to join over here and read articles at JOS website and I have found a place to be and I hope I can share my thoughts and things with you all - brothers and sisters, age is meaningless, it does not matter to me how old you are - only you are satanist and that is it. In my case its been honor to be with Father Satan and Daemons of Elysium, because I feel them my brothers and sisters as well. Hail Satan Thorgiwen
Welcome, Thorgiwen, nice to see you here. :) Hail Satan! On Monday, March 24, 2014 11:16:30 PM, "thorgiwen@..." <thorgiwen@... wrote:
I've been a satanist till I was 15 years old and now I'm 48 and I'm still a satanist, I left with notice from church, priest tried to tell me; "you are losing a right to confirmation", I just said I don't care, its just a lousy watery wine and piece of paper "church bread" you put in your mouth it was early 90¨s and I also did not wanted to pay tax to finnish church because all citizens usually belongs under finnish church if parents are lutherian and they have to pay annually tax from they paycheck, so it was some hundreds and I wanted to put those something meaningful. At that time I met few other satanists but their belief was more philosophical manner than in here JOS. They more followed LaVey and Temple of Set - both are more like philosophical movements and both of them does not recognize Satan as a God, nor even entity. Still those friends did few of their own rituals and so on, one of them even attacked against me in my sleep - thus I hit back. It was his sort of a revenge because he thought he is some adept and he wanted me to serve him like some damn slave whenever he needed my help, but he was not an adept, our Father Satan did not granted him such a priviledge, Temple of Set gave him such a recognize. After that incident I met him couple a times outside at town - but he ran away - probably because he remembered I was not so vulnerable even I was in sleep, other participant I have not seen since. I did not mentioned anything about that, he just did not wanted to chat with me anymore. These days this guy is not satanist anymore, maybe he turned into xian again just pleasing his family or so. In my choice I never go back to church again, that just is not my world, my life and soul goes where it belongs to our Father Satan, with him and Gods of Elysium I'm more than happy. Actually he advised me to join over here and read articles at JOS website and I have found a place to be and I hope I can share my thoughts and things with you all - brothers and sisters, age is meaningless, it does not matter to me how old you are - only you are satanist and that is it. In my case its been honor to be with Father Satan and Daemons of Elysium, because I feel them my brothers and sisters as well. Hail Satan Thorgiwen
0
Welcome, Thorgiwen, nice to see you here. :) Hail Satan! On Monday, March 24, 2014 11:16:30 PM, "thorgiwen@..." <thorgiwen@... wrote:
I've been a satanist till I was 15 years old and now I'm 48 and I'm still a satanist, I left with notice from church, priest tried to tell me; "you are losing a right to confirmation", I just said I don't care, its just a lousy watery wine and piece of paper "church bread" you put in your mouth it was early 90¨s and I also did not wanted to pay tax to finnish church because all citizens usually belongs under finnish church if parents are lutherian and they have to pay annually tax from they paycheck, so it was some hundreds and I wanted to put those something meaningful. At that time I met few other satanists but their belief was more philosophical manner than in here JOS. They more followed LaVey and Temple of Set - both are more like philosophical movements and both of them does not recognize Satan as a God, nor even entity. Still those friends did few of their own rituals and so on, one of them even attacked against me in my sleep - thus I hit back. It was his sort of a revenge because he thought he is some adept and he wanted me to serve him like some damn slave whenever he needed my help, but he was not an adept, our Father Satan did not granted him such a priviledge, Temple of Set gave him such a recognize. After that incident I met him couple a times outside at town - but he ran away - probably because he remembered I was not so vulnerable even I was in sleep, other participant I have not seen since. I did not mentioned anything about that, he just did not wanted to chat with me anymore. These days this guy is not satanist anymore, maybe he turned into xian again just pleasing his family or so. In my choice I never go back to church again, that just is not my world, my life and soul goes where it belongs to our Father Satan, with him and Gods of Elysium I'm more than happy. Actually he advised me to join over here and read articles at JOS website and I have found a place to be and I hope I can share my thoughts and things with you all - brothers and sisters, age is meaningless, it does not matter to me how old you are - only you are satanist and that is it. In my case its been honor to be with Father Satan and Daemons of Elysium, because I feel them my brothers and sisters as well. Hail Satan Thorgiwen
When I was a pure christian at the age of 12, I came upon the webpage about dedicating My Soul to Father by complete chance, at that moment I experienced incredible joy and bliss. Even though I was a christian, the feelings and connection I have with Satanism are profound. I'm now 17 and I've reached a level of enlightenment that of which I cannot describe in a comprehensible way.
Satanism appears to be a religion to most, but it is not. It is living life the way that we are meant to with the assistance of our Father and the Demons. If one makes true progress in this path, he realizes that there is far more to existence than anyone has ever imagined. Christianity and religions like it are about being less, giving yourself to something else, and having faith, these religions are illogical and those who truly believe in them, deserve them. We are Satan's Children, meaning that one day we will have grown up to be as He is, although Father's power is beyond anything We could achieve, because He is much, much, much older than us and has much more experience. Satanism is not about worship, it is about reconnecting with our Family and working to purge the filth of the enemy.
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When I was a pure christian at the age of 12, I came upon the webpage about dedicating My Soul to Father by complete chance, at that moment I experienced incredible joy and bliss. Even though I was a christian, the feelings and connection I have with Satanism are profound. I'm now 17 and I've reached a level of enlightenment that of which I cannot describe in a comprehensible way.
Satanism appears to be a religion to most, but it is not. It is living life the way that we are meant to with the assistance of our Father and the Demons. If one makes true progress in this path, he realizes that there is far more to existence than anyone has ever imagined. Christianity and religions like it are about being less, giving yourself to something else, and having faith, these religions are illogical and those who truly believe in them, deserve them. We are Satan's Children, meaning that one day we will have grown up to be as He is, although Father's power is beyond anything We could achieve, because He is much, much, much older than us and has much more experience. Satanism is not about worship, it is about reconnecting with our Family and working to purge the filth of the enemy.