HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Aldric I believe at this point all the same card after an endless time of constant repeats are running out. Everytime it goes like, why are you aggressive and a hazard?
"Well because I am a hurt and very sensitive sweetheart". Then the shit repeats again. Now let's make friends. And the whole haphazard repeats again and again. Why you do this crap? "Cause I love Satan and I'm a hurt sweetheart of course".
Do not wear one badge of being around for a long time if you do not uphold it, shoving it in people's faces to get "friends" and "trust", and keep the e-drama going. Seriously.
Forgiveness and understanding is constantly given without a point at all. All that's received from that is more problems.
If you did not create and participate in circus you would not have circus problems.
The fact that this theme plays around with members who just leave or discontinue Satanism because of being overly exposed or seeing and considering "Strong Satanists" nutty shit like this, pray it does not become Satan's problem in which case I will not deal with it anymore with any forgiveness. It will be dealt with as an illness.
I tried to Leave and it was no you are improving all the time. Now what? ***
I battle with trying to feel things correctly. Youre suppose to hate them but love them, just kidding now Hate them.
I thought about others who might be Hurting, thats what prompted me to show that I care. Yes I realize I can be looked at as up and down and I have caused Harm.
Zola wasnt just my friend If you remember. You worked with her too. I thought I was serving Satan. But because of being trusting and weak, I caused harm. Then when I dont care I cause harm.
Its like performing a juggling act in a china store.
Just tell me what to do. Do I leave, Do I stay. What do I put my energy into if I stay.