Duuuude, get out of the christian grip!

Satan hasn't "punished" you in any way and He does not "forgive" because we are not 'sinners'... Unless we're talking about extreme fucked up situations (pedophiles and the like) but either way, if you feel regretful after punching a wall, then make it up afterwards (fix the wall or whatever).
And actually, why don't you take a look at your astrology chart? Maybe you have too much fire element that's making you so angry? Maybe you could empower certain parts of your astrology map in order to not be so angry? Maybe your anger originates from past lives? Or maybe from your early childhood. There are many reasons why it could be but if you truly want to 'fix' that (since it seems like it either gets out of hand or you don't feel comfortable with being that much angry) then just keep up with your meditations, and ask guidance from your Guardian Demon/Demoness. Ask them what you should do or how you could deal with this anger, how you could channel it correctly.
By the way, void meditation can really help in controlling your thoughts and emotions but I don't know if it'd be enough for your anger.
Στις 2:12 π.μ. Τρίτη, 14 Οκτωβρίου 2014, ο/η "Jacob Porter satanicdisciple97@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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Today, I punched a hole in the wall, and I know I shouldn't have, so I fixed it. I know anger is not "evil" (harmful) at all if it is channeled healthily, but punching walls is not healthy. It's destructive and violent, so should I ask Satan to forgive my past behavior and aid me in behaving better or is there no need to ask forgiveness? Thank you for your help. Hail Satan!