Seeking Guidance

[Trish]

Greetings to all. My name is Trish and I had been seeking a new and permanent way of life when I found JoS, and found that after dedication that I immediately felt right and welcome. I've been working my best to open my chakras, but would like to know if anyone would be kind enough to help me along as a mentor or friendly helping hand. You can reach my at patrishaneff@.... It would be much appreciated.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Satan knows your heart and what is happening in your life right now.Just start meditating and you will start to feel the power he gave your soul.Don't worry if you can't dedicate right now because of family.He dosnt want you to put yourself in danger.Just tell them you are into Yoga and don't tell them about your relationship with Satan.Only He and you need to know.\n\n Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android [/TD]

\n From: femshep1987 <femshep1987@...; \n To: ; \n Subject: Seeking Guidance \n Sent: Fri, Oct 5, 2012 11:06:31 AM \n \n

<td val[/IMG]   Hello (This message will probably be quite long and very personal, however I don't feel shy about sharing with those who devote themselves to Satan)\n \n I am at a point and time in my life where I feel if I don't change it soon I'll succumb to all the crap around me. I have read quite a few times and easily accept it. I remember as a child in sunday school I never felt fear or disgust when they spoke of Satan and Demons, as a child I never truly accepted Jesus or God into my life - I was always indifferent and skeptical, and as time went on for some reason I never could see Satan as the 'bad guy'. \n \n I need help and direction in my life. I am at a dead-end at the moment. I wish to commit myself to him, to follow him, to have purpose and a path. But I am stuck in a grave I dug myself. I never did my final year of highschool, I am now 25 and jobless (I am by no means lazy - I want to work, to gain independance, to earn a salary and enter the next stage in life but no one is willing to hire mostly due to the times we live in with the economy), and mostly I live with my mother who is a very devout but solitary xtian. \n \n I feel I can only commit myself to Satan once I rectify the above problems. I have no doubt in my mind that this path is the one for me. No other path makes as much sense as this one does. \n \n However I need guidance from anyone who would be kind enough to offer. Kind enough to help me. I just don't want to be too late. Should I commit myself now? I wait until I finally manage to find work? I do not want to be strung along like in previous paths I have chosen. I had joined a small Satanic cult when I was a teen hoping to find my true path however it didn't work out for me as they were the type to slaughter animals and loiter in graveyards.\n \n I also have almost no privacy in my home, I will most certainly be caught devoting myself to Satan either by my mother or the borders. Forgive me for taking so long to get to the point - I merely wanted you to know where I'm coming from. \n \n 1) Will I ever be too late?\n 2) Could I stay in contact with someone who is willing to help me along the way?\n \n Thanks for taking the time to read this. \n \n [/TD]

 

[findingtruth98]

Hello, I am seeking guidance from the community. About 1 year ago, I dedicated my life to the service of our Lord Satan. I am 17 years old and unfortunately was unable to find anyone at my fingertips who could guide me spiritually. When I dedicated, I used the JoS guidelines to help me do so. Over the past year I have said prayers, done a few rituals and attempted some Majick. The summonings and magic were however unsuccessful, somewhat do to my inexperience and lack of resources, I believe. The prayers were some of the most eye opening experiences I've had I have to say.

I long to serve. Nothing more. I want this because I believe this to be the righteous path. I was (unfortunately) raised in the Xian church and from the time I was young I always felt something extremely wrong and off putting with it. But with Satanism, I feel peace and comfort... a calm. I have cursed and recanted the name of god and now I seek guidance from a mentor, or mentors, if you will. Many thanks to anyone who replies to this.