SouthernWhiteGentile said:
Why don’t you call out shael yourself then?
I sort of did. I laid-out the account more or less in order of what happened.
(She?) is very elitist and likes to bully and push people around that (she) perceives as lesser (EVERYONE). (She?) ok I’m done with this shit, THEY have tried doing this to me before, made a comment saying I was delusional or an idiot, some babble like that, so I typed out a response basically disproving what this person had said and they never bothered to respond.
Now I didn’t make this post to shit on shael or anyone else, but since it was already relevant I figured I would share my experience. I see the other fellow in here Ghost has also had arguments with this person.
Now Fancy you sound upset, or rather disappointed, that people will stick up for me but not you, or that it seems like I can say and get away with things that you can’t, it seems like you don’t understand why that is, but it’s simple.
I don’t know your history, and I haven’t seen posts where you were attacked and criticized, but respect on the forum, just like in real life, has to be earned.
I'm a long-time member, from Yahoo! Groups and the previous forum, and I have been here for years now. I help with questions - mostly for newbs - where I know how to; I be silly on this Victorian forum of boring, old people muttering insults and curses to themselves; I share articles which I think are relevant; I have videos yet to upload - at least one or two of which are either an extension/full version of another, or which might not have been seen or shared yet; I try not to hold grudges - rather, I take (usually) most new threads as new ground, a new leaf, a new slate, a new start, but with Shael the repeated comments about being a retard, and also not quoting nor linking directly to any post where I was supposed to have said something (see above) was over more than one thread, so it's an exception; ages ago, I told a member to stop spamming the forum with his link he kept sharing, but he was just excited and enthusiastic to share things - I think he and I are OK with each other now; I have shared supposed cures about coronavirus-2019, one of which we have proclaimed before but someone I pinged ignored me (or to give the benefit of the doubt, maybe they weren't notified and they haven't checked that thread yet) so I cannot confirm what was said in that thread...
I think I should have earned respect by now. Is there something I'm doing wrong? Is everyone so fickle and pathetic? Maybe it is not them but it is me who is in the wrong somehow. I'll go around and insulting everyone and being a bully to everyone - then I'll get somewhere; you know the saying - "nice guys finish last"; maybe I should say the other saying - "no more Mr Nice Guy". I don't believe Satan, etc., are bullies and insulters like some people here, or strongly-opinionated and extreme, etc., so why the contradictions when I think I've been not bad or been OK?
I came in as a nobody. Everyone thought I was a redneck or some stupid kid that liked to rage about those dayum Knee-grows! So with the posts I made and the mentality I had and still do, I fought a lot, and have had disputes with many different people, and by the end of it, people always understood me and where I was coming from, so I got respect, even if someone doesn’t like me or my views, they won’t deny my stance and role in the hierarchy. So with that backstory, I hope it makes sense now why I have a strong reputation, and have people that are willing stand with me, when they were once afraid to.
I’m known as the young, hungry, and very militant white nationalist that is willing to defend his race and ideals to the death. A live wire. Being a warrior is very admirable.
The point of all that rambling is to say this, if you want something, fight for it. If you want people to like or respect you, or have your back, give them a reason to!
As I have said, I've been on forums and chatrooms for years, so I have quite a good understanding of how they work. Evidently, I don't know what people - or dare I say some sheeple - here want. I've been here for ages and I've been helpful, so I should be respected by now. I know this is sounding like me demanding it, which is impossible, and it seems like I am turning into a spoilt brat but obviously with not being given everything I want or demand, that is not the case; but in objective terms - I've been, I've helped, I've done the things as I said above, etc., so what's my reward? BS, slander/libel, being ignored, etc.? What a wonderful, funderful universe this turned out to be. I've put all of this effort in for years, and for what? For naught.
With that being said I don’t know your reputation or story, it looks like you are a veteran member which is already a respectable trait. I don’t know what else to tell you except to stand up for yourself boldly and don’t back down, then people will learn to stop fucking with you.
I used to. I have retalliated and told people. I don't know if this is permanent or just a phase but for now it's like, "StFU and let me get on with it, dickheads" and I can't be arsed with all of the petty squabbling and immature stupid things - and that is to any relevant users here which I say it directly. One false police murder (and continued repeated attempts since...) of a drugged-up idiot Black caused the entire World, and the greatest majority being non-Blacks, to retard about for a few months. Maybe I should stop being online and go do something very stupid in the Physical World instead.
I still don't know, but from what I can gather I suspect that in a previous life I did a lot of substance use. That continues into next lives, and it is incredibly difficult to fix, so not if but
when I make mistakes - and anyone can see that from my posts - I don't realise it and I don't articulate things properly. I know my subjects/topics; anything else, I have a big question mark over my head and I'm impotent about. Whatever it is, I'm going on the premise that I fucked my Mind and Soul up in a previous life. As has been said - such things can take lifetimes to recover from, so all of the little condemnations are extremely unhelpful and disrespectful, and they all build-up - remember, the more things happen, the more things happen; repetition is key, so it tacks on to me while I'm busy with other shit, which is a slow, frustrating and exhausting process. I got over and got past the "Am I a jew" stage ages ago, but with the social awkwardness and social personality interactions as evidenced recently, it has started to come back, but that's just a nonsense attack or meaninless worry, so I can dismiss it.
Everyone wants and needs satisfaction in one way or another. That causes clashes among users. We should realise that. I don't have a lot of testimonies to give - only that I have a lot of coincidences with things, some big, direct and exact ones and others more trivial and meh; and that I had another experience which others have also had separately, so that supports that quite strongly, plus one other experience of seeming to go out-of-body, which I am sure was not a dream at first but then turned into a dream very quickly. That's about all I can say I have had/done/experienced so far.
I think I am just going through some things. Maybe I am too cautious, but with the infiltrators and staff members and re-shuffling and everything, I am not comfortable with placing any Astrology orders with either of our two Astrologers, plus with them being so busy and having a long list of orders to finish... You can never truly trust anyone while Spiritually-blind and ignorant; I go mostly on objectivity and subjectivity and what I sometimes like to think is instinct or intuition which also turns out to be what is known as 'coincidence', as well. Heh - at other times, I like to think that I am or might be so profound that later on everyone will realise what I was saying and they'll apologise, suck my dick and give me a lot of money or presents and food. Yes, I know that's delusional. I'll just trudge along in the thick mud.
At this point, I could mention the eternal struggle that Lord figure of the past mentioned. I know some have problems far worse than I, though - and this here is just in a currently-online community. "Oh, woe is me because I don't have any online friends here".