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Dahaarkan said:
I'm glad you're a part of the first batch of Guardians. I've never seen you talking down to anybody, or displaying even the slightest level of personal spite in any of your interactions with others, even people who are frustrating to deal with. I'm sure at times you internally feel some contempt for someone, but you never let it show and that's excellent in my opinion.
I think you set a very good example. An example hopefully more will follow as we go forward.
My personal behaviors
I appreciate your kind words. Your assessment is largely correct, and I believe you are someone able to generally make accurate conclusions about others.
Of course, I am not perfect, and can certainly get frustrated and resort to combative/angry thoughts over matters. However, I take advantage of the degree of separation afforded through text communications. Through writing, we can craft perfect messages, concise and devoid of anger. Many times, I won't respond, rather than post something useless or worse.
Funny enough, writing also allows me a level of positive expression higher than in-person, as well. Face to face, I am generally colder, thinking about the situation and my words. I don't normally express my emotions as easily or immediately.
In a lot of ways, these situations on JOS seem to me as much more important than daily life. In that way, I pour my heart out more than I normally would. These communications that occur here are a function of our total war effort, as well as meaningful to the future leaders of humanity, and so on.
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Why you were attacked
In regards to my perception of you: My main memory involves the thread about energy-draining, so excuse me if missed anything before that.
Some of the backlash was overly harsh, in my opinion. I don't think energy draining is inherently "Jewish", but as written, it did come off as excessively cruel. Compared to other black magic, it seems too intimate. In that way, people assumed you were getting personal gratification from the destruction of others, which is why they paralleled it to the enemy.
Others have written that they have seen your chart and noted your powerful background (meaning a possible Scorpio influence). In addition, the strong emotions involved with the energy draining also make me think of Scorpio influence. If this is the case, remember that the primary weakness of Scorpio is its strong emotions.
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Draining people as a means of justice
In the case of draining people, while this may have satisfied your personal feelings of injustice, it may have gone too far. If such people with money had not directly stolen your money, then this would be misplaced anger. These people may have had no idea why they were being targeted, or for what they did wrong, and therefore no chance to rectify their mistakes.
Where this becomes a very strong concern is when the person is drained to the point of death or near-death. In that case, there is a real probability their soul is actually doomed, with them never able to actually make up their mistakes to you or others. We all make mistakes, so it seems sad that they were merely caught in the wrong circumstance, paying dearly for something they didn't know was a problem.
In the court system, people would be forced to face their mistakes, see their victims, and be prescribed an appropriate punishment based on their situation. But here, that is all missing.
If such people were faced with the full gravity of the punishment you were about to inflict on them, they probably would have broken down crying, begging you, and so forth, and attempting all sorts of desperate solutions. The same extends to their families and loved ones.
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Solutions and moving forward
Beyond all this, if such severe trauma was inflicted on you, then I have concerns about whether such actions actually resolved your own soul of this negative karma. In that way, your energy might have been misplaced in regards to a full resolution of your problem.
But, as far as these other personal attacks against you, I think most are overblown or misplaced. Most perhaps expressing frustration about your choice of method, but unjustly attacking you directly.
I say the above because, after reading what was said about you, I then focused on some of your other writing. Posts from this thread and others show that you are not the unhinged deviant that others may have insinuated.
That does not mean no mistakes were made, but we are all growing, so it does not make sense to harshly attack others for theirs. However, this same idea should also apply to those who are still Satan's children, yet not fully aware of his teachings (normies).
Although you had to satisfy your need for justice, I would look into ways that still allow those punished to eventually rehabilitate themselves. Jumping immediately to a soul-sucking, fatal attack does not allow for this.
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P.S. I believe I wrote way too much. However, what value was lost from being verbose, perhaps was gained in the elaboration of my thoughts. I tried to remedy this by organizing my writing. If anything, this at least serves as means of building a deeper relationship with you, regardless of the result of the above communication.